I do not own twilight.

Chapter 19

JPOV - Vegas and an empty goodbye.

What is the world coming to just as our lives were getting back on track, Bella was doing great, she was enjoying school again she had made friends and was in love. Now it was all being taken away from her.

I was having a trough time to my sister and best friend was laying in hospital slowly dying and there was nothing I could do about it, and then on top of that Alice was pressuring me into picking a side which I could not do. Although I did not like the fact that Edward left my sister to die I could understand why he turned her down. I think I am the only one other than Carlisle that understand what both of them are going through.

All I want is for everyone to get on again. But at the moment I am upset with Bella, planning on killing her again to get what she wants my stupid stubborn sister.

"Jasper are you listening to me?'' Alice asked little tapping my shoulder.

''Sorry Alice what were you saying?''

''I said that Bella has told me that no matter what I have to look after and love you forever. Which means that if you want I can turn you. And if my idiotic brother gets his ass in gear then we all can be together for ever what do you think?''

i looked at her a bit shocked, I under stood what she was saying I just could not believe she was saying.

''Alice the only way that I will let you change me is if you marry me first.'' I jokenly said to her takeing her hand and littely planting a kiss on her palm. I looked up at her and saw her eyes light up and she started to vibrate, which was very funny to watch.

''Japser are you seriour?''

''Well yes I guess I am, Alice you know that we are meant to be together, so why not.''

Her eyes clouded over and I knew that she had slipped into a vision. I waited for a short while for her to come back to the present. While she was n her own little world I watched as a small smile creeped across her perfect lips.

''Japser, get that sweet little ass of your moving, Vegas is a long way from here.''

We ran to Alice's car and before I had time to put my seatbelt on she was speeding towards the towns boarder.

It took Alice 9 and an half hours to get us to Las Vegas driving nearly 150 miles an hour,"Alice I would like to get there in one peice, I am sure you dont want to be marrying a dead man just yet?'' I laughed as the bright lights flashed past us.

''Dont worry so much Jazzy, I would have seen it, remember you are marrying a some one who can see the future and you no I would never put you in any time of trouble.'' She placed her hand over mine, we drove to the first drive through wedding chaple we could find.

20 minutes later, Alice was mrs Whitlock. She said that it was my true name that is why we choose it. I spose it is a better surname than Swan.

As we made our way back on to the highway, I notice Alice's eyes cloud over, which meant that she was having a vision. The only thing I could do was grab the wheel, lucky she snapped out of it before anything could really happen.

''What did you see, my sweet?'' I asked her as she came back to the know.

''Your sister is going to be over the moon, but we have to get to her soon other wise we will be to late.'' She looked at me with tears threating to burst over, but they would never fall.

''Alice what do you mean it would be to late?''

''There is something I have been keeping from you Jasper. Bella is planning on taking her life infront of Edward. But she want to say goodbye to the whole family. I have tried my hardest to talk her out of it. But she is so stubborn there is no talking to her.''

For the first time since we first found out that she had cancer, did I want to cry and cry hard. I have not be able to protect my little sister.

''Jasper, I wish there was something more I could do, everything I can think of doing ends up in her dying, Carilsle is the only one who would turn her but he wont because he will not go against Edwards wishes.''

There was nothing I could say to her, I loved my sister. But I knew that she had made up her mind there was noting anyone could do.

''Just get us to the hospital, I need to see my sister.'' I finaly managed to say between my sobs.

Alice took my hand and squeezed in re-assournce. I knew that she would be able to get me there on time. She pushed the little yellow car to the max.

We pulled up in the parking lot of Forks hospital, we were greeted by the rest of the Cullen family.

I was happy that they were all here.

''Thank you all for coming.'' I said to them hugging Esme.

''Dear you dont have to thank us at all, I am glad that Bella wants us all here for her.''

I turned towards the hospital entrance, the happiest day of my life had just turned into the worst. Some how I had to get Edward to see that turning Bella was the best thing for everyone. But how was I meant to change the mind of a headstrong mind reading vampire?

''Jazz, that just might work.'' Alice beamed at me, while I was lost in my own thoughts I had not noticed Alice slip into the future.

The rain started to fall, so we made our way slowly into the hospital and to Bella's room. The smell of dissenfectant hung heavly in the area. Memories of the first time she had been in hospital caming flooding back to me. I was glad to be standing next to Alice other wise I think I would have just crumpled to the floor and cried.

Carlisle came down the corridor towards us, he tried to hide his feelings but I could see the saddness in his eyes, the type of grief you feel when you lose a child.

''Hello everyone, I am glad that you could all make it.'' He said to us, turning towards the door he stiffened. In my short time in knowing the Cullens I have never seen Carlisle so panicked. He throw open the door coming very close to ripping it off the door frame, I looked round the room confussed, Bella was not in her bed.