Chapter 20
EPOV
I walked in and my Bella's eyes were puffy and red; I knew she was crying or had been. I looked at Jazz and he gave me a small smile and a slight nod, so I knew that they had talked about something serious.
He told me he and Alice were going to go home, reminded me to give Bella her meds, and that he would call me later.
"Bella, do you want to go shopping? I would love to get you a few new things, and I want you to show me what you want to use or try in the playroom. We can go somewhere or we can look online; that's up to you."
BPOV
I made a decision I hope it's right here it goes! I dropped to my knees
"Master, if your girl may speak. Please don't stop her from talking right now. She really can't answer questions about it, Master, your girl was raped, gang raped; that's why she gets scared and has nightmares. She does have scarring and hopes that you still want her. But, Master, this is all I can tell you right now. She hopes you understand."
Master reached out, scooped me up, sat me in his lap, and started kissing me with sweet little kisses, telling me that he would never leave me, that it was ok, and it was not my fault. He also said that he loved me, again. He really must, or he wouldn't keep saying it, right?
"Master, may we just stay home? Your girl is feeling tired, maybe we could take a nap, and then do some shopping online. Is that ok?"
He kissed my face all over again and told me that whatever I wanted or needed was fine and he thanked me for trusting him enough to let him in so he could help me.