Disclaimer: Read chapter 1. I do not own the song Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus or the lyrics…I am simply using them for the purpose of this chapter.
Summary: How do you get the one you love to forgive you?
Author's Note: So, it's the weekend…and you know what that means? Good TV and another chapter from me! Yay! Sorry again if I offended any one with the Kim/Jason sex scene…maybe that's why I only got a few reviews…but this chapter is going to be very sappy and beautiful (in my opinion anyways). Onward…heyah!
Rated T for language and some minor adult situations.
Chapter 20: Your Guardian Angel (by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, really beautiful…listen to it!)
Kim's POV
It's been three days since I've seen Tommy and I've done nothing but sit on Jason's couch and cry. How could I have let that stupid potion/misty thing affect me? My love for Tommy should've been enough to break whatever stupid spell affected me. What if that means are love isn't strong enough? I try hard to snap myself away from these thoughts but it's not easy. The doorbell rings and Jason goes to get it because I don't think I could get off this couch if I wanted to.
"Tommy?" Jason says, clearly shocked. I jump off the couch and wipe away my tears, looking in the mirror and rubbing the mascara off from under my eyes. "Look, maybe now isn't a good time…" Jason begins but is cut off by Tommy.
"I just really need to talk to Kim, Jason, not you," he says, a little maliciously.
"Hey Tommy," I say looking at my feet. I await the anger from him, but it doesn't come. I feel his arms around me. "What the…" I trail off.
"Look Kim I've been doing nothing but thinking of you for the past three days. I'm sorry I didn't believe you…I should always know that I can believe you. I love you and always should believe in that…that will give me all the answers all ever need to know," he says, kissing me. I hug him closer and smile, breathing in his love.
Sarah's POV
I can't believe that Conner cheated on me! And what's worse is that Kelly and Josh made up so she won't stop pestering me to forgive Conner. Hello? Kelly and Josh aren't even officially going on so of course it is easier for her to forgive him. He's called like fifty times but I can never seem to answer. His voice mails all sound like he's in a lot of pain and it makes me want to run and hug him and never let go, but I just can't. It hurt too much seeing him kissing another girl. Kelly manages to drag me to Haley's to hear him sing, but she literally had to force me to go. I really don't want to see him.
"Hey everybody. We're The Band if you haven't already heard us. I'd liked to use this next song to forgive the girl whose heart I broke. I love you Sarah, this one is for you," he says and begins his song.
When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's ok x3
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Cause you're my
you're my, my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.
Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..
Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
(repeat).
He finishes and everyone claps. He moves off stage and I go outside, feeling tears roll down my face. Why do his words have to be so perfect?
"Sarah," I hear him call in the distance. I turn and see him jogging to catch up with me.
"Conner, listen…I can't just forgive you for writing me a song…even though it was really beautiful and exactly what I wanted to hear. I appreciate it, but it takes more than words to prove what you say," I say, wiping my tears away.
"That song was the only way I could tell you how I felt. You won't stop and talk to me so I got Kelly to make you come tonight. I just wanted you to know how much I love you. Why isn't that enough?" he says, his eyes pleading with me.
"I want to forgive you Conner…I do, but something keeps holding me back from just pushing it aside. I'm confused," I say.
"Look Sarah…I understand but I love you and honestly it drives me crazy not knowing that we're together. What can I do to make it up to you? I'm going crazy without you…I'll do anything," he says, grabbing my hand.
"Anything?" I say with a sly smirk. He nods his head like he almost regrets saying it.
I lead him back into Haley's and whisper something in his ears. His eyes widen.
"No way!" he says.
"Fine, then I don't forgive you," I say. I'm so mean to him.
"Fine," he says standing up on the chair. "Attention everyone. My name is Conner and I still play with Barbies. I would also like to say that my girlfriend, Sarah has me totally whipped and is the best girlfriend in the world," he says, stepping off the chair and walking over to me. The entire place is laughing hysterically. "Happy?" he asks, not as embarrassed as I thought he would be.
"Yes," I say, smiling victoriously. He sticks his tongue at me and I do the same in return. He leans down and kisses me which I eagerly return back.
"Alright you two, get a room or something," I hear Josh say. We break apart and blush. Won't we ever be able to kiss without someone coming along to break it up?
AN: Hate it? Love it? So I think I scared some readers off with last chapter but I'm hoping my loyal fans return for this chapter. I'm hoping that isn't the case and I hope you guys enjoyed the Tommy/Kim and Conner/Sarah moments in this chapter…tune in for the next chapter…I think its gonna be the wedding!
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Until next time, peace out and lots of love ya'll!