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Rin

I woke up; my heart beats pounding in my ears. 'What's going on?' My gaze moved and my vision darkened before going blurry to my surrounding.

"Sesshomaru, the baby-" I blacked out before I opened my eyes again. "-I'm so sorry…" I heard the doctor say. "Rin-" I finally took in a rasp breath before feeling my heart slow down.

"RIN!"

Sesshomaru

Rin was pale, her breaths rasp as the machines clung to her for dear life. I sat down next to her, 'How am I going to tell her the baby… is dead?' But even though I couldn't deny it, I was overjoyed, now Rin belonged to me and only me.

I quickly lowered her shirt so her breast was exposed and was soothed as I saw that Naraku's mark was gone. 'Thank god.' But at the same time, her stomach smelled of death, a red spot beginning to appear as the blood seeped through the bandages.

"Rin" I whispered before clutching her hand. Her eyes slowly opened and she smiled weakly at me. Then she placed a hand on her stomach, and then the color drained from her eyes. "The baby! Why can't I feel it anymore!" She looked around desperately. I turned away not baring to see her go through her child's death.

She grasped me roughly, "Sesshomaru please!" She sobbed before burying her head in my chest. "She died," She looked up, "She?" Rin said hoarsely before sitting up, trembling she massaged her belly.

"I lost her, Sesshomaru kill me now I lost my baby…" She murmured sadly. I hugged her before kissing her head. "Rin, I will never kill you. And you no longer belong to Naraku." I added in, she smiled but frowned once more as the doctor came in.

"She needs to go into surgery to remove the child sir." The doctor said and I nodded and I gave Rin's hand a gentle squeeze before leaving. Rin sighed and let out a groan of sorrow as I shut the door. 'Forgive me Rin…'

Rin

This was the second week after. Sesshomaru checked my stitches and guaranteed them to be fixed by tomorrow. "You can go to school again!" Kagome cheered but I didn't face her, I couldn't face anyone. I felt empty, alone… Like I was nothing as I placed a hand on those faded stitches.

Then did I wallow into bed, into my little all of comfort and ignored the grumbles of hunger coming from me, 'What hunger? Where is my baby!' But I closed my eyes, shutting off the tears that were threatening to fall.

'Where is my baby?'

I took in a breath and squeezed Sesshomaru's hand as I buried my face into his arm, today was my first day back at high school. I groaned, "No Sesshomaru! I don't wanna go!" I complained, as the horrible memories returned.

But Sesshomaru grasped my arms and swept me off my feet in a swift kiss. I was taken by surprise and moaned, 'Oh my god has Sesshomaru always been this good!' I asked myself before he placed me down and smirked, "I know, I am the sexiest man in the world." He cooed and I laughed out loud.

'How long has it been since I laughed?' I wondered, "Rin, you look as beautiful as ever." He said, and I removed the mirror from my purse and looked in, I had gotten a little fat and pouted as I put it away. "Arg! I have to go on a diet!" I growled softly and Sesshomaru smirked, "I think your cute with some chubby fat." He said as he pinched my cheek.

I growled before playfully shoving his hand away, "I'm not a kid!" I said before nuzzling his side and he wrapped an arm around my waist before we walked to school. Then did everyone eye me, "Is that Rin-"

"Yea I think so but she's kinda chubby-"

"Where has she been!-"

I groaned, "I told you this was a bad idea." I hissed, I wanted to run and hide, but Sesshomaru squeezed my hand, "Rin, I love you, when did you care about what people thought about you?" He asked and I smiled, "Never." I breathed back before he opened the door for me and I stepped inside.

Then did we walk around as Sesshomaru walked me to my locker, "Don't worry I told them you were pregnant." He whispered and I gasped, "Why!" I hissed back, and Sesshomaru leaned into my ear, "Don't worry." He cooed before leaning against the locker.

I blushed before opening it and taking in a breath, here was my locker. Then it hit me, 'I am back at school…' I felt my legs grow weak and fell but was caught by Sesshomaru. "Rin are you ok?" He asked worriedly and I nodded before standing up, "Yea, It just finally hit me I'm in high school." I said before closing the locker.

"Sesshomaru." I said, my face red. 'Should I…?'

"Yea Rin?" Sesshomaru said back,

"Um, can we um…" I felt steam burn my cheeks, 'Why is this so hard!' I thought before taking in a breath.

"After high school, can we get married?" I asked and Sesshomaru's eyes widened. "Rin why ask such a thing?" He asked and I felt my heart shatter but continued on. "I love you, after all this, I want you to be by my side. I love you and only you." I said and Sesshomaru's eyes widened and his frown turned into his wicked smirk.

"Rin, I love you. But…" He placed a hand on my shoulder. "That was my line." My face went red and he chuckled before turning around, leaving me standing there in utter shock.

"Eeh!"

Ya, ending it there. There is nothing more I could have thought of to add on :/ so hope you are satisfied with this! Sorry for the late update too! Read and Review!

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