Warning: Different from the usual content…may get a little…romantic and heated…I'll take it easy and won't make it terrible. (: Possible M rating. Sorry it's been awhile…I've been busy. This chapter is going to blow your mind. I hope you enjoy. Thank you readers! I love you guys. I can't believe I have fifty reviews. To my fiftieth reviewer Diyanah, thanks for being number fifty! You're awesome! Big Time Rush loves you. James, do what you gotta do.
James: Julia only owns the O/Cs that she created. Royal shadow1 created Cissy, which makes Logie extremely happy and makes Julia the borrower…as Shakespeare once said, "Neither a lender nor a borrower be."
Me: I think someone's been doing his homework. *Grins* To the chapter! (:
Chapter 19:
-James's P.O.V.
I finished tying my red necktie. Checking my outfit of black slacks, a black shirt, and a red tie out in the mirror, I ran a comb through my hair and smiled. Tonight, Kaitlin, Cissy, Logan, and I were going to a fancy Italian restaurant.
As I stepped out of my room, I saw Kaitlin walking towards me in an elegant, strapless, long, royal blue evening gown with black pumps. Her hair was in an up-do. The makeup she wore was kept subtle. All in all, she looked stunning. Grabbing her hand, we walked to Cissy's room where we found Logan.
"Hey guys, ready?" I asked.
"Yeah, we are," replied a handsomely dressed Logan. He was wearing a white dress shirt, navy blue tie, and black slacks. He linked arms with Cissy as I had on my first date with Kaitlin.
Cissy was wearing a purple and black plaid strapless dress with black stilettos. Her dirty-blonde hair was left down, flowing wavily over her shoulders. We all clean up nicely, I thought, smirking.
We took the elevator down to the lobby and got into the limo that was waiting in front of the hotel for us. Kaitlin smiled at me as I rested my hand on her knee.
The drive was short and we were soon inside at our table. We talked about what was going to happen once Kaitlin got into the recording studio. She explained that she convinced Cissy to pursue a career in music.
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-Logan's P.O.V.
I was so happy to hear that Cissy had decided to record a duet with Kaitlin. It would give my two favorite girls an opportunity to get discovered. Yes, two favorite girls. Kaitlin was like my little sister. I think I was the person who cared about her most like a brother. Carlos cared…but it was more like a strong friendship…and Kendall…Kendall was in love with Kaitlin. Of course, she could never know that. So he just acted like an older brother figure, barely keeping his cover.
And then there was Cissy…I liked her. A lot. Who couldn't like her? Everything about her was adorable. I usually fell for a girl who was original…and that's exactly what she was. Everything about her: her sense of style, her personality, her shyness that was completely different from what you'd expect by looking at her. I'd never met anyone so…right. I was hoping I'd be seeing more of her. And now I knew I would be. My hand accidently brushed against her arm…or was it an accident? On my knuckles, I felt sparks flying from where her soft skin touched mine. Sighing, I tried to take my mind off of it and listen to the conversation going on around me.
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-After dinner-
We finished dinner and we were now heading back to the hotel. James and Kaitlin went to our floor while I walked Cissy to her room.
"I had fun," Cissy said.
"I did too." I flashed the crooked smile that I was famous for. I was about to kiss her cheek when she pulled me against her and kissed my lips. At first, I didn't react out of shock, but after a couple of seconds, I began kissing back. It was amazing how our lips fit together.
"Goodnight," Cissy whispered, pulling away.
"Goodnight," I kissed her softly on the lips once more and headed for the elevator.
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-James's P.O.V.
I unlocked Kaitlin's door for her. I had her in my arms, bridal style. I put her down softly on the bed. She kicked off her shoes.
"My feet kill," Kaitlin said with a sigh.
"Oh yeah? Must be tough being a girl."
"You don't even know."
I pulled her close to me and rubbed her back softly. She groaned. "That feels nice." I kissed her roughly, not holding anything back. "That felt even nicer."
"I'm glad it did," I said, smiling.
Kaitlin pulled me into another kiss. "I love you."
"I love you more." I continued kissing along Kaitlin's jaw line. I kissed her behind her ear and she let out a small moan. I chuckled.
"You're just mean."
"Why?" I gasped.
"You're torturing me."
"How about I torture you a little more," I said, winking, turning off the lights, and kissing her neck.
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-Kaitlin's P.O.V.
I don't know whether or not James knew how far he was pushing me, but he was. I wanted him more than ever. As he kissed my neck, my fingers knotted in his soft, sandy-brown hair. He wrapped his arms around my frame and kissed me deeply on the lips. I could feel him fumbling for the zipper on my dress. I didn't try to stop him. I couldn't. Instead, I grabbed for his tie and undid it quickly. I then started unbuttoning his shirt. I ripped off his undershirt and then proceeded to kiss his muscular shoulders. By that time, he finally managed to unzip my dress. He was working on getting it off. I began with his pants. This continued for awhile until we were both down to nothing. I kissed James's lips furiously, wanting more. His tongue slid into my mouth. He pulled me on top of him and then flipped us over. With his body against mine, I was content.
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-After…you know-
There we were, lying in the dark with nothing but a sheet covering us, breathing heavily. James finally spoke.
"Wow." That was all that came out. It was more than I could get out though. I was at a complete loss for words.
I breathed deeply and tried to speak again. "James, I love you."
"I'm in love with you."
Taking note of the difference, I smiled and whispered, "I'm pretty sure the feelings are mutual."
How else would I describe what just happened? I was absolutely in love with James. He was now a part of me, and I was a part of him. He was my everything. My soulmate. My destiny. I wouldn't be here without him. Looking into his soft gaze, seen only by the dim moonlight seeping in through the cracks of the closed blinds, I whispered, "Never leave me."
"I never will. One day, you'll be Mrs. Kaitlin Larissa Maslow." James smiled.
I smiled once again, snuggled into his side, and rested my head on his bare chest. We were lying there in silence, listening to each other breathe. Eventually, I was lulled to sleep by the quick, but even beat of his heart.
End of chapter notes:
Alright, told you it was far from the usual. I hope you liked it. It was kind of difficult for me to write. Again sorry for the delay. Please review and let me know if there are any mistakes. Also, please let me know what you thought. Reviews are sweeter than the love that just went on between James and Kaitlin. Peace and love.