Next chapter of zindagi… I am really upset with less review, this time no review no next chapter
Rajat came down while thinking about his girl, how he broke the trust of innocent fairy, who did nothing wrong rather than believing him blindly, now he could not gain the same trust back in all his life, just because of he considered himself quite stress, he exposed on his girl, did is the father does with his girl, if it so purvi faced the stress more than anyone, she never did something which hurt him or his kids, how can she handle thing to such extents which doesn't affect kids on any manner, is this because she is a mother or because she is real mother?
His mind incest oh! Wait, when did i start thinking about real and step…. His mind was in red alert now, rajat can feel something terrible about the thoughts, my kids, and they are mine… only mine…. They carry my name they are aarvi rajatkumar and avi rajatkumar… no matter what his kids remain his forever… he loves him to the core… still his mind binding around the happening of events, sincerely wishing the day to end, he took oath to not even stay for a minute longer, fly to his place with his own secured family, he will never back here, until he give comfort to his girl, she is secured in his arms as now it's not easy task for him aarvi has habit of remembering things to very sharp extent, sometime he proud of her, but today he wished not be so…
In all thoughts, he is absent mentally, he came back to world when someone hugged him so tightly, and he hugged her with smile
Rajat: kaise ho sritika
Sritika: mei tik hoon bahiya, bahut miss kiya apko… (She hit him playfully) ap aise kyunkiya apko ek dinbi apni behen ki yad nahi aya
Rajat(hugging): sorry na yar! Mei bi bahut miss kiya tume (she started to talk with him, she is so happy about the event, but suddenly she saw her brother attention is not towards her, first she thought it must be her bhabi, she smiled and turn but no he is not looking at bhabhi but he is looking at little girl who calling him "papa", her face color changed)
While on rajat side, he was mesmerized to see his little girl, for first time he saw her, in red lehenga and plain black top with red dupata on neck, her hair was clipped and chutti in forehead bangles in hand not to forget payal in legs, she jumped in stairs like fairy, her payal clinging rajat in all his life first time lost in front of other girl other than his wife, she smiled at him, when rajat sister looking him, his attention completely with the young purvi, rajat moved towards her,she came with smile, rajat kneeled infront of her with smile
Rajat: patha hai kitna koobsurath lagrahi ho (she smiled as she shows him bangles, payal and chutti with which her mom decorated with, rajat kissing her hands when she shows bangal, forehead on chutti, when she shows payal, he kissed her feet, she hugged him tight, purvi smiled to see such love, its nameless, but not taken sameway by his sister)
Rajat: per ek bath missing hai (purvi looked confused as aarvi)
Aarvi: kya hai papa
Rajat: hmm… yeh missing hai, (he took bindi packet from purvi and placed bindi in mid of her eyebrow, she smiled) ab hogay tayari puri….
Abhrika came to hall, abhijeet reaction is not less than rajat, he smiled…. Tarika gave a kiss to her, when maasi saw her
Maasi: bilkul, sone ki gudiya jaise lagrahi hai meri pothi (she took kajal from eye and placed behind her ears) kissiki nazar na lage… (aarvi smiled and ran outside to play, rajat smiled and holding purvi's hand)
Rajat: pehle bar muje lagraha hai meibi apni beti ho kissi din kissi aur ki ghar vidai karunga (purvi smile, while tear slipped in rajat eyes) wo parai hojaygi..… hai na… (She smiled, purvi meet sritika, she doesn't have problem with her brother's wife but it's not same way with kids)
Everyone got alert, when they heard the foot step of lady, she looks traditional, her silk saree big bindi with bun hairstyle, which cover by pallu full of jewelry and the key attached with the holder in hips and pouch bag in hand came in, rajat smiled seeing her,she to responded he bend along with purvi in front, she looked purvi who covered her head with pallu she smiled gently by keeping hand on head
Baadi dadi(bd): jeethe raho, (abhrika followed, badidadi gave a look to tarika, who doesn't covered her head with pallu, by look she covered)
Tarikamother: nahi gharki beti hai tho….
Baadi daadi: iss ghar mei bahu aur beti mei koi farak nahi hai jhobi neeyam bahu ko hai wo beti kobi hai, dusron ki beti ko ungli utanese pehle humare beti ko sab seekadena hai… (She left the place, tarika took deep breath, rajat laughing)
Tarika(glare): nonu tum hasthe kyun (she folded her hands)
Rajat: tum har bar dadi ke samne kuch karne ka shapat liya hai kya (abhijeet giggled)
Tarika: muje lesson lenese beter jao aur teri biwi ki sath do yeh meri nahi uski sasural hai (rajat got alert and ran to purvi)
In pooja room
Everyone sat for pooja… sritika started song for bajan… but her concentration was on rajat that she continuously missing her beat for bajan… her sruthi in tanpura, which made badidadi to go mad, as she hate when sruti misses… she stood from there
Badidadi: bus… pehle teri dyaan ko bajan pe lagage gaana gao fir muje bulana… (She left others followed, sruti referred notes but she couldn't guess where she went wrong, everyone busy in finding way to make dadi calm)
Suddenly everyone attention, turned to the voice in pooja room, its so heavenly, pure like a dew drop, the notes and the dedication was marvelous, badidadi felt the voice is angelic, all followed badidadi, what they saw made them stunned, aarvi was holding thanpura one end in ground other end mesmerized in the feel of most delicate hand… she doesn't care about any surrounding and engrossed in song….. rajat smiled at her, abhijeet more than whisper
Abhijeet: aarvi itne ache gaati hai kya (rajat gave proud smile, while aarvi singing)
Saancha naam ter saancha naam tera
Tu shaam mera saancha naam tera, tu shaam mera
Sagara jagat hai jhuta saathi tute dipak bujh jaaye baati
Har rang mein tu sang mein hai, chaahe saanjh ho chaahe sawera
Saancha naam tera, tu shaam mera saancha naam tera
Main tujhamein khoyi re, duja na koyi re
Aaja g soyi re tu ik apana jivan sapana
Sagara jagat hai jhuta saathi tute dipak bujh jaaye baati
Maine bigaada har kaam apana, tune sawaara har kaam mera
Saancha naam tera, tu shaam mera saancha naam tera
Dukh sukh ki dhaara, tu hai kinaara
Hmm mann mohan pyaara, sab ka khivaiyaa krishna kanhaiya
Sagara jagat hai jhuta saathi tute dipak bujh jaaye baati
Todake yeh mann mandir bana loon, ho mann ke mandir mein dhaam tera
Saancha naam tera, tu shaam mera
Sagara jagat hai jhuta saathi tute dipak bujh jaaye baati
Har rang mein tu sang mein hai, chaahe saanjh ho chaahe sawera
Saancha naam tera, tu shaam mera saancha naam tera…..
She ended in note badidadi came, she looked in her eyes, badidadi took her face in palm…. She gently kissed her forehead
Badidadi: ap bilkul maa saraswati ki roop hai… apki naam kya ha
Aarvi: aarvi hai… aarvikumar (dadi smiled, she removed her chain from neck and placed in aarvi's neck, while sritika could not bare it, as the chain is something she longed for years to get from her dadi, but this littlegirl snatched everything from her, first her brother now her dadi)
badidadi: ache parvarish diya hai beti ko (rajvi smiled, badi dadi left the place, rajat took aarvi in arms, and gave a kiss in forehead)
tarika: you are awesome (aarvi hugged her father)
purvi: akir beti kisski hai
rajat: ofcourse mera koi shak (all the four laughed, the time went all became smooth with the presence of badidadi, dadi could not make any wicked move but thing got turn once again in same evening)
abhirika, arvi and rajat went out for somework made purvi and avi in home, they were playing with each other.. when maasi came and called purvi
maasi: beta! Wo maaji tumse milne chate hai.. kya ap aasakthe hai (purvi couldn't belive herself as this was the first time rajat's dadi demanded to see her, she ran to her room, while adjusting saree pallu)
In hall
Everyone sat along with dadi, purvi came there, she was confused to see a new lady, who by appearance looks like doctor, purvi came there with hesitation, dadi looked straight to purvi
Dadi: deko! Muje apni poothe ko tum jaise aurat ki sath shadi manzoor nahi thi, (purvi looked with headdown) patha nahi tumlog usspe kya jaadu kiya, wo bus kud ki zindagi ko dekne band karke tumari bachon ko sar pe chedke naach rahe hai… per tum samaj sakthe hai na humko bi yeh icha hothe hai apni parpothe ko dekne ki (purvi could not utter word tears were flowing continually in her eyes) waise wo bache humare koon nahi hai wo kabhi humare nahi hothe…(purvi felt weak) mei chati hoon ki tum apne checkup karke, humare kandan ko ek warris de (purvi felt terrible with this idea) aasha kartha hoon tum mana nahi karungi
She forced to sit in sofa, by the ladies, maasi felt guilt, but she is bind in front of her mother in law stood silent, the doctor asked some private question in front of all, purvi felt crook while answering, she sincerely wished her father figure or her brother stay with her, she felt lonely in crowd… the doctor want have some check up, she started to cry while doctor want to take such test with her…
Doctor: yeh maa bansakthi hai, per isski uterus bahut weak haiki yeh uss bache ko janam diya tho maa ya bache kissi ek ko hi bacha sakthe hai… tho mei recommend karungi ki…. (a bold male voice interpreted them)
Voice: kya recommend karne hai aur kiss bath ki…. (rajat stood in door, while dadi saw with him terrified look, when he look the doctor) jee apki tarrif
Doctor: meri naam shagun hai aur mei ek gynecologist hoon
Rajat(confused): gynecologist? Ap yahan kya kar rahe hai
Doctor: wo muje mrs,purvi ki checkup keliye bulay gay hai, waise ap unki pathi hai( he shook head in shock) ap chinta math kijiye ap zaroor baab bansakthe hai, aajkal ki medical advancement itni hai ki…
Rajat: ek min apko yeh kissne kaha ki hume ek bache ki zaroori hai
Doctor(conveincingly): dekiye mei samaj sakthi hoon, per bina bache puri zindagi katna… (rajat lost his patience)
Rajat: enough! Just listen to me….. na hi mei childless hoon… nahi muje thesra bache ke zaroori hai….
Doctor: thesra bache
Rajat: jee haan! Mei ek nahi do do bachon ki baab hoon, muje sath saal mei ek beti aur 6 saal mei ek beta hai… patha nahi apko yeh galat faimi kaise hui aur apko yahan kissne bulaya… takleef keliye maafi magthi hoon (doctor shook head)
Doctor: dekiye apki galat information ki wajse kitni problem hui agar apki bath sunke mei iss aurat ko kuch dawai diya hotha na usski jaan ko bi kathra hosakthe the… agle bar aise galati math kijiye (she went from there, rajat went and locked the door)
He came back with terrific look, even purvi shivered with her look, he step slowly and carefully, stood in front of his sister, she nervously smiled at him, rajat while smiling gave a tight slap, everyone stunned in place… while she looked him with watery eyes
Dadi: rajat! Ap usse kyun tapad mara haan… kya kiya wo
Rajat: tapad usse nahi usske man mei aise gatiya soch ko daalne wale ko dene hai
Maasi: rajat kya kiya sritika ne….
Tarika: mei batathi hoon apki beti kya kiya… ussne avi se yeh kehaki abse wo rajat ko papa nahi uncle bulani hai (everyone stunned) agar aise nahi hui tho wo uske mirchi kilayega, sirf bataya nahi wo kilane ki koshis bi kiya… aur tho aur yeh bi bataya ki usse hostel bejwayegi… yeh acha hua adi aur sherist wahan gaya aur wo hume bataya nahi tho humlog ko yeh patha bi nahi chali hogi uss massom ki manme kitne darthe (purvi stunned in place)
Sritika: haan meine bola… kya galat kiya meine… meri bhai ko kiss bi bache ki pair chuna aur wo bache unne papa bulana muje ach… (she stopped with tight slap of maasi)
Maasi: ek shabt bi aur bola na mei buljaogi tum meri beti ho… (everyone stunned to see maasi) galati tum nahi meine kiya, agar jab tume pehle galti ki samay hi eek tapat diya hotha na aaj yeh din nahi aye hogi... apni puri jeevan tumari parivarish mei daala meine tume ek ache sanskari dene chaha per uss koshis mei kamyab nahi raha mei(turned to rajvi) muje maaf karna beta meri didi jitna sansakar tume diya wahi sanskar mei issko nahi depay (she joined her hands rajvi felt guilt, she pulled sritika with her and went to room, avi who was confused and scared with all scene)
Avi(hugged rajat tightly): muje hostel nahi jana hai, mei apko papa nahi bulayege plz ap muje hostel math bejna (the kid started crying, tears swelled in rajat eyes) muje mamma ke sath rahne hai… hostel nahi jana(rajat took him in arms)
Rajat: nahi apko koi hostel nahi bejega, ap mumma papa ke sath rahege, ap kisski bath math suno papa hai na
Avi: fir apko papa hi bulao kya, muje papa ko uncle bulana bilkul acha nahi laktha(rajat tears fell in cheeks, hugged avi tightly, shook his head)
Rajat: purvi bag pack karo hum ek shan bi yahan nahi rahege(dadi tried to protest, he left the place)
In room
Purvi packing thinks, rajat thinking about the events, avi sat holding her mom's pallu, with a fear they me leave him here alone, the two innocent eyes represented the fear and pain, rajat felt he did terrible mistake by making his precious kids stay with these people, who are lifeless, he interpreted with fone call, when he attended, sweat covered his face he left the place
Backyard:
Rajat went to backyard of palace, he went in to outhouse, In room Rajat was shouting at shadow figure, there were deep heavy argument between the shadow and rajat, he felt enough of this, he started to move
Rajat: haan mantha hoon wo dono mere bache nahi hai wo dono sachin ke bache hai, margaya usske aasali baab mei undono ki sauthele baab hoon ky…. (but both turned with sound of metal….)
Rajat was terrified and shocked with the person, his throat became dry his voice lost his power to represent the words, he moved inch by inch… but the figure moved back to back
Rajat (whispering): aarvi, beta
Aarvi(shocked): ap meri asali papa nahi hai, ap meri sauthele baab hai… ek din apbi muje chodke meri mumma ko lejayege… (rajat moved forward to touch her, but she constantly moving)
Rajat: aise nahi hai beta… mera bath suno
The girl shattered that, the only thing she remind was "sauthele baab", its echoing her ears, the figure of her crying friend in her eyes, his father no the man who said her father all these ears was not her father, she was deemed to believe some false all these ears as true… on otherside rajat's worst nightmare was come true, she is not ready to hear any of his explanation ….
Aarvi went back she got hit in stone, and sliped, fell from first floor, with loud cry, rajat heart stopped in the scene
Rajat: aarviiiiiiiiiiiiiiii…..
a/n: ab kya hoga…. Rajat ki sach ki wajase rajvi apni beti ko kodege…. Share ur view kon hai wo shadow any guess? purpleasus,priyadarshnideewan,uroojqureshi121,cidneha,shreyabandariya45,guest,duoangel,asanjaana,priya,Harman,pari,shrestha,guestnl,rajvigirl,adk,kashiftitli,rajvigirl,guest,guest,princesskhanam,salvarabaani,guest: thanks a lot for the support hope u enjoyed this chapter too love you guys
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