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My eyes fluttered open, only having to be met with bright blue ones, Chad moved his face away from mines giving me some space, I rubbed my eyes tirdly,

"What happen?" I whipered softly.

"Try to remember" Chad replied softly, he took my hand in his and I looked at him confuse.

I sat up, and just now I relized there was a blanket wrapped around me. Relization sudenly hit me, Nate, he was gone, forever. I closed me eyes trying to get rid of the tears, there was no way in hell was I going to cry infont of Chad, I sqeeze my eyes harder hoping to make the tears disipeaer, but faild.

A pair of strong arms were wrapped around me, I didn't bother thinking why Chad was being so kind, all I knew was, that he probably knew what happen, or he was drunk. ( in a nice way)

I grabbed hold of Chad's shoulder, and placed my hands there while my head was shaking with sobes and tears, on Chad's chest.

"Shh, Sonny don't cry,Nate will always be with you, he's in your heart, theres no point in crying, its just going to hurt him more knowing that he did this to you" Chad whispered soflty through my sobbes. I shook my head crazily, and cried even hearing his name made me tear up, Chad was only saying that so I wouldn't cry, every one says that, but thats all a lie, I tryed to think my father was in my heart, but that just made me wrost, there was no way in hell, was I going to belive that Nate was in my heart, never. he left me and is laughing at how im hadiling this.

"No, no, NO!" I shook my head and looked up, so I saw his face, "He's gone forever! He betrayed me! He left me just like my dumbass of a father!" I was slapping his shoulder, using all the energy i had left.

"S-S-S-ow-S-ow!S-OW! SOnny!" Chad grabbed my wrist with one hand, and put his other hand on my face forcing my to look at him, he used his thumb and wipped my salty tears leaving little tingiling feelings, I just realized how close we were, closing me eyes I took a deep breath trying to controll myself, once I open my I couldn't help but think that Chad came even closer to me,

"Sonny, listen to me, it wasn't Nates fault, God probably needed him more then you, he loves you Sonny, and I'm pretty sure he didn't want to leave you, and I know for sure that he wont be able to rest in peace if this is how your going to feel. He needes to know that your okay without him, then he can rest in peace knowing that your okay without him" His words sunk in me, closing my eyes, I thought of what he said, half of it was true, I knew he wnted me to be happy, but yet again I didn't want to belive the fact that he was gone forever,

"But, I don't want him gone" I reasted my head on his shoulder and sighed,

"I know you don't but everybody has to leave earth once awhile." Chads' fingers were playing with the end of my hair making me smile a bit at the feeling.

Once my eyes closed, memories that Nate and I once shared came flouting in.

I caught it!" Lucy laughed from the floor with the Frisbee in her hand, I gave her a disproving look, before laughing with her, our laughing soon died down once I saw Lucy eyes winding. Before I even had a chance to ask her what was wrong, A pairs of arms came from behind me and lift me over his shoulder,

"Enjoying the veiw sis?" Nates laugh boomed all around me, I laughed with him and waved at my family as we past them, they laughed at us but waved back. I looked forward and let out a high pitch scream, there only 20 foot away from me, was the lake.

My eyes widden once I realizedd what was happening, I screamed for Lucy to help me, but only laughing was my answer, confuse I looked around and there was Lucy over Joshs' shoulder, running towards the lake, but Lucy didn't look frighten instead she was laughing like an idiot. I looked at Nate with pleading eyes,

"You wouldn't dare" I tride to use a serouis tone, but faild.

"Any last words?" NAte smriked, before leting go of his arm, I held my breath once I felt water all around me, I swam up surface, and glared at a laughing Nate and Josh, To my right I saw Lucy laughing in the water too, rolling my eyes I laughed along with them,knowing that nothing could ruin this day, even if I was soaked with lake water.

My eyes flew open at that memorie, but instead of being happy, tears filled in my eyes, once I realized that I would never be able to share anymore of those memories with him. I tride closing my eyes hoping that the tears would leave so Chad wouldn't see me crying again. but faild.

"Hey, hey-why are you crying?" Chad's thumb wiped away the tears that continued to drip.

Sniffing, I looked down before replying, " I just don't know what i'm going to do without him,"

"Just because he's gone doesn't mean you have to forget him SOnny, he is your brother after all, but always remember, he's always in your heart" Chad smiled sadly,

I sighed knowing that Nate was always in my heart, forever and always, "I know, hey Chad?"

"hmm?" I looked up at me, his blue eyes looking right through my browns, I took a deep breath, Chad was too close to me,

"Thanks for comforting me, you really are not such a mad man" I smiled a bit.

"I have my moments," He smriked slightly,

"Of course, your ego will never leave will it?" I laughed a bit,

"Aw, Don't say you don't like my ego, Sonny" Chad smriked. I rolled my eyes,

"No, I can honestly say I don't like your ego."

"Really Sonny, really?" Chad smriked,

"Yes Chad really," I giggled a bit.

"Hmm, that what's with the blush that appears on your cheek?" Chad smriked knowing that he was going to win.

"You wish I blush Cooper,"

"No, no, I already have a millions of girls who can blush when I asked them too, but none of them can beat yours" Chad's thumb brushed past my cheek making my already red faced, turn into a even more red faced, Chad's eyes continued to stare at me, making me get more nervous.

I slapped his arm away from me playfully,"Stop that"

"Stop what?"

"The thing you do with your eyes, the one that, makes all the girl go crazy for you, its not going to work on me" Chad looked at me amusement filling his bright blue eyes, which only made me blush even more, for heavens sake, why couldn't I keep my mouth shut?

"Aw, come on Sonny, dont act like you don't pretend that you don't fall for the 'Chad Charm'"

"no, I never will fall for the- whatever charm you call it"

Chad looked at me, before a grin taking over his face, He leaned in a bit more, barley any space left between our nose, I took another deep breath, trying to control myself, no way in hell was I going to let him win 'this'-whatever 'this' is.

"I bet I can make the 'Chad Charm' work on you, after all I am Chad Dyaln Cooper"

"Try whatever you want, but nothing is going to work" Chad eyes drifted from my eyes, to my lips. The smrik that was on his face, vanished away, and was replaced with a blank look. I didn't know if I wanted to know what Chad was up too, but then again, I sorta did.

Beffore I could even think about what was going on, I felt something warm on my lips. Eyes widening as I realized Chad's lips was on mines. Everything on my mind went away, the only thing I focused on, was Chad, and his lips. HOwever that all went away once I heard a familer voices on the door way, plus a gasp.

"Oh my gosh Sonny I'm so sorry about your brothers death- WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THIS?!" I felt Chad's lips leaving mine, and thats when everfything came back, and I knew one word that could describe it, busted.

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Portlyn Pov

Sighing, I looked at Chloe and Selena, by the look of their face, I knew that we were all thinking of the same thing, Sonny.

Chad just called us, about 25 minutes ago, telling us he dismiss the limo that was waiting for Sonny, because of the phone call Sonny just recived. He told us that Sonny passed out on the couch, and that we could come see her any time, of course, we agreed, and here we were waiting in the limo till we get there. I looked out at the window, feeling horible, I knew I only met Sonny for less then a day, but once you just talk to her, you cant help but be friends with her.

Here in Hollywood, you would rarley meet somone like that, I've been here for about a 2 years, and still I only have Chloe and Selena. I continued starring at the window, and thinking about Sonny. The limo finally stopped, and we all took that has a hint, we were at Chad's house. We didn't even bother to wait for the driver to open the door for us, we just ran out, and to Chad's front door, We stopped, not knowing if we should knock.

Chloe turned the nop, and the door flew open, we rolled our eyes, what a dummy, leaving thier door unlock, in Hollywood.

We walked down the long hall, and stopped at the living room door, Selena was the first person to open the door while saying, ""Oh my gosh Sonny I'm so sorry about your brothers death- WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THIS?!" We all stopped dead on our track as we stared at the view infront of us, not the most amazing view to see, your new best friend making out with your co-star.

They pulled away, faster then I could blink and stared at us, thier eyes widdening once the realized they were caught, yeah who wouldn't be shocked.

Selena was the first person to break the odd silence,"Chad damn Cooper, what the hell were you doing to Sonny?"

Chad looked at her starteled. Chad and Selena are not the best people to get a long with. I shuddered at the memory they once shared, the poor corns. You dont really wanna know.

"Uh-Um?" Chad hands rubbed the back of his neck thinking of somthing to say,couldn't blame the poor guy,"Um, hey to you Selly"

"Oh shut up! Why thell were you kissing Sonny-who let me remeind you just lost her brother? You know what. I don't even wanna know, all I know is that you were taking advange of her, you could have at least comfort her until we got here, but no you choose to make out with her. Get out of this room Cooper."

Without even arguing, Chad walked out of the room, taking one last look at Sonnny, who-now had tears running down her cheeks. immeaditly we were at her side comfoting her, however my mind couldn't help but wander to the look Chad had on his face, I knew from the look he wanted to comfort SOnny when he saw her face, but then he knew that Selena was here, which wouldn't have been the best idea. I couldn't help but think, did Chad like her? I wouldn't know, I've been friends with Chad since he was 9, and we kept in touch since he got his first show. When I turned 13, and I decided I wanted to be an asctress, somhow Chad got the word, and got me an addution for some shows. And here I was, all becasue of Chad Dylan Coooper, but out of all my 7 years of knowing him, He never had a true girlfriend, sure he had a few, but that was for public, and if Chad did like her a bit, I wouldn't know. Sighing I looked back at SOnny who was starring at the spot where Chad just sat, tears running, not even saying a word to Chloe and Selena, Slowly I stood up, and notice that SOnny's head moved from where the spot Chad just sat, to me.

"I'll be back" I whispered,

"Portlyn, you better not be going to Chad, he's not the one who needs comforting, Sonny does." Selena hissed. I rolled my eyes,

"I just want to talk to him, ask him what happen cuz from the look of it, I don't think were going to get much out of Sonny" Everyone looked back at SOnny who went back to starring at the spot Chad once sat.

Before Selena could argue, I was out of the door, and into the kitchen, asking the chef to give me a glass of milk shake. I walked out of the kitchen holding two glass of chocolate milkshake, and walked to the poo-deck, where I knew Chad would be. And of course I was right, there sitting at the edge of the pool, feet in the watter was, a red eyed Chad. Sighing I walked towardds him, sitting down, letting my feet sink in the watter. I passed him the milkshake,

"Here, you look like you need this" Chad took the shake out of my hand, but continued starring at the watter. I just waited for him to say somthing, knowing Chad he alwasys drannk before talking.

"I think I messed up Port." Chad whipsrered.

"With what?"

"Being a friend to Sonny, first we were friends, the we hated each other, then comfoting eachother, and the next thing you notice, BAM we kissed, and you whats the wrost pasrt is? I'm confuse, yes I know shocker eh? Me, Chad Dyaln Cooper confuse"

"Never thought i would see the day where Chad Dylan Cooper will be confuse!" I joked.

"Not funny Port."

"Sorry. Let me ask a question"

"shoot"

"Do you regret it, Kissing Sonny I mean."

"Thats what I don't know, I'm not gonna tell you what I felt durring the kiss, even you always tell me, but it was diffferent."

"Hey! I dont tell you all of my kiss"

"really, Zac taste like orange, Trevour taste like peach, Nick taste sugary, and Chase taste like gold- which reminds me how the hell do you know what gold tastel like?"

I giggled," Find out yyourself."

"But you know what the wrost part is, the fact that I kissed her just 4 hours after she found out her brother is dead, and what Selena said, I think is true, do u think I took advage of her Portlyn?"

I sighed,"Honestly, I don't know, but I think that is somthing you should find out yourslef. Talk to her, not today though, I think Selena is going to keep her for a while"

Chad laughed a bit.

Slowly I stood up and grabbed a towel for my legs, and said a quick good bye.

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A/N: Im so sorry for not updating, I've been so busy with school, I had so many essays and projects, and every time when I sat on the computer, I had no clue what to write. I hope I will be able to update sooner.

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