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Quinn's POV

I spent the majority of the ride back to Finn's house ignoring him and going over and over in my head what I was going to say. I knew it was time to come clean with Finn I just didn't want to...I don't know hurt him even more than this news will, but at the same time, I don't want to chicken out when he starts looking at me like a sad overgrown puppy. The best thing for me to do is just to come out and say it! 'Finn, I'm in love with a girl...' Nah that sucks...'Finn, I'm sorry but I'm gay' maybe that one.

"Baby? Are you okay?" I suddenly feel a large hand on my knee and almost jump out of my skin.

"Yeah sorry I was just thinking...about school!" I lie quickly. 'Shit, this is going to be harder than I thought!'

"Okay that's cool, you ready to head inside? My mom and Burt won't be home for another few hours and Kurt is staying at Blaine's tonight...so we have the place to yourselves." Finn said as his hand moved further up my leg.

"Let's get inside then!" I quickly jump away from the intimate contact and head for Finn's house.

Once we got up to Finn's room I sat awkwardly on his bed while he tried to tidy up as best as he could. I could see from his face that he was excited, I know he's been counting down the days until we finally do it, he's always complaining about how he's the only guy in our year that hasn't done it. But at the same time, he has always been respectful of me and my feelings toward sex.

"Are you umm...ready?" Finn asked nervously and all I could do was nod. Slowly he made his way over to the bed and sat down beside me. "Quinn, are you sure you want to do this?" He asked while his hand found its way to my thigh.

"I-I can't..." I quickly pushed his hand away from me and stood up.

"B-but you said that you wanted too...what's changed? Was it something I said? Something I did? Quinn! Talk to me!" Finn stood up and walked over to me.

"Finn I-I just can't!"

"Quinn talk to me...what's been going on with you lately? You haven't been yourself in weeks." Finn said as he tried to wrap his arms around me. Quickly I pushed out of his embrace and walked back over to sit on the bed.

"Finn...why do you still want me? I've been a horrible girlfriend." I said while tears started to flood my eyes.

"What are you talking about Quinn?" Finn questioned while taking a seat beside me.

"I-I kissed someone else..." I said in an almost un-hearable whisper before looking over to see a wave of hurt and anger appear on Finn's face.

"What's his name?" He said trying to stay as calm as possible, but I could tell that he was about to blow.

"Rachel..." I whispered so low that Finn couldn't hear me.

"What was that?" Finn said sounding slightly more annoyed and frustrated at me.

"Rachel...it was Rachel..." I said with more confidence than before.

"Rachel? As in your best friend Rachel?" Finn asked while standing up in an act of anger.

"Finn, I'm so sorry. It just kind of happened…and now, now I think that I love her." I confess to Finn, who is starting to look more and angrier by the second.

"Why the hell are you telling me all this Quinn?! Do you really think I want to hear this right now? It was hard enough when I thought that you were seeing some guy behind my back, but now you're telling me that you have been fooling around with some freak show?!" Finn shouted making me jump slightly.

"I just needed, to be honest with you Finn, it had been eating me up inside."

"Bet that's not the only eating you've been doing!" Finn shouted louder than before. "You know what don't even bother answering that, it's disgusting to even think about you and that freak doing…that!"

"Finn, we haven't done anything like that! We've only kissed a few times and even if something had of happened between us like that it wouldn't be any of your business!" I shouted at him this time.

"I'm done with you, Quinn…get out of my face before I do something I'll regret!" Finn shouted in my face, this time, at this rate, I can feel a steady stream of hot, fresh tears streaming down my face.

"Finn, I'm so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you…"

"Get the hell out of my house Quinn!"

Rachel's POV

After my little run in with Quinn, I couldn't get her off of my mind again, but I tried my hardest to push those feelings aside and focus on Kitty. She seemed to have had a good enough time, she certainly ate enough candy to give our whole year some cavities.

"I had so much fun tonight Rach, most dates I've been on have been dinner and a movie where the guy always tries to get with me in the middle of the movie!" Kitty joked with me as we pulled up outside of her house.

"Yeah, I had a good time too," I said trying to sound convincing as possible.

"Was I that bad of a date?" Kitty asked nervously.

"No! It wasn't you…it's just-"

"What's her name?" Kitty interrupted me.

"That obvious huh?" I laugh nervously, while Kitty smiles sweetly at me.

"I knew you being single was too good to be true. So is it anyone I know?" She asked.

"Q-Quinn"

"Quinn, as in the girl I met tonight? The one with a boyfriend?" Kitty asked in shock.

"Yeah…"

"Wow…that makes sense now."

"What makes sense?"

"Why Quinn looked like she couldn't stand me earlier, because she thought I was moving in on her girl." Kitty joked and laughed slightly at her own joke.

"This isn't funny Kitty! I don't know what to do, I can't stop thinking about her but at the same time I know for a fact that she's not going to leave Finn, she's too afraid of what her dad will do if he finds out that she's into girls." I confessed to her.

"Do you love her?" Kitty asked, in a more serious tone this time.

"Yeah, I do. I think I always have…I'm really sorry Kitty. I knew that I wasn't over her and I still went out with you tonight." I said to her, she simply shook her head in reply and grabbed my hand gently.

"Rachel, like I said before someone like you being available was too good to be true and I think I can handle us being just friends while you try and figure out this Quinn thing," Kitty explained to me while giving my hand a few gentle squeezes.

"I'm glad I met you, Kitty…I really am." I said before leaning over to kiss her on the cheek.

"I'm glad I met you too…thanks for an amazing first date," Kitty said while getting out of my car. "Oh and about the whole Quinn thing, your secret is safe with me and for the record don't give up on Quinn just yet, she could surprise you ya know," Kitty said while smiling wide at me.

"Goodnight Kitty…"

I had a lot to think about after my talk with Kitty, but still, I don't think I could bring myself even consider a relationship or even friendship with Quinn at the moment, not after she took my heart and crushed it into a thousand little pieces. But maybe Kitty was right, maybe Quinn could surprise me and pick me over Finn, maybe just maybe I could get to be with her, but as of now I'll never know. I was just about done with my nightly routine when I heard a faint knock on my door, I knew that my dad was already away to bed and the only person downstairs was my daddy who never knocked.

"Come in…" I shouted, while walking out of my bathroom to find a soaking wet Quinn Fabray shivering in my doorway.

"I-I broke up with Finn…."