(It starts with one)
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
Hera woke up later that day Bastian was still asleep so she put him in his bassinet and walked out of her room to her computer and started typing out the past couple of days while listening to some Breaking Benjamin. It was really early, like 6:30 in the morning she made herself jasmine blossom green tea to get ready for the day.
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
After getting Sebastian ready she woke the girls up and they all ate then hera wrote josh a note and left it tapped to the tv where she knew he would find it, they took Sebastian with them and left.
When josh woke up he searched for significant other and two children but found them gone. Then he remembered it was all a dream, hera wasn't anything but a friend to him. As he got out of bed his hand blazed to life with pain, and he remembered he fucked it up yesterday after the fight with the girls.
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
He got up and looked for Sebastian but couldn't find him, so he went out in the living room to find the note 'Dear josh, we took Bastian with us to the studio, fix your hand and wait we will be back when we are done' with hera's signature at the bottom "well at least its quiet" he said softly as he got on the 360 and played something.
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart I had to fall
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Hera was doing well in her filming, Sebastian was sleeping by micheal while they filmed, on break she feed him and changed him, then rocked him to sleep again. And if he woke up micheal or whoever wasn't on set played with him.
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
After they were finally done with the first movie they got to keep their outfits "you girls earned them!" micheal yelled hugging them "now we just see if the public likes it" he said with a wink "oh I think they should" Hanna said confidently "Blood guts and gore, what more could a girl want?" Hera asked picking up Bastian "true, celebration at azteca?" Cianna asked they all, of course, agreed.
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
They ended up starting a food fight and getting Chris Andrey and Dominik in trouble but not severe so they went home, well the girls went to their respective houses and hera took Sebie home.
When she got back she handed josh his car seat and went to the bedroom to change into lounging clothes and then took a shower before coming out and flopping on the couch.
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart I had to fall
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
"was your day "quiet" enough?" hera asked her tone clipped "yea, thanks" Josh said picking up Sebastian and rocked him quietly "daddy missed you" he said in that low murmmer of his making hera smile and go into the kitchen and put on her apron "I think tonight calls for celebration don't you?" she asked as she started baking "we are in for a treat Bastian" josh said with a smile
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Hera didn't know why she was doing this, sure she was excited to finish the movie but she felt the homey atmosphere of her house and she didn't like it, she knew if she where to get used to it one day it was going to be taken away and she didn't want that.
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
But she could pretend everything was okay, because as she had proven, she was a great actress.
