Authors Note.
AHHH. So many reviews.. This is so amazing.
I lovvvvvvvvve you guys. Like a lot. A LOT A LOT.
Oh and someone said they didnt want James Conroy in the story.
Well he is only going to be in like 2 or so..
Youll see. Dont get mad at me.. It makes me sad.
Thanks for the reivews. I get more and more everyday. Its insane. But very awesome.
Ok. I just wanted to thank.. midnight frozen fire
This was her comment.
hey i dont usually get hooked this eaily but i read the whole thing in like an
hour and i am hooked, it actually amazingly addictive
I am glad you get addicted.
Oh and mcooper11 wanted to know who the girl was. I promise you will find out next chapter. Not this one.
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Sooo hope you like James.. NOT. Heheeee.
Disclaimer. I do not own anything or anyone in this story.
I LOVE the chapter title. Its perffect for this chapter.
Enjooooooy!
~Kaaaayla.
Thinking of You
You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!
'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay
James Conroy. He seemed nice. But then again I just met him.
"Nice to meet you James." I took his hand and shook it. He smiled.
"You too." I smiled back. "So why were you crying?"
Shit. Make something up. "I uh.. Fell!" He cocked his head. "Yeah I fell. And it hurt. So I.. started running to get to my dressing room and ran into you."
I didnt think he believed it but he wasnt going to push it.
"Oh well I hope your ok."
"I am.. I am." He nodded his head.
"Your kinda cute." He said with a smirk. I didnt blush. Which I thought I would. But I guess I only did with Chad.. Stop thinking about him.
"Thanks." I said. My smile was fake. My mind was wandering.
He put his hands in his pocket.
"So. You, me, Dinner tonight." He said with a wink.
"I uh.." I turned when I saw Chad walking toward us. I smiled to myself. "Yeah." Just as Chad past I hugged James.
He winked again and walked off. I turned to see Chad leaning against my door.
"What was that?" He said to me angry.
"Nothing." I said, smirking.
"It looked like something."
"Why do you care?"
"So I tell you I love you.. You tell me you dont love me.. and the next day your hugging.. James Conroy?" He yelled at me.
"How do you know who he is?" I said an eyebrow raised.
"Because. Hes a jerk. Everyone knows he'll try to jump into bed with whoever he can."
My jaw dropped a tear fell down my cheek.
"What the hell?" I screamed. "I cant talk to a guy, but your allowed to walk into the cafeteria with some gorgeous girl?"
"What are you talking about?"
I closed my eyes to stop the tears. "I just saw you."
"With who?" He screamed at me. "Do you honestly think I would do that to you?"
I shook my head and turned away.
"Yes." I stated flatly. I pushed past him and ran into the dressing room.
I slamed the door and locked it.
I sat on the couch closest to Tawnis side and barried my face into the pillow.
Chad kept knocking.
"Sonny? Come on Sonny." I didnt move. "Please. Can we talk? Whats up with you?"
I just sat there keeping quiet.
He eventually left. He did have a job. Tawni walked in.
"So hows Chads bimbo?" She said witha hopeful smile.
I frowned. "He told me he didnt know what I was talking about."
"You talked to him?" I nodded.
Then she frowned and sighed.
"Youll work it out." She said turning to the mirror.
I shot her a look. "What makes you think so?" I asked.
"Because I know."
"What if I dont want too?"
"You do." She grabbed her lipstick and walked out her blonde curls bouncing.
I sat on my bed debating on what to do.
Am I really going to go on this date? With James?
Chad was the first and only person I had gone out with.
I checked my clock on my bedside table. He was going to be here in 15 minutes.
I guess I am going to do this.
When I opened the door James was standing there a grin on his face.
He grabbed my hand and led me to his car. I stared at my hand in his.
It felt wierd. Diffrent. I shruged and figured it was just me.
He didnt open my door like Chad did. I got in and sat down.
Chads car was so much nicer. Why was I comparing?
We pulled into the restaurant. Again he didnt open the door like Chad did. Stop it.
He sat down across from me. I cocked my head as looked at his eyes.
They were brown. Not blue. I like blue. I didnt get lost in them. They were kind of just.. there.
After dinner we got back into his car.
"Where to now?" He said to me.
"Uh.. I thought you were dropping me off." I said.
"You dont have to go home yet do you?" I felt him staring at me.
I bit my lip.
"Where would we go?" I asked my voice cracked.
"Maybe to my house." He smiled.
"I uhh.. I have a curfew. If Im not home my mom will freak." He sighed.
"We'll do that another time." He said. I got scared at that moment. I mean I had a good time. I guess.
But it wasnt as fun as it was with.. Im not even going to say it.
It was silent the rest of the ride. I mean he talked. I just ignored him.
He walked me up to my door.
"Thanks again-" I was stopped by him kissing me.
I pulled away quickly. Nothing. Oh my god.
I felt nothing. It wasnt like in the cafeteria. Or at my grandmothers! Or when we were at the police station! Or anywhere.
I smiled. And not the reason he thought. I ran into my apartment and then to my room and sat on my bed.
I smiled because at that moment I realized three things.
One. I was never going on another date with that ass hole.
Two. I was in love with Chad Dylan Cooper.
Three. He didnt love me back.. Anymore.
Authors Note.
YAY. Shes in love with him.
BOO. Hes not in love with her.. Or is he?
Lol. Youll find out tommorow. Sorrry.
Btw. I am sorry for the short chapters. I know. I feel bad.
But the next couple of them will be longer. The next one is a filler.
~Kaaaaayla.