Okay lol this is kind of a symbolic chapter to me at the moment because I've been having a strange intuition about babies for the last couple of days, and I just found out like five minutes ago that I'm going to be and Aunty… again… OMG!! Lol I'm so excited and here's the update, njow I'm going to go and cuddle my niece that I already have and try to clear my head…

Wow… lol

Enjoy ladies =]

20) You Are My All

Jacob pulled into the La Push Ocean Park Resort much to my astonishment. He left me in the car while he went to collect the keys and I sat there with my arms crossed upon my tummy; the butterflies were starting to hurt.

My husband bounded back in the car with keys in hand and drove over to our cabin.

"Wait there," he told me while he jumped out of the car and walked around to my side.

I felt myself blush as he opened the door and lifted me gracefully into his arms and strode up the cabin porch stairs. He adjusted me so he could find the key and open the door with one hand, so I helped him and held myself against his chest. I helped myself as well, kissing hot open mouthed kisses up his neck to his jaw and back again.

He shivered to my encouragement; not many things could make a big bad werewolf shiver, but I could. I laughed lightly into his neck and sucked on the front of his throat, scraping my teeth carefully against his skin there. He gave a little moan and crossed the threshold, locking his lips to mine wholeheartedly as he wound through the house and found the bedroom.

I felt his body jolt as it ran it the bed, and I felt him shift his weight so he could stand on his knees on the edge of the mattress. Slowly, and so lovingly, he lowered me onto the bed and laid over me, pressing his scorching, firm frame against my petite frame.

Moving my lips with his more frantically, I trapped his body in my legs as I looped them around his back and interlocked my feet. Jacob kissed me harder, running his hands over my body and pulling away from my lips to kiss down my neck and collar bone.

I grabbed his shirt and tugged on it until he took it off, then reached behind me to unzip my dress. This maneuver required me to arch my back and my chest and stomach pressed into Jacob firmly. He held his hand against the small of my back to support me, sucking gently on my neck, while I slid the dress off. I threw the dress somewhere to the side of the bed and ran my hand over his bare chest and down the band of Jacob's pants.

I slipped my fingers inside and undid the button and zip, shoving his pants down his legs as far as I could reach. Jake braced himself over me, locking lips with mine again, while he kicked the pants the rest of the way off. I felt him press down on me, certain places firmer than others, and wrapped my legs around his back again. It felt so good; I pressed us together closer.

Jacob moved my bra strap off my shoulder so he could press his lips to my skin.

"Take… it off," I panted while I held my fingers in his hair and kissed his face.

He looked up at me with his warm eyes and murmured, "Are you sure."

Completely lost for words, I swallowed hard and nodded at him.

His warm hand traced around my back until it felt my strap, and he grabbed it and disconnected it in one second. I pulled it off from the front, flinging it somewhere to the contrary side as the dress, and brought myself up to kiss Jacobs lips again.

"You're… amazingly… gor… geous, Ness," Jacob declared against my lips between kisses.

"And you… are… utterly… handsome," I giggled into his lips.

He chuckled back gently and spanned his hands over my tummy and then cupped my breasts affectionately, kneading them tenderly. I moaned a little into his mouth and our breathing quickened slightly. I broke the kiss and tucked my head into his neck, wrapping my arms around his shoulders and bringing him closer with my legs. I ran one of my hands over his body and appreciated the fact that he never wore jocks or boxers as my hand swept his backside.

He grunted a little when I squeezed him further between my legs and traced my fingers down over his lower stomach. Jacob pressed his hips further down, rubbing against me in the most desirable way. His hands massaged their way down my body to my lower stomach, and I wriggled in his hold until his fingers brushed my panties.

"Take them off," I breathed into his hair. I felt him swallow against my breast and nod, pressing his lips to the swell.

I bit back a moan as his fingers crept under the material and tugged them from my hips, coaxing them down my legs as he leant back to pull them off entirely. When they were off, Jacob grasped my calves and cast his eyes over me. He chewed his lip as his eyes glanced over the place between my legs, licked his lips when he glanced over my breasts and his eyes twinkled as they met mine. He crushed me again and fused our lips together while he swept his hands over my sides and stomach.

I could just imagine it… Jacob lingering over me, his face buried in my neck, sucking it softly and kissing me passionately as our bodies moved together. His warmth, inside me, filling me and making me complete. Our breaths, shallow and swift. Our hearts racing time as we showed our devotion and adoration to each other. My hands, one hand with my fingers twisted in his hair kindly while the other explored his strong body as his hands roamed my body, roaming what was his. He was my all. I was his.

What I would give to have him within me now!

To my shock, but more to my pleasure, Jacob paused above me and altered his body so he was pressing into the space between my legs.

It felt… so, so very good.

He kissed me and I moaned into his mouth as he rocked a little. I moved my hands to press against his stomach and rocked my hips a little in time with his; it created the most delectable sensation. My eyes rolled to the back of my head in gratification and I rolled my head backwards. I gnawed my lip to hush my cries and used my hands on his stomach to stroke his chest before I wound them through his hair and pulled him closer so I could lean in for a kiss.

"Jacob," I kissed him. "Please."

He looked at me and nodded before he kissed me again. One of his hands stayed at my waist while the other one traveled down between our bodies. I felt his warm hand stroke me, and gave a little groan as he inserted a finger in me.

"Jacob… n-no," I mean it felt pretty good, but it's not what I wanted. "Jacob… I want…"

"I know baby, but trust me," he whispered as he ducked his head and—

Oh!

—sucked on my nipple; my body trembled as Jacob's tongue traced across my chest and neck. I lowered my head to kiss him when he turned his face towards me again.

"Are you ready?"

I bit my lip and nodded at him. "Uh huh."

Jacob's finger left me and he positioned himself above me again. "Tell me if I hurt you."

"I will," I promised.

He kissed me as he directed himself into me carefully. It was, frankly, a little painful. I gasped and held my hands against his cheeks, showing him I wanted him to wait for a second so I could adjust. He nodded at me and his body stayed unmoving except for his head which ducked down to kiss me lovingly.

"Are you alright?" he asked patiently.

I bit my lip and shifted my hips a little to experiment. When I figured it was uncomfortable more than painful now, I nodded and he went in the remainder of the way gradually.

I sighed as he reached the full depth and began to pull out again; though a little uncomfortable, it was entirely blissful. He pushed himself back in, still slowly but a little faster than last time, and kissed my lips before he nuzzled my neck.

"Ja-Ja-cob," I moaned when my body would allow me. "I… love you."

As he pulled back again, he found my lips and locked me to him. "I love you, too, Nessie. So, so much, baby," he grunted as he entered me again.

I let my head roll back to expose my neck for him as he speed up his pace. I dropped my hands from his body and seized the bed sheets beside me, swaying my hips in time with his.

I've never felt anything as wonderful as this before. And the growling noises he had begun to make were just so desirable. He nuzzled on my neck and my chest as he gradually increased his speed. He felt so wonderful; he did. In me. It was ecstasy. He was so hot it the literal gist.

"Jacob," I murmured.

I wrapped my hands around his shoulders and pulled myself up, deepening his path and I all but screamed in pleasure. I kissed his neck and shoulders and nibbled on him dotingly. Before too long, I tasted his mouth-watering syrupy blood and sucked softly, taking a little but not a lot, and ran my tongue over the mark when I pulled back.

He shivered when he felt my tongue touch him, so I ran it along the length of his neck and shoulder while my hands felt the contours of his muscled chest and abdomen. As Jacob moved faster again, he hugged me to him, his arms wrapped around my back holding us together and I grasped his shoulders as I moved my body in harmony with his.

"Uh… N-Ness… uh… uh…"

His breathing was equally as heavy in my neck as mine was in his, and I made tiny little sounds of pleasure in the back of my throat which he replied to with low growls of his own. I held his shoulders firmly, rocking my hips and intensifying his root and extending our blissful pleasure. His heat moved in and out, back and forth from me in time with our hearts and moans.

"Mmm…" I rolled my head back and pushed my chest to Jacob so I could arch my back and deepen him further in me. "Uh… oh… uh… Ja-cob. Mmm"

"Nessie," he grunted as he pushed himself into me harder with each thrust.

I held his face between my hands and curled my fingers to bury in his hair as we moved jointly and kissed over disinterestedly one another's bodies.

"Uh! Uh… Jake! Uh!"

His speed had increased again and we were moving our bodies more frantically together. My stomach was tight, and my whole body was beginning to stiffen as he moved faster and faster, and deeper and deeper, and harder and harder before he held me tighter than he ever has before and crushed his lips to mine.

I understood as I felt our bodies release together and we collapsed on the bed; Jake letting his full weight lay down on me. We were panting, our hearts still galloping, as I combed my fingers through his hair and kissed his forehead. Our bodies were glistening with sweat and the light of the moon peeking in through the window shone off of his beautiful russet body completely uncovered above me. I felt a little surge of pride that I was the only one who could make my wolf sweat.

Jake left me again, slowly, and rolled over onto his back beside me and pulled me into his side. I allowed my eyes to run over my husband's naked body and laid one of my legs over his while he played with my hair and stroked my back.

While I rubbed his chest, I showed him my love, ecstasy and contentment.

"Me, too, Nessie baby. Me too," he kissed my forehead peacefully and I closed my eyes.

My legs wanted to press together to erase the pain that was starting to take over, but I ignored it and snuggled my nose into his chest.

"Are you okay?"

I opened my eyes again and rolled them at his worried voice before looking up at him, my chin on his chest.

"I'm fine."

"Did I hurt you? Don't lie to me, honey, please."

"Jacob, I'm fine. I promise you," I kissed his chest and smiled at him.

He didn't smile back.

"Are you sore?"

Uh oh…

"A… little, but—" he sat up to assess me and widened his eyes at a puddle of blood between my legs.

"Nessie! What… baby…" he lowered his head into his hands and I hoped up on my knees to get him to look at me.

"Jake, it's… normal. Normal girls have the same thing… but not quite so much, their bodies give a lot easier than mine does."

I tugged on his hands still over his face and he finally looked at me.

"How sore are you?"

"Uncomfortable, but other than that I'm fine; it'll fade and we can be together again. Jacob it's not going to kill me."

Wrong choice of words; Jacob glared at me and locked his jaw.

"Baby, Jake, I'm fine. This is normal and I spoke to Grandpa before anything; he told me it was to be highly expected."

He was silent for a minute and then pulled me into his arms without a word.

"Promise me to tell me if I'm ever too rough. I don't want to hurt you; you're my all, Ness," he whispered into my hair.

I nodded my promise and lifted my head to kiss him softly on the lips. "And you're my all, Jacob. Now, come," I said as I laid back down and pulled him with me. He hugged around my stomach and laid his head on my chest where I ran my fingers through his silky hair, brushing it back from his face to press my palm to his cheek.

I love you.

"I love you," he breathed as he hugged me tighter.

The last thing I felt was his lips kissing my neck affectionately before dreamed sweet dreams of my husband and my baby. I smiled at my family.