Don't own anything!

What? An imposter? So confused right about now. Any who, I didn't think that was you; you're way too sweet to ever say you're sick of my story.

Whoever "Bleh" is, I didn't start a fucking war. Don't put words in my mouth or assume, all it does is make you look like a complete ass. And a "Classic" um, no. I cried for hours yesterday because of what you said and many others. If you don't like the story, don't read it. It is as simple as that.

Okay so this chapter is a big one, hold onto your seat children, it's going to be a bumpy ride! Read on!


Flashback: eight years and seven months ago.

I was sitting on the edge of the tub looking at the little pink plus sign. I smiled to myself and thought of how great it was going to be. I wanted to be a mommy ever since I got married, and now is my chance.

I got up off the tub, cleaned up my test mess and walked to my bedroom. I was about to open it when I heard a noise. I looked at the door and jiggled the knob; it was locked. I looked at it curiously, but decided to just use the key above the doorway.

I took the key and turned it and opened the door. I walked inside and saw something horrid. There on the bed was Jake and Jenna completely naked fucking doggy style on my bed. I busted out of the room and out of the house crying; not looking back. I ran next door and knocked. My neighbor at the time was this sweet couple who were older than us, but going through similar things.

They let me in and sat me down. I pulled my knees to my chest and sobbed harder than ever. When I finally told them what happened, the man had a look of fury on his face and was about to go beat down Jake for doing this to me.

I didn't let him. I did however stay with Jake for a few more years, no sex, no touching, I was only with him for the insurance. When I finally got enough saved and the bakery was doing well, I divorced Jake and took Lily with me. He was still messing around with Jenna, so he had no objections of me taking the little "brat" with me.

End of flashback…

I sat on the bakery counter and looked down at my legs. I thought for a minute and eventually said out loud but to myself,

"I forgot to get my birth control shot." That was it; whenever Eli and I got intimate we hardly ever used a condom. Now I feel bloated and sick.

I walked to the bakery front window and looked out. I looked at the digital calendar on the wall and realized I haven't had a period in nearly two months. With depo I hardly ever had a period, but I usually had some sort of spotting every month. These last two months I had no such thing.

I locked up the bakery and walked across the road to the nearest drug store. I shakily walked in and went to the feminine care aisle. I looked at all my selection choices and picked the EPT test. I didn't know which one was most accurate, but from what I heard from many people, this was the most accurate so far on the market.

At home…

I walked quietly into the house and looked around. It looked like everyone was either in the kitchen or out. Lily was with Ali, and Jason was asleep on the couch. Eli was nowhere to be found, and I was grateful for that.

I walked quietly into the guest bathroom down stairs and shut the door. There was only a sink and a toilet in here. I followed the instructions for the test and placed the soiled stick on the counter on top of a tissue. I looked at my phone and waited three minutes.

Please be negative. Please just be negative.

1…

2…

3…

It was finally three minutes, and time to look at my future. I looked down at the stick and saw my nightmare come true, I was indeed pregnant.

I sat there starring at the pink plus sign and thought of all my options. At one point I didn't believe in abortion, but now I think if the situation is right I could very well have one. My life was just getting on track, no one had to know. This could be just my secret, no one else's. All these horrible thoughts went through my mind as I contemplated everything. Finally after thinking for a little while I heard the door to the tiny bathroom creek open and in came Adam. I looked at him oddly, and he squeezed in and shut the door behind him. He clicked the lock and sat on the counter.

"I know what happened with Eli and Kelly." I just nodded and said,

"How did you know I was in here?" He looked at me and said,

"It was just a guess. You have always disappeared in the bathroom when you are upset about something. So spill it, because I know it's not just Eli and Kelly." I was about to burst into tears, so I just pointed to the garbage can. Adam looked down and saw my fate.

"You're pregnant?" He said astonished.

"Yeah." I muttered. He got off the counter and pulled me up and hugged me. I let a tear fall and I said,

"I think I want to get an abortion." Adam let go of me immediately and said,

"But Clare…y-you can't do that." I knew that it was wrong.

"My family and life is finally going ok. Lily is growing up; I own a successful business and a nice home. Why would I want to mess that up with an unwanted pregnancy?" Adam sighed and said,

"I have a proposition for you." I looked at him with wondering eyes and said,

"Go on…" he took a deep breath and said

"If Kelly and I do actually get over this bump in the road, you know we can't have kids on our own, so if you're willing, maybe you could go through with the pregnancy and let me and Kelly legally adopt the little him or her." I felt tears fall and I said,

"I will have to think about it."


Degrassistar, I can't believe someone did that to you! That is so irritating, because I was like "I thought you loved this story!" But now that I know, I feel a little better. Maybe you should create a real account because I have been getting really mean anon reviews, but I don't want to make it so you can't review anymore. So think about it at least.

As for the rest of you, review if you want an update soon or at all :)