Chapter 19: Let These Words Last Forever
Paige's POV-
Its night and we are in my backyard just eating pizza and talking. London wants to tell us something.
''Paige, I'm sorry for fighting with you and saying mean stuff about you and Emily. It won't happen again.'' London said.
''Why, did you say it?'' I asked.
''I don't know I wasn't thinking. Plus you two will go to college and I will have no idea what to with my life.'' London said.
''Paige and I talked and we are going to the same college. Maybe you should go back to college or go to trade school.'' Lucas said.
''That's great you two will go to the same college. But I'm not sure if I should go back to college. And I will miss you two a lot.'' London said.
''It won't be the same without you. But we make time to hang out and I don't want us to make excuses saying I'm busy.'' I said.
''Yeah, we hang out when we don't have class or not busy.'' Lucas said.
''This is not the end this is only the start Live it up for tonight before it all falls apart. As I stare at the sky maybe just for tonight I can tell myself it's gonna be alright. This is not the end this is only the start. Live it up for tonight before it all falls apart. As I stare at the sky maybe just for tonight I can tell myself it's gonna be alright. '' London said.
He say it again and say it along with him. Then we talk more of what will happen when Lucas and I are in college. And we will try to hang out every weekend.
''What should we do now?'' Lucas asked.
''Let's have a race of who can finish the pizza first.'' London said.
''Alright, let's do it.'' I said.
On the count of three we start to eat fast. Lucas and London start shoving the pizza in their mouths. I'm eating fast trying to put the whole pizza in mouth but I can't finish it. London shoved the pizza crust in his mouth and he beats Lucas. And London stands up yelling I won! Then Lucas go get the peeps marshmallow candies shaped like bunnies. Now we are going to try how many we can fit in our mouths.
I put two in mouth ''Chubby bunny.'' Then I put two more again I say ''Chubby bunny.'' I put another again I say it. I put two more in my mouth and I can't say it right. I put one more but I spit everything out of my mouth I couldn't hold it.
''London, you turn. Let's see how you can fit in your mouth.'' Lucas said.
London puts one and says ''Chubby bunny.'' Then puts two and three more says it again two more and again says it then three more. Then two more tries to speak but can't and we laugh at him. He puts two more then spits a huge marshmallow ball. ''I win again!'' he said loud.
''Your turn Lucas, let's see if you can beat him.'' I said.
''Yeah, I can beat him!'' Lucas said and we laugh. He puts two in his mouth ''Chubby bunny.'' He said then two more. Says it again then puts three says it again two more. Then puts two more tries to say it but can't then put two more. He spits it out and says ''you can't beat me! I can put more in my mouth.'' And we laugh.
After that we go drink water then we take funny group pictures. We clean up the mess then we go to my room just watch tv and Lucas sleeps over.
Few days later-
I go to Emily's house and Pam lets me in. Then in the living room I see Emily showing her dad how to dance. Because he not really good from they told me about.
''Hey baby, happy you came over.'' Emily said and we kiss.
''Hi Mr. Fields, how are you?'' I said.
''Paige, you can call me Wayne. Emmy we should take a break I need a drink.'' He said and he leaves. And I follow Emily to her room.
''Let's dance.'' Emily said.
''Emily, I don't know plus I'm not a good dancer.'' I said.
''Come on I will show you. You have to know I want us to dance when we get married.'' Emily said and I look at her shocked.
''You see us being married?'' I asked.
''Paige, forget it slipped. It's nothing.'' Emily said and moves away from me. And sits at the window seat.
''Em, do you really see us being married?'' I said.
''Yeah, I do see us being married and having kids. I don't mean to scare about it and it's just a dumb idea.'' Emily said and I go next to her.
''I feel the same way I see us being married and I want to have kids with you. I didn't know you really want that. I liked you so much since the day we met.'' I said.
''Liked?'' Emily said.
''I yeah liked but now I'm in love with you. I love being with you and I really want to us get married when we are ready. I love you Emily.'' I said.
''I love you too Paige, can't wait to be married with you and us living together.'' Emily said.
''Can you show me how to dance?'' I asked and Emily kiss me.
''Yes, I will show how to dance.'' Emily said with a smile. We stand up and she show me where to my hands. And I follow her lead
''Why, you were dancing with your dad?" I asked.
''Well my parents are going to renew their vows. And you know my dad is not a good dancer either.'' Emily said. We keep dancing and I mess up few times. But Emily won't let me give up and we keep dancing.
''I only feel like dancing when I'm tipsy.'' I said and Emily laughs. We take a break and Emily gets closer to me.
''Remember when you danced with Sidney? At Noel's party.'' Emily said.
''Yeah, I remember why?'' I said.
''I got really jealous you putting your hands on her waist. Then your lips close to her neck. I didn't like it I don't want you to dance with another girl like that.'' Emily said her hands goes on my neck. My hands go under her shirt putting my hands on her sides.
''Emily, you are the only girl that truly matters for me. I love you and no one else." I said. Right I was about to kiss her then her mom comes in saying they are going out. It will only be me and Emily alone in the house.
''I got you a gift since your birthday is next week.'' Emily said and she kiss me.
''Awww, Em you didn't have to get me anything.'' I said.
''I wanted to buy you a gift. Plus you will love it. And I couldn't wait until next week to give it to you.'' Emily said and goes to the closet and gets it. And I'm sitting on the bed smiling at her and she comes over and gives me a gift bag. I open the gift bag and I take out.
''Oh my god! It's Homer and Bart Simpson as Pie Man and Cupcake Kid action figure! This so cool one of my favorites of Homer. You Remember?'' I said with the action figure in my hand.
''When we stopped being friends did not mean I forgot everything about you. And I remember your favorite Simpson character is Homer and Bart. There is more in the bag.'' Emily said and I take out DVD the Simpsons - Christmas (1989)
''This when Homer and Bart take Santa's Little Helper home. Emily thank you so much this is the best gift ever.'' I said with a big smile. And I put it back in the bag.
''I'm happy you love it. But the day on your birthday I will give you another gift.'' Emily said kissing me.
''Mmmm, I love you so much.'' I said kissing her back.
''I love you too. But right now I want to cuddle with you.'' Emily said smiling. I lie on the bed first then Emily lies on top of me. Emily's hands goes under my shirt and my arm on her back.
''I like this us being like this. So are we going to Danby University together?'' I said.
''I want that for us together. Are sure Paige? I don't want you to regret of us going to the same college.'' Emily said.
''Are you having seconds thoughts?'' I asked then we look at each other.
''No, I'm not having seconds thoughts. I want you to be sure that you will be happy. Do you want us to go to the same college? Be honest.'' Emily said and I take deep breath.
''Yes, I want to go to the same college with you. And I won't regret it do you believe me?'' I said she smile at me.
''Yes, I do believe you.'' Emily said and we kiss.
Next day-
Night school just finished right now. And I finally got home and my mom is working later and London is out. Now I'm having dinner with my dad and he asked how night school is going. And I tell him is going good same thing we get exams and we do worksheets. He told me principal Tamborelli called him earlier in the day. Saying I can go to graduation but I will still have to go to summer school. And then I will get my official high school diploma. My dad hugs me and I hug him back. My parents and London will see me at graduation.
''Paige, I'm so happy your mother and I will see you at graduation. And I'm sorry of I reacted when you told me you are gay. I wish I can take it back of everything of how I was a bad father to you. I want us to have a father and daughter relationship again starting fresh. And if Emily makes you and I'm happy you two are dating.'' My dad said and I hug him.
''Of course dad I want to have a father and daughter relationship. And it means a lot that you are okay with me dating Emily. I love you dad.'' I said smiling.
''I love you too Paige.'' My dad said and we hug again. Then Lucas comes over and he tells he will also be at graduation. We both go to my room and we are really happy about it. And we are both happy going to Danby University. We haven't filled out the college application yet but we will do it soon. Then we start playing video games.
''Are you going to live on college campus?'' Lucas asked me.
''Yeah, I will. Are you?'' I said. And we are playing FIFA 14 for Xbox one. Lucas has the team FC Barcelona and I have Atlético Rafaela team.
''Yeah, I will live in the dorms. Oh come on! You pushed me why didn't you get flagged.'' Lucas said. But I didn't get flagged and we see the replay video. It seem he got pushed but he fell down on his own.
''See I didn't push you and he fell on his own. Yes! I win.'' I said the score is 1-2.
''I want a rematch. And I will beat you this time.'' Lucas said and we both laugh. He picks Newcastle Utd team and I pick NAC Breda team.
''Are you still going to lose. But let's play.'' I said. We start to play I take the ball away from him. And I score a goal now I have the ball but he takes the ball. And he scores a goal. I have the ball then he takes it and he scores a goal again.
''Yes! I beat you told you.'' Lucas said laughing.
''You just got lucky.'' I said.
Emily's POV-
Paige and I just saw The Amazing Spider-Man 2 and it was great. Now we are sharing sour patch kids candy. Paige is telling she can go to graduation and I'm so happy she can go.
''I have to go to the bathroom.'' Paige said.
''Okay, I will wait for you outside. It's getting crowd in here.'' I said. Paige goes to the bathroom and I go outside. I check my phone got texts from the girls.
''Hey sweet cheeks, what are you doing alone?'' He said. Trying to be smooth buts bot working. Now he is touching my arm but I move away.
''Leave me alone.'' I said in anger.
''How come on don't be like that.'' He said putting his hand on my waist. Then I hear Paige.
''Hey! Leave her alone.'' Paige said pushed the guy away.
''Are you her girlfriend? She is too cute to be gay. She just need a guy to…'' He said. Paige didn't let him finish she punched him in the mouth. I tried to hold Paige in case he had a weapon. But Paige gets away from me and gets on top of him and starts punching him. She keeps punching him in the face. Then someone comes and help me take off Paige of the guy she is hitting. I hold Paige tight making sure she won't hit him again.
''Paige, you have to stop.'' I said. The guy that helped us is a cop. I tell him what happened and he told me to take Paige home.
I take Paige to my house and now we are in my room. And Paige has blood on her knuckles. I get the first aid kit
''Paige, you have to be careful.'' I said. I'm cleaning her knuckles.
''Emily, I will protect you. Are you mad at me?'' Paige said.
''No, I'm not mad at you. You just have to be careful he could have a weapon on him. Thank for saving me. I just hated of how he touched me I love you Paige.'' I said and we kiss. We break from the kiss and I get done cleaning her knuckles. Paige with me tonight we change our clothes and we go to sleep.
Few days later-
Today is Paige's birthday Spencer let use her cabin to throw a party. Aria, Hanna, Spencer are helping to set up. There a few people here and Sidney showed up. But Paige is with Toby, Lucas and London they will be here in few minutes. Lucas invited Sidney and I didn't want her to come to the party. Everyone hides then Paige and the guys come in. I turn on the light everyone say happy birthday!
Everyone is hugging Paige and she is smiling. Paige comes next to me we kiss then the music comes on. Aria and Paige are talking while Spencer is dancing with Toby. Hanna is talking with Lucas they are laughing. Then Sidney comes talk to Paige and give her gift. Sidney gave a vinyl record of Guns 'N' Roses and a card. Paige loves Guns N' Roses her favorite song is Welcome to the Jungle.
''Wow I love this band. This is the coolest gift. Thanks, Sidney you are the best. What is this card?'' Paige said smiling.
''For you to meet the best swim trainer in the state. His name is Hector Johnson and he can help you get a scholarship for college.'' Sidney said.
''Thank you so much I love you.'' Paige smiling. Paige gives her a tight hug and she kiss Sidney's cheek. It made me feeling jealous and insecure especially when Paige said I love you to her. They keep talking and I go to the bathroom.
For you to meet the best swim trainer in the state. His name is Hector Johnson and he can help you get a scholarship for college. I tried to mick Sidney's voice. Sidney why don't you write the Word desperate on your for head. Now Paige loves her gift more. I know are just friends bit just don't trust Sidney. I go down stairs and I see Paige talking to Sidney. And Sidney whispers something into Paige's ear making her bite her bottom lip. They are too close to each other I see Sidney going into the kitchen and I go to her.
''Sidney, stop flirting with my girlfriend or else you'll lose some fingers.'' I said.
''I'm not scare of you Emily. Can't help it Paige is always next to me.'' Sidney said with a smirk and I get angry.
''I'm warning you, stay away from my girlfriend.'' I said angry.
''Paige comes to me. I can't help it and plus she always flirts with me. You know what's sexy about Paige? The tattoo on her hip looks really hot.'' Sidney said with smirk.
''I mean it, stay away from her!'' I yelled at her. I leave the kitchen and I go get Paige and she is talking to some people.
''Hey Emily, want some candy?'' Paige said.
''We have to talk now!'' I said. I grab Paige's hand and take to room upstairs. We go inside and I slam the door shut.
''Emily, what's wrong?'' Paige asked me.
''Why was Sidney all over you!?'' I yelled.
''Emily, calm down. Tell me why are you mad.'' Paige said.
''She too close to you and she whisper something into your ear. How does she know you have a tattoo on your hip.'' I said angry.
''Lucas, told her. But I didn't pull down my pants I swear.'' Paige said coming close to me. But I move away.
''I'm still mad. Why did you tell you love her?'' I said.
''I love as a friend nothing more. Emily, you are the only girl I love and I don't want anyone else only you.'' Paige said.
''I don't want her to take you away from me. You seemed really happy that the gift she gave you.'' I said.
''Emily, I love your gift more. You know I'm huge fan of the Simpsons. The only math you need is: You + Me = Forever.'' Paige said and I smile at her.
''Did Homer said that?'' I asked.
''When he said when he was younger.'' Paige said. She gets closer to me and I let her.
''Do you flirt with her?'' I asked.
''To be honest before you and me got together. We used flirt and send flirty texts but it didn't mean anything.'' Paige said.
''I mean now, do you still flirt with her?'' I said.
''Sometimes but it doesn't mean anything. I swear I will stop flirting with her if you tell me to.'' Paige said.
''Why, would you flirt with her when we are dating? And yes I want you to stop flirting with her.'' I said.
''Emily, it doesn't mean anything. And I will stop flirting with her I promise.'' Paige said.
''I want to show Sidney, you are mine.'' I said.
''How would you do that?'' Paige asked.
''You know how.'' I said. I pull Paige closer to we start kissing and her hands goes under my shirt. I kissing her jaw going down to her neck. I stat sucking on her pulse point hard. Paige starts to moan I start making another hickey. When I get done I kiss her jaw then her lips.
''I *kiss* love * kiss* you* so* much.'' I said.
''I love you Emily. You are the only girl that will always have my heart.'' Paige said and I put my hand on her cheek.
''I promise I will never let you go again.'' I said we kiss again. We break from the kiss our foreheads rest on each other.
''Now Sidney knows I belong to you.'' Paige said smiling. Puts hair in a ponytail so everyone can see.
''We should back to the party.'' I said.
Paige and I go back downstairs holding hands. Then Paige goes and talk to Aria and Spencer. And I tell Hanna why Paige and I was upstairs for long time. Then I see Paige talking to Sidney about something. But Sidney doesn't look happy and just walks away from Paige. I see Toby takes a picture of Aria, Spencer, Hanna, Lucas and Paige they all make funny faces. Then Paige takes the camera takes a picture of Toby with them. Paige comes next to take a picture Toby gets the camera. I put my hands around her Paige kiss my cheek and I smile and Toby takes the picture.
It's time to cut the cake and everyone sings happy birthday. But Paige blows out the candles but the fire doesn't go out its trick candles. Paige keeps blowing but the fire still doesn't go out. Everyone is laughing and then Paige takes out the candles puts in a can of soda. When Paige cuts the cake Hanna grabs the cake and puts all over her face. Everyone laughs again but Paige quickly grabs a piece of cake and puts the cake on her face. Paige comes next to me trying to kiss me but I won't let her.
Paige's POV-
''Emily, thank you for the party and I had so much fun. You are the best girlfriend.'' I said. She came with to the bathroom helping me to clean myself.
''Well, I'm happy you had fun. But once every leaves I will give you another gift.'' Emily said smiling.
''Can I get a hint?'' I asked. Emily gets close to my ear and whispers.
''We be naked.'' Emily whispers.
''Oh, now I want everyone to leave.'' I said and Emily laughs.
We go downstairs about ten minutes later everyone starts to go home. Then we started to clean up. But sneak into the kitchen I get a fork and I take out the cake from the fridge. And I start eating cake then Emily comes in looking at me like I did something wrong.
''So, that's why you wasn't helping us to clean up.'' Emily said folding her arms.
''Well I wanted to make sure the cake didn't turn rotten.'' I said we both laugh. I clean my mouth.
''We everyone left. And it's just you and me alone.'' Emily said. And I get close to her.
''Oh, I like that. So my lady do you want to go upstairs?'' I said. I stick out my hold my hand and Emily grabs my hand and we go to the bedroom.
I lie on the bed and Emily gets on top of me. Emily starts to unbutton my shirt and then I help her to take off her shirt. I bit my bottom lip and Emily has her hands all over my chest.
''Emily, you have most beautiful body ever.'' I said my hands on her thighs.
''Paige, you are the only girl who will have my heart.'' Emily said. She bends down and we start kissing. The kiss is getting heated and I start kissing Emily's neck.
''Wait, we still need to take off more clothes.'' I said.
''We do I want to feel your body.'' Emily said.
''I love your bra this color looks sexy on you.'' I said and the bra color is somewhat dark blue.
''You unhook it in the front.'' Emily said smiling. I go unhook it but I can't find the clasp.
''Where is it? The bra has many designs on it. That I can't tell it apart.'' I said and Emily giggles.
''Here let me do it.'' Emily said. And she unclip and takes off her bra. And I help to take off her jeans.
''You mean so much to me.'' I said. My hands on her waist. Her hands go on top of mine.
''Paige, can I tell you something?'' Emily said low.
''Yeah, you can tell me anything.'' I said. Emily gets off me and lies next to me covering herself with the covers.
''Paige, I love you and I trust you. I know we are going to college soon but I'm scare of some girl with a great body and really pretty. You will leave me for her, when we stopped being friends. I was dating Zoe for a short time but she never liked my body. And it hurt me so I thought if I forget about it the problem will go away. I love Paige and everything about you.'' Emily said and starts to cry. I pull her into a hug.
''Emily, why you didn't tell me before we did it the first time.'' I said. And Emily looks at me.
''I really wanted you to be my first. I trust you Paige I really do. If I told you I thought you wouldn't care I never told you about it.'' Emily said without looking at me. I put my hand on her cheek I stare into her eyes.
''I love you so much, I love everything about you. Emily, if you didn't wanted to have sex with me for the first time. I would wait for you until are ready I would have waited a year or whenever you were ready. If you ever feel uncomfortable with me just tell me and I would never force you. I love every inch of your body.'' I said.
''I don't know what I did to deserve you. You know what to say to make me feel better. I love you so much I really do. Make love to me.'' Emily said.
''Emily, I will make you love to you. Lay on your back so I can worship your gorgeous body.'' I said. Emily takes the covers off her I get up and I stand between her legs.
''You have my heart, only you.'' Emily said. We both smile.
''Can I take off your jeans?'' I asked. I didn't want to rush it.
''Yes, you can.'' Emily said smiling. I put both of my hands on her thighs slowly going up to the zipper. I unbutton her jeans slowly taking off her and then I throw her jeans on the floor. Emily is only wearing panties.
''You have the sexist legs ever.'' I said. I pick up her left I start kissing her foot going to her hip. Then I do the same to her right leg then I look at her.
''I love touching your body. I love the way your body is to me it's perfect.'' I said.
''I love how your lips feels on my body.'' Emily said. I kiss her panties then I start kissing her stomach going to her collar bones. Then I start kissing her neck and I whisper in her.
''You are beautiful.'' I whisper. I start kissing her neck and I suck her pulse point. I fee her hand on my back and I keep sucking on her neck.
''Paige, you have to get naked.'' Emily said. I stop I get up and Emily unzip my jeans. I get off the bed and I take everything off now I'm completely naked. I get back on the bed Emily pulls me in and we start to kiss. I stop kissing her and I look at her.
''Emily, you never have to feel insecure around me. I love you for who you are and I love your body.'' I said. Emily puts her hand on my cheek.
''I never want to lose you.'' Emily said and we kiss again. I stop kissing her and I start kissing down to her panties. Then I put my hands on the waistband she lifts her hip up. And I slide the panties off her and I throw on the floor.
I touch all over her body but I don't touch her breasts and pussy.
''What do you want Emily?'' I said. I move my finger around on her stomach.
''Just make love to me, I don't want you to stop touching me.'' Emily said. I bite my lip and I kiss her lips. Then I start kissing her left shoulder down to her fingers. And I do the same on her right shoulder then I start kissing her chest. I start on her right nipple and she starts to moan and puts her hands on my neck and my head.
''Don't stop.'' Emily moans. I swirl my tongue around her nipple and my other hand make her left nipple hard. She moans even more. I stop sucking her right nipple and I go start sucking her left nipple. I stop and I start kissing down to her pussy. I lightly move my finger up and down.
''Em, you are wet.'' I said.
''Please Paige.'' Emily moans.
''Please, what?'' I asked.
''Paige, eat me out please.'' Emily said looking at me biting her bottom lip. She spreads her legs open. I surprised her by sliding two fingers right into her wet pussy. I thrust my two fingers in and out fast and she moves her hips up and down. And I take out my fingers.
I ran my tongue up and down the folds of soft skin and tried to locate her clit with the tip of my tongue. She moaned out loud, ''don't stop babe.'' I push my tongue deep inside start licking and sucking while I move my hand up to her right breast. I start to play with her nipple, she puts her hands on my head pushing down. Then I put my two fingers back inside going fast and Emily moans even louder.
''Paige, I'm going to cum!'' Emily moan loudly. She still her hand on my head pressing down hard. I take out my fingers and she cums. She moves her hand but I lick one more time. Then I start kissing her stomach going up to her and I lay next to her smiling.
''I love the way you taste.'' I said breathless.
''Wow, Paige that was amazing.'' Emily said.
''By the way your feet is cute.'' I said smiling.
''But it's your turn.'' Emily said kissing me. I lay on my back she starts kissing my neck. And she starts sucking my right nipple my hands goes on her.
''Keep going Em, you are doing so good.'' I said. She starts sucking my left nipple and I feel myself getting more wet. Emily stops and she kiss me I feel her rubbing my pussy. I start to moan and she keeps rubbing my pussy.
''You like that babe.'' I hear her raspy in my ear.
''Mmmm, I do.'' I moan. I feel her finger inside me and I hold to the bed sheets. Emily starts going fast and hard and I moan loud. She keeps going fast and she went to hard and it hurt.
''Em, stop it hurts.'' I said and Emily takes out her finger.
''Paige, what happen? Are you okay?" Emily asked. I have legs closed. The pain feels like when. You clean your ears with the Q tip and you go deep and it you hurt your ear.
''You went to deep and it hurts.'' I said.
''Paige, I'm sorry I didn't mean to.'' Emily said. Her hand on my cheek.
''Its fine, the pain will go away.'' I said and Emily puts her hand on my waist.
''Let's take a break okay.'' Emily said and I nod my head. And Emily gets up opens the closet takes a gift bag. And I sit up the pain is going away little bit.
''Emily, what is this?'' I asked and she gives me the bag.
''Open it you will love it.'' Emily said smiling.
''Holy shit, it's a mighty ducks ice hockey jersey.'' I said really happy. Its hockey player Teemu Selanne #8 the Mighty Ducks of Anaheim ice hockey jersey.
''Yeah, the same team. When we first met I know it was your favorite team growing up.'' Emily said and I put it on.
''It fits right.'' I said happily.
''There is one more gift.'' Emily said.
''You really are the best girlfriend ever.'' I said smiling. Emily opens the night stand draw and it's a grey box. She opens the box and it's a ring and she takes it out. Its tree bark sterling silver rustic ring.
''Paige, look inside the ring.'' Emily said. And inside it says I love you.
''I love you too Emily. And I love the ring.'' I said. Emily puts the ring on my right hand.
''I love you too. I'm happy you love it.'' Emily said. And we cuddle and I still have the jersey on.
''Can I tell you something?'' I asked.
''Yes, of course you can tell me.'' Emily said and we look at each other.
''Em, when I first stat to take those pills. It felt really good because it made me forget every problem I was going through. And I would have never thought of you and girls will be back in my life. I lost hope for you and them they only thing I cared about the most besides myself was the pills. I used take like 3 or 4 a day. But you made me see that I still want to be sober and I don't care about the pills no more. I care about you and making you happy.'' I said.
''I'll make sure that you'll never have to use those pills again.'' Emily said. We talk a bit more until we fell asleep.
A/N: Thank you, Dinosaurfan, Guest. for the ideas for this chapter.
To the Guest, with the idea of magazine said that a girl can get an orgasm only through breast. Hanna will not be dating Caleb in this story. But if you want me still to use your suggestion. Let me know and i will use it for the next chapter.
Before London, Paige and Lucas have the eating contest. What London says of this is not the end. Those are lyrics by a rock band called- Above The Broken '' Separate Roads''