-1A/N: Hey y'all! Sorry it took so long! Had some…computer drama. Jimmy broke D'X but he's coming back TOMORROW!

So happy!

So here's this! Really not much to say….xP

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For Better Left Unspoken *heart*

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Whatsername ventured out to the bathroom where Heather was, the same way she found out she was pregnant. She didn't know what to think now.. There was so much running through her mind. Her own child, her relationship with Johnny, and now she had to play savior to a girl who hated her guts for stealing her boyfriend. She just took a deep breath, calming herself as she walked down the hallway, passing room after room until she reached the bathroom. Sobs could be heard from inside. Heather. She knew this was where Tunny was talking about... So she went in.

There was Heather, sitting at a sink and sobbing, at least three pregnancy tests in her hand. For some reason, she could feel that she wasn't alone anymore. She brought her teary eyes to the doorway where Whatsername stood. Her emotional face turned into a cold one as soon as the girl came into her line of sight.

"What do you want?" she snapped cruelly.

Whatsername just shifted uncomfortably and explained, "Um...Tunny told me that you're...pregnant. He wanted me to talk to you.."

"Why would I want to talk to you?"

"Because. I know what you're going through and I know it's hard..." she gently placed her hand on Heather's shoulder. "I want to help."

"You've done enough..." Heather growled, pushing the girl's hand away.

Whatsername just sighed. There had to be a way to get to her...there had to. "Will's not talking to me anymore, if that makes you feel better..."

"It doesn't really..."

A silence soon fell over both of them. Neither knew what to say. Both were terrified. They were afraid for themselves, afraid for their boyfriends, afraid mostly for their children. Whatsername saw the scared look on Heather's face. She knew exactly what the now not-so-confident blonde girl was thinking.

"How do you do this?" Heather asked her quietly.

"What?"

"Everything..." She began to cry again, moving away from the sink now. "How do you handle this? And all by yourself?"

"I'm not by myself. I have Johnny."

"But what happens when Johnny goes back to Jimmy?"

Whatsername never thought about that before. What happens if Jimmy won't allow Johnny to raise the child with her? What if Johnny's too busy with Jimmy to care about the baby? She began to worry...He wouldn't leave her now...right?

"Rebecca?" Heather said sort of confused, waving a hand in front of the other girl's face.

She snapped back into reality now...She knew what she was here to do..."Sorry...um, look... Tunny said something about you wanting an abortion..."

"Oh..." Heather just seemed to shrug and looked away from Whatsername and back down to her postive, pink tipped pregnancy tests. "Yeah...I mean, it's fast and it gets rid of the problem instantly. We won't have to deal with raising a kid. It just takes it away."

The other girl shook her head angrily. "No...that's just killing your child. A boy or girl. Not an it."

"The doctor at the clinic said it's not really a baby until it's born..."

"Heather..." Whatsername put her hand back on the blonde's shoulder. "Fuck them...It's a baby..."

"But..."

"Look..." She grabbed Heather's hand and placed it on her swollen stomach, letting her feel the child kick. Kicking, thriving... She watched the tears form in Heather's eyes as she pulled her hand away. "Thats my child. It's a little girl. She has a face and two arms and two legs. Ten fingers and ten toes. She looks just like any other baby, not like a blob of cells. She kicks and moves. She knows the sound of my voice. She settles when she hears me. She's a child. A life. And so is yours..."

Heather was sobbing by now, her hands flying to her own stomach. "I...I just...I feel so guilty...for even trying to get an abortion...I..."

Whatsername just embraced the girl tightly, letting her cry but consoling her. "Sweetie...I know it's hard...I do...you can do this...And if not, there's always adoption... You'll make it..."

"Promise?" Heather sniffled in her shoulder.

"Promise."

Within ten minutes, Whatsername was out of the bathroom and back off to tell Tunny the good news. She decided to take the long way back, passing the library, hoping to at least get a glimpse of the girl who used to be her best friend. As she got closer she could see the girl's familiar short, dark hair peeking out from behind a computer screen. She hurried her pace and decided to run in and surprise her. She tapped on Christina's shoulder and put her biggest smile on as the girl turned around.

"Long time, no see..." she said, quickly hugging the girl.

She didn't notice it, but Christina had the largest smile on her face. "Stop hugging me, Becca...I'm always afraid i'm gonna hurt you..." she giggled.

"Don't worry...she's fine. She's a strong girl..."

The smile on Christina's face oh widened. "It's a girl? Oh, babe, that's wonderful! Are you excited?"

Whatsername just shrugged, placing her hands on her stomach. "I dunno...I am... But I'm more scared..."

"Sounds reasonable...God, you got so big!"

"I'm only five months along..."

Christina just smiled, shaking her head. "I really am happy for you..."

The other girl just smiled as well. She knew something was up with Christina. She wanted to get to the bottom of everything. "What's this?" she asked, pointing to Christina's computer screen. She had open an email from West Point. All Whatsername could catch was a big heaping 'congratulations' at the top of the screen.

Christina noticed the girl reading the email and opened a new tab quickly. "What? It's just some college shit."

"Tell me what's going on, Chris..."

She sighed and opened the email back up, letting her friend read it. It was a message from West Point as she'd seen before, but as she read the email, she began to realize why Christina was so cautious about it content. The school had contacted her saying that she had been accepted into the school and its early decision and graduation program a while ago and would start her semester there in two weeks.

"Tada?" Christina looked away from her friend in fear, upset that it had to be revealed this way.

"You're leaving? Now?"

"in two weeks...I'm graduating early. I wanted to do it even earlier, but I didn't want to leave Tunny all on his own. But he doesn't need me now, so I'm off."

Whatsername had tears in her eyes at this point. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I was afraid to...I'm sorry..."

She sighed and sat next to her friend, enjoying the last few moments they had together. "It's fine...I'm gonna miss you like hell."

"So will I..."

"I'll be stuck with Heather...and her bitchiness." The both of them just started laughing. Whatsername didn't want to bring up the fact that Heather was pregnant with Tunny's child. It would kill Christina. She was pissed with Tunny as it was...she didn't need more pressure on her.

"I'll write...and call. I'll come home on break and stuff. I won't be completely gone..."

"Yeah, but I'm gonna miss you..." Whatsername began to sniffle, hugging her friend tightly.

"Don't worry...It'll be fine...I'll miss you too..."

The both of them sat in a tear-filled embrace for the longest possible time. But Whatsername quickly ruined it by blurting, "What's Tunny gonna say?"

Her friend quickly pulled out of them embrace and took a long pause. "I...I haven't told him...should I?"

"I think you should...Don't leave with all that bitterness behind..."

Christina nodded and sighed. "I'll tell him later...I promise I will..."

"Ok, hun...Wow...college already. You're gonna be in the military?"

"A nurse in the military."

"Make us proud..."

She let a smile slip for the fist time all day. "I will..."

Jimmy sat at home, a giant ACT book sitting in front of him. Dee had picked it up on her way home for him. She wanted him to have a better life than she had. She had no idea that college wasn't in his future. In fact, he was thinking of dropping out after the year ended. He was basically done with school. He was a bright kid, he'd do well.

Right as he flipped open the first page of the book, he heard a knock at the front door. He rushed out of his room, wondering who it was this time. But his annoyed face as he opened the door turned into a sympathetic one automatically. There was Johnny, bawling his eyes out, a total mess.

"Oh, baby…." He whispered calmly, taking Johnny into his arms, soothing him. "What's wrong?"

"M-My…." But he couldn't even finish his thoughts. His own arms were soon around Jimmy, making sure that the boy would never let him go. "J-Jimmy…."

Jimmy knew it was something serious. He pulled away from the boy, draping his arm around his shoulder and leading him into his room. He placed him gently on the bed and went to lie next to him, their arms connecting their bodies again. "Tell me what's wrong…"

Johnny nodded, determined to get some information out. "M-My Mom….she's getting remarried…"

Jimmy had to admit he was a little pissed that Johnny was so worked up about this, but in the end, he couldn't blame him. "Oh, sweetie…."

"She didn't even tell me she had a boyfriend! I came home today and there was this man there and…" he took a moment to sniffle a bit. "He said he knew me…then she told me…. He's all moved in…and he has a daughter… I don't want this. I don't want another father! I don't want that girl!"

But that's when it hit Jimmy. Johnny couldn't stay there anymore. He didn't want to and Jimmy didn't want him to suffer… He kissed the boy on the forehead and whispered, "Run away with me, Johnny…"

"Wh-What?"

"I'm getting out of this town….come with me… We can travel the world together….just you and me…"

"Jimmy…I-"

But he kissed him once more. "C'mon…don't you love me?"

"I do…" He backed away from Jimmy and sighed. "But I can't just leave, Jim…as much as I want to…"

Jimmy's spirits fell immediately. He knew Johnny had to stay. Johnny had a family. Johnny had a life here. Johnny had friends. Johnny was going to be a father. He fully understood the boy's reasoning, as much as it killed him inside. He nodded and just kissed him once more, like it was their last.

"I understand….I just can't live here anymore…I have to make my own life, my own living…"

"But what about school? College?"

"Fuck it…" he said with a slight grin. "You don't need an education to make it. You need common sense."

Johnny looked up at him with his blue eyes puffy and red from crying. "B-But if you're leaving…?" He just hugged Jimmy tighter and hid his face in the boy's shoulder. "Why are you leaving me?"

"I offered for you to come with me but you said no!" Jimmy yelled a it defensively.

"Well, I didn't know that's what you meant!"

He just took a deep breath and sighed, hugging Johnny as well now. "I'm leaving in June…maybe sooner."

"No…."

"I have to, babe….I have to…."

Johnny snuggled in closer to the boy and whispered, falling asleep. "I love you so much…..Jimmy…"

Jimmy smiled to himself as he watched his boyfriend slowly and peacefully fall into a calming slumber. He kissed the boy on the top of his head and whispered quietly, "I love you too, Johnny Cakes…"

A/N: Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I love those two to BITS XD

So yes….this was a chapter.

Gonna end it soon…real soon.

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