zomg. heyzz.
its livi.
:) YAY!
I'm ok! Don't worry! Josh totally made it out worse to be. Erm. So, what happened was I kind of sort of have a blood pressure problem, but no worries! I'm out of the ICU and into a normal room in the pediatric ward. No biggie! Really! I just.. kind of... faint a bit more.
Erm. Lemme see... oh, yeah. For those who asked, josh is awesome, right? And he's my BF. (no, dummies. not best friend. Yeah, i do actually have a life. He's my boyfriend.)
Anywho. So, this chapter is super long, but i think you guys will lilke it. I kind of hated the whole... school thing, so I'm trying something different. Kay? Please tell me if you like it!
byesies.
love ya,
livi.
I pulled away from him and stood up. Joe looked at me confused.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I looked at him terrified.
"Joe… stop… we can't do this… I mean…"
"What? We aren't doing anything wrong…"
"Yes. Trust me. We're going to do something we're gonna regret…"
"What? Lola, no. Seriously. We'll be fine…" He stood up and pulled me into him. I pulled away and started crying. I covered my mouth and sighed. I sat down on the couch and continued crying. Joe sat down next to me and looked at me. "Hey… what's wrong?" He asked, rubbing my back.
"I just want everything to be normal again! I'm sick of this! I want you and me to be ok. I want to be 28!" I cried out. Joe gave me a 'oh, great, she's crazy' look.
"Lola, what are you talking about?"
"This isn't right… I… I mean… we…" I stuttered. I looked up at him. "Joe, I've been lying to you about something."
"What is it? Honestly, I don't care… as long as your not… like… a guy…"
"No. Not that… I mean…" I sighed and pulled off my wig. "My name isn't Lola. Its Lilly. Lilly Truscott." Joe stared at me blankly. His jaw slowly opened.
"Wh-what?!" He asked.
"I'm sorry that I lied… but I had good reasons." I said. Joe shifted uncomfortably. He sighed.
"Its ok… but… don't you go to my--"
"Yeah. I go to your school."
"Wow… so… your… um… Wow… I mean…." He smiled at me. He stroked my cheek gently. "I like your hair." He whispered. I blushed. He kissed me again, and then continued to. I sighed and pulled away from him. He gave me yet another confused look. "What?"
"Joe, I'm not who you think I am."
"I know. Your Lilly, not Lola. Got it." He kissed me once more. I pulled away.
"No. I mean… I'm not 2007 Lilly. I'm 2020 Lilly."
"What?"
"Somehow… I'm here… and… I… I'm from the future."
"Your kidding, right?"
"We're the kids of the future. Whoo." I said mockingly, while smiling nervously.
"Whoa… so wait… how old are you then?"
"28. Your 30." He grimaced.
"Ew. I must look gross."
"No. Not really. Your pretty much the same, but we kind of made a wish… to be 15 again, and somehow ended up going to the same school as our kid--" I gasped. Whoops. To much info. His eyes widened.
"Our what?!"
"Our kids…"
"We're married?!" I shrugged.
"Not really."
"Wait… how do we have kids… if…"
"Tonight… would have been the start of it all."
"Wait, you don't mean… I…"
"Yeah." His eyes were huge now. He was totally shocked. "I'll get pregnant, and it results in chaos."
"But… how aren't we married? I mean… even after he or she was born.. I mean… I didn't wimp out on you, did I!?"
"No. I did."
"Wait, what?"
"I wasn't ready… and I kind of…"
"Oh… so…"
"Yeah. But we did end up together. I mean…. after… fourteen years… but…" He nodded. He turned and let his feet fall to the floor. He was thinking. I wish I could know what was going through his head.
"What are you thinking?" I asked.
"I… I dunno. I just…" He thought for another second. "Well… I wouldn't mind."
"Mind what?"
"Us… the future you… came from. I wouldn't mind it. I mean… was it bad?"
"No… not really, but… I mean… my mom kicked me out… and… I… it was just really hard on my for the pregnancy. You were really good with it, though. Helping me and stuff." I said.
"So… could we… continue?" I gave him a confused look.
"You mean… Joe, what about your purity?"
"I don't care. You said that it wasn't bad. Well, knowing that, we can make it even better. " He said smiling. He leaned in toward me and continued kissing. I sighed and let him. His tongue peaked inside my mouth and we continued. I rested my hand on his chest as his fell over my waist.
Joe's POV.
I moved closer to her. My bare chest pressing against her. Her right hand was in my left one and our fingers battled.
Suddenly, the door burst open. Lilly pulled away from me and gasped. We both looked to the door where Hannah stood. We both gasped.
"Joe! What are you doing!!" She yelled at me. I grabbed my tank from the side of the couch we were on and slipped it over my head.
"Um… nothing… nothing…" I muttered looking for my shirt. Lilly nudged me and handed me my button up shirt. I nodded. I put it on quickly.
"Joe, this doesn't look like nothing!! Lilly? Why is your wig off?!" She asked. I turned to Lilly. She sighed.
"Cause… Joe knows." She whispered.
"He knows what?" Hannah asked seriously.
"He knows that I'm Lilly. That's all." I took Lilly's hand and she stood up next to me.
"I'm sorry." I whispered to her. "Another time, I guess." She smiled weakly and nodded. She tried putting the wig back on, but failed. I chuckled, and helped her. It fit perfectly onto her head and She turned to Hannah.
"Lilly… my dad says its time to go. Joe, I'll see you next concert." Hannah said. I nodded. Lilly headed toward Hannah. I stopped her by grabbing her hand.
"Lilly, wait…" I said. She turned to me. I kissed her passionately. She pulled away and looked at me nervously.
"But… I'm…." She whispered.
"I don't care." I said back. She smiled. I kissed her again and smiled. She turned back to Hannah and they both disappeared.
Lilly's POV.
Miley and I walked outside and she looked at me sternly.
"Lils, what the hell was that?!"
"I… um…"
"You what? Could you imagine what would have happened if I didn't come in?" She groaned and headed toward the limo. I sighed.
"Yeah, Miles. I can." I muttered, and then I followed after her.
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The next morning, I woke in a start. I shot up and gasped. I was in my old room. In my old bed. At my old house, in Malibu. I smiled.
This is better.
I'm 16, not pregnant, and home.
I heard a knock on the door. I looked to it.
"Come in?" I asked. It opened to reveal my mom.
"Hun, someone's here to see you." I nodded. I got up and went downstairs. I saw a brunet boy standing at the door, idly looking around. It was Joe. I gasped.
"Joe?" He turned to look at me. He smiled.
"Hey." He said quietly. I hugged him and looked up at him.
"Joe, its nice to see you and all, but… what are you doing here?"
"Um… I thought that maybe… we should… talk…"
"Oh… yeah… um… sure." I said. "Um… you can come up to my room. I don't want my mom to eavesdrop." He nodded and followed me. We went into my room and both sat down on the bed.
"Your house is really nice." Joe said. I smiled.
"Thanks."
"Um… Lilly, I… Were you kidding about the whole… future thing?" I sighed.
"No… not really. I mean… unless it was a dream, and considering I have full memories of about fourteen years of it, I doubt it was."
"Wow… I mean…"
"Yeah. I know… I mean… but… it was… Joe, I really like you."
"I love you, Lilly." He said. I smiled.
"You do?" I asked. He nodded. "I love you too. I mean… we wouldn't have done what we would have done if we didn't."
"Yeah. I know." He looked at me. "About that… I'm sorry about last night, I… I lost control. I mean, I shouldn't have done it, and I pushed you. I'm sorry." I sighed.
"Joe, its ok. Really. You didn't push me. I wanted it too."
"Right…"
"No, I mean… even then… before… in the alternate… universe thing… you didn't push me."
"Oh… ok…. I mean… that's not what I was talking about, but… good." He said. I nodded. "And… Lilly, I was thinking about what I said last night… about us… continuing?"
"Oh…. That…."
"yeah… I mean. I'm sorry. I was… I don't even know. I was tired. Confused. Shocked."
"So… you didn't mean that?" He looked at me.
"Well… only if you want me to not mean that." I giggled. As much as I knew Joe would always be the same guy he was, something about this Joe didn't seem right. I mean… he made me feel different. Of course, I'll always love him, but this Joe just made me infatuated with him. He got under my skin in a way that the other Joe didn't. He looked at me different than Joe did. It was more than just him liking me. "So…. Do you maybe wanna… do something?" He asked. I gave him a look.
"Well… um……"
"I mean… like… go for a walk… or… I dunno. That do something."
"Right. Um… yeah. But… I kind of… just woke up. I need to like… take a shower and stuff."
"Oh… ok…" He said nodding.
"I'll be back." I said. I smiled at him and went into my old bathroom. I looked around. I saw my phone on the counter. My old sidekick. Hmm. Back then, or… now, I guess, I used to text all the time. I loved it. I smiled. It started vibrating. I grabbed it and looked at it. Unknown Number. I shrugged and answered it.
"Hello?"
"Hey. Please don't be freaked." Said a familiar voice.
"Who is this?"
"Its me. Joe."
"Why are you calling me? Your just in my room…"
"No. Not that Joe. I need to explain some things to you."
"Wait…. Joe… as in… like.. My Joe? 2020-Joe?" I asked. He chuckled.
"Well, actually my eyesight is terrible…" He said.
"I mean…"
"Yeah. That Joe."
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He explained to me a ton of crap about rules I had to follow.
"And never eat peanut butter." He finished.
"You made that up." I said about the last one. He laughed softly and I could practically hear him grinning.
"Maybe…"
"Joe… no offence… but… other you is kind of waiting."
"He's there!?"
"Yeah. He showed up this morning wanting to talk. I don't exactly know how he found my address… but yeah."
"You two haven't done anything, have you?!" I sighed.
"Joe, you realize your acting jealous of yourself?!"
"Oh… right, well… ok. Um, Lils, I love you and you can call me anytime here. Just add the number to your phone."
"Well, don't you think inter-dimension phone calls might cost a bit more than usual?" I asked giggling.
"Lilly."
"I know. I know. Ily, as well, Love." I said.
"Did you just say ily?"
'Yeah."
"What's that?"
"ily. Like… I love you. I L Y."
"Well, now I know your 16." I giggled. "I love you. Bye."
"You too. Bye." I hung up the phone and sighed.
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I came back to my room where I saw Joe lying on my bed, clutching my pillow and snoring loudly.
Typical.
I got dressed in my closet very fast and then looked to him. Still asleep. I smiled. I walked over to him. I sat down and looked at him. His wavy locks fell into his face. I smiled at him. I gently brushed the black waves away and ran my fingertip along his jaw. He shivered, but didn't wake. I leaned in toward him and kissed his lips. He didn't stir. I kissed him once more and leaned away. He peaked one eye open.
'What? No more?" He asked. I giggled and kissed him again. I sighed. He sat up and looked at me.
"What's wrong?"
"Um, nothing. I just… I had a phone call. Sorry it took me so long."
"Its ok. Who called?" He asked. I strained. I wasn't sure if telling him who it was was the best idea.
"Um…."
I would anyway.
"My fiancé." Joe gave me a confused look. "You."
"What? I didn't--"
"Not you. My Joe. From my time. He called me to explain."
"Oh." He said calmly. He nodded. I took Joe's hand and smiled.
"Your too nice. You should have heard yourself. I said that you were in here and he got all jealous."
"I was jealous of myself?"
"Yes."
"Awesome."
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