I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO (ETC) SORRY FOR MY ABSENSE. I DON'T HAVE INTERNET SO I CANT UPDATE AS OFTEN AS I LIKE TO. BUT I AM AT MY FRIENDS SO I AM GOING TO UPDATE WHAT I CAN :)

.GOD. Did you see Drop the World part2? HOLY SHIT is all I can say. anyways, I hate Clare now, but not in my stories :P I am going to continue writing Eclare stories because I love to write them :)

Anyways, I am not going to keep you from reading now. :)

Clare's POV

"Please take a seat" Principle Simpson said as he sat in his chair.

Eli and I both took our seats; I sat in between Eli and Fitz, just in case while Drew sat on the other side of Fitz. I looked at Fitz for a moment and noticed he had a slightly black and purple bruise on his eye. I mentally smiled at this.

"So, Mr. Fitzgerald tells me you, Mr. Torres, punched him" Principle Simpson said.

"That's technically true but-

"No buts" Principle Simpson cut Drew off. "We have no tolerance for violence."

"If that's true, you would be suspending Fitz" I started. Principle Simpson gave me a confused look. "The day before yesterday, Fitz came onto me and I pushed him away so he slapped me across the face."

Principle Simpsons face was shocked. He looked at Fitz and asked, "Is this true?"

Fitz didn't say anything so Drew spoke up. "Yes, I was there. That's why I punched him. Clare's like a sister to me and him hitting her does not go well with me"

"I see" Simpson switched glances with all of us. "And what caused you, Mr. Goldsworthy, to punch Mr. Fitzgerald yesterday?"

"Well it was partly because he hit Clare the day before and because he called her a bitch in front of me" Eli explained.

"Uh huh" Simpson then looked at me. "Now why did you beat Mr. Fitzgerald up?" he asked. I resisted the urge to smile at the words 'beat him up'.

"He uh…" I looked down at my hands and played with my fingers. "He brought up Darcy" I glanced up at Principle Simpson and he was looking at me with shock and anger. He knew Darcy, very well actually.

"What exactly did he say?" he asked.

"He said, and I quote 'Now that your sister's dead, you got Eli to do your dirty work instead of her'." I started. "He said that right after he punched Eli" I told him.

Principle Simpson took in a deep breath and sighed. I noticed he slightly glared at Fitz and shook his head. "Okay, thank you. Drew, Eli and you are free to go" he looked over at Fitz, "but you and I are going to have a little talk"

Drew, Eli and I all got up and walked out of the office and into the empty hallway. I sighed heavily and walked to a random locker before sliding down it and sitting on the floor. "I don't feel like going to class"

"We can stay out here if you want" Eli said as he sat next to me. I nodded and rested my head on his shoulder.

"Well, I actually need to go to class. Tell me if anything happened. I'll see you guys later" Drew said walking down the hallway. We nodded and waved to him.

Eli wrapped his arm around my waist and rested his head on my head. I reached over and grabbed his hand before interlacing our fingers. "I hope he gets expelled" Eli muttered.

"And then once were off school grounds, I can officially kick his ass" I smiled and Eli chuckled.

"Again" he added. I looked up at him and laughed. I leaned up and placed a slow gentle kiss on his lips. He smiled as we pulled apart and kissed my forehead.

"I'm sorry" I said.

"For what?"

"For bringing you into all of this drama"

"Clare, if putting up with stupid jerks like Fitz is what I have to do to be with you, then so be it" he kissed my forehead. "I love you" he whispered against my forehead. I smiled and kissed his lips chastely before whispering, "I love you too"

Our heads shot up as we heard a door open. We looked over to see Fitz walking out of the office. Eli and I both got up as Fitz walked by us.

"You little fuckers got me suspended" Fitz said as he walked by us.

"You did that yourself by hitting Clare" Eli yelled at him.

Fitz walked over to us and looked down at Eli. Fitz scoffed and looked over at me before pulling me over to him. "You should be with a real man" Fitz said as he went to kiss me. I moved away and Fitz was shoved back. Eli had shoved him away and before Fitz could do anything, Eli had punched him in the cheek. Fitz's head flung to the side and he groaned.

"A real man doesn't hit women" Eli said to Fitz. Fitz got back up and punched Eli.

"A real man doesn't wear eyeliner" Fitz shot back. Eli started punching Fitz in the gut. The look on Eli's face was a mixture between anger and revenge. His face was red and he looked pissed. They were throwing punches at each other, left and right. I didn't know what to do.

Eli got Fitz to the ground and he was pounding on Fitz. I ran over and tried to pull Eli off of Fitz.

"Eli! Eli calm down!" I yelled as I tried to pry him off of Fitz. I finally got him off and I pulled him away from Fitz. I turned him around and his face was read and his eyes were dark. He was breathing heavily. "Eli, that's enough" I told him.

"Your taking his side?" he asked in a disbelief tone.

"What n-

"I can't believe this!" he yelled and started pulling on his hair. He groaned and ran out of the school.

"See, he's not a real man" Fitz said.

"You, shut up! Don't fucking talk to either of us again!" I yelled at him.

"Clare, I'm sorry for what I did to you, I really want to be in your life again."

"You think a fucking apology will make up for what you did to me! Well think again! Because I will never forgive you." I yelled at him.

"I can't believe your choosing that emo freak over me! You've only known him for two weeks!"

"Yes, but in those two weeks, I fell in love with him!"

"Just like you fell in love with me." he smirked.

I let out a sarcastic laugh. "That's where you're wrong. I never fell in love with you, I thought I loved you but now I know I never did and I never will!" he just stared at me; his expression mixed of shock, confusion and anger. I let out a deep breath and turned on my heels and ran after Eli.

I ran outside and down the steps. I saw Morty was still parked so I ran over. Once I got there I climbed in the passenger seat. Eli had his arms crossed on the steering wheel and his head was buried in them.

"Eli" I whispered. He slowly lifted his head and I could tell he was crying. His eyes were bloodshot and he had tears running down his cheeks. I swear my heart just broke from this sight. "Eli I didn't take his side"

"I know. I'm sorry I freaked out" he whispered while staring at the steering wheel.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"I don't know" he sighed. "Do you think there's something wrong with me?" he asked as he looked at me.

"What do you mean?" I asked pinning my eyebrows together.

"Well" he looked down at his hands and started twirling his thumbs around each other. "I get angry pretty easily, I can't control myself and I have really big mood swings"

I sighed and slid closer to him before tilting his head up so he would face me. "Do you think something is wrong with you?" I asked. He nodded and looked down.

"If I can't control myself, I think I might need to take anger management classes" he whispered.

"Well let's hope that day doesn't come." I placed my hand over his. "Do you want to go home and talk to your mom?" I asked.

"No" he answered as his head shot up.

"Well, do you want to skip the rest of the day? It is Friday." I asked.

"Would you stay with me?" he asked in a whisper.

"Yes" He smiled faintly and then wrapped his arms around my torso, pulling me into a hug. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and ran my fingers through his hair. I kissed the top of his head and he sighed shakily. "Don't leave me, okay?" I heard him whisper. "You're the only thing that makes me feel like I could ever get better"

"I'm not going to leave you" I lifted his head so he would look at me. I whipped his tears away with my thumbs and he laughed slightly. I kissed him gently and then wrapped my arms around him again. We stayed like that for a while, just sitting in Morty and holding onto each other.

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The last bell of the day rang and Eli and I got out of Morty before we walked up the steps. We didn't go inside; we just stood against the wall waiting for everyone to exit the school. Eli was leaning against the wall with one foot up against it while I stood in front of him. Both of our hands were laced together with each other's and we were just talking.

"I'm sorry about how I acted with Fitz" he said.

"Eli, enough about Fitz, it's okay."

"But-

"If I hear another word about Fitz come out of your mouth I swear to god I will rip your head off"

Eli's eyes went wide and he closed his mouth. We both broke into a fit of laughter and my head fell onto his shoulder. Our laughter soon died down and when I lifted my head, he kissed me. It wasn't long till he slid his tongue across my bottom lip, begging for an entrance. I parted my lips and mentally smiled as his tongue roamed my mouth before playing with mine.

"Again with the PDA" I knew that voice all too well. Eli groaned, obviously annoyed, and we pulled apart to look over at Drew with Alli by his side.

"Really guys?" Alli asked.

"What? You interrupt us but not them?" I asked pointing to Adam and Fiona who are swapping spit.

Alli walked over to them and made them stop. I rolled my eyes and leaned into Eli. He wrapped his arm around my waist and held me close. Alli came back with Fiona and Adam trailing behind her.

"Are we going to the mall now?" Alli asked. Fiona and I nodded and Alli squealed. "Oh, and Drew is coming" she smiled.

"Well then Adam's coming" Fiona said.

"I am?" Adam asked. Fiona turned to him and gave him a pout. "I mean, I am" he chuckled as Fiona smiled and wrapped her arms around him.

I turned to Eli. "Help me" I whispered. He chuckled and kissed my forehead. "I'll come too" he said.

Everyone nodded and we all walked to the parking lot since we all agreed to meet up at the mall. Drew and Alli went to Drew's car, Fiona and Adam went to Fiona's car and Eli and I went to Morty, obviously.

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"Oh. My. God! Clare we have to go in here!" Alli screamed as she pulled into La Senza. (1)

"Alli, the guys aren't going to want to come in here" I said.

"Are you kidding? This is every guy's dream!" Drew said as he looked around at the lingerie.

"I think I'm in heaven" Eli said as he looked at the lace underwear and bras. I slapped his arm and he smirked at me. "What, this would look hot on you" he held a pair of black lace panties up. My jaw dropped and I slapped him again.

"Your such a perv" I laughed as he wiggled his eyebrows.

"Clare, come here!" Alli yelled at me. I walked over to her and she held up a bright pink bra and panties in one hand while the other held a bright red pair.

"Which one?" she asked.

"Red" She smiled and turned around to put the pink one back.

I looked over and saw Fiona holding up a short lace night gown and Adam smiling like a fool while nodding. I rolled my eyes and started looking around. Eli and Drew were fooling around and playing with bras. Drew had a bra wrapped around him and he was trying to dance sexy. I rolled my eyes at them. They are such guys.

I was just scanning the store, looking at all the different types of lingerie, when I came across a pair of black lace bra and panties. As I got closer to them I noticed the panties had a little purple bow in the middle of the waistline, while the bra had a little purple bow in between the cups. I really liked these. I looked around the store to make sure no one saw me. I turned back to the bra and panties before picking them up and bringing them to the cashier. I quickly paid for them and grabbed the bag. Alli then noticed I had a bag so she came up to me with a huge smile.

"Can I see them?" she asked.

I rolled my eyes, "Fine, but quickly"

She squealed a little and then peaked in the bag. "Oh my god, Clare these are so cute" she squealed again.

"Yeah, now shut up" I said as Drew and Eli walked over.

Drew walked over and stood next to Alli while Eli came over to me. He noticed the bag in my hand and he pinned his eyebrows together.

"What's this?" he asked trying to grab the bag.

"Nothing" I pulled it away.

He gave me a confusing look and just stared at me. I blushed and hid my face with my hair. "So where's Adam and Fiona?" I asked.

"Fiona said she is going to be a little while longer and that they can just meet us at the food court." Drew explained.

We all nodded and headed out of the store. As we were walking, Eli tried to grab the bag from me, but I wouldn't let him. He would sigh in frustration and try again.

"Eli, stop it"

"Let me see it then" he pleaded.

"No, it's a surprise" I smirked and walked up with Drew and Alli.

Eli walked up behind me and slid his arms around my waist while resting his chin on my shoulder. He grazed his lips against my ear before whispering, "You can't leave me hanging like that"

I turned my head so I could see him. I smirked and replied, "I just did"

He gave me a playful glare and I giggled before placing my lips over his. I pulled away and he raised his eyebrow. "Really? You're going to leave me with that?"

"Yup" I said popping the 'P'.

He sighed and wrapped his arm around my shoulder as we continued to walk to the food court. Once we got there we all decided to get pizza. The guys went to get our food while we took a seat at a table.

"So Clare, are you planning on wearing those" Alli nudged her head to the bag, "For Eli?" she smirked.

"Alli, that's a little personal, don't you think?" she sighed and nodded. "But maybe I have something planned" I smirked.

She squealed and clapped her hands while I rolled my eyes. Soon Fiona was sitting with us while Adam went over with the guys. She was smiling like a fool.

"Okay Fi, spill" I said as I placed my arms on the table.

"Well…" she was smiling still. "I think Adam and I are going to take it to the next level" she blushed.

"Wait, you mean to tell me you haven't done it yet?" I asked and she shook her head. "But… I thought… I'm confused."

"Clare, let me explain this so you will understand." Alli started. "Fiona and Adam are planning on getting frisky"

"Alli!" Fiona squealed as she slapped Alli's arm. Alli just shrugged.

"Does Adam know you want to do this?" I asked.

"I think, I have been dropping hints but I don't know" Fiona explained.

"Yeah, he can be a tad stubborn" Alli said.

"A tad? The other day he asked me what his name was." I explained.

"What?" they both asked at the same time.

"Yeah, we were taking a test and he asked me what his name was. I said it starts with an A and ends with a DAM, and then he finally got it." I couldn't help myself; I started laughing my head off. The girls soon joined in.

Eli's POV

Drew and I were waiting in line to get pizza when Adam walked up to us, smiling like a fool. I looked at him confused and he just kept smiling.

"Okay, you really need to stop that" I said.

"Yeah, you look like the joker" Drew said.

"I can't help it" he walked closer to us before whispering, "I think Fiona wants to take us to the next level"

"I'm sorry, you lost me" Drew said. I smacked him on the back of his head and he glared at me.

"Let me explain this slowly" I started while putting my hand on Drew's shoulder. "Adam and Fiona" I stopped talking and started making squeaky noises, trying to imitate a bed.

"Dude!" Adam yelled slapping my arm. I just started laughing as Drew began to smile. I knew that would work.

"Whoa, way to go Adam!" Drew said before high fiving Adam.

"As Adam would say, BOOYAH!" I yelled.

Adam blushed and looked down. "Shut up" he mumbled. He lifted his head again and looked at us. "How your first time?" he asked us.

I didn't answer. I just let Drew speak. "Well, you already know mine. But I seriously wish my first was with Alli, so if you're sure you will stay with Fiona then it should be fine" Adam then turned to me.

I sighed and began, "I'm not going to lie. My first time sucked because the chick was bitch, but Fiona is really sweet and I think you guys are ready"

Adam sighed and then nodded. It was our turn in line so well all ordered and got the pizza. Clare said she wanted a peperoni so I got two slices of peperoni pizza. The guys got theirs and the girls' pizza and we all made our way to the table. Adam sat by Fiona and Drew sat by Alli while I sat next Clare, of course. The girls thanked us and we all began eating.

"So what's next after this?" Alli asked. Jeez, we just finished shopping and she wants more?

"Nap" I smirked and she rolled her eyes.

"No, I mean what store is next?" she said facing Clare.

"Nap" I said again. Alli glared daggers at me and I smirked.

"Well what do you guys want to do?" Fiona asked everyone.

"Nap" I dragged out as I rested my head on Clare's shoulder. Clare giggled and Alli glared even more. To be honest it was actually scaring me.

"How about this, Dr. Doom over there can go home and take a nap while we all chill here, maybe watch a movie?" Alli suggested.

"Sounds like a plan" Fiona said smiling. Everyone else nodded, even Clare.

"Guys, I'm still here you know" I said with the 'I can hear you' tone.

"Well you said you wanted to nap, so now you can" Clare said. This actually kind of broke my heart a little.

I leaned closer so only Clare could hear me, "But I wanted you to lay next to me"

She smiled and turned to face me. "Come to the movies with us, and then you and I can go to your place"

My eyes widened and a smirk appeared on my lips. I wiggled my eyebrows and nodded. She rolled her eyes and looked back over to everyone else. I kissed her cheek before turning around and facing everyone else. Clare reached over and grabbed my hand before interlacing our fingers. I smiled a little and started listening to everyone's conversation.

"So, prom is in a few weeks" As soon as Fiona said this, Clare removed her hand from mine and the smile that was on her face was no more. Drew glared at Fiona and Fiona then had the look of realization on her face. "Oh god, Clare I'm sor-

"It's fine" Clare interrupted her through gritted teeth.

"Am I missing something?" I said slowly. Adam was about to answer but Clare stopped him.

"Don't!" she said through gritted teeth. Adam slouched back down and looked at the table. I sat there switching glances at everyone. Fiona was looking at Clare with worry, Drew had his protective face on, Alli sat there with a sad expression and Adam was slouched over, looking sad also. "I have to use the washroom" Clare said as she got up. She left and Fiona sighed before following her.

"Mind telling me what is going on?" I asked Drew, Adam and Alli.

"It's not for us to tell" Alli said.

"Oh sure, now you keep your mouth shut" I meant to say that to myself but it came out a little too loud. "I said that out loud dint I?"

"Dude, she's right. If we tell you Clare will kill us" Drew explained.

"Well, can't you just give me hints?" I asked hopefully.

They all switched glances with each other and Drew sighed. "Last prom was the night Clare lost her virginity"

"Who with?" I asked kind of getting jealous.

"We can't say" Adam said with a little bit of anger in his voice.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Because, that's for Clare to say" Adam said.

"Do I know him?" I asked.

Alli scoffed, and sighed as she said, "yeah"

I sat there looking at them, trying to figure out what was so bad. I mean, sure I would have liked to be Clare's first but I didn't know her back then so I don't mind. I just don't understand why it's such a big deal for everyone.

(1) Not sure how to spell it.

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