So a few of you asked what happened to Emmett's food I hope this clears that up poor Emmett. I hope you all like this one I had fun writting it. Thanks a gain to my amazing beta Tara you rock! I love to read what you think it's getting close to Christmas and I would LOVE to get to 200 reviews or even more we are close. Thank you all so much who have been reading.

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"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY FOOD I'M FUCKING STARVING!"

EPOV

I looked over at Jasper who was chewing on a piece of sausage with another on his fork ready to go. He dropped his fork and swallowed thickly and looked at Alice who looked at Bella and then they all looked at Emmett.

"Well um Em I didn't think you wanted it dude you tossed your napkin on your plate and that shit looked good so I kind of ate it but to be fair Bella ate your pancake!" Yup Jasper just tossed little Bella right under the bus. Her mouth dropped open and she dropped her fork. "Ya well your fiancé ate your eggs!" She yelled in defense. "Hey wait a minute I only ate the eggs because Alice got to the bacon first!" Alice gasped out loud. "Emmett before you go all ape shit calm down, sit and we will order you more food and Jasper had the most any way, he ate the biscuits and gravy too!" I have never seen people throw one another under the bus in such rapid succession in my entire life. On the one hand I could totally understand hell hath no fury like an Emmett hungry and foodless. Especially if the foodless is caused by his own friends eating his precious food, the man loves breakfast! We all started laughing while poor Emmett snatched up what was left of his pancake from Bella and ordered his food again.

It wasn't long and we were back on the road with Jasper behind the wheel. We all agreed that we would stop for a quick photo op when we got to the Redwood National Forest but not take up too much time as we wanted to get to my parent's house by late tonight, so that would mean driving straight through. I figured we could drive back up to Disneyland once we were all rested maybe stay the night at one of the Disney hotels just for fun. We stopped at the huge tree you can drive through and took pictures of all of us standing under the tree it was pretty cool I mean those trees are fucking huge! Jazz drove for a few more hours but as it began to get dark I took over since I knew where we were headed and navigating LA is hard enough in the daytime.

Most of the drive was pretty painless there was a lot of laughing and joking around a LOT of stops who knew women had to pee so much. After having to stop twice in one hour I told Rosalie she would have to pee in a fucking bottle if she needed to go before we stopped for dinner I'd had enough. After dinner and the sun was gone the car got quiet with only the sounds of soft breathing, everyone had fallen asleep. I tried to get Bella to sleep but she insisted on keeping me company so I wouldn't get to tired. I didn't argue too much I could listen to her voice all day every day. We spoke quietly so we didn't disturb the others. We were about two hours away from my parent's house and to be honest I was getting a little excited to be home and to show Bella where I grew up.

"Edward?" she whispered to me.

"Ya baby."

"I um, well why do you think Emmett got so upset about you not telling him about, ya know?" She trailed off at the end of her sentence.

"You mean Eric? You can say his name I won't freak out we say his name at home all the time when it's just mom, dad and me."

"Oh well ya why did he get so mad?"

"You know Emmett he's moody as hell, I mean he is pretty much my best guy friend and to be honest I am not really sure why I had never told him to begin with." I was skirting the question it was not my place to tell anyone about the baby or the loss or any of it but I didn't want to lie to Bella either so I answered without really answering. I made a mental note to bug the shit out of Emmett to tell his sister about the baby so she wouldn't ask me again. She looked at me like she wanted to pry more but didn't and I was relieved to say the least.

"So Edward we never really talked about it but where will I be staying when we get to your parent's house?"

"What do you mean?" I wasn't trying to be difficult I mean why would she even wonder where she would stay? "Bella you will stay with me in my room, my parents are not naive and they know how much I love you I am sure my mother has redecorated in an attempt to make you feel more at home in my bedroom. Emmett and Rose and Jasper and Alice will have their own rooms on the same floor as us my parent's bedroom is on the third floor." I looked over at her and she was just staring at me.

"Holy hell Edward how big is your childhood home?" she used air quotes when she said childhood home. I chuckled to myself I never really thought of the size or that it might seem odd to her it was my home it was all I knew. "What? It's not that big." I said trying to be casual about it.

"How many bedrooms?"

"5"

"How many bathrooms?"

"8"

"EIGHT!"

"Shhhh yes 8, four of the five bedrooms have their own bathrooms then there are two on the main floor. One in the hall on the fourth floor and my mother has one in her studio on the third floor. That makes 8 oh and there is a half bath off the kitchen so I guess 8 and half to be exact."

"OK do you have a pool?"

"yes and a hot tub and a pool/guest house." I wiggled my eye brows at her suggestively. "Two bedrooms two and half bathrooms. In case you were wondering."

She grinned at me and propped her little stocking feet on the dashboard. She was pouting it was adorable and infuriating at the same time. She was so hard to read sometimes. Honestly was she pissed that my parents owned a large home. I figured now would not be a good time to mention the tennis court, basketball court or the horse stables. I didn't want her to toss my ass out of the car.

"Baby what's wrong?" I asked trying my best puppy dog face out on her.

"Edward…you I mean I….well God Edward you must think my house is a shack and I am sure you wondered how I even manage to live there good grief you probably think we live in a state of poverty or something how am I supposed to fit into where you come from. Hell you probably dress for dinner and everything. How is it that you failed to mention any of this? Edward I don't have enough clothes to be changing twice a day just to eat in the dining room of your house. Dear God what will your mother think when I come to dinner in jeans and a T shirt."

"Bella." She cut me off.

"Edward really you should have told me I would have packed more!"

Bella lis…" She cut me off again.

"For God sake Edward does Emmett know what about Alice she will shit herself if she doesn't have the right clothes?"

I waited to see if she had any more to say. "Edward did you hear what I said?" she was getting impatient at my lack of response.

"Yes Bella I did I was just waiting for you to be done. First of all I love your father's home it is where you were raised and it is perfect and I love spending time there with you. Second I do not think you live in a state of poverty don't be ridiculous I am well aware that not everyone owns a home like the one I grew up in. Thirdly we DO NOT dress for dinner my parents are not snobbish or pretentious. We eat most of our meals in the kitchen at the table in there or in the family room with our feet up just like you Emmett and Charlie. My parents built our house from the ground up not long after Eric was born it is really the only home I remember. My father inherited the land when his grandfather died. They built the main house first the pool and everything else was added a little at a time over the years. Mostly for Eric and I as we got older mom and dad wanted our home to provide all the recreation we would want so our friends would spend time at the house. I know it was so they could keep and eye on us but my mom loved every minute of the large group of teenagers that ran in and out all year round. At least until Eric died things got pretty quiet after that." I trailed off a bit. I shook my head to remove the fog that had rolled in over my thoughts. "Shit sorry Bella look don't worry my mother can't wait to get her hands on you and show you around, it will feel like your home in no time at all and that is how you should think of it whenever we go to visit." Bella had reached over and taken my hand in hers giving it a gentle squeeze.

"I'm sorry Edward it's all just a bit intimidating, I know your parents aren't snobs and I know they will make all of us feel welcome I can't wait to see where you grew up." She leaned her head on my shoulder and it was only a few minutes until I heard her breathing even out and she had fallen asleep.

It was nearing midnight when I turned down the long road that led to the house. I turned up the radio a bit hoping it would stir everyone awake slowly. Emmett was the first to wake up followed by Alice then Jasper and Rose. I looked over and Bella had curled up in her seat and was still fast asleep. I pulled up to the front door and shut off the car. There were lights on in the house and I could tell my parents were up waiting for us. Once I got out of the car and stretched my body I saw my dad coming down the front steps.

"Welcome home son glad you all made it safely." He gave me a hug and went around to the back of the car where Emmett was unloading our bags.

"Hey Dr. C how's it hangin!" Emmett said as he pulled my dad into a hug.

"Pretty good I mean I haven't had any complaints!" He replied with a suggestive look.

"For fuck sake DAD!" I was glad Bella was still asleep and was missing this male bonding moment between my father and her oaf of a brother.

"Dude get over it your mom is hot and your father is a lucky man!" My dad just shrugged his shoulders in agreement I mean was I really expecting him to argue and say that his wife of 26 years was an ugly old hag hell I even knew she was beautiful but in an elegant mom way Esme Cullen was not HOT she was refined! "Well speak of the devil" my father crooned. I turned and was met by my mother's arms around me. Now this feels like home she gave me a squeeze and pulled back to look at me.

"Where is she?"

"Well hello mom…..Why yes we had a great drive…..I love you too and yes I have missed you as well." I said sarcastically. She hit me in the chest and I gave my mother the same crooked grin that now Bella couldn't say no to as either. "She is in the front seat still sleeping." My mother gave me that what in the hell is wrong with you boy look. "Edward Anthony Cullen you go get her and carry her up to bed she will get a kink in her neck for sure, hurry up you can come back down for your bags!" Like a good little boy I did as I was told. I mean how could I not, my mother was telling me to take the gorgeous sleeping woman up to my bed! Yes ladies and gentlemen my parents are the shit! Ok so I realize I am 22 years old and a grown adult but this was a first to have my mother tell me to take a woman to my room and put her in my bed, that was awesome with just a hint of creepy. I scooped Bella into my arms and told Emmett and Jasper I would be right back. I walked into the house and it was warm and inviting like always. I climbed the stairs and entered my bedroom. Not a lot was different my mother had updated the bedding a few times since I had left home but most of my things were as I had left them. I pulled back the blankets and placed Bella into the queen size bed I

got when I was a freshman in high school. I stepped back and took in the sight of Bella asleep in my bed in my room in my parent's home. I was in fucking awe of her and I was getting hard! "For God sake Edward knock that shit off" I thought to myself as I adjusted things. I had only had one other girl in this bed Vickie or Victoria when I was a junior and she couldn't hold a candle to Bella and I certainly didn't have the blessings of my mother and father. It was only one time, well one time here that is. Mom and dad had gone to pick up Eric at football camp and we were left alone same old story one thing led to another and boom I deflowered Victoria my girlfriend of 6 months. It was a fucking nightmare I mean how the hell do you explain that set of laundry to your mother. That's right you don't, you go buy new sheets and hope she doesn't notice the ones with a blood stain on them in the garbage. She was embarrassed I was a little pissed it was a mess. I shook my head for the second time tonight to clear it and quietly closed over the door and ran down the stairs to find everyone in the entry way.

"Hey guys thanks for grabbing our stuff too. Let me take you all upstairs and show you your rooms then we can come back down for a snack or whatever." I was beat but everyone ells was wide awake having slept the last few hours of the trip. I didn't want to be a bad host but I was fading and my hot girlfriend was asleep alone upstairs. I put Jasper and Alice in the room next to mine it had its own bathroom and was roomy with a black rot iron king size bed mom had decorated this room in shades of red and gold with accents of black to tie in the bed. I thought it fit them well. I put Emmett and Rose in the only other room with a private bathroom on this floor besides mine it was at the far end and across the hall. It had been Eric's room. Mom had redecorated his room in deep purples and deep blues with dark wood. It was a very masculine room and on the walls hung candid photos of Eric mostly in black and white. It didn't look like the room he had slept in but the room honored the memory of my brother in an amazingly elegant way that was very much my mother.

I had texted ahead and told my dad what had happened with Emmett and he suggested that Em and Rose stay in this room. I thought it was a great idea Rose walked into the room followed by Emmett and I waited by the door.

"So this was Eric's room it looks much different now but I thought it would be best if you two took this room." I said quietly. Rose walked up to the desk and picked up a picture frame. The frame held a picture of Eric and me taken just a few short weeks before he passed. We had been playing mud football and we were covered from head to toe. He had his arm slung over my shoulder and we were both in a fit of laughter and now I couldn't even remember what had gotten us laughing so hard. A good friend Tanya had taken the picture and later given it to my dad after the funeral. Tanya was a year older than Eric and took it pretty hard when he died it was odd but she had captured the essence of Eric and I in that photo we were brothers but more than that we were friends. Rose turned to me and she had huge tears in her eyes.

"Ed…Edward is this him?" She held up the picture to me. I pushed off the door frame and went over to her taking the frame from her hands and looking at it. "Yup that's him." I told them when it was taken and by who. "He was very handsome, he looked really happy." Rose wiped a stray tear from

her eye. I put the photo back on the desk and pulled her into a hug. "He was quite the ladies man well he would have given Emmett over there a run for his money anyway." I said with a smile trying to lighten the mood. "Come on lets go down and get something to eat and then I am going to bed I'm beat." I said keeping my arm around Rosalie's shoulders pulling her to the door.

"Hey asshole get your paws off my fiancé. Oh ya and the room is kick ass remind me to thank your mom!" Emmett slipped his arms around Rose's waist and picked her up taking her down stairs and I followed behind. I knew what he was trying to say but was avoiding the awkward man hug we had shared earlier in the day. We got down stairs and found Alice, Jazz, mom and dad sitting at the kitchen table chatting. As soon as we walked in my mom shot up out of her seat and went about fixing us each a plate of food.

"Holy cow mom, you didn't have to make dinner in the middle of the night for us sandwiches would have been great." I said as I looked at the spread of ham, potatoes, peas, and green salad that was sitting on the counter. "Speak for yourself, Esme this is amazing thanks I am starving." Emmett took the plate my mom handed him and he kissed her cheek.

"It was no trouble at all and I knew Emmett would be starving by the time you go here besides we had to eat any way so why not make enough for you kids." She said as she blushed. Yes my mother blushed after receiving a little peck from Emmett. I rolled my eyes and sat down to eat. I finished up and rinsed my plate. I gave my mother a kiss on her cheek and patted my father on the back and excused myself to go to bed.

I walked into my bedroom and went right into the bathroom and I was right my mother and put nice new towels in the bathroom that matched the black, silver and royal blue tones in my room and on the back of the door hung a royal blue bathrobe with Bella's name embroidered on it. I smirked and shook my head. I would bet any amount of money there were two others just like this one that hung on the backs of the other doors for Rose and Alice. Esme loved to do little things like that for people especially those she felt were like family. I brushed my teeth and slipped out of my jeans and t shirt deciding to sleep in my boxers. I slipped into bed and curled up to Bella breathing in her smell and feeling her warm little body push back into me. Yes shit I was hard again already! She wiggled her little ass again and I let a growl slip out that I hadn't intended. I pulled her tighter to me hoping to still her movements. However instead of wiggling this time she just pushed her ass back as far as she could and just as I was about to get out of bed and go to the bathroom I heard the softest faintest little giggle escape her. The little minx was awake and torturing me on purpose. I rolled her over onto her back and straddled her legs holding her arms up over her head.

"You think that's funny do you?" I said playfully. She just nodded her head with a huge grin on her face.

"Edward" she whispered. I raised an eyebrow at her. "I have to pee and I need a shower I'm icky." She was so fucking cute trying to speak so no one would hear her. She didn't know everyone was still down stairs. "You should have thought of that before you started." I whispered in low deep growl.

"OK so let me up to pee and you can come with me to the shower." My dick twitched and I moved off of her without saying a word. She jumped out of the bed and ran into the bathroom almost falling as her stocking feet hit the hardwood floors. The door shut and it was quiet. I had been so tired when I got up here and now all I could think about was water running down Bella's ass. I fought the urge to touch myself. I heard the toilet flush and the water in the shower turn on. The door opened a crack telling me I could come in. I got up and moved into the bathroom after locking the bedroom door. I rid myself of my boxers and stepped into the shower behind Bella and fuck me the first thing I see is water running down Bella's ass. I walked up behind her and pulled her back to me pressing my now incredibly hard cock into the small of her back earning me a deep moan. She reached up over her shoulder and handed me a bottle of body wash. I poured some in my hand and began the process of washing the tiny curvy body that stood in front of me. I took my time with each leg and arm. I paid special attention to her back and even more to her ass. I reached to her center and messaged her now slick folds. I made sure her breasts were clean and just to be sure once I had rinsed her soft body of all of the soap I tasted each nipple. She tasted so sweet and she was so soft. She began the same process with my body and she did an amazing job making sure my dick was as clean as a fucking whistle. I braced myself on the walls of the shower as she stroked me up and down. I grabbed her hand to still her movements.

"Baby if you keep that up I won't last and I want to feel you around me." She moved so I could rinse. I turned so the spray of the water was on my back and Bella was turned with her back to me. I wondered for a moment if something was wrong but then she did the single most incredible thing I have ever seen her do. She leaned forward placing her hands on the shower seat in the corner of the shower pushing her ass in the air and spreading her legs apart. I moved forward a bit and felt her folds to be sure she was ready for me and she was more than ready. I guided myself into her slowly and when I was fully sheathed inside her I leaned forward and cupped her breasts in my hands. Her head fell forward and went limp and she moaned a soft slow sound that sounded almost like she was crying. I began moving in and out of her slowly wanting this to last as long as humanly possible. Why had we never done this in the shower before? I mean we had had sex in the shower plenty of times but never in this position, hell we had never done this standing up and it felt fucking amazing. I wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow but who gives a shit. She started to push back against me as I thrust forward inviting me to move faster and harder and I did just that. Then Bella did the second sexiest thing I had ever seen her do. She flung her head back sending her wet hair whipping back and slapping onto her wet back making a glorious sound begging me to grab it and pull it just a bit. I couldn't help it. I reached forward and dug my hand into her wet brown locks I leaned forward and as I gave her hair a gentle tug I breathed into her ear.

"Bella I love fucking you, baby cum for me." She gasped

"Oh fuck Edward baby yes!" She was panting. I gave her hair another light tug as I slammed into her and the sound of our wet skin coming together filled the room.

"Oh shit Bella do you like that baby ugh…..cum baby." I almost yelled.

"Yes please God please don't stop I'm so clo….UGH YES YES YES!" I felt her tighten around me and pull me in even deeper and I couldn't hold on any longer I came harder than I had ever cum inside her before. Her body began to shake and jerk and I pulled her up to my body and held her to me. She went completely limp against me. She began to hum as I slowly moved inside her a few more times before I withdrew completely. I sat her down on the seat and rinsed us both off. She was exhausted and so was I. We stepped out of the shower I dried her off with the warm towels that I had placed on the warming bar.

I pulled her to me and lifted her for a kiss. She wrapped her legs around my hips and I carried us to bed. Her head lulled into my shoulder and her soft voice floated into my ear.

"mmmm Edward I love you so much. You don't think your parents heard us do you?" "I love you too and no I don't think they did. Please don't worry about it baby." I tried to help her not think about it. I laid her down and pulled her to me cradling her in my arms.

"Edward" she whispered it so softly I almost didn't hear it.

"Yes love."

"You can do that anytime you want."

"Do what baby?" I was hoping she liked what had transpired it was a bit rougher than I had ever been with her. "Um the hair thing it was…..It felt really good." I knew if I could see her face she would be blushing. "I didn't hurt you did I? I wasn't too rough was I?" "Mmmmm no not at all I liked it but." Uh Oh there was a but she didn't like how rough I had been shit. "but what baby you can tell me be honest with me." "Well I was kind of hoping you would play a little more while you were back there I mean you really haven't since Mexico and I well I liked that and I…..Oh God." She was covering her face now. I pulled her over so she was facing me.

"Bella are you telling me you want to try and have anal sex? I know you liked the little bit of play we did but I just didn't want to push you and you never said anything again so I kind of figured you weren't that crazy about it." I tried not to sound too shocked but I had decided to let her bring it up again it was something I enjoyed but nothing I would force on her. I knew she would do it if I asked but I wanted her to do it because she wanted to not just to please me. She got a devilish look on her face. "Well ya I thought you knew that. So whenever you want to try I am ready to try. Oh ya and by the way, I liked it a little rough I mean the hair pulling and you were so forceful and well I half expected you to slap me in the ass." She giggled "You mean spank you?" She giggled more. "Do you think you would like it if I did that?" I asked hey we were already having a pretty open conversation. "Well the thought that you might didn't bother me at all I think I might I mean I don't want to use a whip or anything let's be honest I'm no Alice but I like feeling your hands on me Edward, I like when you take my body and move it you know what you're doing and I like it." Her tone was full of love and complete trust. "I will have to keep that in mind." I kissed her deeply.

"Baby it's late let's get some sleep, I love you Bella."

"I love you to Edward night baby."