Lost
Ch 20
She is surprised, monica is laid out on the bed on her front, naked.
"hey" she says, smiling
"hey" replies dana, suddenly overwhelmed with desire, snd lust. But she holds it back, that's not how they work, not yet.
"you ok?" asks dana cautiously
"I'm great, you?"
Dana takes a deep breath "yeah"
"you coming to bed?"
Danas heart lurches, she nods "one minute"
She steps into the bathroom, so much floods her mind, what does monica want? Is this a test? Why's she laying naked? She splashes water on her face and tries to calm down, but she can't, she's worried about what she wants. A knock comes at the door
"you ok hunny?" comes monicas voice,
"yeah be right there" she stands back up and slowly walk out, monica is now stood by the bed, still naked. She turns,
"hey"
Dana just nods, her inner turmoil is growing by the second,all she wants to do is jump monica and make love to her all night but she can't, its killing her. Monica walks over to dana and holds her hands
"what's wrong? Am I repulsive now you've seen all of me?"
"no" says dana
"ok"
Monica moves her hand upto danas neck and starts pulling her into her lips, dana can't do this, she can't keep her demons at bay
"Mon, please... Stop"
Monica steps back, "what? Why?"
"I can't do this, can we just go to bed?"
"ok, but why? What's wrong? What's going on?"
"I can't... I just can't"
"why? What's wrong?"
She takes a deep breath "I love you but I'm scared. All I want to do is throw you on that bed and make love to you till you can't take anymore, but I can't. I still see you as the monica I had before, but that's not you. I can't let myself go... I'm scared ill hurt you. I... I... Can't hurt you. so I need to stop before I can't stop"
Monicas face drops, "but its not that I'm repulsive or ugly?"
"god no"
"sure?"
"yes"
"then come make love to me till I can't take it anymore"
"what?"
Monica steps back forward,
"you heard me"
she pulls dana into her lips they kiss and dana starts to let go, could she really do this? She wants to, she needs to.
It was a rushed, passionate violent jaunt of love making, dana slumped her head back on the pillow as monica slumped on top of her
"wow" says monica breathlessly
"yeah wow"
They lay snuggled, naked togther
"I love you" says dana
Monica moves her head up, "I love you too"
Soon they are kissing and it begins again, but this time much slower and dana takes her time working out monica body, her sensative points and every scar.
This carries on for a few hours, but it is so much needed for them both.