Chapter 19:

Harry was in heaven, He had his one true love back in his life. He was also living in self hell, for having to drag Draco around. He still could not believe that after everything they had gone though that Draco could not come to him with what his father was making him do. He understood he was probably afraid for his life but he could still at least tell Him.

He would of played along for his safety. Instead Draco was playing it out as though he loved Him and kept the charade up rather well. Harry had thought he loved Draco, but once he found out the truth behind Draco's motives he knew deep down he was only clinging to the idea of Draco being in love with him.

He was trying his best not to sleep with Draco, playing it off as he was still frightened to be intimate with anyone after everything he had been though, he could tell Draco was getting really frustrated with this and knew he would have to break down sometime and sleep with him. He was afraid of Draco becoming violent and forcing him self on him and he did not want to live though that again.

A week after getting back with Theo, Harry found himself in having to meet Draco in the Room of Requirement. He had no idea why Draco would want to meet there at this time, but he regrettably went anyway. As he entered the room he noticed rose petals littered along the floor ending at the foot of a king sized bed. Candles were floating all around the room, while romantic music played thought the air. Harry couldn't believe that Draco went though all this trouble to put this together for him. He started feeling really bad for what he was doing to the other boy.

"Hey love." He head Draco say as he felt strong arms wrap around his lower body and lips playing at his neck. He instinctively tilted his head to the side so Draco could have better access. He quickly snapped back to reality when he felt his cock twitch in anticipation.

"Draco, what is all this?" He asked as he stepped out of Draco's arms and around the other side of the bed.

"I'm just trying to be romantic for you Harry. I love you and I think we don't get enough alone time together. You always seem to be preoccupied lately."

"I'm sorry" Harry replied as Draco moved closer to him. He slightly flinched when Draco wrapped him arms around him again and brought him down on the bed.

"You don't have anything to be fearful of love. I'll be gently, I love you." Harry closed his eyes and imagines being there with Theo, imagined the gentle touches he was receiving was Theo's hands playing over his body, taking his clothes off slowly and tossing them aside.

He felt himself being turned onto his stomach and fingers entering his ass, preparing him for the cock that was touching the back of his leg. He imagined it was Theo pulling the fingers out and placing the head of his cock at his entrance and pushing slowly forward into his ass.

"Harry, you feel so good. God I love you." Harry screamed out in ecstasy as the cock in his ass hit his prostate.

"Please Harder, You feel so good. Yes right there." They continued their charade for over an hour, Draco slamming into Harry and Harry imagining he was Theo.

"Gods Harry I'm going to come, come with me please, I love you"

As Harry felt him send his seed into his ass, he exploded and did the thing that cursed him for life.

"I love you to Theo" He whispered. He felt the body behind him stiffen and quickly jump off him. He realized what he said but it was definitely to late. Quickly he turned around and pulled the covers over himself, staring at Draco's very angry face.

"You, why did you, how could you say his name?"

"I'm sorry Draco"

"Are you cheating on me with him, I'll kill him."

"No I'm not cheating on you. I'm sorry it just slipped out."

"Then why did you say his name?"

"Draco you have to understand it is still hard for me to be this close with you. I love you, but I still see what Adrian did to me when ever we get this close. I had to think of someone else. I'm sorry" Harry was trying everything to get out of this jam he just put himself into. He was hoping Draco would understand what he was trying to say.

"Fine, but don't ever call me Theo again. He still loves you and this makes me think you still hold feelings for him." Draco sat next to Harry and embraced him. Harry's stomach started to turn and he tried to push Draco away.

"What now?" Draco asked sternly

"I don't feel so great. I have to go to the bathroom" Harry just made it into the bathroom when everything he had eaten that day landed in the toilet. He sat there on the floor trying to think of the reason he was feeling ill. A sudden thought came to mind and he quickly got dressed.

"Draco I have to go to the Hospital Wing real quick. I'll see you later" And with out another word Harry ran all the way to see the nurse.

He sat on that uncomfortable Hospital bed for what seemed like hours when the nurse finally walked back in.

"Well Harry dear your suspicions were correct. Do you know who the father could be dear?" She asked with worry in her voice.

"How far along am I?"

"Well about a week, this is so early for you to be showing signs, let alone for me to even be able to tell you are, but you have so much magic in you Harry that it showed right up. I could see the fetus and it is about a week along."

"Then yes I know who the father is." He replied

"Are you happy about it?" She asked.

"Very much so, but please do not tell anyone. I am not with the father right now and if the person I am with finds out it is not his I don't know what he would do." He said hanging his head down low.

"I understand dear, but you need to let them know soon." Harry just shook his head in agreement and left the Hospital Wing, hand on his belly.