AN: The vamps and wolves you recognize from The Twilight Series belong to S. Meyer.
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"Do you think he'll like it?" I asked Soli as I stepped out of the bathroom in my new skimpy black lace panties and bra.
She snorted as she looked up at me, she was looking through one of the many bridal magazines that were thrown all around the apartment.
"He'd have to be stupid to not like it, you look fucking hot!" she exclaimed. I smiled as I walked to the dresser and pulled out some fish nets.
"So what's the special occasion?" Soli asked me as she watched me adjust the fish nets on my thighs.
I shrugged, "He's been working really hard ever since he stopped phasing, he's constantly working out so I thought it'd be a good idea for him to change it up."
"So what, make him work out the carnal way?"
I winked at her, "Exactly, I mean he needs variety, right? And this way we both satisfy our needs." In my head, it seemed like a win-win situation. I walked to the mirror and started to put some shimmering lotion on my body, I sucked my lips to make them look extra puffy and tousled my hair.
"How are you doing Amber? I know you don't like talking about what happened, but you know I am always here, you can always talk to me."
I looked down, I had surprisingly managed not to think about Solace's imprint for a good two minutes, something that was a feat in itself, because ever since I found out it seemed to be the only thing I could think about. "I am okay. I try not to dwell on it. But I won't lie and say that I am not itching to get the hell out of here."
"Are you scared?" she asked me, the turn of this conversation shocked me. Soli was not the type of person to take life seriously, it was what I loved most about her. When our friendship first started I was able to open to her about Solace, she held me while I poured my heart out and after that Solace was never mentioned unless I initiated it, which back then I tried to not to do a lot. Ever since the imprint though, Soli has been watching me like a hawk, it's like she's scared that any minute I am going to crumble.
I haven't let myself cry since the day after I found out, that was the last night I even bothered to mention the imprint. Solace and I didn't speak about it; we acted as if it never happened. We talked about our wedding, planned our honeymoon, we were living our lives exactly the same way as we had before the imprint. I still woke up to the same Solace, he still made love to me at least once a day, he still loved professed his love to me every chance he had. Besides the knot in my stomach, and Solace giving up his wolf nothing had changed.
"I am scared every minute of every single day." I answered honestly as my eyes traveled to the digital clock by our bed. I knew Solace would never give up on our love unless I told him that I was done, but it still frightened me when we were apart. There was a small voice in my head telling me that any minute he could bump into her and then his resolve would falter. The idea of him walking out the door and never coming back was my biggest fear.
"He loves you Amber, you know that, right?" Soli walked up and hugged me, I rested my head on her shoulder.
"I know, but sometimes I think that his love won't be enough," I admitted. Soli grabbed my chin and made me look at her eyes.
"Don't ever think that isn't enough, Amber! You have no idea how lucky you are, I want a man to love me like Solace loves you. He's fighting for you," she sighed "that should be enough."
"It is! Soli, it is enough! You have no idea how thankful I am for him… but that doesn't mean that I don't think about what could happen. I am scared Soli, and I really try not to be, but I can't help it. There is this big part of me that believes that this is too good to be true, I couldn't possibly be so lucky."
"After all that shit you've been through, it was about time something good happened to you."
I sighed, "I hope you're right"
"Amber?" Solace called as he walked into the apartment. Soli wiggled her eyebrows at me; I laughed as I put on my black silk robe and walked out of the room with Soli behind me.
"Hey baby," I greeted him as I planted a kiss on his lips, Solace smiled as he wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed me again. Soli cleared her throat behind us."Hello Soledad" Solace greeted her as he placed light kisses on my neck.
"Hello Solace, it's good to see you… you know I am disappointed in you- you have yet to help me out on my mission, I mean what purpose do you serve as my best friend's fiancé, if you can't even help me snag your best friend!"
Solace chuckled, "I don't think you need my help, from what Phil has told me you are doing a perfectly good job on your own."
Soli grinned, "Really, hmm care to elaborate on what he has told you?" Solace squeezed my butt and I had to restrain my moan.
"You know I would love too, but my fiancée is distracting me at the moment, so maybe next time," he answered her as he pressed me against his growing erection.
Soli chuckled as she walked past us, "I am going to hold you on that Solace, but for right now I will leave you two little love birds to do as you wish." She walked to the door and turned before leaving. "Have fun you two," she sang as she walked out and closed the door behind her.
Not even a minute after Soli was out the door, Solace pinned me to the wall. He placed his hands on the back of my thighs and picked me up; I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him hard as he walked to the bedroom. Once inside I jumped off of him and pushed him on the bed. Solace grinned as he took off his shirt and waited for me on the bed. I smiled at him as I slowly undid the knot of my robe, I took my time opening it and watched Solace's eyes darkened as I let it fall to the ground.
"You're so fucking beautiful, Princess," he breathed.
"Don't you have to go workout?" I asked him as I crawled up on the bed and straddled him, I grinded my hips against his member and he moaned.
"Fuck it, I rather stay in with you," I slid my hands down his chest until I reached the button on his jeans, I unbuttoned them and with Solace's eager help I slid down his boxers and jeans, leaving him completely naked under me. Tonight was all about him, I wanted to taste, touch, and feel every part of him.
I raked my nails up his thighs and bent down on my knees before him, I stretched upwards and slowly traced his V-line with my tongue. I smiled at him before bending down and making one slow lick from his base all the way to his tip where I sucked on him. I wrapped my hand around him, moving it to the base of his member, and began to rub my nails up and down. I took his tip into my mouth once again before moving down further. I continued to move back up and down, repeating it and making sure that I was moving further down each time. He moaned as I licked my way around him once again before I worked him with both my mouth and my hand.
His fingers were tangled in my hair his hips pushed themselves into my mouth. I could feel that he was getting closer to his release so I removed my hand completely and attempted to take his whole length down my throat. I heard him groan as my lips touched his base and I brought my mouth back up to suck him as hard as I could.
"Fuck! I am coming," I peered up at him from under my lashes, his eyes connected with mine and he hissed as his body convulsed and he came. I watched him as his head fell on the pillow; I swallowed as much as I could and licked up the rest.
I climbed up his body, my lace covered sex resting above his torso. He finally opened his eyes to look at me.
"You didn't have to do that." He breathed out as he pulled me down for a kiss.
"I wanted too," I murmured against his lips. His rough hands stroked my hips as he slowly brought me down on the bed so that he was resting above me. His fingers hooked the straps of my panties and pulled them down. He rested his palm on my mound and I moaned at the contact. He slowly traced my folds as he placed an arm on the small of my back and pulled me upwards so that he could suck on my neck. I closed my eyes as I lost myself to his light touches. He unhooked my bra and slowly slid it down my shoulders, all while planting small kisses on my shoulders.
"Shit," I hissed as I felt his lips descend on my breast.
"You're so perfect," he whispered as he kissed his way down my torso.
"Solace I need all of you," I breathed.
Solace grinned at me as he settled himself between my legs and pushed through my entrance. We both moaned at the contact, "Harder, baby, Harder" I urged him. He grunted above me as he pounded into out of me, I gripped his butt as I pushed him deeper. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I screamed out as he spun us around so that now I was on top, riding him.
He pulled himself up, his back leaning against the headboard, and started sucking on my nipples as I moved my hips in a circular motion. I gripped the headboard on either side of him and pushed myself up harder, he moaned against my breast sending vibrations all the way down to my core.
I could feel the coil in my stomach tightening as Solace's hips started thrusting upward hitting my G-spot. "I am close baby," I grunted.
"Me too," Solace breathed back. I screamed out in ecstasy as Solace pinched my bundles of nerves, my muscles tightened around his member bringing us both to our release.
I rested my forehead against his as we both panted, "I love you" I whispered as I looked into his eyes.
He smiled at me as he pecked me on the lips, "I love you too"
I felt him harden once again inside of me and pulled back with a mischievous grin on my face "Round two?" I asked him as I moved my hips.
He inhaled a deep breath as he grabbed my hips and he placed me on the bed on my knees. I peered back at him and grinned, he shrugged, "I like changing positions"
"I am not complaining."
"Good," he kissed my back and started thrusting into me, "Because I have a lot of them, all of which I plan to use on you tonight."
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"Thank you so much for coming," I told Soli as Solace and I walked hand in hand into the hospital. Claire had given birth to her baby boy Addison today and after much persuading from Soli I had decided to come. It wasn't that I didn't want to come, but things had been rocky within the pack circle ever since Solace and I announced our engagement despite the knowledge of him being an imprinted wolf. Many weren't happy, but I felt that it would be disrespectful to Claire, who had always been there for me to not show up.
We walked into the waiting room and were greeted by the not-so subtle stares from the pack and their families. I tried to not let it get to me but Solace must have noticed my apprehension because he pulled me towards Phil and held onto me tight.
"Don't worry about them," he whispered in my ear, I nodded and tried to pay attention to the conversation between Phil and Solace. They were talking about the wedding, Phil making it perfectly clear that he would not be caught dead in anything yellow, so that I was to veto that from the color scheme if we wanted him to be part of the wedding party.
I was barely paying attention because from the corner of my eye I could see Maddox watching Solace intently. Solace had helped her once, she had fallen and Solace was there to pick her up and make sure that she was okay. I watched from a distance as her eyes had roamed over him in pure adoration. The fact that she was drawn to him didn't make me upset anymore, in the beginning it did.
I was extremely jealous at first; sinking so low that I would ask myself what the hell she had, that I didn't? I would sit in bed and think about what made her so special to be his soul mate? And then I would realize that Maddie was my goddaughter, the little girl that I loved with all my heart and that she was as special as anyone could get, of course she was perfect for him. And yet, not even that was enough for me to let Solace go.
"God, she's such a bitch!" Soli hissed in my ear, I followed her line of vision and realized that Emily was glaring at my hand, more specifically at the ring on my left finger. If there was a group for everyone who was opposed to my wedding with Solace, Emily would be the leader. She was one hundred percent against my relationship with Solace, now that she found that he was fighting his imprint.
Ever since Aunt Leah told me about her love affair with Uncle Sam and now that I knew the role Emily played, I can't help and think that Soli is right. Soli said (and I was inclined to agree) that Emily is bitter because if Uncle Sam wasn't such a wimp he would have probably fought to stay with Aunt Leah, and if imprinting didn't exist Aunt Leah and Uncle Sam would have been happily married and had a family of their own. The fact that Solace is fighting shows her how close she could have come to losing her soul mate.
A nurse came out and announced that Claire, Quil, and Addison were now allowed to receive visitors but that only three were allowed at a time. Maddox and Harley stood up immediately, Harley was already following the nurse inside but Maddox turned around and ran to me.
"Come with me, Auntie Amber!" she grabbed my hand and started pulling me towards the door. I smiled as I followed her inside. Harley was waiting for us, I grabbed her hand as well and together we looked for Claire's room.
"Mommy!" Harley screamed out as she spotted her mom and ran into the room. Claire smiled at her as she opened her arms up for her little hellion. Maddox walked in with me, never once letting go off my hand as she greeted her mom and dad.
"Auntie Amber, can you pick me up so I can see him?" she asked as she pointed to her brother who was being held in Quil's arms. I nodded as I scooped her up from the ground. "He's so cute!" she gushed as Addison's eyes fell on his sister.
"He's as handsome as Daddy," Claire chimed in, Quil blushed and I gave him a slight shove in his shoulder.
"Oh yeah he's SO handsome, just like Big Poppa," I teased, if it was possible he flushed even more which caused the rest of us girls in the room to laugh at him.
"Daddy, can I hold him?" Maddox asked eagerly. Quil nodded, I placed Maddie on the rocking chair and walked over to Claire as Quil placed Addison in his big sister's arm.
"How are you feeling?" I asked her, Claire smiled as she pulled me into a hug.
"Thank you for being here, Amber. It means a lot to me." I nodded as I swallowed the lump in my throat.
"I am sorry that you thought I wouldn't be here, I thought you were upset," I told her as I hugged her tighter.
She stroked my hair, "I am sorry if I made you feel that way, you're my little sister Amber, and I want to see you happy. I know how long you dreamt about marrying him and I won't be the one to stand in your way."
"But Maddox …."I whispered.
"Maddox will be okay, I know how much you love her and that you aren't doing this to hurt her."
"I am so sorry Claire. I wish I was strong enough to let her have him."
"I know, Amber. I know," she soothed. She pulled away and wiped away the silent tears that had streamed down my cheek.
"Auntie Amber?" I sniffed and wiped my eyes as I looked down at Maddox who was pulling on my hand. "Auntie Amber, why are you crying?" she asked me.
I shook my head. "It's nothing, sweetie," she nodded and looked at my engagement ring, her eyes opened in amazement.
"Auntie Amber, I love your ring!"she gushed. I bent down so that I was at her eye level, "Who gave it to you?" she asked me never taking her eyes off the ring.
"Solace," I answered her, she finally looked up at me and smiled, "Are you going to marry him?" she asked me.
I nodded she grinned, "You're going to be such a beautiful bride, right mommy?" Claire smiled down at her, "Yes, she is."
"Yeah, way prettier than all my dolls," she wrapped an arm around my neck and stroked my hair.
I stayed there for thirty minutes and was finally forced to leave after getting a call from my mother telling me that there was a room full of people that wanted to see the latest addition to the Ateara family. Maddox didn't want me to go, but after a promise of picking her up one of these days for ice cream she finally let me go.
I walked out into the waiting room and walked straight to Solace, he kissed me and I heard a faint growl escape my dad's chest. He was walking me down the aisle, even if he wasn't on board with wedding. He wasn't straight out rude to Solace anymore, but he wasn't a fan of P.D.A. his philosophy being that no father should ever have to see his daughter making out with her boyfriend.
"Don't you want to see him?" I asked Solace.
He shook his head as he grabbed my hand, "No, I am okay. I'll meet him some other time."
"Are you sure?" I asked him.
"Positive," Solace loved kids, I knew he wanted a family and I was more than eager to give him one. He didn't want to go in because he didn't want to see Maddox, it was hard for him to stay away from her when they were in close proximity.
"Do you want to go?" he nodded as he said goodbye to Phil and then led me out of the hospital.
Solace drove us to First Beach, we watched the sunset together as I sat in between his legs my back resting against his chest. "I want to get married at the barn," I told him as he curled his fingers in my hair.
"Why there?" he asked me as he placed a kiss on my neck.
"It's special … I know how much you love that place, and the night you proposed was amazing. I don't just want to get married anywhere, I want to get married somewhere special," I turned around so that I was facing him. Solace cupped my face in between his hands and placed a kiss on my lips.
"Okay, if that's where you want to get married then we'll get married there."
"Do you want to get married there?" I asked him, he smiled and leaned his forehead against mine.
"I want whatever you want, I don't care where we get married all I want is to marry you. I want the whole world to know you're mine."
I kissed the tip of his nose and wrapped my arms around his neck, "All yours."
"Forever," he whispered.
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