Author's Notes: Alright. First of all thanks to my reviewers. That's all I wanted guys, to be appreaciated. And anyways, I couldn't bring myself to not finish something I worked so hard on for like...ever, so here it is.
Goodbye
I was so confused. I loved Matt, I really, really loved Matt. But Randy's fire will always burn in my soul. I am never gonna be able to have a honest relationship with Matt unless...unless I do something drastic. I'm gonna remove Randy from my life.
No more talking, no more communication with him at all. It's the only way I can save myself, and him from ruining our relationship, and my relationship with Matt.
Since I didn't have anything better to do I decided to get Christy and have a little G.N.O. I stood in my room putting on my mascara when suddenly my cell phone rang.
I quickly walked over to it expecting Christy, but instead it was the last person I wanted to talk to..really. I groaned. Did I answer and tell him, or did I just ignore him hopping that he was going to go away, yeah right.
"Hello" I answered with a semi sweet voice.
"Torrence, we need to talk" Randy said bluntly
"Randy now, isnt a good time" I replied less than enthusiastic. Randy huffed
"Well too bad. Torrence I don't know what to do about us. You wanna be together, you wanna break up, then you get a new boyfriend, I try to get a new girlfriend. And you sabotage my date. Torrence I need to understand, what do you want!?" I felt a tear roll down my cheek.
"I dont know!" I yelled. I could her the suprise in Randy's voice. I jumped off my bed and pacced the room.
"I want us to be friends, but I don't know if we can. Randy I still love you, and you know that. But I love Matt as well, and If I continue to linger on you then Matt and I will never have a honest relationship" Randy huffed
"So what do we do?" He asked.
"We have to stop. I just can't hurt Matt, and with you being around he's bound to figure out something sooner or later. I'm sorry Randy" I said as I wiped away another tear
"Fine. If that's the way you want it. Goodbye Torrence" before I could respond Randy was gone.
I closed my phone and looked to it. It was over, Randy and I were no longer friends, lovers, or engaged. We were nothing to each other anymore. I quickly took in a deep breath. I loved Randy with all my heart, and I always will, but I just couldn't do that to Matt, I wouldn't do that to Matt.
Suddenly there was a knock on my door, "Torrence! Open up, I'm ready to party!" Christy yelled from outside. I smiled before walking to my closet and grabbing my tiny black jacket.
I headed over to the door and opened it. Christy's beaming face sorta fell when she saw me. "Are you okay?" She asked. I smiled and nodded "fine. I just need to get out" I replied. Christy's smiled then returned "well then lets hit the road girl!" I laughed before turning around to close the door.
I looked over to my cell phone on the bed, I smiled to it "goodbye Randy." I turned off the light and closed the door.
Later that night after I returned home at about 2am from a wild night. I entered my room only to have the lights snap on when I came in. I screamed and turned around only to see Cody sitting in the arm chair by the lamp.
"Cody what the hell are you doing?!" I yelled. Cody then held up my cell phone and smirked. "This, has been ringing every ten minutes. Some calls are from Matt, some from Rand. Guess who's calling more?" Cody said. I groaned, I knew it wasn't gonna be that easy.
I three my coat on the couch across the room before walking over and sitting down on the bed. "Did you talk to him?" Cody nodded "no. This is your problem. I'm just here to help choose your answer" I frowned before looking around the room.
"Torrence. You have a really great guy, a guy who loves you no doubt. So why are you doing this to him?" Cody asked. I huffed and got up from the bed and once again paced the room. "I dunno. I love Matt too, and I want us to be happy together, but Randy just keeps getting in the way, so I told him that we can't keep in contact anymore but apparently he didn't get the message. But don't worry I'll settle everything right now." As I began to get my phone Cody pulled it back and got out of the chair.
"Um, that's great...and all. But I was talking about Randy." What Cody just said shocked me. I would never guess that he would have wanted me to leave Matt and go back to Randy yet again.
I folded my arms across my chest. "Really?" I asked. Cody nodded, "I know that Matt is a great guy. But you don't love him like you do Randy. I can see it in your eyes whenever he calls, whenever you watch him on Raw. Torrence you head over heels for Randy. You may love Matt, but it doesn't compare to Randy. I'm not telling you to choose Randy, as long as you do whatever makes you happy, then I'm happy" I smiled and took my phone from Cody hand.
I began to fidget with it before pulling Cody into a huge hug. "Thanks Cody. Your a good friend" I released Cody and he smiled "I know. Now lets get some sleep. We've got an autograph signing at 10" I watched as Cody walked away before my eyes grew wide.
"What!?"
