**This chapter was really hard to write (I've never had sex, so I hope I got some stuff right, lol). Anyways, I hope you like it and if you do, or if you don't, I always love getting comments! :) Thank you so much for reading my story. Or this chapter if all you want to read about is sex, haha **

When Saturday came I shot out of bed, threw on a t-shirt and jeans and ran downstairs towards the door. "Not so fast Ness." I heard Esme say. "I think first you need to eat breakfast and do some homework. She came out from the kitchen holding a manilla envelope with probably contained the weeks work I missed. I groaned. "I didn't have a choice to miss school." I said, trying to be let off the hook.

"Eat and do your work." I slowly walked into the kitchen and started eating my pancakes slowly. I opened the folder and took out my first sheet of homework. Math. Great, I thought. I hate math. Esme brought me a pen and I started. But the next homework assignment was done, in what looked like my handwriting. "Someone did this." I said slowly. "Your Mom went through and did some of the ones that were not math." Esme said, cracking eggs on a skillet. "Oh, that was nice." "Well you two have very similar hand writing and that is an awful lot of work for you to do."

After a while I asked, "Where is everyone?" "They all went hunting. They haven't eaten for a while what with all this Volturi stuff. I said I would make you breakfast. I hope it was good." She made a grossed out face. "Yes, very." I said. She smiled.

"Why don't you go to Jacob's and you can finish your homework later. "Thank you!" I said, heading for the door. "Wait a minute." She said as I was putting on my sneakers. "Take this to him, will you?" She held out a glass container. I could smell it. The eggs. "Okay." I said. "Thank you. Have fun and don't get into any trouble. Don't leave his house either! Your Father will pick you up!" I was almost out of earshot of the last sentence, or warning was more like it.

I ran awkwardly with the container but still faster than a human and got to his house in ten minutes. Just as I got there I saw Charlie and Billy getting in the car. "Where are you going?" I asked. "Oh, hey Nessie." Charlie said, with a big grin on his face. "Hi, where are you going?" I asked again. "Fishing." said Charlie. "Today is supposed to be a good day." Billy said.

"Well have fun!" I shouted as they pulled away and I knocked on the door. It opened and Jake grabbed me in his arms. "Hey beautiful." He said placing me back down on the ground. "Hi." My cheeks turned bright red. "Esme made you some eggs." I handed them to him and we went inside.

I sat on the couch as Jake grabbed a fork from the kitchen, sprinkled some salt on the eggs and sat down next to me. "I didn't know they were fishing today." I said as he shoved some egg in his mouth. "Me neither." He said. "What do you want to watch?" He asked as he swallowed the eggs. "I don't know." I said.

He grabbed a random DVD and pressed play. King Kong. I hated King Kong. But if he wanted to watch it, I would get over that. I pretended to be enjoying it when I could see out of the corner of my eye he was watching me. He leaned towards me and I stared fervently at the screen as if I had never seen anything like it. Suddenly his warm hands cupped my chin. I turned to face him.

"I love you." he said looking in my eyes. "I love you too." I said. And Jake's lips met mine. I was a little suprised but I kissed him back, my lips parted and he leaned into me as his arms wrapped around my back, grabbing my hair.

We fell off the couch which kind of hurt but I didn't care. Jake was on top of me, breathing hard, and kissing me like there was no tomorrow. As we kissed all of sudden I could feel something hard rubbing against me. "Jake?" I said through our kisses. He didn't stop. He was grinding on me. "Jacob." I said.

He stopped and looked at me, his face inches from mine. "What are you doing?" I asked. He leaned closer and softly kissed my neck. Something happened in King Kong because the gorilla was roaring about something. "Jake." I said again, more slowly. "What?" He asked, looking up at me. I repeated myself saying, "what are we doing?"

"Kissing." He said back.

"Clearly you are feeling something else," I said trying to sit up. His face turned red. I wished I hadn't said anything. "I'm sorry," I said quickly,

"I didn't mean-"

"Its okay." He said, letting me sit up. "Why won't you do it?" I asked as we sat there leaning against the couch.

"I don't want to hurt you."

"Why do you think you will hurt me?" I asked.

"What if I did? I would never forgive myself."

"Jake, thinking rationally here, my mother and father did it and she was human then. You aren't a vampire." I said, leaning towards him and kissing his cheek. "I know, I just…" He trailed off. I didn't want him to finish his sentence. I wanted him. I leaned towards him again and began to kiss him on the lips, when he didn't object I moved and was straddling him on the floor of his living room. I grabbed his hair with my finger tips which made him moan. He started breathing harder as his hands found the small of my back and began exploring.

I tore off his shirt and kissed his neck trailing down to collarbone. I could feel him twitch under each kiss. His body was so beautiful. Finally and I don't know how he managed to stand and I straddled him as we kept kissing and he walked to his bedroom, throwing me on the bed. I moaned and he stopped.

"Am I hurting you?" He looked concerned. I grabbed his face and pulled it closer to me before kissing him again. He was on top of me and all of a sudden his hands reached under the front of my shirt, feeling my stomach and ribcage. He got to my bra, which luckily was fastened in the front and he unhooked it. His soft, warm hands touched my bare breasts and I moaned, quite loudly. He stopped again. "Jake." I whined, wanting more so he came back down to kiss me.

He started grinding again and I could feel his hard on press against me. I moaned again. My hands found his pants and I slipped my fingers in them. He let out a low moan. I began to try to undo his pants and he stopped again. I tried grabbing his face and bringing it closer to mine but he didn't move. He just lay there on top of me looking at me.

"Please." I begged, trying again to bring his head closer to me. "You want to this?" He asked.

"Yes," I moaned.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Please." I whimpered.

"If it hurts I will stop." He said.

"I trust you." I said, this time successfully pulling his head back to kiss me. He moaned as I tried again to take his pants off. They weren't coming off so well. He reached a hand down and took them off so easily. I half smiled. He chuckled.

He reached for my pants and undid the button no problem. The only thing between us was underwear. Suddenly my heart raced, maybe this was a bad idea, maybe I didn't know what I was getting myself into. "Jake?" I asked. He immediately stopped and looked at me.

"What love?"

"Do you have a condom?" I asked. He laughed. "Of course." He said as he reached across me to his nightstand table. He grabbed a shiny silver package and ripped it open. Then he began kissing me again.

I grabbed his boxers and pulled them off. He ripped off my panties. One hand disappeared, probably to put on the condom I assumed, but then one of his fingers was gently stroking my opening. My breathing sped up and my body moved with him. His finger slid around the opening and then slowly entered. I almost yelled.

"Jake." I moaned, I could feel him smile. Then two fingers slipped in. "Nessie, you are tight." He said. My face turned red. Then he took his fingers out and I felt his hard on at my opening. I swallowed. And then he started sliding it in. It hurt. A lot. I yelped. He stopped.

"Are you okay?" He asked. "I'm fine, it just hurts." I said. "Do you want me to stop?" He asked me.

"No." I answered firmly. He kissed my forehead and began to glide it in again. I tried not to think of the pain as his hands, held my wrists against the pillow. And he began to go back and forth. It hurt so badly, but I tried to not think about it. Jake was kissing me and I could feel his hot shuddering breaths against me. After about five minutes it didn't hurt so badly anymore and it started feeling good. I moaned and Jacob did back.

We were moving together. Our bodies synched as one. And then Jake stopped. He looked up at the wall above my head and let out a loud moan. He closed his eyes.

"Are you okay?" I asked breathlessly. Maybe I had hurt him. He took deep breaths and slowly opened his eyes. "I'm fine." He said pulling out, his whole body shuddering. He lay down next to me. I didn't move.

"Are you okay?" He asked turning only his head to see me. "Of course." I laughed, rolling over so my head was resting on his chest. His arm wrapped around my shoulder. "I love you." I said quietly, listening to his heart beat fast against my ear. "I love you too. I always will." He responded.

I lifted my head, looking in his eyes. "That wasn't so bad was it?" I said. He laughed. "Next time you get to do the work. You're on top." I grabbed a pillow and threw it at him. He glanced at the clock. "They're going to be home soon." He said, pushing me off him. He grabbed his clothes and threw them in his laundry basket. I just sat there.

"Get dressed." He said. I got up slowly, hoping it wouldn't hurt to walk and slipped on my underwear, bra, shirt and jeans. Luckily I had an elastic, because my hair probably did not look pretty. I made the bed. And turned to face Jacob. "How do I look?" I asked. "Gorgeous." Was his response. He kissed my cheek just as I heard a car roar into the driveway, the door slam and my father's voice growl in anger, "Renesmee!" I cringed.