I am such an EPIC FAIL!!! Please forgive me!
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Nelly Furtado~I'll wait for you~
I'll wait for you until the heavens fall
I'll wait for you until the end of the world
I'll wait for you until I no longer breathe
I know that it's not impossible
B (POV)
You know how meeting your boyfriend's parents is usually always a nerve-racking thing? It's also can be uncomfortable and awkward? Well take those feelings and multiply them by a million. I bet you never had to meet your boyfriend's parents because his mother walked in on you - one move away - having sex. It's not fun. I'm nervous and slightly ticked. The way Edward was touching me and kissing me felt as if my body was going to go on electric shock over load, but then Esme walked in and the rest is history.
Which leaves Edward, me, and his parents in their living room. Carlisle and Esme left not to long ago to discuss the, er, situation we were caught in while Edward and I waited for our impending doom. Now their back. They haven't said one fucking word, and it had been almost five minutes already! They just keep staring at us. Is there something on my face?
As soon as Esme shut the door Edward and I hauled ass and got dressed. Without speaking one word to each other, but what could we say? 'Hey I'm sorry I didn't lock the door' or how about 'I guess this means no sex!' Ya, that wouldn't have worked. So instead we are holding on to each others hands – very tightly. While Carlisle and Esme stared.
I thought about the punishments we could be given. Would they forbid us from seeing each other? Will we not be able to be alone together? Oh no, not parental supervision! But what if they make me tell Charlie! Fuck, that's the worse thing they could do. No they wouldn't do that, they cherish Edward's life too much. If Charlie found out he would immediately whip out his gun, and then bye-bye Edward.
Please say something already! I begged internally. Carlisle shifted in his seat while Esme looked between Edward and I. She wasn't glaring (I don't think Esme can glare) she was just looking at us to see if she was missing something. Like a detail she overlooked.
"Well kids this is... odd."That's a big understatement. Carlisle continued, "Esme and I have discussed what were gonna do about this." Using his hand he motioned between Edward and me.
I was wondering if I should be saying something. Should I be on my knees groveling? Begging for their forgiveness? Or would they get mad that I interrupted them? Too many questions!
"We thought and talked it out till we came to a conclusion," Esme said softly. I noticed her grip on Carlisle's hand got tighter.
"We're not going to punish you." They said at the same time.
This is joke right? Their trying to calm us down then swoop in for the kill. "Are you serious?"
"Yes, no punishments." The clouds lifted, the sun shined, and I could hear the birds singing! "But there is a catch." Fuck! The birds flew away and the clouds are back.
Carlisle took over. "We were teenagers once so we understand – we are not naïve. We know that at your age your hormones are driving you bananas. We just want you to be safe. Oh and Bella we will not be telling Charlie." Yes! Dodged that bullet. "But that's were the catch comes in. Esme and I want you to ask your father for permission to get a Birth control shot." Well fuck my life.
"Okay," I said defeated. They could of done a lot worse, but they are very sneaky. Sure they aren't telling Charlie what Esme walked in on, but by me asking for a depo shot, he will definitely have questions. This is not good, this is very bad.
"We will be leaving now to let you two talk." Esme said walking away, taking Carlisle with her. As soon as they left the room Edward pulled me into a hug. I held on to him tightly basking in his scent and the feeling of safety he projected.
"I'm so sorry about this! I can be there when you talk to Charlie." Edward suggested.
I immediately shook my head no. "That is definitely not a good idea, I don't want to watch my dad shoot you." Edward and I flinched. I wouldn't put it past my dad to shoot him. "It's something I gotta do by myself. I love you, but I'm definitely not ready for a baby." I said honestly.
"And as much as I would love for you to have my child I'm not ready for a baby yet either." He looked at me and smiled a sweet smile.
I chuckled softly and said, "Hey next time can you lock the door?" We both laughed while he nodded.
Mike (POV)
"Oh Mike, I don't feel too good." Jessica moaned and clutched her pregnant stomach. My child is in there. This was definitely not how I planned things, but hey, I'm getting a kid out of the deal. Man, the things I'm gonna teach him. My son is gonna be the ultimate ladies man too! But he will always have condoms with him. If it's a girl she will be so pretty, but she won't be allowed to date. Ever.
"It's okay I got ya." I said as I held her hair back, while she threw up. This was not a good view on my future wifey, but she's going through a lot worse, so can I really complain? No I can't but I do tend to whine here and there... and there.
After her barfing I slowly led her to my bed and lifted the covers. "There ya go." She got in the bed and then I put the blankets snugly over her. "Were gonna have the best looking kid, were gonna get married, and things will all work out." I said as she fell asleep. Things were going to work out, they had to. I would make sure of it. Jessica, the baby, and I will have our happily ever after.
I kissed Jessica softly on the cheek and held her warm body to mine, being careful with her stomach of course. My baby.
B (POV)
Okay I gotta do this. Just breath and grow some balls. Not literally of course. I walked into the living room to see good old Charlie sitting on the couch, beer in hand, watching some sports. It will be the apocalypse the day he watches Oprah. "Um, hey dad?" I asked. I was so worried, he was gonna be so angry with me. Hell he'll probably think his daughter is a slut.
I don't want him to think that, I want him to be proud of me.
"Ya, Bella?" He asked, his eyes never leaving the television. I'm surprised he isn't blind by all the sports he watches. I nervously made my way to the middle of the living room, effectively blocking his view. He finally looked up, his eyes became wary when he noticed my expression – scared. "What's wrong Bella?" Charlie's voice was field with nothing but concern. That's not gonna last long.
"I need to have a very important discussion with you." Did that just come out of my mouth? He's going to know somethings up.
Charlie took a big gulp of beer – that I didn't notice – and scooted up in his seat. "Okay, well, let's have this discussion." Charlie's eyes twinkled with humor when he repeated my formal word. Smart ass.
"Well I actually want permission for something." I said, being a coward. The words birth control shot is not something that should ever be exchanged between a father and a daughter – well not my father anyway.
"Permission for what?" His voice now held suspicion. Shit. Come on Bella! Just say it! Oh shit, my hands are sweating, and hot damn it's warm in here. Okay, just breathe.
"I want permission for a depo shot!" I practically shouted. Tell your father Bella not the whole fucking world! I closed my eyes tightly and waited for my father's wrath. After who knows how long I opened my eyes to a very red faced Charlie. That is definitely not a good sign. Well goodbye cruel world. Goodbye Edward, I love you!
"YOU WANT WHAT!" My father boomed. He immediately sprung off the couch and marched towards me causing me to take steps back until I hit the television. "Why do you need that shot for?!"
"I think you know the answer to that dad." I said. Wasn't it obvious?
"Don't be a smart ass with me young lady!" His voice rang through the entire house. "Did your boyfriend put you up to this!"
"No! Edward didn't put me up to anything. It was my idea! I'm going to have sex sooner or later, so don't you think I should be protected? Or do you want to be a grandfather already?" Even though I thought it was impossible, his face grew redder.
"You are not having sex!"
"Dad didn't you get mom pregnant at my age or something! I bet that wasn't even your first time together either! So aren't you being hypocritical? Dad I'm growing up, and I'm at least trying to be responsible. Mom has given me the sex talk, health class has kept me painfully aware of all the diseases I can get. I don't want to get pregnant now. I have personally seen what it can do to someone my age's life. So please dad. Please." I pleaded, my hands on his shoulders. I begged him with my eyes when he opened his mouth.
E (POV)
I paced around the room, anxiously waiting for Bella's phone call. She said that once she told her father, she might not be able to come and see me. Hell, I'll be surprised that she will be allowed to call me. Truthfully I'm half expecting her father to come barging through my door with gun in hand. While Bella was gone my parents and I had a heart-to-heart. IT WAS FUCKING AWKWARD. The whole time my dad went on and on about the dangers and risk of pregnancy, while my mother cried and whined about how her "Baby boy is growing up." Gah, kill me now. The conversation with them really made me think.
I really and I mean really want to have sex with Bella, but am I ready? That is a huge step, in our relationship and for me. I am still a virgin and I can't take that back once it's gone. Don't get me wrong I want Bella to be the one I give it too, but I don't want the moment to be rushed or in hormone induced haze. I want the time we do have sex to be special for the both of us. What also scares me is what I have heard about what happens after sex.
I have heard my friends or guys in general say how once they had sex they would break up or the relationship wasn't the same. Would things be awkward between me and Bella afterwards? I don't think so, but I could be wrong. I sure as hell don't want to break up with Bella, but the guys made it seem that you could only have sex with one girl and then you had to move on. I don't want to be one of those man whores, I want Bella to be my one and only.
And there's another thing, what if I'm not, you know... good? What if during sex Bella starts laughing at my pathetic attempt. That would be utterly embarrassing, and destroy all of my confidence. So many things can go wrong, but in so many ways I want it to happen too.
Being with Bella body and soul sounds so beautiful, so perfect. That moment we do have sex might be the best moment in my life. Feeling the complete ecstasy that only she can bring me. The amazing electric shock running through my entire body by her touch. Taking our relationship to the next step. Me making her completely mine. That was also a very amazing thought.
I was taken out of my musings by a knock at the door. "Come in!" I said, sitting down at the edge of my bed. Bella hesitantly came in, while I immediately went up to her and hugged her. She hugged me back and held on tightly. "This weekend has been crazy, hasn't it?" She nodded against my chest. "So what happened?" I asked. My curiosity getting the better of me.
"It was horrible and awkward! My dad is still mad, but he gave me permission to get the shot." She sighed, releasing her hold on me. I reluctantly let go so I opted to grab her hand and lead her to bed, where we sat down.
"Wow, he... he really said yes?" I asked, bewildered. She nodded and bit her lip, while intertwining her hands with mine. I enjoyed the warmth of her soft hands as questioning silence filled the room.
"Yup, after a lot of convincing. Oh he wants to talk to you so that sucks." My eyes widened and my heart beat accelerated. I. Am. Going. To. Die. "I promise that he wont kill you!" She said, reading my mind. "He just wants to make sure your not just after sex and the he still believes that I am and forever will be a virgin so don't pop that bubble for him."
"Of course not! I love you Bella." I kissed her forehead and held her hands tighter.
"That's what I told him, but you know, he's iffy on it."
"We need to talk about what happened Bella. I have some concerns." She nodded and let me continue. "I want to have sex with you, so much, but I'm worried about several things. First of all, what if I am not good. Second I want it to be special between us. Third I don't want anything to change between us, unless of course, it's our feelings getting stronger. Fourth, I love you and I want you to be my one and only, but I'm just not ready." I held on to her hand with all my might without actually hurting her, because I was afraid that she would leave me.
I mean what teenage boy doesn't want to have sex? I must be defected.
"Edward I love you too. You don't know how much it hurts me that I'm used goods." I was going to interrupt when she sent me a warning look. "I wish that I could of saved myself for you, because this is true love, what I felt for James doesn't even come close to what I feel for you. The fact that we love each other so much means that the sex is going to be beautiful, mind blowing even. I want it to be special too. Romantic with the candles and everything." She chuckled, tracing small circles on my hand." Nothing can change the way I feel about you so you don't have to worry about that. I also completely understand and I'm willing to wait, like I said, I love you Edward."
I kissed her with all the love I had, the kiss showed her how much I loved and needed her.
Bella was my life, my reason. I would do anything for her.
Author's note:
It won't be too long before they do make it to the next level so no worries. In the next chapter one thing will be resolved.
Angela's jackass of a father
or
Rosalie basically being molested.
Which one do you want to get done with first?
To answers some of your questions. Rosalie has not been raped by Mr. King. She has been touched semi-inappropriately but she is terrified that he might rape her. Which explains why she has been acting weird. Rosalie does not want anything to do with Royce, Rosalie is a victim.
This will be the last you hear of Mike and Jessica. For good? I don't know yet. I'm not sure. Do you guys want to hear more from them or not?
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