THIS IS CHAPTER 20 NOT 21. FanFic is all screwy today. A/N: This chapter is going to be jumping around in time a little bit because I do not need to write up the same thing about all of the shows, so I will let you know how much time has passed in each section. I know last chapter was a lil fluffy, but it is needed cause some drama is gonna go down! Enjoy!
NOTE: The songs that I will be using for this fake band are by a wonderful band called Adakain, PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT. www(dot)myspace(dot)com/adakain And I do not own Twilight, that's Stephanie!
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EPOV
Who would have though that a crowd full of metal heads would love to sing Happy Birthday to a three year old boy? I sat behind my drum set singing along with them as he looked out at the crowd stunned. Then I saw Bella and Alice carrying a cake out onto the stage as everyone sung the last line of the song. Marc took in a deep breath and then blew out the candles, well he more spit all over the cake, but we will ignore that. The crowd cheered for him and he hid behind Bella's leg.
Bella wrapped an arm around him and they left the stage. OK well now it was time for us to perform. Emmett wanted everyone to sing to Marc and they did. Seth and Emmett strummed the first note and I followed suit. I kept on looking out into the crowd but I could not help looking over at Bella on the side of the stage. Every time I would glance over I would see her smile and blush a bit. She was always blushing. I loved the shade of red she would turn.
We kept on moving farther and farther up on the line up at the shows which showed our popularity. Our merch booth was also selling tons of shirts, cds, and other stuff with our name on it. Carlisle was trying to work on a tour for us after this one, even though he would not be able to join us. We needed to bank on all of this publicity that we were getting.
Seth and I were working on some new songs. If we kept this up we would need another CD out. Plus I was feeling a lot more since Bella and the baby. I was happy, and I have not been happy in a very long time. I had a content childhood. My parents were very cold, but I had a wonderful Nanny. Once I was too old for my Nanny things were hard. I never saw my parents, but they were nice to me when I did see them. College was amazing. That is where I blossomed and made friends.
After college is when things got hard. I had to become an adult. I was working all kinds of odd jobs to stay afloat while also playing in the band. Most of our shows hardly paid for themselves. When the band moved in together is when things became easier financially because 5 people paying for everything. When my parents died I had a hard time excepting it. Since I was not close to them it did not seem different until the holidays came along and I had no one to spend them with, besides the guys.
Bella changed that all. I no longer felt sad and alone. I have her. She is my light when I was drowning in blackness. She has made me realize what I was missing before. I was so cynical of love and those in love because I had no known it. Sure I dated girls, but nothing ever stuck. It was because I was never in love.
The set was over and I climbed from behind my drum set and went over to Bella. I wrapped her up in my arms and kissed her. She responded back with just as much passion as I had given her. She pulled back and looked into my eyes. I loved looking into her beautiful chocolate brown eyes. I could spend days just staring into them.
"What was that for?" she asked, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"For you being you."
She gave me a coy little smile, "I guess I should be me a little more."
"I love you so much Bella."
"I love you too Edward. Now come help me set up the bus for the party, part II."
Bella grabbed my hand and dragged me off to the bus. She was excited about the party. We had not let Marc open anything until today, since it was his real birthday. Bella and Alice had bough all kinds of toys for the boy. It seemed to make then happy so I did not fight them. Alice had to help her band set up so she would not be able to help us.
When we got into the bus it was nice to not have to be quite for once. Normally Carlisle was sleeping, but not today since it was only a three hour drive to our next venue. He was helping Emmett keep Marc occupied till Bella and I were done. Bella was going to make dinner for him and we were going to have an actual party, like with pin the tail on the donkey and all those things.
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BPOV
The kiss that Edward gave me when he got off stage started a fire inside of me that needed to be put out. I knew we did not have too much time so this was going to have to be quick. I ran up the steps into our room. Once he was inside with me I threw myself onto him. I kissed him hard and deep.
He chuckled against my lips, "Is there something you want Bella?"
I pulled back and looked him in the eyes, "You know exactly what I want, and I know you want it too"
He smiled and kissed me again. In two seconds my shirt was off of my head and on the floor. I did the same to Edward. He had a large smile on his face as he looked down at my body. I gave him a smile as I pulled him in for a deep kiss. Our lips opened at the same time and Edward's tongue slipped into my mouth.
Edward's hands roamed over my body till they found the button of my jeans. I shot my hand up and grabbed a handful of hair. Edward let out a low moan and I felt him push me backwards. I softly landed with my back on the bed. Edward climbed on top of me and I smiled up at him. He leaned down and softly kissed my mouth. Once his lips crashed into mine the kiss become more intense and deeper. I opened my mouth to let his tongue roam my mouth.
With out breaking the kiss Edward pulled off my pant and panties and his hand explored over my bare skin. His touch made me shutter and I got goose bumps over my stomach. Edward moved his lips from my mouth down to my jaw and then down my neck. I let out a soft moan. Edward's hand finally rested over my womanhood. I removed my hands from Edward's hair and let them roam down his body and softly rub the large bulge that was in his pants.
Edward slowly slid a finger inside of me and I let out another moan. Edward kissed down my neck and went to my breast. He softly kissed and licked my breast while he slowly slide his finger inside of me. I reach for the zipper on his jeans and slowly slid his pants and boxers down.
Edward removed his fingers from inside of me and positioned himself over me. I pulled his hips closer to me because I needed to feel him inside of me. Edward slowly slid himself inside of me and I let out a moan of pleasure and he grunted. He slowly started to pump inside of me. I moved my legs up higher so that he could slide deeper inside of me.
"God I fucking love you Bella," Edward moaned as he speed up.
"I love you too," I moaned more then spoke.
I put my hand on Edward's back and encouraged him to move faster. He did so willingly. I started to pant harder because I knew I was about to go over the edge. I started to feel all of my muscles tense up and I knew I was moment away. Edward knew too because he sped up and started to slam into my harder. I dug my nail into Edward's back and I let out a loud moan as I felt myself released. Edward kept on going so I was able to ride out my orgasm. A few moments after I was done I felt Edward also finish.
Once Edward was done he slowly pulled out of me and laid down next to me. He pulled me close and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled thinking about how amazing our life together was going to be. We were going to be that couple who was going to make it. there was not going to be anything that is going to break us. I think our baby is going to make us stronger if anything.
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EPOV
After lying in the bed for a few moments we knew we had to get up and set up the bus. I was not planning on having sex with Bella when we walked over to the bus. It was just such a perfect time cause we would be alone, and we know how hard it is to actually try and be alone. It was nice to be able to properly voice how much I loved what Bella would do to me.
I handed Bella all of her clothes and she went into the bathroom to get dressed and clean herself up. I put all of my clothes on and started to get all of Marc's stuff. I looked in my closet and saw that it seemed like the pile had doubled since the last time I looked at it.
"Bella?" I called out.
"What?" she asked.
"Did you buy Marc more stuff?"
She giggled. That has to mean yes. When the hell would she have had time to do that? I bet Alice went and did it and brought it back to the bus. I know Alice was scared about being around Marc since he was a kid, and she didn't really like kids. But Marc was an angel. He never threw a fit or acted out which was amazing. Rose was doing a really good job raising him. I was very proud of her being able to do that all by herself. Well she did have a lot of help from Emmett, but for the most part it was just her when we would do shows.
Bella came back into the room and she looked so cute standing there. There was something about her that just made me smile. It seemed like every time I saw her face or her she would just brighten up my day and make me smile. I wonder how our first real fight is going to be.
I grabbed all of Marc's stuff and took it down the steps. Bella was not to carry anything, just decorate. She seemed to be OK with that. She pulled out streamers and tape. She started to climb all over the bus covering it with light blue steamers. She was completely focused on her job. Next she set up the games that we would play with Marc like pin the tail on the donkey, Thomas the Train bingo and a few other small games. Bella then set out all of the plates and other utensils
After an hour of setting up there was a knock on the bus door. Bella peered though the blinds and smiled. I had no idea who it was or what they wants. Bella ran to the door and opened it up. Slowly coming up the steps I saw a giant Thomas the Train cake. It was not a flat normal cake, but in the shape of Thomas. Holding the train I was able to spot some black spikes.
"Alice you do know that it is only us eating the cake?" I called to her.
"Yes I know Edward, but this is a birthday that this boy is not going to forget, Bella and I are making sure of it. Now help me with this, I am a small girl," She joked.
Even though Alice was very small she could defiantly pull her own weight. Being a roadie you have to be able to carry a lot of weight, which Alice could do. I did help Alice by grabbing the cake. I was now able to see Jasper behind her with three bags of food from a super market.
"What is that Jasper?" I asked.
"Marc's dinner. Bella asked for it."
I looked over at Bella who was giggling. She took the food from Jasper and went into the small makeshift kitchen.
Marc's party was perfect. The bus looked amazing and Bella did a wonderful job cooking. She made him all of his favorite food, even if they did not go together, mac and cheese, pizza, hamburgers, and spaghetti. When Marc came in he wanted to open up all of the presents, but knew he had to wait. We played a game then ate and played two more. Then it was cake and presents time.
Marc loved all of his presents, especially that dumb ass table. I had no idea how we were going to get all of Marc's stuff into Rose's little car. Bella better call her and tell her to rent a U-Hal. Marc played with all of his toys until he could not keep his eyes open. Emmett had to carry him up the steps. When he put him in the bed he protested, insisting he sleep on the dog. Seth and Jake offered to clean up since they had done the left work setting up.
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BPOV
I looked down at Marc and my eyes started to fill up with tears. Today was our last day with the little guy. I did not want to leave him; he already meant the world to me. Marc did not seem to be too affected by leaving, but it was still early. The guys where on stage and Rose was watching the show with us.
"How was Emmett?" she asked softly, so Marc could not hear.
"He is an amazing father. He is fun when it is time to be fun and stern when he needs to be."
Rose let out a sigh of relief. "I don't know why I always worry he is going to be this horrible father. I guess it is because he is such a jokester."
"You do not need to worry about him at all Rosalie. He is a wonderful dad. By the way, did you bring an SUV like I asked?"
"Yeah. Why do I need such a large car?"
I giggled. "We went over board on his presents. He has a lot of stuff to take home."
"You shouldn't have Bella."
"I didn't. Emmett gave me the money and told me what he likes and how much to spend. I did not go over at all."
Rose smiled. I knew she would like hearing that Emmett had done something that good for his son. When she show was over Rose asked me to watch Marc while her and Emmett "talk." Edward and I took Marc to go eat some lunch. Seth's girl that he met in Vegas was able to come to she show so he went off with her.
Emmett and Rose came back two hours later, looking a little disorganized. We all went back to the bus to pack up Marc and also to head off to the next show. Emmett loaded all of Marc's things in the car as he told his mother how he got all of them. She gave him a look and me smiled. I was now time to say good bye to the little man. He went around giving everyone hugs. I was the last one on his list. I knelt down so I was about the same size as he was.
"I love you Aunt Bella," he told me with a hug.
"I love you too Marc. I am going to see you really soon, OK." I told him and kissed the top of his head.
"Promise?"
"Yes, I promise. How about we hang out in October? Uncle Edward and I will come see you at home."
"OK. You have to tell Mommy though cause she makes all of my play dates."
"I will don't worry Buddy. You be good for your Mom."
Marc nodded his head and walked to the car. I kept the tears inside my eyes until they pulled away. Once he knew Marc could not see the tears I let them fall from my eyes. Edward put a reassuring arm around me and hugged me. I cried softly and he held me tight. I looked over at Emmett who was trying not to cry also. I bet it is really hard for him to see his son leave.
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BPOV
I was finally done with my assignment. I had been working super hard on it the past week since Marc left. It was good for me to keep my mind off. I was now almost 6 weeks along. I had a slight bump, but nothing too big. Tomorrow is our last day of the show.
Edward loved the article. He thought it was weird how I was able to write so objectively. I completely separated myself from the band and I wrote what I though about the music and where the band was going. It was a total of 6 pages. I also sent James some pictures to go along, of the guys on stage. I asked James to send me an email of what the article is going to really look like.
I got out of bed and decided to take a shower. I was up for so long last night that I did not get to shower for the past like 2 days. I grabbed my things and slipped into the bathroom. I know most of the guys were already down stairs. We had been in traffic trying to get the venue for the past hour Edward told me.
The shower felt really good on my skin. I stood in there for a while just letting my muscles unwind. When I was finally done and felt human I jumped out of the shower and toweled myself off. As I stood there I felt the bus jerk to the right. I tried to steady myself but me being the klutz I am I fell and hit my stomach on the sink. It was not hard and it didn't hurts so I just got up and went into my room.
I went down the steps and grabbed some cold pizza from the fridge. I went over and I saw Edward was driving. "Hey what was up with the jerking to the right?" I asked.
"Some asshole cut me off, I has to turn into the shoulder to avoid hitting him. Sorry. Did you hurt yourself?"
"No I am fine," I told him and finished my pizza.
We got there just in time for the guys to run to the stage with their stuff. I walked with Carlisle to watch them perform. As we were walking my stomach started to hurt. It must have been some bad pizza. It must have been in there too long. We got over to the side stage and the guys where about to go on.
I stood there and watched the first song and my stomach started to hurt again. I was not going to make it though the set. I turned to Carlisle and told him I was feeling ill. I started to walk back to the bus. It felt like I was having cramps. I went in the bus and up to the bathroom. I decided to try and use the toilet. I looked down and screamed.
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"GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT! I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND KILL YOU!" I screamed at the car that just cut me off. I jerked the wheel to the right and went into the shoulder.
I heard the guys trying to calm me down but it was not working. I was too worked up. I few moments later I heard Bella coming down the steps and I smelled her shampoo. She has been working so hard on her article the past few days I felt so bad for her. I was glad she was able to take a nice long shower. We were running late.
I talked to Bella quickly but once we were in a parking spot in the venue we had to run. I left Bella with Carlisle and ran with the rest of the guys to the stage to start to set up. We got there just in time.
Moments later Bella and Carlisle showed up just as we played our first notes. I smiled and looked over at Bella. She was looking pale and it looked like a light sweat was starting to form on her brow. It was not that hot out, surprisingly for Texas. I went on playing but noticed that she had left after the second song. I would go check on her after we were done. She must be starting to get morning sickness.
As we finished we all came over to Carlisle. "Where is Bella?" Jake asked.
"I saw her leave after the second song," Jasper responded.
"She said she was ill," Carlisle told us.
"I forgot my phone on the bus so I will go check on her," Seth offered.
"OK cause I need to talk to Edward," Carlisle said.
I nodded for Seth to go and I saw him run to the bus. Carlisle wrapped an arm around me and we walked away.
"I wanted to talk to you because I have a two month tour set up for you guys. Since Esme is pregnant with triplets I can not leave her alone anymore. It is from October to the end of November. You will be touring the easy coast and the Midwest. Since I will not be there I want you to take my place making sure the show are set up, getting paid, all those things. Can you do that?"
"Yes. That is awesome Carlisle thank you so much." I was so excited. We were going to be doing our own tour.
"I have it set up and you guys will be headlining. You're gonna be touring with one of the other smaller bands here."
I was so excited. I could not wait to tell the other guys. We walked back to the guys. Carlisle started to explain to the guys and me all of the fine details. We could fill in Seth later. All of the guys where talking excitedly. Someone started to say something to Seth. I turned to look at him. His copper skin had gone pale white. "Edward…."
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SPOV (Seth)
I ran back to the bus to grab my phone. Tanya was going to call me today and I did not want to miss her call. I hate missing her calls. As I got closer to the bus I heard screaming. I kept on looking around but I saw nothing. I shrugged and got to the bus. When I opened the door I heard Bella screaming. I raced up the steps and I knocked on the door.
"Bella, you OK?" I asked as I opened the door. The sigh in front of me shocked me. Bella was sitting on the toilet with her pants and underwear down. Her underwear had blood all in her. Her hands where also covered in blood. Her face was pale white and she was covered in sweat.
I took a step closer, "Bella?"
She looked up at me. Her eyes which are normally filled with so much life and love where glassed over and dull. "I need you to go get Edward. I think I am loosing my baby. We need to go to the hospital now," she commanded to me.
I nodded and took off down the steps. I heard her cry out again, which made me run faster. I had to find Edward ASAP. Then it finally click in my head what she said. Baby…baby. Bella's baby…Edward's baby…Was Bella having a miscarriage? I ran faster till I found all of the guys. Someone spoke to me but I called for Edward. "Edward, Bella thinks she is loosing the baby, we need to go."
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My whole world dropped. What did Seth just say? That can not be true. The next thing I knew my legs where pumping and I was sprinting towards the bus. I was in front of all the other guys, where were not far behind. All of them where talking excitedly trying to figure out what exactly was going on. I got to the bus, ran up the steps and I saw her. My heart dropped.
She was crying and shuttering. I pulled her off the toilet and grabbed a face cloth to help clean her up. Once that was done I heard her close and prayed we would get to the hospital fast.
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BPOV
I lost my baby. I lost Edward's baby.
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A/N: Please don't kill me : / Review kindly….