Hey! Guess what! I think you've guessed it. The 200th review
special! Sad to say though, that this chapter is about as
long as it always is, and even if this wasn't the review
special it would turn out the same way. And this IS NOT THE
CHAPTER I WAS TALKING ABOUT.
But what is special about this, is that I had answered all you back from your reviews, so think of that is great. I will do something greater (with the story) my next 96 reviews, so get reviewing all!
I gave reviewer of the review special awards, and you know what that means.NOTHING! I have the flu right now, and I'm bored, so I just came up with an idea. It does mean that if you get it, your great, and keep reviewing for me.
Now, because of this chapter, I had to change the rating. It talks about sexually things that I'm not sure people will like, but you don't HAVE to read it to know what is going on. You'll just have a better idea. It's not that bad, but I feel I should change the rating. Tell me if you disagree. Just don't read the flashbacks if you don't want to read about rape or eating human parts. Yet, to tell you the truth, it's really not that bad, I didn't go into that much detail.
Danni: You've been waiting? I have been waiting to get to that point! Because I have all these ideas after the last chapter.It's so unbearable. I just have to think how put them down now lol.
MiraiXenia18: *hugs * Oh thanks so much for your review! I try hard to torture Gohan and AJ threw out this whole fic (you'll see in this chapter), but I can promise that in the end they WILL find happiness. I thought the song did well, and I'm glad you like it too. Thanks for all your reviews, and I will read your story.
Sakiyama: Well, I can say this, if you don't want Gohan to suffer, do not read this chapter. :P
Professor Authordude: Ah, come on, AJ has it hard too. She's not ready to say those three little words. Plus Gohan is rushing just a little. Give my girl a chance! She'll come around to him. LOL thanks for all your great reviews!
Android 71: *hugs back * Ah, thanks! Hey where is my happy candy Android 71? Come on, share the love! *about to hand Android 71 a reviewer of the review special award, but put it back * Well, your always reviewing my stories *hands her the award * hehe
HI-FI Killer: *pat on back * It's alright, don't cry.hehe.
Stupid kid 04: *hands stupid kid 04 reviewer of the review special award * Thanks so much for reading my story, or should I say stories! Dude, that is so cool that you are reading both Hidden Bars and Replacement! My two best stories yet. As you can tell, Yuugi is my favorite character, so it's so much fun to put in pain!
otepoti: Well, thanks!
gohans-girl: *hugs * Thanks so much for your review, I'm happy that you liked it, and you were the first to review my chapter (that's why you're the last one on the list). Thanks for saying I'm gifted (other then spelling), I guessed I should start to study for my spelling test :P
I have a note at the bottom of this chapter, please read it. Plus I have a poem, so read, and find out the treat at the bottom.
I don't own Dragonball Z. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hidden Bars
Haunting Flashbacks *Review Special *
It had been two days since that night. Both Gohan and AJ could not even look at each other. AJ did tell her sister Mikia of the dreams that Gohan had, and Mikia was upset about it.
Gohan started opening up to Mikia and the two started to become very close. She was always there after Gohan's dreams and flashbacks, holding him and telling him it was all right. And Gohan was there for her, to play with, to go to the royalty dinners with, and just a friend that she could talk to. Gohan always listened, and told her what he thought of the problem. Gohan and Mikia were becoming best friends.
Though, Gohan didn't tell his best friend about that night, until now.
"Gohan?"
Gohan and Mikia were taking a walk around the castle, just talking. Gohan looked down at Mikia.
"What's up with you and my sister, I notice that you guys aren't talking."
Gohan turned white, and turned his head around, Mikia blinked in confusion, waiting for his answer.
"Um.well."
Mikia touched her caretakers arm.
"Gohan, you can tell me anything, I want to know what happened. You both looked upset when you came back."
"Don't get mad at me."
Gohan whispered, bowing his head, a little embarrassed that he was going to tell the princess what happened.
"I wouldn't get mad."
Gohan and Mikia sat down, up on the staircase, facing each other. Gohan told Mikia what happened that night, what he said and how she reacted. How he felt so bad about hurting her, and that at times he couldn't control his power. And, seeing her scar, and how terrified he was because of it. Mikia didn't say anything, she just listened. She was mainly waiting for him to start crying, for some feeling other then this blankness to come out of him. But, nothing happened, he sighed a lot, but that's as far as he went.
"Are you going to be alright Gohan?"
Gohan laughed.
"To tell you the truth, I'm not sure. This feeling inside of me Mikia, it's nothing I ever felt before. Every time I think of her, which is every minute since I met her, I have this feeling. I'm scared of this feeling."
"But why are you scared of it?"
Gohan's head lowed, Mikia got a little closer to Gohan, waiting for his answer. It took a while before he said.
"What if something happens to her, what if she never gets better. If something ever."
Gohan hissed, bowing his head a little more, he closed his eyes and looked away from Mikia.
What Mikia wanted to know, what he meant by 'what if she never gets better' This whole thing started scaring this teenager. Gohan did seem that he really cared for her sister, and she knew that AJ needed to know that, and accept it.
Just then, AJ herself started walking down the stairs, and she didn't see Gohan or her sister as she was walking down them. She looked tired and stressed out, she was on her way to talk to her father, he was going to talk to her about her test.
Other then Gohan, this test was stressing her out. This test was an amount of problems that AJ might face as a queen, and in front of the whole planet, she had to answer them. To tell the truth, she didn't know what to do if she became queen. If you didn't pass the test, other then the world not trusting you, you would have to wait until the king died to become queen. With her fathers health as it is, that would take a long time. Plus she didn't even want to be queen. She knew deep down that she couldn't rule a planet, she could barely rule her own life. Some how she had to break it to her father that she was going to wait on this test, until she's a little older at least.
"I feel so uncertain about everything. All of this is getting way out of hand. I want it to stop Mikia, I want all these dreams, flashbacks, feeling to end. But I can't.Everything will always haunt me, and it hurts. I wish I could control myself, I wish I didn't see the things I do, I wish I could tell your sister I love her, and for her to answer me back."
Gohan was starting to form tears at this point, Mikia couldn't do anything, she just looked at him, as he was whipping his tears from his eyes.
Just then, AJ blinked back to the real world and saw Gohan right below her. She was about to go back up the stairs, but she tripped as she stopped and fell down the stairs, not able to control herself.
Gohan looked up just as AJ fall on top of him, and they both rolled down to the bottom of the staircase.
Things were a little blurry for AJ as she was shaking from what just happened out of her. That fall hurt a lot. She growled and she was acing all over. She opened her eyes, and looked down at Gohan, she was right on top of him.
Both saiyans were shocked, not able to get up. Both just stared into each others eyes, scared that they were on top of each other. Gohan and AJ both had flashbacks enter their minds, but without knowing it, both opened their links to each other the first time since that rainy night. Both were saved from their flashbacks, but both haunted by each others.
******AJ's Flashback*****
A young 10 year old girl was smiling. With her long brown hair moving into the wind. She was moving in such grace for her age. She grabbed a locket that was hanging from her neck and smiled, turning the corner.
"Let me fuck you."
The girl turned around, and that is when a man grabbed her and threw her in the ground. She was about to scream, when the man grabbed her mouth and forced his tongue into it. The child's eyes widen, trying to push him off, trying to run away, trying to just breathing. But nothing worked.
The man stopped, and all the girl could do was breath. He stood up, starting to unbuckle his pants.
"Princess AJ, you know I don't want to hurt you, but I have no choice."
"What."
AJ asked, trying her best not to cry in front of this man. He was in the dark, so she couldn't see him, but she could tell that he was tall, and had red hair.
The man said nothing, and threw himself on top of her. She almost cried out in pain, or she wished she could, the evil man on top of her placed his tongue into her mouth once again. He placed his hand up her leg, with such force it could make AJ scream.
That's when.He did it, he put himself into her with such pain, that AJ was going to pass out. He took her, without a thought. The pain in her eyes were so un-human that you could feel nothing but pity. Her eyes changed that night, they were filled with love, life, pride, but now you found nothing but sadness, lonely, and lost.
The man stopped kissing AJ, and started to laugh. That's when he bent down into her neck, kissing it softly, trying to be romantic when he already ruined it for her. He then, bit her neck, and hard, like he was trying to suck her blood out. AJ could do nothing but feel the pain and feel the blood drip from her neck.
AJ did nothing though, she lied there, looking up at the heartless man in front of her. Her eyes seemed lifeless. What would bring him to this kind of insanely to rape her. It hurt so badly, and why did he do it? That was all you saw in her young eyes, you knew that it was running in her head a hundred times over.
Just then, a woman screamed, and ran up to AJ and the man. She called out AJ's name, and everything went black.
********End of AJ's Flashback******
Gohan couldn't believe it, some one raped AJ, at the very young age of 10. She didn't even have a chance to become a woman. Gohan was shocked, he could relate to her.
AJ's eyes were still wide open, looking at Gohan without really looking at him.
Gohan just realized, that AJ must be seeing a flashback of him. The teenager's eyes got bigger as he grabbed AJ's shirt collar.
"What are you seeing?"
Gohan yelled, shaking her a little, but she was not responding. Gohan closed his eyes tight, trying to hold the tears that were falling down his cheeks. AJ was seeing something, and Gohan didn't have any idea what it was, and he didn't want her to see anything about him. Not like this any ways.
He shook her again, trying to snap her out of the flashback she was watching before her.
*******Gohan's Flashback******
Gohan was sitting there, rocking slowly, waiting for something to happen. Knowing that something will happen to him, like most nights.
It was Gohan at 16, you could tell that whatever was going to happen happened a couple of days before Gohan came to Planet Vishzu. His hair was still long and he didn't have a tail.
That's when, Rexter walked into his room, she was smiling at Gohan, while hiding a bag behind her back.
"Well Gohan, I've missed the fun we use to have, let's have some of that tonight shall we?"
"Get.away.from me."
Gohan whispered, tightening up his body even more, knowing that what he just said would cost him in the end. Rexter shook her head, walking closer to Gohan.
"Now you're going to regret that boy."
Rexter whispered, slowly getting on top of Gohan, smiling in her evil way. Gohan knew what was going to happen, you could see that he just wanted her just to do it and get it over with.
Rexter grabbed something out of the bag, it was red and small. Gohan knew now what she wanted him to do, and tired everything in his power to back away, but the power of the collar didn't give him much to work with, he was trapped, to do this again. You saw the fear in his eyes, you saw him wanting to cry now, but doing everything in his power not to let out those tears. Rexter smirked, moving her head closer to Gohan's.
"Come on Gohan.Now I know you want to taste the yummy heart. It's of that girl you tried to save."
Gohan's eyes looked so haunted, as Rexter took a piece of the heart and brought it to his mouth. Gohan shook his head, not opening his mouth.
Rexter shook her head, laughing, and grabbing a bigger piece of the bloody heart. She put the piece into her mouth, grabbed Gohan's mouth, and kissed him. She was kissing him so roughly, that he was coughing during it. She was moving the heart into Gohan's mouth, and Gohan tried to move it away, he didn't want to eat it. He didn't want to taste blood again, his eyes were wide as he tried to push her off him.
Rexter got the heart in Gohan's mouth, but the foolish saiyan spit it back out. This got Rexter mad. She took an even bigger piece of the heart and put it into her mouth. She jumped on Gohan and did the same trick again, but you could tell that she was trying harder. She was forcing her tongue and that heart into Gohan, and Gohan was at a weak state, and was having a hard time with this force.
Gohan, for the first time that night, looked in Rexter's eyes, and he saw that she had a plan to have him shallow this heart. Her hands slowly moved to his sides, and that is when she started to stab her nails into Gohan's sides. The boy's eyes just about rolled in the back of his head, as a tear escaped his eye. Rexter smirked while kissing Gohan, and jabbed her nails harder into his skin. Blood came out of his own sides, as he tried everything in his power not to eat this heart. Rexter then, started making longer cuts at Gohan's sides, having it dirty and infected, black and blue, in pain and in blood.
Gohan, then gave in, he had to, he had to do anything to have the pain at his side stop. He closed his eyes and tried to look away, dropping his guard for just a second.She shot the heart down his throat but didn't stop kissing him. Gohan then started coughing, but this did not stop Rexter. Rexter smirked, and then bit Gohan.
Gohan knew what was happening, you saw it in his fearful eyes. She was going to take him as she had done before. She was going to have it with him and laugh about it later. She wanted him, so she was getting him.
Tears fell from Gohan eyes, as he was trying to hold himself from screaming from what was happening to him. The pain of the way she was doing it didn't seem right. It didn't seem that this was the way to have sex. It hurt Gohan, you just saw it.
His eyes didn't change, they stayed the same horrible way. The way of nothing. His eyes were becoming blank.
******End of Gohan's Flashback*****
Gohan was in a crying fit now, shaking AJ, yelling at her to wake up so he would know what she saw of him. He slowly started to stop, and cried while setting her down.
AJ blinked a couple of times, starting to wake up from that flashback. She looked up, and saw Gohan crying before her, and in a second, the flashback played itself over. AJ then started getting tears in her eyes. Knowing what Gohan just went threw, it had to be a couple of says since coming here. That means he would still.
"What did you see?"
Gohan cried, looking down at her, in so much pain just waiting for her to answer. But she couldn't, she couldn't tell Gohan what she saw, she was now scared for the rest of her life, he had it much worst then her.
She cried along with Gohan, knowing what happened to him, wanting to help him stop crying when she didn't even have the kind of strength to stop herself from crying.
"What did you see?"
The half human yelled, lifting AJ again, wanting to shake her, but he found himself weak and he couldn't. AJ slowly sat up, getting out of under Gohan, breathing hard at what she just saw. She then, slowly, brought her hands to Gohan's shirt and lifted it up.
His sides were all black and blue, it looked like all the cuts have been reopened and slowly bleeding. It was infected and it looked like it hurt.
Gohan gasped, looking into AJ's eyes. He was breathing hard and couldn't get out of the gazed look he had. He started backing up slowly, trying to run from that flashback that she saw. He rather so suffered like that a million times before having her find out what Rexter did to him. What she always did to him. She once told him that he was her toy, and the sad part of the tale, he was, and Gohan knew it. Though, he didn't want anyone else to know.
Gohan shut his eyes, got up and ran. He heard Mikia calling after him, but he couldn't turn around. He couldn't face AJ now because she knew. Gohan ran into his room and threw himself of the couch, crying into it. Wishing that what happened never did, wishing that somehow had nothing to do about what happened, that he killed Cell when he had the chance.
AJ slowly got up, and something in her wanted to go after Gohan. She shook her head, trying to get the visions in her head to go away. Mikia grabbed her sister's hand.
"What happened?"
AJ whipped her tears away, not looking down at her sister.
"I saw how Gohan got those marks on his sides."
Mikia covered her mouth, not knowing what to say.
Just then, Gohan remembered the man from AJ's flashback, and his crying slowed down. He was staring into space as pictures of the man in the shallows came again to him. How tall he was, the color of his hair, the way he talked and laughed. Gohan could only think of one name. He hissed while crying when he said.
".Vanlash."
And he seemed to be the one to blame. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, that's it, Gohan and AJ seem to have more in common each day, which isn't that good.
NOTE: Now I'm really getting tired of people who just started reading my story, and tell me about my spelling mistakes. Now people, I know about this problem and it's really starting to annoy me. Now, I know some of you have offered to edit my story, and if you want to, I can choice someone to edit the beginning chapters (at least up to chapter 11). So new readers don't turn away from my story and I end up getting a disappointing review. If you offer I'll email and tell you if I want you to edit my story. I'll find some way to do something for you too, like put you in the story or something. Well, if you think you have time (unlike me) to edit my story, please leave a review and tell me.
Now, for that poem. I started writing poems a while back, and here is on about Gohan in this story..Enjoy.
I sit in the dark corner Afaird to move It's going to happen again And it scares me so
I can't stop shaking As I see the pictures enter my mind And it's slowly killing me That I can't be in them
This scar haunts me To show how much of a failure I am From the blade that crossed my wrist I know I'll never be the same again
I hate to cry But I feel I can't hold it any longer Because pain covers my body When I try to hide it
I know that you can't help I'm too deep to be rescued Plus you have your own problems So please don't help.
I don't want your guilt I will only cry more at night I hate myself I'm too weak to last
You were wrong father I'm not anything great I just don't understand the faith you had That I could do something.
Look at your son now He's the devil Because devils kill And that is what I've done
Forgive me mother It was my fault you cry at night I should have listened Now look at me.
Can't you see the tears Because of this nightmare that will never end That I bleed at night I'm just worthless
So just let me die I need my disturbed soul rest in peace Because my angel had died At age eleven
It will never end I have failed So lock my soul in hell And have true demons laugh at me.
If you didn't get it, it was about Gohan's feelings on everything, and how he thinks he can't get help. I hope you enjoyed it, and I was saving it for this chapter. So I guess you can say, that is the special in the review special.
Review!
~*~super-saiyan-monkey~*~
But what is special about this, is that I had answered all you back from your reviews, so think of that is great. I will do something greater (with the story) my next 96 reviews, so get reviewing all!
I gave reviewer of the review special awards, and you know what that means.NOTHING! I have the flu right now, and I'm bored, so I just came up with an idea. It does mean that if you get it, your great, and keep reviewing for me.
Now, because of this chapter, I had to change the rating. It talks about sexually things that I'm not sure people will like, but you don't HAVE to read it to know what is going on. You'll just have a better idea. It's not that bad, but I feel I should change the rating. Tell me if you disagree. Just don't read the flashbacks if you don't want to read about rape or eating human parts. Yet, to tell you the truth, it's really not that bad, I didn't go into that much detail.
Danni: You've been waiting? I have been waiting to get to that point! Because I have all these ideas after the last chapter.It's so unbearable. I just have to think how put them down now lol.
MiraiXenia18: *hugs * Oh thanks so much for your review! I try hard to torture Gohan and AJ threw out this whole fic (you'll see in this chapter), but I can promise that in the end they WILL find happiness. I thought the song did well, and I'm glad you like it too. Thanks for all your reviews, and I will read your story.
Sakiyama: Well, I can say this, if you don't want Gohan to suffer, do not read this chapter. :P
Professor Authordude: Ah, come on, AJ has it hard too. She's not ready to say those three little words. Plus Gohan is rushing just a little. Give my girl a chance! She'll come around to him. LOL thanks for all your great reviews!
Android 71: *hugs back * Ah, thanks! Hey where is my happy candy Android 71? Come on, share the love! *about to hand Android 71 a reviewer of the review special award, but put it back * Well, your always reviewing my stories *hands her the award * hehe
HI-FI Killer: *pat on back * It's alright, don't cry.hehe.
Stupid kid 04: *hands stupid kid 04 reviewer of the review special award * Thanks so much for reading my story, or should I say stories! Dude, that is so cool that you are reading both Hidden Bars and Replacement! My two best stories yet. As you can tell, Yuugi is my favorite character, so it's so much fun to put in pain!
otepoti: Well, thanks!
gohans-girl: *hugs * Thanks so much for your review, I'm happy that you liked it, and you were the first to review my chapter (that's why you're the last one on the list). Thanks for saying I'm gifted (other then spelling), I guessed I should start to study for my spelling test :P
I have a note at the bottom of this chapter, please read it. Plus I have a poem, so read, and find out the treat at the bottom.
I don't own Dragonball Z. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hidden Bars
Haunting Flashbacks *Review Special *
It had been two days since that night. Both Gohan and AJ could not even look at each other. AJ did tell her sister Mikia of the dreams that Gohan had, and Mikia was upset about it.
Gohan started opening up to Mikia and the two started to become very close. She was always there after Gohan's dreams and flashbacks, holding him and telling him it was all right. And Gohan was there for her, to play with, to go to the royalty dinners with, and just a friend that she could talk to. Gohan always listened, and told her what he thought of the problem. Gohan and Mikia were becoming best friends.
Though, Gohan didn't tell his best friend about that night, until now.
"Gohan?"
Gohan and Mikia were taking a walk around the castle, just talking. Gohan looked down at Mikia.
"What's up with you and my sister, I notice that you guys aren't talking."
Gohan turned white, and turned his head around, Mikia blinked in confusion, waiting for his answer.
"Um.well."
Mikia touched her caretakers arm.
"Gohan, you can tell me anything, I want to know what happened. You both looked upset when you came back."
"Don't get mad at me."
Gohan whispered, bowing his head, a little embarrassed that he was going to tell the princess what happened.
"I wouldn't get mad."
Gohan and Mikia sat down, up on the staircase, facing each other. Gohan told Mikia what happened that night, what he said and how she reacted. How he felt so bad about hurting her, and that at times he couldn't control his power. And, seeing her scar, and how terrified he was because of it. Mikia didn't say anything, she just listened. She was mainly waiting for him to start crying, for some feeling other then this blankness to come out of him. But, nothing happened, he sighed a lot, but that's as far as he went.
"Are you going to be alright Gohan?"
Gohan laughed.
"To tell you the truth, I'm not sure. This feeling inside of me Mikia, it's nothing I ever felt before. Every time I think of her, which is every minute since I met her, I have this feeling. I'm scared of this feeling."
"But why are you scared of it?"
Gohan's head lowed, Mikia got a little closer to Gohan, waiting for his answer. It took a while before he said.
"What if something happens to her, what if she never gets better. If something ever."
Gohan hissed, bowing his head a little more, he closed his eyes and looked away from Mikia.
What Mikia wanted to know, what he meant by 'what if she never gets better' This whole thing started scaring this teenager. Gohan did seem that he really cared for her sister, and she knew that AJ needed to know that, and accept it.
Just then, AJ herself started walking down the stairs, and she didn't see Gohan or her sister as she was walking down them. She looked tired and stressed out, she was on her way to talk to her father, he was going to talk to her about her test.
Other then Gohan, this test was stressing her out. This test was an amount of problems that AJ might face as a queen, and in front of the whole planet, she had to answer them. To tell the truth, she didn't know what to do if she became queen. If you didn't pass the test, other then the world not trusting you, you would have to wait until the king died to become queen. With her fathers health as it is, that would take a long time. Plus she didn't even want to be queen. She knew deep down that she couldn't rule a planet, she could barely rule her own life. Some how she had to break it to her father that she was going to wait on this test, until she's a little older at least.
"I feel so uncertain about everything. All of this is getting way out of hand. I want it to stop Mikia, I want all these dreams, flashbacks, feeling to end. But I can't.Everything will always haunt me, and it hurts. I wish I could control myself, I wish I didn't see the things I do, I wish I could tell your sister I love her, and for her to answer me back."
Gohan was starting to form tears at this point, Mikia couldn't do anything, she just looked at him, as he was whipping his tears from his eyes.
Just then, AJ blinked back to the real world and saw Gohan right below her. She was about to go back up the stairs, but she tripped as she stopped and fell down the stairs, not able to control herself.
Gohan looked up just as AJ fall on top of him, and they both rolled down to the bottom of the staircase.
Things were a little blurry for AJ as she was shaking from what just happened out of her. That fall hurt a lot. She growled and she was acing all over. She opened her eyes, and looked down at Gohan, she was right on top of him.
Both saiyans were shocked, not able to get up. Both just stared into each others eyes, scared that they were on top of each other. Gohan and AJ both had flashbacks enter their minds, but without knowing it, both opened their links to each other the first time since that rainy night. Both were saved from their flashbacks, but both haunted by each others.
******AJ's Flashback*****
A young 10 year old girl was smiling. With her long brown hair moving into the wind. She was moving in such grace for her age. She grabbed a locket that was hanging from her neck and smiled, turning the corner.
"Let me fuck you."
The girl turned around, and that is when a man grabbed her and threw her in the ground. She was about to scream, when the man grabbed her mouth and forced his tongue into it. The child's eyes widen, trying to push him off, trying to run away, trying to just breathing. But nothing worked.
The man stopped, and all the girl could do was breath. He stood up, starting to unbuckle his pants.
"Princess AJ, you know I don't want to hurt you, but I have no choice."
"What."
AJ asked, trying her best not to cry in front of this man. He was in the dark, so she couldn't see him, but she could tell that he was tall, and had red hair.
The man said nothing, and threw himself on top of her. She almost cried out in pain, or she wished she could, the evil man on top of her placed his tongue into her mouth once again. He placed his hand up her leg, with such force it could make AJ scream.
That's when.He did it, he put himself into her with such pain, that AJ was going to pass out. He took her, without a thought. The pain in her eyes were so un-human that you could feel nothing but pity. Her eyes changed that night, they were filled with love, life, pride, but now you found nothing but sadness, lonely, and lost.
The man stopped kissing AJ, and started to laugh. That's when he bent down into her neck, kissing it softly, trying to be romantic when he already ruined it for her. He then, bit her neck, and hard, like he was trying to suck her blood out. AJ could do nothing but feel the pain and feel the blood drip from her neck.
AJ did nothing though, she lied there, looking up at the heartless man in front of her. Her eyes seemed lifeless. What would bring him to this kind of insanely to rape her. It hurt so badly, and why did he do it? That was all you saw in her young eyes, you knew that it was running in her head a hundred times over.
Just then, a woman screamed, and ran up to AJ and the man. She called out AJ's name, and everything went black.
********End of AJ's Flashback******
Gohan couldn't believe it, some one raped AJ, at the very young age of 10. She didn't even have a chance to become a woman. Gohan was shocked, he could relate to her.
AJ's eyes were still wide open, looking at Gohan without really looking at him.
Gohan just realized, that AJ must be seeing a flashback of him. The teenager's eyes got bigger as he grabbed AJ's shirt collar.
"What are you seeing?"
Gohan yelled, shaking her a little, but she was not responding. Gohan closed his eyes tight, trying to hold the tears that were falling down his cheeks. AJ was seeing something, and Gohan didn't have any idea what it was, and he didn't want her to see anything about him. Not like this any ways.
He shook her again, trying to snap her out of the flashback she was watching before her.
*******Gohan's Flashback******
Gohan was sitting there, rocking slowly, waiting for something to happen. Knowing that something will happen to him, like most nights.
It was Gohan at 16, you could tell that whatever was going to happen happened a couple of days before Gohan came to Planet Vishzu. His hair was still long and he didn't have a tail.
That's when, Rexter walked into his room, she was smiling at Gohan, while hiding a bag behind her back.
"Well Gohan, I've missed the fun we use to have, let's have some of that tonight shall we?"
"Get.away.from me."
Gohan whispered, tightening up his body even more, knowing that what he just said would cost him in the end. Rexter shook her head, walking closer to Gohan.
"Now you're going to regret that boy."
Rexter whispered, slowly getting on top of Gohan, smiling in her evil way. Gohan knew what was going to happen, you could see that he just wanted her just to do it and get it over with.
Rexter grabbed something out of the bag, it was red and small. Gohan knew now what she wanted him to do, and tired everything in his power to back away, but the power of the collar didn't give him much to work with, he was trapped, to do this again. You saw the fear in his eyes, you saw him wanting to cry now, but doing everything in his power not to let out those tears. Rexter smirked, moving her head closer to Gohan's.
"Come on Gohan.Now I know you want to taste the yummy heart. It's of that girl you tried to save."
Gohan's eyes looked so haunted, as Rexter took a piece of the heart and brought it to his mouth. Gohan shook his head, not opening his mouth.
Rexter shook her head, laughing, and grabbing a bigger piece of the bloody heart. She put the piece into her mouth, grabbed Gohan's mouth, and kissed him. She was kissing him so roughly, that he was coughing during it. She was moving the heart into Gohan's mouth, and Gohan tried to move it away, he didn't want to eat it. He didn't want to taste blood again, his eyes were wide as he tried to push her off him.
Rexter got the heart in Gohan's mouth, but the foolish saiyan spit it back out. This got Rexter mad. She took an even bigger piece of the heart and put it into her mouth. She jumped on Gohan and did the same trick again, but you could tell that she was trying harder. She was forcing her tongue and that heart into Gohan, and Gohan was at a weak state, and was having a hard time with this force.
Gohan, for the first time that night, looked in Rexter's eyes, and he saw that she had a plan to have him shallow this heart. Her hands slowly moved to his sides, and that is when she started to stab her nails into Gohan's sides. The boy's eyes just about rolled in the back of his head, as a tear escaped his eye. Rexter smirked while kissing Gohan, and jabbed her nails harder into his skin. Blood came out of his own sides, as he tried everything in his power not to eat this heart. Rexter then, started making longer cuts at Gohan's sides, having it dirty and infected, black and blue, in pain and in blood.
Gohan, then gave in, he had to, he had to do anything to have the pain at his side stop. He closed his eyes and tried to look away, dropping his guard for just a second.She shot the heart down his throat but didn't stop kissing him. Gohan then started coughing, but this did not stop Rexter. Rexter smirked, and then bit Gohan.
Gohan knew what was happening, you saw it in his fearful eyes. She was going to take him as she had done before. She was going to have it with him and laugh about it later. She wanted him, so she was getting him.
Tears fell from Gohan eyes, as he was trying to hold himself from screaming from what was happening to him. The pain of the way she was doing it didn't seem right. It didn't seem that this was the way to have sex. It hurt Gohan, you just saw it.
His eyes didn't change, they stayed the same horrible way. The way of nothing. His eyes were becoming blank.
******End of Gohan's Flashback*****
Gohan was in a crying fit now, shaking AJ, yelling at her to wake up so he would know what she saw of him. He slowly started to stop, and cried while setting her down.
AJ blinked a couple of times, starting to wake up from that flashback. She looked up, and saw Gohan crying before her, and in a second, the flashback played itself over. AJ then started getting tears in her eyes. Knowing what Gohan just went threw, it had to be a couple of says since coming here. That means he would still.
"What did you see?"
Gohan cried, looking down at her, in so much pain just waiting for her to answer. But she couldn't, she couldn't tell Gohan what she saw, she was now scared for the rest of her life, he had it much worst then her.
She cried along with Gohan, knowing what happened to him, wanting to help him stop crying when she didn't even have the kind of strength to stop herself from crying.
"What did you see?"
The half human yelled, lifting AJ again, wanting to shake her, but he found himself weak and he couldn't. AJ slowly sat up, getting out of under Gohan, breathing hard at what she just saw. She then, slowly, brought her hands to Gohan's shirt and lifted it up.
His sides were all black and blue, it looked like all the cuts have been reopened and slowly bleeding. It was infected and it looked like it hurt.
Gohan gasped, looking into AJ's eyes. He was breathing hard and couldn't get out of the gazed look he had. He started backing up slowly, trying to run from that flashback that she saw. He rather so suffered like that a million times before having her find out what Rexter did to him. What she always did to him. She once told him that he was her toy, and the sad part of the tale, he was, and Gohan knew it. Though, he didn't want anyone else to know.
Gohan shut his eyes, got up and ran. He heard Mikia calling after him, but he couldn't turn around. He couldn't face AJ now because she knew. Gohan ran into his room and threw himself of the couch, crying into it. Wishing that what happened never did, wishing that somehow had nothing to do about what happened, that he killed Cell when he had the chance.
AJ slowly got up, and something in her wanted to go after Gohan. She shook her head, trying to get the visions in her head to go away. Mikia grabbed her sister's hand.
"What happened?"
AJ whipped her tears away, not looking down at her sister.
"I saw how Gohan got those marks on his sides."
Mikia covered her mouth, not knowing what to say.
Just then, Gohan remembered the man from AJ's flashback, and his crying slowed down. He was staring into space as pictures of the man in the shallows came again to him. How tall he was, the color of his hair, the way he talked and laughed. Gohan could only think of one name. He hissed while crying when he said.
".Vanlash."
And he seemed to be the one to blame. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, that's it, Gohan and AJ seem to have more in common each day, which isn't that good.
NOTE: Now I'm really getting tired of people who just started reading my story, and tell me about my spelling mistakes. Now people, I know about this problem and it's really starting to annoy me. Now, I know some of you have offered to edit my story, and if you want to, I can choice someone to edit the beginning chapters (at least up to chapter 11). So new readers don't turn away from my story and I end up getting a disappointing review. If you offer I'll email and tell you if I want you to edit my story. I'll find some way to do something for you too, like put you in the story or something. Well, if you think you have time (unlike me) to edit my story, please leave a review and tell me.
Now, for that poem. I started writing poems a while back, and here is on about Gohan in this story..Enjoy.
I sit in the dark corner Afaird to move It's going to happen again And it scares me so
I can't stop shaking As I see the pictures enter my mind And it's slowly killing me That I can't be in them
This scar haunts me To show how much of a failure I am From the blade that crossed my wrist I know I'll never be the same again
I hate to cry But I feel I can't hold it any longer Because pain covers my body When I try to hide it
I know that you can't help I'm too deep to be rescued Plus you have your own problems So please don't help.
I don't want your guilt I will only cry more at night I hate myself I'm too weak to last
You were wrong father I'm not anything great I just don't understand the faith you had That I could do something.
Look at your son now He's the devil Because devils kill And that is what I've done
Forgive me mother It was my fault you cry at night I should have listened Now look at me.
Can't you see the tears Because of this nightmare that will never end That I bleed at night I'm just worthless
So just let me die I need my disturbed soul rest in peace Because my angel had died At age eleven
It will never end I have failed So lock my soul in hell And have true demons laugh at me.
If you didn't get it, it was about Gohan's feelings on everything, and how he thinks he can't get help. I hope you enjoyed it, and I was saving it for this chapter. So I guess you can say, that is the special in the review special.
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