DISCLAIMER-I DONT OWN SVU
Shout outs-
-Franshes-You're not supposed to get it, lol, it's something that has to be figured out(which is what we did in this chapter) and what would you do if you knew you were raped and the father of your baby is your best friend? Also, Olivia has been going through so much lately she can't help but take all her anger out on Elliot. But I see what you mean.
-ladybugsmomma-I would too, haha
-Nerd-Herd-27-Glad I could shock you ;)
-spacekitten2700-I agree, Wolf did screw that up, lol, oh well. Hopefully we will still get some eo next season
-Jessica-100th review! Congradulations :) lol.
-Elliotandoliviababies-When you really think about it, it's not that crazy to think that. Like I said to Franshes, Olivia has to take her anger out on somebody, haha.
Just warning you, there will only be 2 or 3 chapters left :( Thanks for all the reviews!
EPOV
I don't know how this could have happened. It has been three days since I found out that I was the father of Olivia's baby. Cragen had given me time off, which I decided to take. I had finally decided to return to work and figure out what happened while with Mark.
"Elliot, what are you going to do? You know I can't have you around here too much until we know what happened." Cragen said to me.
"I know. I wan't to go down to the lab and try and find the drug they used on Liv." I said, not expecting him to allow me to go.
"Fine. But I want Fin to go with you."
"Capt'n why can't I go alone? I'm just going to look through the evidence." I didn't want someone to watch over my shoulder.
"Elliot, I don't trust you right now. You can either let Fin accompany your or not go at all." Cragen explained.
"Fine." I said, not wanting to say anything else.
"Thanks man. I have never felt so wanted." Fin said sarcastically.
"Are you ready to go?"
We walked out of the precinct and climbed into Fin's car. Once we got there, Fin and I took the elevator to the 3rd floor and walked straight up to the counter towards , Chris, who was the evidence storage guy.
"Can we see all of the evidence that was brought in from 145 W. 12th St.?"
"Sure, can you just sign here for me?" Fin signed the forum and gave it back to Richard.
He returned the box and handed it to me.
"Anything else I can do for you?" He asked.
"Is there anyone upstairs in the lab I can talk to about things that were recovered?"
"Clarkson should be there."
"Thanks."
Fin and I walked up the stairs and into the lab, and sure enough there was Clarkson in is lab coat digging through a cabinet.
"Clarkson, Elliot needs your help."
"Hey, I haven't seen you in a while Elliot. It's usually Fin and Munch who come and listen to me talk about lab stuff. What can I help you with today?"
"There are some vials of something here in this evidence box. I need you to interrupt what it contains."
"Of course. Just give me a second. Feel free to dump the box here on this table." Fin did just that; he took the box out of my hands and emptied it on the table. I then handed the cotton swabs to Clarkson and watched him walk away towards a machine. Fin and I sorted through the evidence. We couldn't find anything; I just hoped that whatever the vial was contained something important.
"There are a couple of different substances, but the main one is GHB."
"So, it's a date rape drug?"
"Yes. I hope this helps." Said Clarkson handing me back the piece of paper and the vial. We walked out and headed back to the precinct.
"What did you find out at the lab?" asked Cragen once we got off the elevator.
"Well the clothes and weapon didn't show anything we didn't already know, but there was a vial that contained GHB." I explained.
"What? Like they use in hospitals?" I nodded, "They use it for sedation in hospitals." I said.
"There was enough GHB for two adults, maybe even more." Fin added.
"I know that, but I don't understand how a major event could be completely erased from my memory."
"Elliot, that's the point of the drug, it is used a lot during date rapes. They are intended to make you have amnesia." Fin said, matter-of-factly
"I get that, but how do we prove it?
OPOV
Cragen had called me and informed me that Elliot was on his way over. I argued with him and told him I really did not want to see him, but Cragen insisted that I talk to him.
"Hey, can I come in?"Elliot asked as he knocked on the door.
"I guess." I said, wanting to say the least possible. Elliot walked across the room and sat down on the chair by my bed,
"I need to talk to you."
"I assume that's why you are here." I said, rolling my eyes.
"Olivia, I went to the crime lab with Fin today-"
"Can you please just get to the point?"
"Okay. There was a vial and it contained GHB. Olivia, we were both given a date rape drug."
"Are you sure? I know I was but...you too?" I could feel the tears coming, and I couldn't stop it.
"Apparently. But I don't blame you if you are still made at me." The tears started pouring down my face but Elliot knew not to touch me right then. I let out a sigh of disbelief after calming down.
"I blamed you for raping me...how could I do that? You have been my partner for twelve years and I really thought that you would rape me? I really am pathetic." I said, hating myself.
"Liv, look at me," Elliot said, lifting my chin up so that I was looking at him directly in the eyes, "you can't beat yourself up over this. You were emotionally unstable and..and if I were you, I would have thought that I…you…I would have been mad at you as well." He said, not sure how to word that.
I looked at Elliot and a small grin grew on my face, "You know that didn't really make any sense."
"You're smiling, that's all i've been wanting for a long time now."