My first chapter told from Sora. This was sad to write, everyone. Very sad.

I couldn't take it. Abandoned by my own boyfriend for some lameass fucking sports team at school. I can't take it. I felt the tears begin, matching the rain outside. He pushed me away, became distant.

"Sora, talk to me," he said.

Fuck off, I thought.

"Sor, please answer me," he pleaded.

Get the hell away from me.

The interior of the car was cold. Riku reached over and gripped my hand. I pulled free.

"Riku... Stop the car."

"Sora, why?"

"Just stop the fucking car, okay? I want out, goddammit."

The car lurched to a stop and the seatbelt caught me in the throat. I coughed for a moment and he patted my back. I jerked away from him and pushed the button, releasing me.

"Sora, what are you doing?" His tone was more serious than sympathetic.

"I want out, Riku. Out of it all." His eyes froze on my tear-streaked face.

"What?"

"Riku, you and I haven't done anything together for almost two weeks now. We both know the stories we've told everyone are lies. And I see you," I struggle for a breath, "you're covered in girls everyday. You haven't even been able to keep up a conversation for more than a minute." I feel more tears overflow and I blubber like a baby.

Riku's face shows no emotion, but he's almost crying as hard as I am. He wiped his eyes and breathed deep, very slow. "Sora, I have something to tell you." He turned away and stared at the window. "Kairi stopped me in the hall after practice last night. She kissed me... And I didn't stop her." I heaved and grabbed at my chest.

"How the fuck could you do that?! You mother fucker!" I scream, throwing the door open. The rain is a storm. It pounded the ice and snow. I slid when my feet connected with the pavement.

"Sora! Where the hell are you going?"

"Home! You need to go back to yours," I call back to him.

"Sora, I love you, dammit!"

I began to run and was blinded by the water in my eyes and the rain. He can't do this! After all we've done and been through, he can't do this to me.

Town is full of cars hoping to go home, waiting to be somewhere where they're loved. I'm freezing my ass off and my hair's fallen flat. He's still following me.

"Sora, come back, dammit," he begs.

I turn and I look at him. "Riku, what the fuck do you want?"

"I want you to come here and we go home. Just come back to the car."

I stepped back and heard cars honk and swerve to avoid me. "Riku, you come closer and I step into traffic. Do you want that?"

Without thinking, he took another step and so did I. One car hit me, every other car tried to avoid me. It didn't go black like I hoped. I laid on the sidewalk, screaming in pain as my fingers traveled to my leg. Broken. Goddammit. I can't do anything but cry and scream and wish everything was different. You can't be serious.

I woke up in a brightly lit hospital room. There was an incessant beeping for the left of me. Riku, fuck you. He was the first one I saw.

"You're awake," he yawned.

"And you're here."

"Sora, I don't want to do this with you."

"And what do you want? Me to just take you back? Fuck that. I can't forget that I've been an afterthought to you, Riku. I can't forget that I've been out of the picture while you are covered in girls every day and guys want to nearly be you. I can't forget that you kissed the girl I thought you'd protect me from." I was crying again and I scrunched the sheet up under my fingers.

"In that case, I'm staying with someone for a while. Your parents are in the hall. Roxas brought Axel."

He didn't say 'mom and dad'.

"Can you send Roxas in, please?" I swallowed. My throat had dried in the past few seconds and crying didn't help.

Riku stood and flattened his shirt over his jeans. He reached out for my hand, but pulled back. His eyes were wet, shooting guilt through my system. "Yeah, I'll tell him."

God, I can't believe anything that's happened. I dried my eyes before the door clicked and swung open, Roxas stepping in. He had wet spots dotting his shirt and he laughed when he saw me. "You're okay?"

"No," my voice wavered. He sat by me and I leaned over to lay on him. "It's over, Roxy."

"Riku told us. I'm sorry."

"I want him back..."

"Tell him," Roxas urged.

"I want him to realize it. I want him to figure out that he fucked up and he needs to fix it." My tears came harder and he wiped my eyes.

"Axel wanted to say 'hi'. He signed a card for you."

I smiled and I asked for Axel to come in. Roxas led him in and sat him down on the side of the bed. He held out an envelope and I tore it open.

"I heard you were broken, here's a quick fix. I hope you get well soon. Signed, Axel," I read. "Thank you very much, buddy." I pulled him over for a hug and cried out when he pushed down on my leg, accident.

"You're welcome," he proclaimed.

"You should get some sleep," Roxas said. Axel stood and I watched him grab his hand as they walked out.

Sleep sounded good. Maybe this was all a dream, I don't know anymore and I don't want to know.

Well, there you are. A depressing break up. I actually wrote the car accident scene fit a different story I never finished. It's about Axel going to war. But R&R please!