The Story Of The Princess Of Clarines: The Royal Life
Genre: Romance
Words: 5,303k
6/15/2018
Chapter 20
"Shirayuki, wake up," Zen said, give me a small shake. I open my eyes and looked at Zen.
"What is it?" I asked, let out a yawn.
"Come we are going to the herb building today," Zen said, laid next to me.
"Okay, I'm getting up," I said, sat up and swing my legs off the bed. Zen walked around the bed and help me up to my feet. "Thank you."
"No problem," Zen said, wrapping his arms around my hips. "Let it going," Zen said, open the door and we walked outside into the hallway. I suddenly felt a present following Zen and I. Zen notice that I been looking back so many time. "What wrong, Honey?" Zen asked, looking at me.
"It nothing," I answer, looking at Zen with a smile.
"Shirayuki." Zen said, give me that 'I better tell him' look.
"Zen, really it is nothing," I said, give Zen a kiss on the cheek.
"Okay," Zen said with a smile. Zen and I walked outside and went to the herb building. I just then stop walking and looking at the herb building. "Shirayuki, what wrong?" Zen asked again.
"I'm just nervous," I answer, looking to Zen.
"About what?" Zen asked, looking at me.
"What if I am pregnant?" I answer with a question.
"It will be the greatest thing ever happen to us," Zen asked, pulling me in a hug.
"Okay," I said, took Zen's hand and we walked in the building.
"Your Highnesses, what can I do for you guys today?" Chief Garrack, looking at Zen and me.
"I need a pregnancy test," I answer, looking back at Chief.
"Okay, come in this room." Chief Garrack said, open the door to other room.
"Okay," I said, walked into the room.
"Zen wait out here." Chief Garrack said, close the door. Zen sat down on a chair and waiting for Chief Garrack get done check over Zen's wife.
"Zen are you in here?" Mitsuhide asked, open the door.
"Yeah, I'm in here." Zen answer, turn to look at Mitsuhide.
"What are you doing here?" Mitsuhide asked, sat down on a chair next to Zen.
"Shirayuki is in that room with Chief Garrack." Zen answer, point to the room.
"So day you will find out that you be a father?" Mitsuhide asked, looking at Zen.
"Yeah, that why I'm just waiting before I get back to the office." Zen answer, looking back at Mitsuhide.
"Okay will, I will meet you back at the office then," Mitsuhide said, stand up from the chair.
"Okay, see you," Zen said, watch Mitsuhide walked to the door.
"See you," Mitsuhide said, walked out the room and close the door behind him. After a while, I walked out of the room with a smile on my face. Zen stand up from his chair and walked over to me.
"So?" Zen asked, looking at me.
"I'm pregnant," I said, looking back at Zen.
"That great, Shirayuki," Zen said, pick me up and swing me around. "I'm going be a father," Zen said, give me a kiss on the lips.
"I'm going be a mother," I said, wrap my arms around Zen's neck.
"Let go and tell the others about this great news. They are in my office now," Zen said, took my hand and we walked to Zen's office. Zen and I walked to the castle when I feel like someone was watching me from a distance. I stop walking and looking around to see if I can find that person. "What wrong?" Zen said, looking at me still holding my hand.
"It is nothing I'm fine," I said, continue walking to Zen's office. After a while of quiet, I asked Zen, "What do you want a boy or a girl?" I looking at Zen.
"I don't care. I just want our child's health." Zen answer, open the door to his office.
"Okay," I said, walk in Zen's office first when I saw Obi and Mitsuhide arguing with each other.
"What is going on?" Zen asked Kiki in a whisper.
"Well, Obi was taking a nap and Mitsuhide did not like that." Kiki answer in a whisper back to Zen.
"I can't believe you," Mitsuhide said, looking at Obi.
"Believe what?" Obi asked, looking back at Mitsuhide.
"There is something you can be doing instead of laying around the castle taking naps." Mitsuhide answer.
"Excuse me," Zen said trying to get Mitsuhide and Obi attention but they were not listening to him. "BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP!" Zen yelled, looking at Mitsuhide and Obi. I took a step back away from Zen because when he yelled it hurt my ears.
"See you got prince Zen mad at us," Mitsuhide said, looking at Zen then back at Obi.
"No, You got the master mad at us," Obi said, looking at Mitsuhide.
"Shut it," Zen said grinding his teeth.
"Okay," Mitsuhide and Obi said at the exact time, looking at Zen.
"Shirayuki and I have very important news that we had to discussed with you guys," Zen said, wrap one of his arms around my hips and looking at Mitsuhide, Obi, and Kiki. I have a big grin on my face also looking at Mitsuhide, Kiki, and Obi.
"Okay, what is it?" Obi asked, looking at Zen and me.
"I'm pregnant," I answer, put my hands on my stomach.
"Really?" Obi asked in shock.
"Yes, I'm with a child," I answer with a smile.
"Congratulation," Mitsuhide said, walked up to me and give me a hug.
"Thanks, Mitsuhide," I said, give him a hug back.
"I'm so happy for the both of you," Mitsuhide said, pull away from me.
"Thanks, Mitsuhide," I said again, looking at Mitsuhide.
"Congratulation, Shirayuki," Kiki said, give me a tight hug.
"Thank you, Kiki," I said, give Kiki a hug back.
"I can't wait to see what it will be," Kiki said, pull away from me.
"I can't wait either," I said with a big smile on my face.
"I bet you are," Kiki said with a smile too.
"Yeah, Congratulation," Obi said, also give me a hug.
"Thank you, Obi," I said, give Obi a hug back.
"I can't wait to teach be like me," Obi said, put his hand on his hips.
"Please don't," Zen said, rolling his eyes at Obi.
"If it a boy will you name it Obi?" Obi asked.
"That is far from our minds," Zen said, looking at Obi.
"Ow," Kiki said, let out a laugh.
"Hurtful," Obi said, looking at Zen.
"If you have a boy with Torou name him after you," Mitsuhide said, looking at Obi.
"If I do his name will be Obi Jr. that will be weird," Obi said, looking at Mitsuhide.
"Did you know I deliver a baby. Her parents name her after me." I said, changing the subject.
"Really?" Everyone in the room asked, looking at me.
"Yeah," I answer, looking back at them.
"When was that?" Zen asked, looking at me.
"Well, It happened a long time ago before I meet you guy," I answer, looking back at Zen.
"Tell us the story?" Obi asked.
"Well, I was 15 years old and My grandparents went on a trip so I stay at a friend house. One day there was a blizzard and the doctor can't come with the storm. So I help her deliver the baby." I answer, looking at Obi.
"How old is your friend at that time?" Mitsuhide asked, looking at me.
"I think she was 18 years old. She was older than me. So she names her baby girl Shirayuki Ella." I answer, looking at Mitsuhide.
"Shirayuki Ella, That a beautiful name," Kiki said, looking at me.
"Where did she get Ella from?" Zen asked.
"Well, Ella is her late mother name. Her mother die when she was 11 years old." I answer, looking back at Zen.
"Do you still talk to her?" Kiki asked.
"Nope, She moves to Ashikaga in Japan. We always talking about going to Japan someday." I answer, looking at Kiki
"This is the first time I hear that you want to go to Japan," Zen said in shock.
"You never say so I did not bring it up," I said, looking at Zen.
"Maybe you and Zen can make a trip to Japan," Mitsuhide said, looking at Zen and me.
"Yes, can we Zen please," I said, took his hand in my hand.
"Okay, I will think about it," Zen said with a smile.
"Thank you," I said, give him a kiss on the cheek.
"Is there something you want to see in Japan?" Obi asked, crossing his arms over his chest.
"Actually, there a lot of places I want to go and see. I really want to see the great wall too." I said with excitement in my voice.
"The great wall in China." Everyone said at the same exact time.
"Really?" I asked with a confused look on my face.
"Yes," Everyone said.
"Okay, I also what to go to China too then," I said with a laugh.
"Is there anything else that you want to go?" Obi asked.
"Well, I want to go to half moon cay, Paris, Bora Bora, and Alaska," I answer, walked over to the couch and sat down because my feet were getting tire standing for so long.
"What is a half moon cay?" Mitsuhide asked, sat down on a chair.
"It a small island that looks like a half moon. I heard is it beautiful there. You can ride horses in the water and swim with the fishes too." I answer, looking at Mitushide.
"That sound like fun. Paris is also a romantic place in the world." Kiki said, sat down next to Mitsuhide.
"Yeah, I wish Zen and I went to Paris on our honeymoon," I said.
"Bora Bora is a French island," Obi said, sat down on a couch.
"Yeah, How did you know?" I asked, looking at Obi.
"I went there a long time ago." Obi answer, looking back at me.
"Really?" I asked in shock I never though Obi will go to an island.
"Yes, I went there on a mission." Obi answer.
"Was it beautiful there?" I asked, watch Zen asked down next to me with his arm over his shoulder.
"Yeah, the water was crystal clear and the island was so beautiful like something in a painting." Obi answer.
"Now I really want to go," I said, laid my head Zen's shoulder.
"Maybe we can plan a trip to your favorite place," Zen said, looking at me.
"Really," I asked, looking up still have my head on his shoulder.
"Yeah," Zen said with a smile. "So tell me why you want to go to Alaska?" Zen asked.
"Well, I want to see the northern light. It is beautiful different color up in the sky at night time." I answer, wrap my arms around Zen's stomach.
"Is there any other place you want to see?" Obi asked.
"I have a lot more. When I was little I always dream someday I will travel around the world and see different places." I answer, looking at Obi.
"Zen you have a travel person on your hand," Obi said.
"Zen always want to travel too. So he can get away from the castle some time." Mitsuhide said, looking at Zen.
"Zen is there any place you want to visit?" I asked, looking up at him again.
"Well, I want to go to Italy, Hawaii, and Australia," Zen said, looking down at me.
"What do you want to see in Italy?" I asked.
"Well, Venice, Italy is known as the city built on water. The only way to get around Italy this on a boat. It the most beautiful place and the romance place." Zen answer.
"That would be fun to try that," I said, sat up with a smile.
"I heard pairs, Italy and Rome are the most romantic place around the world," Obi said.
"I got Rome on my list too," I said, looking at Obi.
"But with Hawaii, I heard a volcano erupted in Hawaii so it over in hashes," Obi said, looking back at me.
"Well, that put a dent in our plan," I said with a frown on my face.
"It okay," Zen said, give me a pan on the head.
"It getting hot in here let go outside," I said, stand up from the couch.
"Okay," Zen said, stand up and follow me to the door.
"We are coming too," Obi said, chase after us.
Time Skip...
Zen and the other were outside under a tree that has a shade. I sat between Zen's legs while Zen have his arms wrap around me. "I can't wait to see what the baby will look like," I said, rubbing my stomach.
"It will probably look like Zen," Obi said, looking at Zen and me.
"No, I want it to look like Shirayuki with her bright red hair," Zen said, looking back at Obi.
"I don't care what the baby looks like if he or she have Zen's eyes," I said, looking up at Zen.
"Maybe I want our child to have your eyes," Zen said, looking down at me.
"Are they fight about their baby eyes color?" Mitsuhide asked.
"It looks like they are," Kiki answer, watch Zen and I arguing with each other.
"And it is not even born yet," Obi said, looking at Zen and me.
"Fine let up a bet on it. You have to wake up every time he or she cries for the next two month." I said, cross my arms over my chest.
"Fine you are on. If I win you have to wake up and take care of the baby the next two month." Zen said.
"How did they turn this into a competition?' Mitsuhide asked, shaking his head at Zen and me.
"Shirayuki, the one who starts it first." Zen answer, looking at Mitsuhide.
"No Zen, start it first," I said, looking at Mitsuhide.
"Now they are arguing on who start it first," Mitsuhide said, let out a sigh.
"Yeah, that is a married life," Obi said, looking at Mitsuhide. "So did guys think of a name for the baby?" Obi asked, changing the subject.
"I told Zen that he can pick two girl names and two boy names," I answer, took a break before continue talking. "I also will do the same finding two girl names and two boy names and we see which one we like the most," I said, looking at Obi.
"Did you find any baby names?" Obi asked, looking at me.
"Well, I did find two girl name and two boy name," I answer.
"What is the name?" Obi asked with a smile.
"The girl name is Hime mean princess or Akane mean brilliant red," I answer, took a break before I tell Obi the boy name. "And the boy name is Akihiko mean bright prince or Takehiko have two meaning hero prince or mountain prince," I said with a smile. (A/N: I found the name on a website Japanese baby names that how I get my name to put in my story-Zoryrock101)
"I like the name, Akana," Kiki said, looking at me
"I do too," I said, looking back at Kiki.
"If your child is a girl with red hair like Shirayuki. I think that will be a perfect name Akana brilliant red." Mitsuhide said, looking at me.
"I think so too," I said, looking at Mitsuhide with a smile.
"Where did you find that Akana?" Obi asked, looking at me.
"I find in a pregnant book that Haki get me when she was pregnant with Izana's child," I answer.
"So all the name you got was from that book?" Mitsuhide asked.
"Yes, Zen as looked at it too," I answer, put my hand on top of Zen's hand that was on mine stomach.
"Really?" Obi asked, looking at Zen.
"Yes," I answer.
"How do you know that I look at the book?" Zen asked, looking down at me.
"When you thought that I was sleeping. I saw you at the desk reading the book." I answer, looking up at Zen.
"You got busted, Zen," Obi said, laughing his head off.
"Shut up," Zen said, looking at Obi.
"Okay, let get back to the baby name," Kiki said, looking at Obi and Zen.
"Okay," Zen and Obi said, looking at Kiki.
"Hime is also a good name you pick out, Shirayuki," Kiki said, looking at me.
"Thanks, Kiki," I said, looking back at Kiki.
"Why did you pick that name?" Mitsuhide asked, looking at me.
"Well, I pick that name because she will be the heir of Clarines so I thought that name will be good for her," I answer, looking back at Mitsuhide.
"That a good reason to name her that. She will be a princess." Kiki said.
"In my opinion, I really don't care for that name," Obi said, looking at me.
"Why?" I asked, looking back at Obi.
"Because it sounds weird. I like Akana a lot better." Obi answer.
"I like Akana more then Hime," I said, think what Obi say Hime did sound weird for the heir to the kingdom. I need a great name that people will not make fun of the future princess.
"I agree to go with Akana name," Mitsuhide said, looking at me
"Me too," Kiki said, looking at me.
"Zen what do you think?" I asked, looking at Zen.
"I will go with Akana." Zen answer, looking back at me.
"Okay, so Akana is in and Hime is out," I said, looking at everyone in the circle. "Now on to the boy names."
"I like Takehiko," Kiki said.
"Takehiko is a good name for a boy hero or mountain prince," Mitsuhide said with a smile on his face.
"Let me guess you want to go with that name because he has the word prince in it?" Obi asked, looking at me.
"No, the word that catches my eyes was a hero," I answer, looking back at Obi.
"Really?" Obi asked.
"Yeah, I thought it was a cute name," I answer.
"I also think it is a cute name too," Kiki said with a smile.
"I think it is an amazing name." Mitsuhide said, "Don't listen to Obi."
"Hey," Obi said, looking at Mitsuhide.
"What?" Mitsuhide asked, looking back at Obi.
"Tell Shirayuki not to listen to me." Obi answer.
"I don't want my wife to listen to you either," Zen said, looking at Obi.
"Hurtful," Obi said, looking back at Zen.
"It is true, I don't want my wife to pick up bad habits from you," Zen said, pull me close to him.
"It is amazing that he has not picked them up yet being with Obi as her bodyguard for 5 years," Mitsuhide said.
"Do you guy think I have bad habits?" Obi asked, looking at Mitsuhide, Zen, and Kiki.
"Yes," Zen, Kiki, and Mitsuhide said at the same exact time.
"Thank you, guys," Obi said with a sarcasm in his voice.
"Well, let go to the next name, Akihiko." I said, "What do you guys think about that name?" I asked, looking at everyone.
"Akihiko meaning bright prince, right." Obi answer with a question.
"Yes, Akihiko meaning bright prince," I answer, looking at Obi.
"Okay, I will not go with that name," Obi said, looking back at me.
"Why?" I asked with a confused look on my face.
"Because his father is not very bright at all." Obi answer. I saw Mitsuhide and Kiki nodding their head in agreement.
"I am to bright," Zen said, looking at Obi, Kiki, and Mitsuhide.
"You fall off the castle wall," Mitsuhide said, looking at Zen.
"Yeah, that been on my mind," I said, turn my head to look at Zen. "Why were you up there?" I asked.
"I was trying to sneak out of the castle." Zen answer, looking back at me.
"I kind of guess that," I said, turn my head back around looking away from Zen.
"Why is everyone picking on me now?" Zen asked.
"Payback for that bad habits comment." Obi answer, looking at Zen.
"So what name do you guys like?" I asked, changing the subject.
"I like Takehiko." Kiki answer, looking at me.
"I also like Takehiko," Mitsuhide said, also looking at me.
I will go with Takehiko." Obi said, looking at me with a smile on his face.
"Great," I said with a smile. "Zen, which one do you like?" I asked, lay my head on his chest.
"I like Takehiko." Zen answer.
Okay, so it is Takehiko then." I said. "As for girl name it is Akane and for the boy name Takehiko in my list."
"Zen, what name did you pick for the girl name?" Mitsuhide asked, looking at Zen.
"Well, I was thinking about Aiko meaning beloved and the other one is Tamako meaning Jewel Child." Zen answer, looking back at Mitsuhide.
"Those names are so beautiful but it is hard to choose one," I said, think what name I like better but its no use.
"Yeah, it is hard to choose one," Kiki said, looking at Zen.
"What about you guys have triplets," Obi said, wait for Zen and my expression on our face.
"Don't say that," I said in shock with my eyes almost popping out of my skull.
"Shirayuki, your expression," Mitsuhide said, starting to laugh so hard.
"It with be time 3 more work." Shirayuki said, "If one did not think of it the others will."
"Shirayuki, by the look on your face you don't want triplets," Mitsuhide said, trying to stop laughing.
"No, I don't," I said, shaking my head.
"I don't mind having triplets," Zen said.
"You will change your mind when you have them," I said, turn my head halfway to look at Zen.
"Zen, you better listen to your wife," Mitsuhide said, looking at Zen.
"Okay, we will not have triplets," Zen said.
"Good," I said, turn my head back around face the front.
"So did you find what name you like?" Zen asked.
"I can't choose," I answer.
"Sorry, buddy it hard to chose those name. I like both." Mitsuhide said, slowly shaking his head at Zen.
"The some with me, Sorry Zen," Kiki said, looking at Zen.
"Obi, what about you?" Zen asked, looking at Obi.
"I like Tamako more then Aiko," Obi said, looking back at Zen.
"Okay, we will keep Zen's girl name," I said, writing down on a piece of paper that I want to keep name until the baby is here.
"What that?" Mitsuhide asked, looking at me writing on the paper.
"I'm writing the baby name that we did not choose yet," I asked, looking at Mitsuhide.
"Right now on the list is Akane, Aiko, and Tamako for the girls and for the boy is Takehiko," Zen said, reading the paper.
"Why are you writing it down?" Obi asked, looking at me.
"Well, it takes 9 months before the baby gets here so I don't want to forget the name," I said, looking at Obi.
"That a good so you don't forget the name 9 months from now," Obi said with a smile.
"Zen, did you find boy names yet?" Mitsuhide asked, looking at Zen.
"Sho meaning to fly, to soar and Ichiro meaning the first son" Zen answer.
"I love the name Sho," I said.
"Sho is a cool name for a boy," Obi said, looking at Zen and me.
"I like Ichiro more than Sho," Mitsuhide said.
"I will go with Sho if I had a boy," Kiki said, looking at Zen and me.
"Then we are going with Sho?" I asked, looking at everyone.
"I agree with Sho," Obi said, looking back at me.
"It okay with me," Mitsuhide said, looking at me.
"It a yes for me," Kiki said
"Okay, I will put Sho down on the list," I said, writing on the piece of paper. "Did anyone like Ichiro?" I asked, looking up from the paper.
"I do." Mitsuhide answer.
"Well, I do not care for it too well," Kiki said.
"The same here," Obi said, agree with Kiki.
"Okay, it is a no for Ichiro," I said, "Thank you for your guys help with the name," I said with a smile.
"It was fun," Kiki said.
"It is not a problem," Mitsuhide said with a smile on his face.
"You welcome," Obi said also had a big smile on his face.
"I think we been on our break for too long. it is time to get back to work." Mitsuhide said, stand up from the ground and help Kiki to her feet.
"Okay," I said, also standing up from the ground.
"Fine," Obi said, complaining while he was get up from the ground. Everyone was head back to the castle when I sense that feeling again. I stop walking and looked around me but did not see anyone.
"Shirayuki, what wrong," Zen asked, holding my hand.
"It is nothing," I said with a smile then I continue walking with the other.
Time Skip...
Zen, Mitsuhide, and Kiki all went back to Zen's office to do some paperwork. As for Obi and me, we went to my office also going to do paperwork. Obi open the door to my office and let me walked in first." "Thank you," I said, walking over to my desk.
"Not a problem," Obi said, close my office door.
"Obi, can you get that box down from the top shelf?" I asked, looking at Obi.
"Right away, Mistress," Obi answer, walked over the bookshelf shelf and grab the box.
"Thank you," I said, was about to grab the box when Obi stop me.
"No Mistress, You can't carry heavy boxes in your condition," Obi said, set the box on my desk.
"Okay," I said, open the box.
"What is in this box?" Obi asked, looking at me.
"This box has all my mother thing in it. It has been years seen I looked in here." I answer, pull out a picture that has my mom holding me when I was first born.
"Why are you bring it out now after all those years?" Obi asked, sat down on the couch.
"Well, I thought that I need some of my mother picture in my office," I answer, walked over to a small bookshelf and set the picture of my mom and me on top of the shelf. I walked back over to the box and pull out a necklace. The necklace has a golden heart.
"What a beautiful necklace," Obi said, looking at the necklace that is in my hand.
"Thanks, it was my mother. A long time my father give her this necklace after they got married." I said, walked over to the bookshelf and hung the necklace on the corner of the picture of my mother.
"You are not going to wear it?" Obi asked.
"No, I'm making a shrine," I answer, walked back over to the box.
"What a shrine?" Obi asked with a confused look on his face.
"A shrine is what Japanese people do to honor their loved one that passed on," I answer, looking through the box.
"You really love Japan," Obi said, looking at me.
"I do," I said, pull a fake flower of bouquet out of the box and set them on my desk. "I thought there was a vase in here," I said, looking through the box.
"I can run and get you a vase from one of the maids," Obi said, stand up from the couch.
"Yeah that will be great, thank you," I said, watch Obi walked out of the room. I looked back in the box and saw a small box. I remember when My father gets my this box. He says when I get married to open this box. I pick up the small box and sat down in my chair. I open the box and saw a letter inside the box. I open the letter and starting to read it.
Dear my beloved daughter,
I wish to be there on your special day. I hope you find a good man that will treat you right and take good care of you. I will always love you and I will be watching over you and your new family. Take good care of yourself. I miss you
Love, Your mother.
I feel a tear running down my cheek. "I miss you too, Mom," I said, close the letter and set it on my desk. Obi walked into the room carry in a vase.
"Here you go, Mistress," Obi said, hand me the vase.
"Thank you," I said, took the vase from Obi. I put the flower of bouquets in the vase and set it by the picture with the letter. Then there was a knock on the door. "Come in," I said, walked back to my desk and close the box. Zen open the door and walked into the room. "Obi, can you put this back up there?" I asked, looked at Obi.
"Okay," Obi said, took the box.
"You keeping Obi busy," Zen said, walked up to me.
"Yeah," I said, looking at Zen.
"Are you ready to go to bed?" Zen asked, looking back at me.
"Yeah, I ready to go to bed," I said walked over to the door. "You have a good night Obi," I said, went into the hallway.
"Good night," Obi said. Zen and I walked down the hallway to our bedroom. Zen open the door and let me walked in first.
"Thank you," I said, walked over to the bed.
"How the baby doing?" Zen asked, walked over to the bed.
"The baby is fine," I answer, laid down on the bed.
"That good," Zen said, laid on the bed.
"I love you Zen," I said, laid my head on his chest.
"I love you too and our baby," Zen said, give me a kiss on top of my head.
"Goodnight," I said, closing my eyes and fall asleep.
"Goodnight," Zen said, wrap his arms around me and fall asleep.
The next day I was in my office putting a book away that was on my desk. "Today is very hot," I said, letting out a sigh. I walked to my desk and grab a cup of water that the maid just brought in for me. I took a sip of the water and set it back down on my desk. Just then the room was spinning and I was getting dizzy.
Then the next thing I knew I faint on the floor. All I can see was a pair of feet stands in front of me. "Poor little princess, laying there helpless." A female voice said. I looked up but I can make out her face.
Sorry a cliffhanger but see you in the next chapter to find out what happens next...
This chapter is the longest chapter I have ever done before. I kind of force myself to write it a little bit longer and it was driving me crazy. I have a lot of Ideas that I want in this chapter. I don't know if I will write another long chapter like this one. My chapter is usually under 5,000k words so I'm proud of this chapter.