A/N: Okay so I know I am a horrible, horrible person for making ya'll wait so long for this chapter, and I'm sorry. I was busy with work and then I was sick, so writing just wasn't possible. Thankfully I am feeling better and work isn't making me work so much. Thank you to everyone who has reviewed and who is reading. I love ya'll so much. One thing about this chapter, I meant to have Four ask Tris to his house for the weekend in the last chapter but I totally spaced on that. So, this chapter takes place on Saturday of the same week the last chapter took place and the next chapter will be the Sunday, if that makes sense. I'm sorry for my mess up on that. This chapter is really just a fun chapter since the last chapter was so intense. The song Four sings in this chapter is actually supposed to be the acoustic version of the song, so look it up to hear what it is supposed to sound like. All you have to search is Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars acoustic and it is the one. I hope ya'll enjoy and please review. Disclaimer: I do not own Divergent because Veronica Roth does. I also do not own Bang Bang by Ariana Grande, Jessie J, and Nicki Minaj or Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars.
Chapter 20
(Four's POV)
"I can't believe I am finally getting to see the famous Free Four house." Tris states excitedly, bouncing up and down a little in the passenger seat.
"I don't understand why you are so damn excited about seeing our house. It is just a house. No big deal." I reply, chuckling a little.
"No big deal? Seriously, you think your house is no big deal?" Tris questions dumbfounded, giving me this look like I'm crazy.
"Yes, it is just a house. Sure it is bigger than most houses, but it is still just a house to me." I reply nonchalantly, shrugging my shoulders.
"Your house isn't just big, it is bigger than the White House big. All four of ya'll have your own floor all to yourselves and each floor includes a master bedroom, four guest bedrooms, and a gathering area. That is insane." Tris explains matter-of-factly.
"How exactly do you know all of this? I'm pretty sure I have never once talked about the house." I question curiously.
"I'm not a stalker if that is what you are thinking." Tris replies with a little chuckle. "I saw the episode of some house show that ya'll were featured on. You know, the one where they went through your house and showed the world how massive and expensive it is?" Tris asks mockingly.
"Oh, that show. I totally forgot we did that." I reply, laughing a little.
"I only saw part of the show, so I don't know everything about your house. Why don't you tell me more about it so I'm more prepared for when we get there?" Tris asks hopefully.
"Fine, but only to clear up this notion that you think my house is a big deal." I reply, letting out a little sigh.
"Yay, thank you." Tris states excited, leaning over to give me a little peck on the cheek.
"You are so adorable." I reply, chuckling a little. "Okay, so the house. Yes, we all have our own floor, making it a five story house. The first story is obviously the common floor and contains the normal things a house would like the living room, kitchen, dining room, and stuff like that. The second floor is mine, the third is Will's, fourth is Uriah's, and fifth is Zeke's." I pause when I hear Tris trying to hold back a laugh.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to laugh." Tris states once she realizes I stopped talking.
"What is so funny?" I question confused.
"Nothing is really funny, I just should have figured you would be on the bottom floor. The whole afraid of heights thing and all." Tris explains.
"Oh, okay. Well back to what I was saying. Like you said we all have a master bedroom and four guest bedrooms, but most of the guest rooms aren't actually bedrooms anymore. I know Uriah turned one into a video game room and another into a practice room for his drums. Zeke has a recording studio in one of his, as well as one that is full of his guitars and another is all his rock and roll collectable things, like signed posters and stuff like that. Will turned two of them into his own personal library and another is like an office for his to do school work in." I explain nonchalantly.
"And what about your floor? What did you do with all of your rooms?" Tris ask curiously.
"Well, one is a recording studio. Another is like storage for all of my instruments when they aren't being used. The third room is my own personal gym." I state, but stop when Tris interrupts me.
"Wait, why do you have a gym on your floor if there is one on the first floor?" Tris questions confused.
"The first floor gym is more for cardio and weight lifting. My gym is for fighting practice. The only thing in the one on my floor is a few punching bags." I explain matter-of-factly.
"Oh, okay. What is the fourth room?" Tris asks curiously.
"The fourth room is a bedroom. Nothing really special about it." I reply as nonchalantly as possible, hoping she won't catch on to the nervousness in my voice.
"Fo-Tobias, I have heard the rumors about Four's sex room. If that is what the fourth room is then just tell me. I understand you had a very colorful life before I came around, but I'm not going to judge you for it." Tris explains reassuringly.
"That is good to know. I guess I'm just slightly embarrassed that I have a designated sex room. I mean, most people just take them back to their own room, but I have to be special and have a designated room for it." I state timidly.
"Why exactly don't you bring them to your own room?" Tris ask cautiously.
"My room is a personal place. I don't want random people in there." I reply matter-of-factly.
"Oh, makes sense." Tris states, a hint of sadness in her voice.
"Tris, I promise that is the whole truth. My room is a private place full of personal things that random people don't need to know about me." I state reassuringly, hoping that she is sad because she thinks I'm lying.
"Okay, so how much longer until we get to your place?" Tris asks, the excitement coming back to her voice.
"We are here." I reply as I turn into the driveway to my house. I glance between Tris and the driveway, wanting to see how she reacts. As I make the last turn so that the house is in clear view, I see Tris' jaw drop and her face turns to awe.
"Wow, this is even more massive than I imagined." Tris states in awe.
"How about we go inside." I suggest, starting to get out of the car. Tris follows my lead and gets out of the car with me. We head towards the front door, Tris glancing around at everything she can see, still in complete awe. I open the front door, and Tris lets out a little gasp, causing me to chuckle.
"This is really your house?" Tris asks in disbelief, turning in circles to take in everything around her.
"You are so adorable, but you need to get over the shock because everyone is waiting for us." I state, grabbing her arm little and leading her to the living room where our friends are waiting.
"Finally. What the hell took ya'll so long?" Christina asks once she sees us.
"I bet they stopped somewhere to have a little fun together." Zeke states suggestively, wiggling his eyebrows a little.
"Seriously Zeke, is sex the only thing you have on your mind?" Shauna asks slightly annoyed.
"Not the only thing, but about a good chunk is about sex. Especially with my sexy as hell girlfriend." Zeke replies before leaning over to plant a kiss on Shauna's lips.
"You two are so disgusting. Get a room if ya'll are going to go at it like that." Uriah chimes in, disgust thick in his voice.
"Oh come on little bro, you are just jealous that I'm getting some and you aren't." Zeke mocks, causing him to get a smack in the back of the head by Shauna. "Hey, what was that for?" Zeke questions confused.
"I really would appreciate if you wouldn't talk about our sex life in front of friends." Shauna states annoyed.
"Sorry babe, I won't do it again." Zeke apologies, giving Shauna a little kiss to reassure her.
"Okay, now that everyone is here, let's have some fun." Christina chimes in, causing everyone to turn their attention to her.
"Sounds good, what game do you have in mind?" I ask, taking a seat on the couch followed by Tris sitting next to me.
"How about Candor or Dauntless?" Uriah suggests excitedly.
"What is Candor or Dauntless?" Tris asks confused.
"It is basically truth or dare, but if you refuse to do the dare or answer the question you have to remove a piece of clothing. And shoes and socks don't count." Zeke explains.
"Sounds fun, I'm in." Christina states excitedly.
"Everyone cool with Candor or Dauntless?" Uriah asks. Everyone nods their head in agreement and we start playing.
"Since I suggested the game, I'll go first." Uriah says, a mischievous smile spreading across his face.
"Should I be scared?" Tris whispers into my ear.
"They are pretty harmless, but they will ask some very personal questions. Other than that, there is nothing to be scared about." I whisper back reassuringly.
"Okay" Tris replies, a hint of apprehension in her voice. I really hope Zeke and Uriah play nice with her. I rather they not ask certain questions about her past or make her take her clothes off. I rather see her naked for the first time in private, not with all my friends around.
"Four, Candor or Dauntless?" Uriah asks, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Dauntless" I reply confidently.
"I dare you to chug a gallon of milk." Uriah states excitedly.
"Fine, do we even have a full gallon of milk in this house?" I ask with a chuckle, knowing that we drink a lot of milk between the four of us.
"There is always milk in this house Four." Will states, causing us guys to laugh.
"What is so funny?" Marlene asks confused.
"It is just that between the four of us, we go through maybe six gallons of milk in a week. We have to stock the fridge with milk to keep up with how much we drink." Will explains.
"That is a lot of milk." Marlene replies, giggling a little.
"So Four, go chug your milk." Uriah states, motioning towards the kitchen. I stand up, followed by Tris, Uriah, Zeke, and Christina. I grab a gallon of milk out of the fridge and turn to face the crowd and start chugging. It takes me about two minutes to down the whole thing and everyone lets out a cheer once I'm done.
"Nice job." Tris says as we walk back to the living room.
"Thanks" I reply, giving her a light kiss on the lips.
"Okay, it is my turn now. Christina, Candor or Dauntless?" I ask.
"I'll go with Dauntless." Christina states confidently.
"I dare you to let Will put makeup on you." I state, causing Christina to gasp in horror.
"That is the scariest thing anyone has every dared me to do, and I've played this game a lot in my life. That being said, I'll do it." Christina says, a hint of worry in her voice.
"I promise I will try not to mess up too bad." Will says reassuringly.
"Here, please be careful and don't break anything. That stuff is expensive." Christina states, handing Will her makeup bag.
"You do know that she is going to kill you one day for this, right?" Tris whispers in my ear.
"Yeah, but it is totally worth it." I reply with a giant smile.
Once Christina has removed her makeup, Will gets to work applying the makeup. He applies eyeliner, mascara, and eyeshadow, none of which are done right making Christina look sort of like a clown. He puts on way too much blush and the lipstick is super thick.
"Please tell me I don't look as bad as I think I do?" Christina begs.
"You look beautiful to me." Will says sweetly, giving her a peck on the cheek.
"Four, you are so going to pay for this." Christina warns, giving me a death glare.
"Chris, it is your turn." Tris says, obviously wanting the game to move on already.
"Fine, Marlene Candor or Dauntless?" Christina asks.
"Dauntless." Marlene replies nervously.
"I dare you to tell us the best place you have ever had sex." Christina says, causing Marlene and Uriah to blush a little.
"Wait a minute, has my little bro actually gotten some?" Zeke questions shocked.
Uriah gives Zeke a death glare before turning to Marlene to discuss whether she should answer or not. They talk for a few moments before Marlene reluctantly starts talking.
"The best place I have ever had sex is in Max's office." Marlene states, a deep red blush on her face.
"No fucking way. You two had sex in Max's office?" Zeke questions dumbfounded.
"Yes" Uriah replies simply, a triumphant smile on his face.
"Tris, Candor or Dauntless?" Marlene asks, stopping Zeke from saying anything else.
"I think I'll go with Candor." Tris replies nervously.
"Pansycake!" Uriah shouts.
"What the hell does that mean?" Christina asks confused.
"It's some stupid slang word he heard somewhere meaning chicken." Will explains.
"Oh, okay." Christina replies.
"So Tris, what does your tattoo mean?" Marlene questions.
"It represents my family. My brother, Caleb, my dad and my mom." Tris explains, point to each raven starting from the top as she says who they are.
"That is really sweet." Marlene replies.
"So, Zeke, Candor or Dauntless?" Tris asks.
"Dauntless, of course." Zeke replies confidently.
"I dare you to put a pair of underwear over your pants and run down the street screaming 'I'm Superman'." Tris states, a mischievous smile on her face.
"Done." Zeke replies excitedly, heading towards his room to grab a pair of boxers. He returns a few moments later with a pair of boxers over his pants and heads toward to door. We all follow behind him to watch.
"I'm Superman. I'm Superman." Zeke shouts as he runs up and down the street. A few of our neighbors notice him and give him disgusted looks, causing us to laugh even more. He does this for a few minutes before returning to our house.
"I think our neighbors hate us even more now." Zeke states as we head inside.
"Whatever. They are all stuck up rich people." Uriah replies matter-of-factly.
"Okay, Uriah Candor or Dauntless?" Zeke asks once we are all back in the living room.
"Dauntless, I'm not some pansycake." Uriah states.
"Okay little bro, I dare you to give Marlene a lap dance." Zeke replies.
"Easy." Uriah states, standing up to start his dare. Zeke turns on some music and Uriah starts moving his hips to the beat. We all start laughing as we watch him dance and shake his ass for Marlene. By the end of the song, Marlene is bright red and hiding her face in her hands.
"You have some moves Uriah." Christina says in between laughs.
"I know. Okay, Shauna Candor or Dauntless?" Uriah asks once everyone clams down.
"I'm going with Candor." Shauna replies.
"Don't even dare call my girlfriend a pansycake." Zeke states harshly, giving Uriah a death glare.
"Fine. So Shauna, what is the most embarrassing thing my brother has ever done to seduce you?" Uriah asks.
"No way am I going to help with this little brother vs brother warfare ya'll have going on." Shauna states, pulling her cardigan off and throwing it on the coffee table.
"You are no fun." Uriah whines.
"Whatever. Will, Candor or Dauntless?" Shauna asks.
"Candor, and I'm not a pansycake." Will states, giving Uriah a pointed look.
"What is the most embarrassing thing you have ever done?" Shauna asks.
"Not telling." Will states, pulling off his shirt and throwing it on the coffee table.
"Uriah, Candor or Dauntless?" Will asks.
"Dauntless." Uriah replies.
"I dare you to pick Candor the next time you are asked." Will states with a triumphant smile.
"That is evil, but I can't refuse." Uriah replies annoyed.
"Now we can call him a pansycake." Zeke states excitedly.
"Shut up." Uriah replies, throwing a pillow at Zeke but missing completely. "Tris, Candor or Dauntless?" Uriah asks.
"I'll stick with Candor." Tris states, biting her lip a little.
"I should ask a very embarrassing question, but there is actually something I have been wanting to ask you about one of your songs." Uriah explains.
"Okay, what is it?" Tris asks curiously.
"You have explained the inspiration and meaning behind every song on your first album except one, which is 'Who Knew' and my favorite song by you. What is the inspiration behind that song?" Uriah asks curiously. I feel Tris tense up next to me and glance at her confused.
"Are you okay?" I whisper in her ear. She just nods her head a little, making it clear something is wrong.
"Tris, you can pass if you want to." Christina states, her voice full of concern, making it obvious she knows what is wrong with Tris.
"No, I can answer it." Tris replies as confidently as possible. She takes a deep breath before talking. "I actually wrote the song my sophomore year of high school about a friend of mine. During our freshman year we dated for a little bit, but I didn't really have feelings for him so I broke things off. He was devastated and stopped talking to me. I still wanted to be friends but he refused. About three months after we broke up he committed suicide. He didn't leave a note or anything so I blamed myself. I thought if I would have just stayed with him or tried harder to be his friend he wouldn't have done it. I wrote the song to get my feelings out." Tris explains, her voice shaking a little at the end. I notice her wipe away a few tears that had fallen and I pull her close to me to comfort her.
"Wow, I'm sorry." Uriah states.
"Thanks, so Chris Candor or Dauntless?" Tris asks, acting like nothing is wrong.
The game goes on for another few hours. Everyone ends up having to do multiple dares throughout the game and some of them were hilarious. Will had to cluck like a chicken every time his name was said. Zeke had to wear Shauna's bra on his head for the rest of the game.
"Okay, Tris Candor or Dauntless?" Zeke asks.
"Dauntless." Tris replies confidently. She has done so many dares by now that she isn't scared anymore.
"I dare you to perform a sexy song for all of us. Sexy dance moves and all." Zeke states, giving me a look like I should thank him for this.
"Fine, but I need a little help. Marlene, Christina, you know 'Bang, Bang'?" Tris asks getting up off the couch.
"Of course." Marlene and Christina say as they join her.
"This is all for you dude." Zeke says leaning over so I'm the only one who can hear him. I shake my head and focus on Tris as the song starts to play.
She got a body like an hourglass
But I can give it to you all the time
She got a bootie like a cadillac
But I can send you into overdrive
(You've been waiting for that, stop, hold up, swing your bat)
See anybody could be bad to you
You need a good girl to blow your mind, yeah
Bang, bang into the room
I know you want it
Bang, bang all over you
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you...
Bang, bang there goes your heart
I know you want it
Back, back seat of my car
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you
As Tris sings, she moves her hips back and forth while running her hand seductively up and down her body. At one point, she bent over and whipped her head back before slowly rising back up. The whole time she is singing, I focus on keeping my breathing even. Watching her move like that is making my hear race and I can feel my pants getting tighter. God, I don't need to get hard in front of my friends.
She might've let you hold her hand in school
But I'mma show you how to graduate
No, I don't need to hear you talk the talk
Just come and show me what your momma gave
(You got a very big mouth, but don't say a thing)
See anybody could be good to you, you need a bad girl to blow your mind
Bang, bang into the room
I know you want it
Bang, bang all over you
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you
Bang, bang there goes your heart
I know you want it
Back, back seat of my car
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you
Marlene sings the second part and does her own sexy moves directed towards Uriah. As Christina starts the next part, both Tris and Marlene start walking towards the group. Marlene walks over to Uriah and sits on his lap and Tris does the same thing to me.
She starts moving her hips slightly, causing a jolt of pleasure to go through my body. I have to hold back a moan so no one knows just how turned on I am right now. Tris keeps moving, grinding against my lap and she keeps giving me a seductive look. It takes everything inside of me to not take her right here.
It's myx moscato
It's frizz in a bottle
It's nicki full throttle
It's oh, oh
Swimming in the grotto
We winning in the lotto
We dipping in the pot of blue foam
Kitten so good
It's dripping on wood
Get a ride in the engine that could
Go, batman robbin' it
Bang, bang, cockin' it
Queen nicki dominant, prominent
It's me, jessie, and ari
If they test me they sorry
Riders look like a harley
Then pull off in this ferrari
If he hanging we banging
Phone ranging, he slanging
It ain't karaoke night but get the mic 'cause he singing
B to the a to the n to the g to the uh
B to the a to the n to the g to the hey
Tris gets off of my lap and a let out a little groan. She starts singing the next part of the song, shimmying down in front of me, moving her hips seductively. She keeps her eyes locked on mine, giving me a seductive look. She rolls her body back up as she finishes the part she was singing. She gives me a little wink before heading back to the front of the room to finish the song.
See anybody could be good to you
You need a bad girl to blow your mind
Bang, bang into the room
I know you want it
Bang, bang all over you
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you
Bang, bang there goes your heart
I know you want it
Back, back seat of my car
I'll let you have it
Wait a minute, let me take you there
Wait a minute til you
The song finishes and everyone is silent. Zeke and Shauna start clapping and cheering as the three girls head back to their seats. Tris sits down next to me and I lean down to give her an intense kiss. I pull away sooner than I want, knowing that there are people around us.
"That was beyond hot." I whisper into her ear. Tris blushes a little and bits her lip.
"I'm glad you liked it." Tris whispers back, letting her hand fall onto my thigh. "But I already knew how much you liked my performance the instant I sat in your lap." Tris continues mockingly, patting my thigh a little, letting out a soft giggle.
"I can't help the fact that you turn me on." I whisper seductively, making sure my breath hits her ear. Tris shivers a little and I know I'm getting to her.
"Okay, so this is the last round. So Tris, who is it going to be?" Zeke questions.
"Four, Candor or Dauntless?" Tris asks, a mischievous smile growing on her face. This can't be good. She hasn't asked me all night.
"Dauntless." I reply as confidently as possible.
"I dare you to sing one of the songs from your secret journal." Tris states, giving me a triumphant smile.
"You are so going to pay for this later." I whisper into her ear as I get up and go grab the instruments I need for the song I have in mind.
Oh, her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday.
Yeah, I know, I know when I compliment her, she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so sad to think that she doesn't see what I see
But every time she ask me do I look okay?
I say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are
Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday
Oh, you know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for, then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
You know I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are.
Yeah
I finish the song and everyone starts clapping. Tris stands up from the couch and pulls me into a giant hug. I lean down and give her a sweet kiss and I can feel her smile into the kiss.
"That was beautiful. I loved it." Tris states sweetly, giving me a giant smile.
"Well I had some very amazing inspiration." I reply, giving her another kiss.
"Seriously, you two need to get a room already." Zeke shouts, causing everyone to laugh.
"I think all of us need to get a room. It is late and some of us have to record tomorrow." I state, glaring at Zeke.
"Sounds good to me. Night everyone." Zeke says, grabbing Shauna and pulling her towards the stairs.
"Please tell me that you can't hear them having sex from your room?" Christina asks, giving Will a disgusted look.
"Don't worry, my room isn't anywhere near Zeke's room. Plus, we made sure to sound proof every room so we never had to hear the others having sex." Will explains reassuringly.
"Good." Christina says, getting up from her seat. "Night guys." She says, waving a little before leaving with Will.
"Well, I guess we should head to bed. Night guys." Marlene says, heading to the stairs followed by Uriah.
"Shall we?" I ask, sticking my arm out for Tris to take. She giggles at the gesture, but wraps her arm around mine anyways.
"Do I have to sleep in the sex room?" Tris asks curiously as we head up stairs.
"No, I would never make you go in that room. You get to sleep in my room. If you want, that is." I ramble out nervously.
"Tobias, calm down. I would love to sleep in your room. But why am I special enough to see your room?" Tris asks timidly.
"Because you aren't just some random girl. You are my girlfriend and you already know all my secrets. I want to share my most private place with you because I care so much about you. You are special to me, in more ways than you know." I explain sweetly. Tris blushes a little and hangs her head to hide it. I place a finger under her chin and lift her face up. I lean down and give her a light, sweet kiss before opening the door to my room.
"Tobias, is it okay if we just sleep? I mean, I know I got you all excited earlier, but I just…I don't want to go too fast with you." Tris states shyly.
"Of course. I'll sleep on the floor and you can take the bed. I don't want you to feel pressured and if you ever feel like we are moving too fast please tell me." I reply reassuringly.
"I will. Thanks, but you don't have to sleep on the floor. I would be perfectly happy with you sleeping in bed with me." Tris states sweetly, a little blush on her face.
"Sounds good." I reply, a giant smile on my face.
"Do you have something I can sleep in? These jeans aren't that comfortable." Tris asks.
"Sure, I'll get you a shirt and a pair of my boxers. Just one second." I reply, heading towards my closet.
"Hey Tobias, can I ask you something?" Tris questions, as I walk back into the room with cloths for her.
"Sure" I reply curiously.
"I have been wanting to ask you this for a while but just never got to. What is your tattoo?" Tris asks curiously.
"Tris, are you asking me to undress?" I question playfully.
"Only partially." Tris replies jokingly, giving me a smile.
"Well, I guess I can show you. Just don't tell anyone you have seen it, because I won't even let the guys see it." I explain.
"Why won't you let anyone see it?" Tris asks curiously.
"Because if you look close enough, you can see the scars Marcus gave me." I reply timidly.
"Oh, okay." Tris says softly.
I take a deep breath before turning my back to her and sliding my shirt off. I hear her let out a little gasp before feeling her lightly trace the flames on my back. A shiver runs down my spine and I let out a little moan. Her touch feels so nice against my back and I want to feel her touching me everywhere on my body.
"It is exquisite, but what are these symbols down the middle?" Tris questions curiously, her hand lightly sliding down my spine where the symbols are.
"They are these representations of different traits a good person should have. My mom used to draw them for me and explain what each one meant. The flames mean bravery, the two hands mean selflessness, the scales mean honesty, the eye is intelligence, and the tree is kindness. I got all of them because I don't just want to be one thing, but I want to be all of them. I want to be brave, and selfless, and honest, and smart, and kind. I'm still working on kind though." I explain, before truing around and capturing Tris' lips with mine.
"You are all of those things, even kind." Tris states once we pull apart.
"Only to you and a few other people." I reply with a chuckle.
"Thank you for sharing this with me. I understand how hard it is to let people see the scars others have given you. So thank you for allowing me to see them." Tris states sweetly, giving me a little peck on the lips.
"No need to thank me. I just want to be completely open and honest with you about myself. I want to show the good and the bad and everything in between." I reply, giving her a sweet smile.
"I want the same thing. I'm so glad we can share these things with each other without the other freaking out. I mean, I was so scared you would run away once you found out about my past, but thankfully you didn't." Tris explains, rambling a little bit.
"Tris, I will never freak out and run away from you." I state firmly. I watch the giant smile spread across her face, but instead of the warmth her smile normally gives me, a pang of guilt shoots through me. I will never run away from her, but that doesn't mean I will never hurt her.
"Good. Now let's go to bed, I'm exhausted." Tris replies before flopping down onto my bed.
"Gladly" I say while climbing into bed to join her. We get under the covers and I pull her close to me. She rests her head on my chest and I can't get rid of the smile on my face from how good this feels. I love having her in my arms and I'm so happy she is here, but that nagging feeling that this will all come to an end soon won't shut up. I really wish I had never come up with that damn plan.
"Night" Tris says.
"Good night." I reply, placing a soft kiss on her head.