dont hate me for the itty bitty little bit of smut in here. the next one will be smutty again. this one has a little more other stuff. let me know what you think. thank you so everyone who has made this story so popular. my most popular story on here, thank you so much. As always let me know what you think. Hope you enjoy a more comforting side to Damon. Enjoy.
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A few days later when Elena finally got out of school for her first day back she immediately headed over to the boarding house. It had been a long day especially after not having school for a few days before that. She missed her boyfriend. Her incredibly hot and sexy vampire boyfriend. She walked in the door and didn't see or hear him. She made her way up to his bedroom and seen the door shut. But behind the door she could hear a series of grunts and groans. When she opened the door she was greeted with the image of Damon jacking himself off with his eyes pressed tightly shut. With the amount of concentration he was using it was unlikely that he knew she was there. She wanted to enjoy the show so she quietly shut the door and leaned against it waiting patiently for him to finish. With the expression on his face and the speed in which his hand was going she knew he was close. She could feel herself getting wet, who knew watching Damon masturbate would be so hot? She rubbed her thighs together when he started chanting her name. When he came he yelled out her name and by that point Elena was so turned on it was bordering on painful. His eyes snapped open and focused on her.
"Wow, it seemed like I've acquired a peeping Tom." he said staring at his girlfriends flushed state.
"Imagine my surprise to walking in here to find you jacking off." she shot back.
"I feel violated." he said standing up and walking over to her.
"You do now? What can I do to fix that?" she asked reaching up to kiss him softly.
"You can repay the favour. Let me watch you..." he said trailing off.
"You want to watch me touch myself? Why would I touch myself when I have your gorgeous body at my full disposal?" she asked.
"That is a valid point." he acquiesced.
"Yeah." she said proudly.
"But the way I see it, I can smell your arousal from here. And I have absolutely no intention of making it better for you. You're stuck with it until you deal with it." he said smirking.
"You're evil. Fine. You win." she said.
"Good. Now take off your clothes and get on the bed. You can do whatever you want but you have to do it to yourself." he instructed. She did as she was told and removed her clothes. She watched Damon and almost burst out laughing as he backed away towards the wall and leaned against his hands so he couldn't reach out and touch her. She knew he was having a hard time with this. He wanted and needed to touch her and it was seriously getting to him. She sat in the spot he had vacated and wasted no time in plunging two fingers deep inside of her. She moaned out loud and her eyes closed reflexively. With her other hand she started rubbing her clit at a speed that was perfect for bringing her pleasure.
"Oh God Damon." she moaned. His eyes remained fixated on her as she continued to stroke herself all over. Removing her fingers from her heat she brought that hand up to tweak her nipple over and over again. He could feel himself hardening again at the sight and he praised his ability to hold out for as long as he did.
"Damon." she sighed as she continued to touch herself. Every time she moaned or sighed his name like that he grew even harder. And his dick was practically begging to be inside her. He had two options, he could either wait it out and be left in agony. Or he could take matters into his own hands and stop her ministrations in order to give them both what they truly want. Decisions. Decisions. His decision was obvious.
"Elena stop." he said walking closer to the bed.
"Damon..." she whined feeling how close she was to the proverbial edge.
"Don't worry. I want you and I cant wait any longer." he said huskily.
"Then you better take me." she said. He climbed on top of her and slid into her easily. Her previous foreplay lubricating her up quite nicely. As he started moving he heard the door slam and the easily recognizable sound of Stefan march through the door.
"Ignore it." Elena begged. Damon nodded and picked up his pace needing to make them both cum.
"I cant fucking believe that you fucking vervained me, in order to get me back here." he yelled at Katherine who followed him into the house.
"What else was I supposed to do? You wouldn't come back any other way." she yelled back.
"I would've come back when I was done hunting. I wasn't finished yet." he yelled.
"You were simply avoiding me. I tracked you all the way to Atlanta Stefan. Atlanta." she screamed.
"Maybe you should've taken the hint. I don't want to see you and I don't want to talk to you." he yelled.
"Look I'm sorry that I vervained you, but it had to be done. You needed to come home." she yelled.
"That's just your selfishness coming in again. You wanted me home. Damon and Elena would have let me stay gone, knowing I'm safe. You just want to drive me crazy again." he yelled.
Damon picked up his pace again needing to make them cum before Stefan and Katherine tore the house apart downstairs in their anger. He thrust his hips into hers roughly until she came apart beneath him and he followed right after her.
"We better go check that out." he said getting up and pulling his pants on. She pulled her clothes back and followed Damon out of the room and down the stairs.
"What the hell is going on down here?" Damon demanded walking into the parlour.
"The bitch vervained me to get me home." Stefan said.
"Well..." Damon said.
"He wouldn't come home. I had to do something." she defended.
"Have you given any thought to what we talked about a few days ago?" Elena asked Katherine.
"Yeah. I don't know how." she said.
"You just do." Elena said leaning her head on Damon's shoulder.
"You guys have been talking?" Stefan asked disbelievingly.
"Yes, does that surprise you?" Katherine asked.
"Well yeah. You're an evil bitch who wont be exclusive with me and Elena isn't." he said.
"Keeping in mind Stefan that I slept with Damon over and over again while we were together. Stefan maybe you should just give her a chance." Elena said.
"See my doppelganger is just like me." Katherine said gleefully.
"Elena is nothing like you. " Damon shot in.
"Well other than our taste in Salvatore men, we are alike. Whether she intended it or not. Now, I am going to put an end to this conversation. I will attempt to be monogamous and if that isn't good enough for you Stefan then too bad. I am going to leave and stay in a hotel. You can come and find me when you make your decision." she said walking out the door.
"What the hell just happened?" Damon asked confused.
"She's giving Stefan what he wants but she too vulnerable to actually do it." Elena explained.
"How is it that you understand her better than we do and we've known her so much longer?" Damon asked staring at her in awe.
"Because we're both women. We are both insecure around the men that make our world go around." she said.
"Ah." Damon said not sure how to respond.
"So what do I do?" Stefan asked.
"Do you love Katherine?" Elena asked.
"I do. I don't think I ever stopped." he admitted.
"Then there is only one thing you can do. You have to go after her." she said.
"I love her. But I don't trust her." Stefan said.
"She told you that she'd be exclusive with you. I believe her because she wants that just as bad as you do. The only difference being that she's spent the last 500 years running from commitment. You've spent the last 150 embracing it" she said.
"I'll consider it." Stefan said finally.
"You do that. But now I better head home. Lots of homework to do." she said reaching up to kiss Damon.
"Damn homework. I could do it for you, much faster than you could." he offered.
"No. How would that help me Damon? I need to know this stuff." she said.
"I know. So will I see you tomorrow?" he asked.
"Yeah." she nodded and reached up to kiss him again before leaving.
The next morning when her alarm went off and she opened her eyes, she felt an overwhelming wave of sadness and grief hit her. It was then in that moment when the other alarm went off inside her head signalling that today was three years since her mom and dad were killed. Three long years since she's been able to see their faces. She couldn't believe she didn't remember this yesterday, but she instantly knew why. She was selfish. She was more worried about her own happiness and the amazing situation her love life was in to remember that this was the day her mom and dad died. And this day wouldn't exist at all if it hadn't been for her going to that party. Even after three years she still blamed herself. She got out of bed and walked over to Jeremy's room. She opened the door to see him sitting on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands.
"Jer, are you alright?" she asked.
"It's the anniversary of mom and dads death. I just miss them you know. I miss them so much." he said.
"I do too. Are you going to school today?" she asked.
"I am. I'm okay I really am. It just hit me this morning but I should be fine. I wanted to see Claire anyhow." he said.
"I'm skipping today. You don't have to deal with the fact that if you hadn't insisted on going to a stupid party then they would still be here." she said.
"Okay, what do you want me to tell Caroline and Bonnie if they ask?" he asked.
"They will automatically know, why I'm not there. They sat with me every day after they died." she said wiping a tear from her eyes.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
"I thought I would be. I've been fine for so long now. My life has been almost perfect. But this morning I wake up and this alarm goes off in my head reminding me that today I lost." she said.
"It'll be okay. I better get ready for school though." he said.
"Yeah. I'm going back to bed." Elena said leaving the room and crawling back into bed.
After sleeping for a couple more hours Elena dressed and drove over to the cemetery. She went to her mom and dads graves and sat in front of them holding her diary in her hands. She didn't know what to say to them. She couldn't bring herself to speak. Instead she cried.
When four o'clock hit Damon opted to go over to Elena's to surprise her. He found it odd that she didn't just come over after school, but wouldn't dwell on it. Chances are she just went home to drop off her books and got sidetracked. That was likely what happened. He knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer. When Jenna answered the door she smiled slightly at him.
"Is Elena home?" he asked.
"No." Jenna said walking back to the kitchen where Jeremy and Ric were sitting.
"What's up?" he asked seeing the small circle of people sitting around the table.
"Three years ago today Grayson and Miranda were killed in a car accident. We all cope in different ways but Elena deals with it on her own. I don't know where she is. I thought she'd be with you." Jenna said.
"She's not with me. Did she even go to school today?" he asked.
"No. She was pretty torn up about it earlier. She blames herself." Jeremy said.
"Do you have any idea where she might be? She shouldn't be alone right now." he said.
"I would try the cemetery. She goes to visit with them quite often." Jeremy offered.
"Thanks. I'll find her." Damon said leaving.
Elena sat in front of her mom and dad's grave and let the tears fall.
"I'm so sorry. I miss you so much." she said. Of course they didn't respond. They never would. She laid her head between her knees and let the tears take over.
"It's not your fault." she heard a deeply recognizable voice say from behind her.
"Damon, how did you find me?" she asked wiping the stray tears from her eyes.
"Jenna and Jeremy told me what today was." he said sitting down next to her. She instinctively laid her head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her closer.
"Jeremy told me you blame yourself. Why?" he asked.
"They wouldn't have left the house that night if it weren't for me. It was family game night and I wanted to go to a party instead. So I did. My parents came and got me and drove off the bridge. Stefan saved me but my parents died." she said.
"It's not your fault." he said instinctively.
"It is. There would have been no accident if I hadn't went to the party. If I would have just sat through family game night and had fun with my family instead of getting drunk." she cried.
"It's okay." he soothed her.
"I'm sorry." she said.
"What for?" he wondered.
"I never came over this afternoon. I just cant believe I completely forgot what today was. It just hit me this morning." she said.
"It's okay. They were your parents. Even after over a century I still mourn my mom." he confided.
"You do?" she asked.
"Yeah. She died right around this time too. The fact that I still mourn her is one of the reasons I gave you her necklace. I love you and I know you will take care of the one thing my mom left me." he said.
"Can you just hold me for a while?" she asked.
"Of course." he said.
"How do you think my dad would have reacted if he knew I was dating you? I mean you're a slightly older,vampire, former womanizer, lethally sexy, and you totally corrupted me?" she asked.
"Well right now I think he's probably rolling over in his grave. But I think he would have yelled and screamed and banned me from ever seeing you. That's what any good father would do." he said.
"You're probably right. My mom would have forbid it but would have been more reasonable. And then she would have sat me down and asked me what I saw in you, and if it was the same things she seen in dad, and if my love for you was real and pure she would have convinced my dad to let me be with you." she explained remembering her moms methods.
"How would you have answered her question?" he asked.
"I would have said that I see something beyond the careful, hardened exterior he puts up. He loves me and cares for me more than anyone else. He would do anything for me and I can ask him anything. He is my best friend and lover. I love him more than anything in the entire world." she reiterated.
"Would she have let us see each other?" he asked.
"She would have. She would have seen my feelings for you in my eyes, and she would have needled my dad until he gave in. He wouldn't be happy about it, and I would have lots of rules, but we could be together. And you would be forced to participate in family game night." she said smiling.
"I would have liked that." he said smiling.
"You would?"she asked shocked. All of her friends avoided family game night like the plague.
"Yes. In fact. If
you want, we can have a game night in tribute to your mom and dad tonight." he offered.
"That would be wonderful. Thank you." she said leaning in and kissing hm sweetly.
"Do we want to go together. We can pick up your car later." he said.
"Yeah. I'll meet you at your car. I just want to say goodbye." she said.
"Take all the time you need." he said kissing her once more before walking over to the car. She stood in front of the graves and smiled.
"Isn't he wonderful? I love him very much. I know if you would have met him and after you got over the initial shock, you would have loved him. He's perfect. He's my perfect match all the way through. I know you can hear me, and I just want to let you know that I miss you. And I always will. I want you to know that Jeremy is fine. He dated Bonnie for a while, but then they broke up. They're slowly working their way back together. It just takes time you know. Jenna is the best guardian you could have chosen for us. She's perfect, I know she'll say quite the opposite, but its true. She is perfect and she's happy too. As for me, I'm very happy. I'm in love and I have a solid group of friends. And I know that Damon will be around forever. It took us time to get to where we are today, but we're here now. I hope you can rest easy knowing that we're okay. We miss you." she said touching the gravestones lightly before turning and walking to the car.
"Are you sure you're okay?" he asked.
"I'll be fine. I just had to tell them that I'm okay. That everyone is okay. And we're getting by." she said laying a hand on his thigh.
"Okay." he said driving along the city streets towards the Gilbert House. When he parked in front of the house they walked in hand in hand.
"Elena? Are you home?" Jenna called.
"Yeah, its me." she said walking into the living room with Damon trailing close behind her.
"Are you alright?" Jenna asked concerned.
"I'm fine. Damon actually had an amazing idea. Why don't we have a game night like the ones my parents always insisted on. It would be a fun tribute to them. And besides Damon really wants to be involved." she said linking her arm through his.
"I think that's a wonderful idea. I remember all the ones I was here for. You're mom adored family things like that." she said.
"She did. I'll go fine the games." she said.
"Sounds good. I'll order pizza. Actually Jeremy go find the games. Elena you go to the store to pick up snacks" Jenna said.
"Okay." Elena said. Jeremy got up and went up the stairs, Elena and Damon walked out the door and drove to the store while Jenna picked up the phone.
By the time Damon and Elena got back from the grocery store, the games were situated on the floor along with the box of pizza sitting on the table.
"What took you guys so long? Wait, I don't think I want to know." Jeremy said.
"For the record, the grocery store was busy. That is why we're late." Elena said.
"Likely excuse." Jeremy scoffed.
"Actually its the truth. Not even I would take advantage of my hot girlfriend on this day." Damon said.
"Fine." Jeremy said grabbing a pile of plates and bringing them into the living room.
After destroying everyone at pictionary, Damon proceeded to get his ass kicked at monopoly and charades.
"My God you guys suck at this." Damon said to Elena and Jeremy who were his teammates in charades. Jenna and Alaric were winning by a long shot.
"It's so not my fault Jer doesn't know how to act." Elena shot in as Jeremy was doing a poor depiction of a fire truck.
"You're no better. Maybe I would have been better off with Ric as my partner." he said.
"and that wouldn't have been fair. Ric's a teacher and you're you." Elena said.
"At least then I would be winning." he said as he watched Jeremy having no idea what he was portraying.
"I was a firetruck. God you guys suck at this." Jeremy said. Alaric got up and did his best portrayal of a hairdresser which Jenna immediately figured out.
"My turn." Damon said flipping open his card and glaring at the word on it. He got up and walked to the far end of the room and put his hands on his hips.
"I hate this game." he said as he started swaying back across the room. When he got in front of Elena he stopped and turned before walking back the way he came. Elena and Jeremy burst out laughing as Jenna's mouth dropped and Alaric tried to hold back laughter.
"Should I be concerned? You do that quite well." Elena said.
"What am I? I am not doing that again. I am feeling extremely unmanned right now." he said.
"A model. And a very pretty one at that." Elena said.
"Correct. And never ever again refer to me as pretty. Hot. Sexy. Handsome. Devilish. Ravishing. Smouldering. Erotic. Any of those would suffice." he said pointedly.
"Fine you were a very hot model." she corrected.
"Better." he said. The game night went on for a while longer before everyone got tired.
"I should probably head out." Damon said.
"Will you stay with me tonight. Just hold me." she begged.
"Alright." he said giving in immediately. She could probably ask him to walk into open sunlight without his ring and he would probably do it, that's how eager to please her he was. He was completely whipped and he didn't care. All he cared about at this moment was making sure his girlfriend was okay and if she wanted him to stay and hold her, then he would.