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So Yesterday
So yesterday
So yesterday
So yesterday
I sighed for the millionth time that day. Yesterday had been good, yesterday life had been normal, yesterday we had been together, yesterday, yesterday, yesterday. Well today was today. A different day. Different from everything I'd ever known, a complete surprise, a new adventure waiting to be unfolded. Some adventure. Today sucked. Today was the day that life as I knew it ended. Today was the day that HE ended with me.
You can change your life
If you wanna
You can change your clothes
If you wanna
If you change your mind
Well that's the way it goes
He obviously didn't care for me the same way that she cared for him. Why should I be upset by this? I should just let it go and move on. Right? Wrong Kelsi, and you know it! I groaned as I hauled a box into the bedroom of my tiny apartment. I began throwing his stuff carelessly into it.
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat
'Cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back
At least not today
Not today, not today
Once everything that I was giving back was in the box I took put it in the living room. Who was I kidding? I couldn't give this stuff back to him. I sighed and grabbed the phone. I glanced at the clock 1 in the morning, oh well. I dialed a number.
"Hello?" came the groggy reply
"Troy I need you to do me a favor."
"Kelsi it's one in the morning what do you want?" he whispered, Gabs must be with him.
"I need you to come over." Tears were threatening to fall, but I wasn't going to let them.
"Can't this wait until morning?" he asked sleepily
"No, damn it Troy, I never ask for anyone to do anything. Now I'm asking you to come over here right now and get this damn box away from my apartment. I want you to get it far away." I sobbed into the phone
"Okay, okay, just calm down Kels, I'll be there in 20 minutes." He sighed
"Don't tell Gabs, please. Don't tell her where you went or what you're doing for me. I'll tell her, don't tell anyone. I'll tell them all when I'm ready." I whispered into the phone, pleading really.
I heard him sigh, "Fine, but this better be good." He grumbled. I giggled and hung up.
"Cause if it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
True to his word, 20 minutes later there was a knock at my door. I opened it to find Troy Bolton standing there in jeans, a t-shirt, and flip flops. He looked truly tired. Well, it was 1:45 now.
I let him in, "What's up Kels?" he asked me with a yawn.
"Sorry to wake you but I need this box to go." I said, handing him a large box.
"Where to and why not tomorrow, when normal people are up?" he asked
"To Jason's and now because I want it out of my apartment. And I can't take it because he dumped me tonight, well last night I guess. I want it gone." Tears began to stream down my face. "Please Troy, just take it to his apartment. I want it out, please promise me you'll do it tonight to." I looked up at him hopefully.
He nodded, and pulled me into his arms. He gave me a kiss on the head and rocked me while I cried. Finally he told me to get some sleep and that he'd come by tomorrow. He grabbed the box and left. I smiled, it felt like a small weight was off my shoulders, well it's a start at least.
Laugh it off, let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
You can say you're bored
If you wanna
You can act real tough
If you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough
I crawled into bed ready to get some sleep, it'd been a long night. I woke up to my phone ringing.
"Hello?" I asked with a yawn
"I took it there last night. I didn't explain, I just told him it was for him and left. He was confused, but I guess he'll know when he opens the box." It was Troy, I smiled
"Thank you Troy. I owe you one." I said
"You don't owe me anything. You're my baby sister, I'd do anything for you, even beat up one of my brothers. I want to know what happened though, when you're ready I want to hear what he said." Troy was angry, it was evident in his voice.
"Maybe you could come over tonight and I'll explain, and Troy, thanks, really that means a lot to me that you came over at 1:30 in the morning and did that for me." I sighed
"Hey it really wasn't a problem." He said and hung up,
Just as I put my phone down it rang again. I groaned, no more sleep I guess.
"Hey Kels." It was Sharpay
"What's up. Lunch Lava Springs 1 hour." She hung up. I guess I better get ready. He'll probably be there, but you gotta do what you gotta do.
Thank you, you've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today
Not today, not today
I pulled into the parking lot and saw his car there already. This is it. I walked into the dining room and saw my friends I went and sat down. Troy smiled at me. He'd taken the empty seat next to Jason I bet. I sat next to Zeke, across from Troy, Jason, and Taylor.
"Hey guys." I said with a smile. I looked good I thought. If I was going to see him so soon I was going to look incredible. In my tight jeans, low cut black halter and black stilettos.
"Wow Kelly, you look hot." Gabi said with a smile
"Thanks Gabs." I replied, tossing a triumphant smirk at Jason. Only he and Troy seemed to notice.
'Cause if it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
We had a generally good time, it was civil at least. I didn't say a word to Jason the whole time, neither did Troy. Jason was pretty quiet though. Just my luck Sharpay caught on.
"Okay what's going on?" she asked, the table looked at her, Troy, Jason and I knew what she was talking about, we looked down.
"Troy, Jason, and Kelsi know exactly what I'm talking about." She said suspiciously
"No we don't." We said at the same time.
Gabi eyed us suspiciously. "Does this have something to do with why you were gone last night, or should I say this morning?" she asked
I gulped, she wouldn't think Troy cheated on her, would she? Then they'd side with him when this was his fault.
"This morning?" Chad asked
"Yes, at 1 to be precise. I felt you get out of bed. Then you were gone. You weren't back until 2:30." She looked at Troy. He looked at me. I looked at Jason. He looked at the ground. Guilty bastard.
"It's none of ya'lls business." He said.
"Damn right it's my business." Gabi said
"It doesn't involve you Gabriella, just let it go." Uh-oh he used her full name. She let it drop. Damn do I owe him. I mouthed a 'thank you' to Troy and glared at Jason. Everything was quiet.
Laugh it off, let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all be done what is left to do?
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're movin' on I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today
Not today, not today
I walked into my apartment. That had been a living hell. I guess I better tell Gabs, so she trusts Troy again. I grabbed the phone and dialed Troy.
"Bring Gabs over. I want her to know. I want her to trust you, I'm not going to be the cause of another break up."
"Look, you don't have to if you don't want to sweetie." He said sweetly, I could almost feel Gabs glare.
"I want to." I confirmed
"15 minutes." He said and hung up.
'Cause if it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just bird that's already flown away
"Hello sweetie." Gabi said sarcastically when she walked into my apartment
"You know I'm not doing Troy." I spat
"Really now?" she asked
"You think that little of me? I called him to come pick up a box of Jason's things and take them to his apartment because I couldn't stand to have them around a moment longer since he dumped me." I got up and locked myself in my room. There was silence in the other room. When I came out 2 hours later they were still there, only with ice cream. Gabi must have sent Troy for it because I already ate all of mine.
Laugh it off let it go
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away
When they left I felt so much better. I was even okay that I'd see him again tonight at Ryan's house.
Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay
"Troy go to Jason's, we're going to have a little chat with him." Gabi instructed, Troy smiled and turned the car around.
Song: So Yesterday by Hilary Duff
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