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Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN the wrestlers, if I did then I wouldn't be writing this…I would be in bed
Claimer: I DO OWN Kellie. Hope is not mine she is my friend Nine's.
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I backed away so he could walk into the room.
"What's up love?" I questioned stumbling back to my bed. I guess I wasn't as sober as I thought I was. Randy grabbed me by my waist from behind letting his hands graze across my back and neck. I wanted to move. I had to move. This was way to close to my body then normal outside of the ring.
He brought his lips to my ear breathing hard and heavy which was so not attractive. I shuddered under his touch moving so I faced him. I grabbed his shoulders helping him to the bed. I went to move but he grabbed my hand pulling me onto the bed as well.
"I really like you Kellie." he was drunk, slurring every other word as he tried to kiss me. I was struggling holding his arms down away from touching my body. "No I don't like you. I think I am in love with you. No I don't think I know I am in love with you."
I sat there stunned but not interiorly surprise. I tried not to laugh, holding in everything I could possibly imagine.
"Love you don't feel that way towards me." I slurred pushing him from my form. He shook is head in disagreement grabbing my face so he looked clearly into my eyes. His ice cold glare, a pool of warm water now looking into my still ice gray eyes.
"Yes I do. I want you to be with me. I want you. I want you so bad it's driving me mad, it's driving me mad." he started a drunken karaoke in my room. I had to control the roaring laughter that was coming from me.
"You don't want me." I laughed. Randy laughed with me grabbing my face into his large hands, and brought his lips to mine for a soft kiss which lead to him falling drunkenly asleep on top of me.
I chuckled pushing him onto the bed, taking off his shoes and letting him sleep. He was going to need it for the next five shows that were going to happen this and next week.
Quietly I snuck out of the room moving myself to Jeff and Matt's room. Jeff was laying on the bed almost passed out, and Matt was sitting in front of the T.V.
"Well that sobered me up." I sighed walking in the room sitting on the bed. Jeff woke up wrapping me into his arms. I eased myself into his arms as he kissed my neck.
"Oh come on Jeff she just got in...and I am still here..." Matt wined getting up and joining us on the bed.
"What happened with the king of assholes?" Jeff growled in my ear. I smirked leaning my body on him.
"Nothing confessing his drunken love for me and that he wants to be with me. He even started singing 'I Want You' from The Beatles." I laughed remembering the night. Matt smirked taking out his camera.
"The legend Killer singing to a diva?" he laughed walking to the door. "I want to go see this."
It was weird up until that moment I never really heard anyone call me a diva, so when Matt called me one it didn't feel that right. I felt like a fake but in the end I guess I really was one of them.
"He is sleeping. I left him in there."
"Did anyone tell you that your no fun."
"He fell asleep on top of me so be happy I didn't stay." I chuckled laying now in Jeff's arms. Matt got the hint and got up.
"Maybe Hope is up since Shannon and Maria are in his room...and I don't want to be there." he mumbled walking out of the door. Jeff held onto me tighter. I smiled under his warmth turning my body to stare into his deep green orbs.
"He was really singing to you?" Jeff chuckled. I nodded kissing him lightly biting the metal ball. He closed his eyes, digging his nails into my back, bunching up my tank top into his hands.
"Well it was more wailing but hey I won't say anything." I smirked tracing his chest with my finger tips lightly placing kisses all the way down his abdomen. He groaned a bit grabbing my face, crashing my lips onto his.
He was my drug, an amazing drug that I gave up for five months but I promise myself never again will that happen. I bit his ring, as he bit mine, hungrily pulling me to him, holding me close to his body.
Clothes started to fly everywhere, and soon I found myself thrown into heated passion time. When it was over I laid on my stomach, as Jeff traced his fingers down my back, up to my angel wings on my shoulder.
"They're beautiful." he murmured in my ear, pressing his lips at the back on my neck to the little wings.
"Thanks to Shannon." I moaned feeling his finger and his lips graze my shoulders lightly. Jeff stopped his tease and smiled looking into my eyes once more.
"He did a good job on them baby." he kissed me once more, resting his head on my exposed back. I was drifting off to sleep feeling his light touch on my back, tracing the wings with his fingers.
The comfortable silence engulfed us as I fell asleep, wrapped into his arms.
"I love you." I muttered, saying the words first to him. I cracked open my eyes to see him smiling.
"You have no idea. I love you too." he whispered. It was the last words I heard before drifting off to sleep and it was a nice thing to dream about. I snuggled into his arms, and kissed his chest making myself a pillow.
The next morning I woke up with a fierce jolt to my shoulders, waking me up like someone throwing cold water into my face. I opened my eyes trying to look who was shaking me.
Randy looked into my eyes as I started to panic. I was screwed. We were screwed. All the thoughts started to run into my mind on what was going to happen next. His eyes read sadness all over them, like I hurt him somehow. I guess I did considering he poured his heart out telling me he loved me and all that. Jeff tried to grab him off me throwing him out the door.
My face stayed in one position of horror as I looked up at Jeff who grabbed me into his arms.
"What the hell was that? And wow I am going to die..." I was holding back the tears that were about to fill my eyes. Jeff held me tighter.
"He came knocking on the door looking for you. Then you groaned moving your body. He heard your voice, saw your back and came charging in. I tried to grab him but he had you in his hands." Jeff sighed, holding me tight to him, so I wouldn't fall into pieces.
"There is going to be an Inter gender match..." I muttered crawling from his arms. He tried to grab me back, but I moved grabbing my clothes.
"He won't I promise."
"He will...I bet it will be at Royal Rumble too since that is just around the corner." I closed my eyes digging my head into my hands."Oh Vince is going to love this one. It's like Matt and Lita all over again I bet."
Matt came barging in looking at his brother then me." What the hell?" Randy saw me come from Hope's room and bombarded me, yelling at me about knowing about you two." he looked in my direction.
"He came in?" he noticed the marks on my arm from Randy's fingers. I nodded inhaling a deep breath. Matt looked like he didn't know if he should come over to me, but the way Jeff looked with such anger Matt didn't even come near.
"I'm all kinds of screwed. I mean I broke the contract, and Vince loves a good love triangle so this is going to be exploited." at the end of the sentence I started to get tense.
"Kel he won't say anything. He will take it out on me and that's it." Jeff tried to sound assuring, but it wasn't working. It was happening all over again. The reason why he broke up, everything. I had to be strong. I am not going to lose him again the way I did before.
"Yeah we shall see...I know he is probably going to Vince right now." I sighed laying myself in his arms. Matt sat on the bed next to me and Jeff putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Ok, let's go get Maria and Shannon. We have a plane to catch." I got up moving to the bathroom. I quickly got undressed again walking into the shower, letting the water fall on me. Randy was going to make my life hard, and now in the ring I was going to be portrayed as a whore, and then with me I have to convince him it was the drinking and that it was a mistake, and that I want to be with him more then Jeff.
"Kel?" I heard Matt's voice come in the bathroom. He sat on the sink taking in a deep breath. "He won't do anything."
I peeked my head out from the curtain trying to brave a smile. He is always there for me no matter what.
"What is he doing?" I asked. Matt craned his neck out to look and scoffed folding his arms.
"Pacing."
"Shit...we are screwed." I sighed turning off the water. "Hand me that." I asked. Matt grabbed me a towel as I quickly wrapped it around my body moving out from the shower. Maria followed suit along with Shannon barging into the room.
"What the hell man?" Shannon spoke looking from me in the bathroom back to Jeff. "Randy almost busted the door down calling me and Ria out. He was asking questions about you two." he pointed to us. I looked away rolling my eyes.
"Screw what I said before. We are really screwed more then before." I said a bit too loud. I grabbed bags from Maria's hand that I told her to bring. I got dressed into ripped jeans and Toronto Maple leaf jersey.
Shannon wanted to ask but Jeff shook his head. He grabbed me by the waist whispering in my ear until I calmed down. We left the hotel with stares from every angel from the superstars and divas alike. Randy must have made a huge scene.
The ride to the airport was quite as I laid in Jeff's arms sleeping most of the time. I started to feel sick and dizzy and didn't want to move much. Matt explained the situation to Shannon and Maria who continued to stare at me with sympathy eyes in which I hate. The plane ride was not a fun one to be on.
The superstars that were on the same flight started gossiping as I was sleeping in Jeff's arms. Since Randy knew there was no reason to hide what me and him were. People's chatters were keeping me up but I fell asleep.
Jeff woke me picking me up bridle style out of the plane getting stares and causing unwanted attention. I really didn't feel good and all I wanted to do was crawl in a hole and sleep. My body drifted in and out of sleep until finally I felt a bed under me.
"Jeff I don't feel good." I groaned, but heard the champs voice instead of Jeff's
"Yea I know darlin, I know" he sat next to me as I fully woke up looking into his baby blue eyes.
"Where is Jeff?" I asked
"Out getting food for you and coffee. He told me to stay with you."
"I'm sorry."
"For?" he looked confused. I took a deep breath not wanting to remind him but I had to.
"Me being with Jeff and leading you on and stuff.' I said quickly. He smiled hitting his head with mine
"I knew, I just maybe thought that I could see if I had a chance I guess." he laughed. I smiled resting my head on his shoulder. He kissed my head lightly as I fell asleep.
The next day was a house show in St Louis, and I could not stop thinking about what him and Vince had in store with me. For that moment I slept, and tried not to think what so ever, but I found that harder then expected.