Author: I pretty much gave up all hope on this story until I recently returned to see reviews! Now I'm gonna try and update some more. Love ya all! Enjoy.
Duo's POV
Three fucking days I've been lying here… and Heero didn't have a clue I knew about him and Relina. Damn it! I squeezed my left arm, digging in with my nails until a light, taunting pain emanated from it. Sally glared at me from the corner of the room she was doing paperwork in. I had been a nuisance to her for the past few days, not bothering to talk to her. I should have at least thanked her… but I've gotten really sick of seeing doctors who only tell me there is something wrong. Wrong… ha! What do they know about wrong? They're the innocent ones after all… and I'm just the psychotic killer. Hate me… I wish everyone would just hate me. Then I wouldn't have that sick fuck beating and raping me! I rolled over roughly, almost hoping that the IV would rip out of my arm and leave a trail of blood. Cuts I can deal with… but burns. My free hand glided under my hospital gown, feeling the ruff bandages on my chest.
"Duo." I heard Sally get up from her corner.
Her voice was softer. She came over and placed her hand on my shoulder. I shuddered at the contact. Every touch reminded me of when I was bound down, my body at the service of a vindictive rapist. My stomache churned uncomfortably and I shut my eyes tightly. My chapped lips were pressed tightly together, letting nothing in or out.
"They will all heal Duo. You will have some scars but I promise you that all the wounds on your body will be treated. Don't worry Duo, no one will look at you differently. We're your friends… Heero was worried about you too. He… he really loves you and…" Sally spoke softly to me.
I pulled my shoulder from her grasp. I gritted my teeth angrily, my voice shaky when I did speak.
"Love is just another wound… each betrayal reopening it… wider and deeper letting shallow blood spill over love's weapon." I barely breathed.
She took her neglected hand back and turned around to go slowly. Her hand grasping the door knob, pausing before speaking again.
"Your friends are here to help you. Just tell us whatever is hurting you and we'll do our best to fix it! Let us save you…" Sally almost pleaded.
My body shook with hatred and emotion.
"My hero is stained with tainted blood. My Heero is another's love." I breathlessly said, my lungs closing tightly in my chest.
There was awkward silence for a moment, I barely heard her breathe. After a few tense minutes I heard the metallic click of the door opening and a soft opening and closing sound followed. All alone in this room… all alone I belong. Only half true… alone I am… belong…
Nowhere-
Author: Sorry, short chappy. Really sad too. I just though I really should update. Please tell me what you think and if u are still interested in this fic. Thank you!