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Copyright: I own the story line! Don't attempt to take this before advising me. I'll haunt you and make your life really miserable. You must believe me. my muse Adonis has satanic powers
Warnings: homosexual themes, language, drugs use, non graphic sex, pseudo sex, very strong violence, OOC-ness, supernatural themes, death, (mental) bond, horror, blood and gore and everything like such.
Armistice (Schuldich)
"How much did you spend from my account?" Ran asks me, pointing to my Audi. I smirk. We are at the seaside again. The beach is still closed and Aya insisted on walking, I agreed. There are no stars tonight, and I feel the cold wind cutting my face and turn up my collar. Ever since I got this body I fall in love with it day by day. It is so trained and lithe yet so graceful and beautiful. I certainly don't want it ruined.
"Only about 100,000, us dollars." He nods and I take it as an encouragement. "Aya broke up with Omi." I tell Ran.
He doesn't speak, and I probe into his mind to find acceptance and regret.
/ Aren't you surprised? /
/ No, I guessed a week or so ago. /
I grab his hand, /Aya, Aya, Aya, you truly amaze me sometimes, my love. Your composure and calmness reminds me of ice statue. /
His mind suddenly switches to a time when Yohji teased him about how he is carved out of ice, from inside to out.
/ When would you ever register the fact that I'm NOT fucking Kudou? / I send angrily into his mind. / He's gone ok? Off with somebody else to fucking hell! I'm with you, not him! / He remains quiet and I continue. / Going back to Omi and Aya, I almost feel sorry for them. They had such a good relationship, based purely on affection and admiration, unlike us. I mean look at us- our relation is purely based on sex. /
"No it isn't, not all of it." Aya suddenly says out loud. I turn surprised at him. / Escape, that's why we are together. /
"Escape." I repeat.
"Yes," he runs his hand through his hair, "I want to escape from that shadow of the past, you want to escape the shadow from the present. So we loose ourselves in each other, in sex, in drugs and alcohol. This way we can forget and pretend that we are normal people who aren't drenched in blood." He traces a finger from my ear along my jaw line down my throat to my collarbone. / We are so cowardly. We can't even face the reality so we wrap ourselves in a cocoon of lies. /
/ We don't have to face reality. / I sooth his mind, which is unusually emotional. / But how did you know about the shadow I am escaping from? /
/ Partly from the fact that he's living with me under one roof./
I laugh out loud. / You're changed you know that? /
/How? / He retort. / The fact that I look different? /
/No, the fact that you've opened up more. /
He looks at me, surprised.
/For one thing, you speak more, you smile more. And you just made a joke. Kind of twisted, but it's a joke nevertheless. Aya two months before couldn't even pronounce full sentence. /
/ Oh no, staying in this body must have done this./
I chuckle. / Did Nagi ask you about him leaving for Harvard? /
/Yes. /
/ What did you say? /
/ I told him to do whatever he thinks is the best. /
/ What? How could you? You know how foul the bastard Crawford treats people? /
/ Yes but if Nagi wants to have a good education, so be it. /
/ You're fucking messing up my life, you know how precious he is to me? /
/ You know how precious Omi is to me? /
We are both silent, then suddenly we both speak up at the same time. "He likes you, you know."
Aya grunts while I laugh sarcastically. "Nagi doesn't like me the way Omi likes you Aya, he has a big crush on Omi."
"They've only met two times."
/ More than that. / I send, / here's what I got from Omi's mind. /
*********Flashback*********
Omi stared at the sleeping Nagi on his bed. He fumed with himself, how could he have been so stupid? Aya would certainly kill him now, saving an enemy. God he MUST be Taketori's son in order to have such a brain.
The body stirred. Nagi's eyelids fluttered and opened. "I must be in heaven, who would have that an angel could look so much like Tsukiyono Omi!"
"You're not dead prodigy." Omi said coldly. "You're just injured."
"Oh," Nagi seemed a little disappointed, "and you."
"I saved you."
"Thanks."
"You're welcome."
Awkward moments of silence passed between them until Omi heard footsteps outside. "You'd better go. Can you walk?"
Nagi stood, "I guess. And I could jump down that window. I have telekinesis and it wouldn't hurt me." He cast one lingering look at Omi and turned to the window.
"Ok." That was all Omi said before Nagi's slight form jumped and disappeared from the lights of the street lamps into the night.
*********End of Flashback*********
Aya sighs. / I never knew that, I couldn't believe it. I ruined my sister's relationship. /
"No you didn't." I retort. "Aya broke up with Omi, not the other way around. Besides, she's most likely to find someone who loves her more than anything in the world, at least better than how Omi loved her." When I sensed the hesitation in his mind, I added. "Like how I love you."
He turns to me, surprised. "What did you say?"
"I love you Aya." If that's the only way I could have you, so be it. I'm not going to lose to a shadow of Kudou, even if it means lying, besides, another little white lie never hurt.
He looks into my eyes and I try to make them as determined as possible. Finally he says. "You mean it, you really mean it."
"Of course I do Aya." I kiss him.
/You're not going to betray me like Yohji did./ it's not a question, it's a decision.
I chuckle, no, not like Yohji did, but in other ways. or maybe I might really start liking you. / No, never. /
He doesn't throw himself into my arms but instead he walks away from me. I catch up to him to see a small smile forming in the corner of his mouth.
EN Notes: My Internet is up and running! (Please stay away from the lame joke of me chasing after my Internet.) So kiddos, I'm back with another chapter on this trusty lil' fic. How about that, I've already written 20 chapters (well, 21 for the unabridged version)! I'm impressed.
Newayz, bwhahahaha, Schu is evil. I mean for a while (namely the last few chapters) he seemed to have gone good. and we can't let that happen can we?
Newayz, REVIEW! Please! Don't you see the more you review the faster I'll update? Review to me is like sex to incubus (Ok, really bad simile.) or bread to a hungry man! I'll die without them.. So PLEASE REVIEW!
Copyright: I own the story line! Don't attempt to take this before advising me. I'll haunt you and make your life really miserable. You must believe me. my muse Adonis has satanic powers
Warnings: homosexual themes, language, drugs use, non graphic sex, pseudo sex, very strong violence, OOC-ness, supernatural themes, death, (mental) bond, horror, blood and gore and everything like such.
Armistice (Schuldich)
"How much did you spend from my account?" Ran asks me, pointing to my Audi. I smirk. We are at the seaside again. The beach is still closed and Aya insisted on walking, I agreed. There are no stars tonight, and I feel the cold wind cutting my face and turn up my collar. Ever since I got this body I fall in love with it day by day. It is so trained and lithe yet so graceful and beautiful. I certainly don't want it ruined.
"Only about 100,000, us dollars." He nods and I take it as an encouragement. "Aya broke up with Omi." I tell Ran.
He doesn't speak, and I probe into his mind to find acceptance and regret.
/ Aren't you surprised? /
/ No, I guessed a week or so ago. /
I grab his hand, /Aya, Aya, Aya, you truly amaze me sometimes, my love. Your composure and calmness reminds me of ice statue. /
His mind suddenly switches to a time when Yohji teased him about how he is carved out of ice, from inside to out.
/ When would you ever register the fact that I'm NOT fucking Kudou? / I send angrily into his mind. / He's gone ok? Off with somebody else to fucking hell! I'm with you, not him! / He remains quiet and I continue. / Going back to Omi and Aya, I almost feel sorry for them. They had such a good relationship, based purely on affection and admiration, unlike us. I mean look at us- our relation is purely based on sex. /
"No it isn't, not all of it." Aya suddenly says out loud. I turn surprised at him. / Escape, that's why we are together. /
"Escape." I repeat.
"Yes," he runs his hand through his hair, "I want to escape from that shadow of the past, you want to escape the shadow from the present. So we loose ourselves in each other, in sex, in drugs and alcohol. This way we can forget and pretend that we are normal people who aren't drenched in blood." He traces a finger from my ear along my jaw line down my throat to my collarbone. / We are so cowardly. We can't even face the reality so we wrap ourselves in a cocoon of lies. /
/ We don't have to face reality. / I sooth his mind, which is unusually emotional. / But how did you know about the shadow I am escaping from? /
/ Partly from the fact that he's living with me under one roof./
I laugh out loud. / You're changed you know that? /
/How? / He retort. / The fact that I look different? /
/No, the fact that you've opened up more. /
He looks at me, surprised.
/For one thing, you speak more, you smile more. And you just made a joke. Kind of twisted, but it's a joke nevertheless. Aya two months before couldn't even pronounce full sentence. /
/ Oh no, staying in this body must have done this./
I chuckle. / Did Nagi ask you about him leaving for Harvard? /
/Yes. /
/ What did you say? /
/ I told him to do whatever he thinks is the best. /
/ What? How could you? You know how foul the bastard Crawford treats people? /
/ Yes but if Nagi wants to have a good education, so be it. /
/ You're fucking messing up my life, you know how precious he is to me? /
/ You know how precious Omi is to me? /
We are both silent, then suddenly we both speak up at the same time. "He likes you, you know."
Aya grunts while I laugh sarcastically. "Nagi doesn't like me the way Omi likes you Aya, he has a big crush on Omi."
"They've only met two times."
/ More than that. / I send, / here's what I got from Omi's mind. /
*********Flashback*********
Omi stared at the sleeping Nagi on his bed. He fumed with himself, how could he have been so stupid? Aya would certainly kill him now, saving an enemy. God he MUST be Taketori's son in order to have such a brain.
The body stirred. Nagi's eyelids fluttered and opened. "I must be in heaven, who would have that an angel could look so much like Tsukiyono Omi!"
"You're not dead prodigy." Omi said coldly. "You're just injured."
"Oh," Nagi seemed a little disappointed, "and you."
"I saved you."
"Thanks."
"You're welcome."
Awkward moments of silence passed between them until Omi heard footsteps outside. "You'd better go. Can you walk?"
Nagi stood, "I guess. And I could jump down that window. I have telekinesis and it wouldn't hurt me." He cast one lingering look at Omi and turned to the window.
"Ok." That was all Omi said before Nagi's slight form jumped and disappeared from the lights of the street lamps into the night.
*********End of Flashback*********
Aya sighs. / I never knew that, I couldn't believe it. I ruined my sister's relationship. /
"No you didn't." I retort. "Aya broke up with Omi, not the other way around. Besides, she's most likely to find someone who loves her more than anything in the world, at least better than how Omi loved her." When I sensed the hesitation in his mind, I added. "Like how I love you."
He turns to me, surprised. "What did you say?"
"I love you Aya." If that's the only way I could have you, so be it. I'm not going to lose to a shadow of Kudou, even if it means lying, besides, another little white lie never hurt.
He looks into my eyes and I try to make them as determined as possible. Finally he says. "You mean it, you really mean it."
"Of course I do Aya." I kiss him.
/You're not going to betray me like Yohji did./ it's not a question, it's a decision.
I chuckle, no, not like Yohji did, but in other ways. or maybe I might really start liking you. / No, never. /
He doesn't throw himself into my arms but instead he walks away from me. I catch up to him to see a small smile forming in the corner of his mouth.
EN Notes: My Internet is up and running! (Please stay away from the lame joke of me chasing after my Internet.) So kiddos, I'm back with another chapter on this trusty lil' fic. How about that, I've already written 20 chapters (well, 21 for the unabridged version)! I'm impressed.
Newayz, bwhahahaha, Schu is evil. I mean for a while (namely the last few chapters) he seemed to have gone good. and we can't let that happen can we?
Newayz, REVIEW! Please! Don't you see the more you review the faster I'll update? Review to me is like sex to incubus (Ok, really bad simile.) or bread to a hungry man! I'll die without them.. So PLEASE REVIEW!