~You exhaust way too much time and energy on a girl you call "just your friend"~
"I don't know man," Clay laughed shutting his locker. "That seems a little farfetched."
"I know, but how far? Because she is hot as hell," Jake once again repeated. Apparently there was some blonde in the school a town over that Jake had decided he was in love with, he was always in love with someone, but she was some punk music, emo, cheerleader with long legs. Jake said she was perfect, Clay said he was insane. Jake just wanted to come up with a way to accidently run into her and make her fall in love with him.
He swore one date would do it.
"I'd say you don't have a chance in hell," he told him with a laugh and his friend rolls his eyes.
"I say you don't know shit…" he shook his head, glancing up to see a very…confused, maybe was the right word, girl moving toward them. "Whoa…Quinn looks on a mission."
"What?" Clay spun on his feet and grew confused to the worry expression on his girl's face. They hadn't really talked today, not since they all returned from this weekend but he didn't think anything happened that would make her look so panicked.
"Clay…" she stopped in front of him and he grew even more confused. It was rare she spoke to him so openly in front of people. They more secretly texted to meet in a closet or car. "I need to talk to you…now," her point clear she was serious and he tossed a look at his friend.
"Uh… alright," he glanced at Jake who just shrugged, himself not knowing what the deal was. "See you later man?"
"Yeah, later Quinn," he gave her a nod before shaking his head at his friend and walking off.
"What's up?" Clay wondered crossing his arms over his chest to keep from touching her. He had a bad habit of it when she was around.
"Are you screwing with Lucas?" she asked point blank and his brows pulled.
"What?"
"Is this all some game to you? Something to make all of us look stupid?" she questioned and he still was unsure of what was happening.
"Ok, why don't we have this talk else well," he suggested, a few eyes lingering on them. Turning the handle to the closet empty class room and they both moved in. "Now what the hell are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about you and Lucas and this…this bullshit game you two are so caught up in!" she snapped. "Greg it gone, ok? Blame him for it, hate him for it, but we all know you all were dumbasses that night! So let it go!"
"Excuse me?" he pushed off the desk he was leaning against and moving toward her. "You want me to let go that my brother is dead?" he let out a harsh laugh. "Are you fucking kidding me right now?"
"No!" she gripped her hand in her hair shaking her head. "I didn't mean it like that. I mean, let go of this…this game you two keep having."
"What game?! I haven't done shit to that kid!"
"So you aren't using Brooke as some ploy to crush him?" her brow popped up and his mouth snapped shut. "You two were best friends and after Greg died you two were worst enemies. You made the whole damn school pick a god damn side and it crushed you when I picked his! Which I didn't even pick I was just so over the back and forth. You two shared each other's biggest secrets, lies you told others and things you two had done. That after a while you two forgot what the reason you hated each other was ever about. It was just some…some bullshit game of making the other one hurt!"
"Point?"
"My point is I defend you to everyone," she moved to stand in front of him and watched him swallow the large lump. "And I was in a panic trying to make sure Lucas was being honest with Brooke; that he wasn't going to hurt her. When in reality I never even thought it was the other way around…"
"Seriously? You think Brooke would be plotting something?"
"I think she loves her cousin and would do anything he asked her too…" she said and he let out a bitter laugh.
"You know what, you're right," he shook his head feeling his blood boil through him. "I did this! I did all of it!" he tossed his hands up. "I called Alex, I made sure she was in such a shitty place that she took a knife to her own wrists!" he hissed and her eyes closed. "I made sure Brooke found her and in returned it fucked her up so much her family moved her here. Here where I shoved Lucas down her throat, forced him to follow her around and someone like Lucas Scott, who doesn't give two shits about anyone fell for her! A girl he wouldn't have ever looked at twice if she wasn't my cousin."
"Clay…"
"And then me telling her to say away, me telling him to back the hell off was a game to make them confused and force them together in hopes that it might crush him because he took you from me," he shoved his finger in her chest and her eyes closed. Slowly regretting how to worded this whole conversation. "But hate to break it too baby I'm not that damn needy," his tone so cold it felt like ice was dropped down the back of her shirt making her skin crawl. "I may love you, but trust me when I say I can live just fine without you or him in my life. So honestly at this point, you both can stay the hell away from me and my family…" he snapped grabbing his bag and moving toward the door. "So tired of this fucking bullshit," he cursed slamming the door so hard the whole room rattled.
The young girl inside covering her hand to her mouth not to release the sob that was about to escape and the tears started to fall.
"So are you all going to this party Felix is throwing tonight?" Rachel asked as they all sat at outside hanging out before heading home. It kinda being like a normal thing for their group of friends being as other than lunch they really didn't hang out much in school. They usually had practice after school and would hang then but practice was cancelled for some reason and now they were all trying to get some homework out of the way before heading home.
"I hate Felix, why would I go?" Lucas wondered, knowing he swore that kid was the biggest asshole in the world. He did the best he could to avoid his cocky presences at all times.
"Because Abby is bitching about it. Since we missed that huge party Amber threw last weekend, she is insisting on us going to this one."
"You know, we don't have to do everything as a group right?" he pointed out and she rolled her eyes at him.
"Be nice," Brooke shoved his arm and he chuckled dropping his hand to rest on her leg.
"I know that jackass," Rachel flipped her hair back and leaned on the table. "But I'm being forced to go and thought maybe you two could be just so amazingly sweet friends and join me," she gave a fake smile that made Lucas release a weird noise from the back of his throat. "Don't make me Lukie Loo."
"I'll go with you Rachel," Brooke told her and Lucas's head snapped over to hers. "I owe you anyway."
"Oh Penny I love you!" she leaned across the table to press a big kiss to her cheek. "You are the best ever," she dropped back into her chair and fished for her phone as she felt it going off in her purse.
"What?" Brooke looked at Lucas not getting the look she was receiving. "It will be fun…" she rocked into him with a smile.
"Oh…" Rachel's brows creased as she read the message in front of her.
'I screwed something up. Please come to the bathroom.'
"I uh…gotta go," she jumped up grabbing her stuff.
"Everything ok?"
"Yeah, fine. Quinn just having a girl thing. Needs a tampon," she lied and wanted to laugh when Lucas cringed and even shivered a bit with a mumbled 'gross'. "Later loves!"
"She is too much," Brooke shook her head as she reached for her drink.
"She is something," Lucas mumbled watching her walk away before looking back at the girl beside him. "Are you seriously going to Felix's party tonight?" he questioned and she offered a shrug. "You don't even know Felix…"
"I don't know a lot of people. But Rachel, did ask and I do owe her, so why not?"
"Because Felix is an asshole…" he told her, really not wanting Brooke anywhere near Felix. The guy hated him so much he didn't doubt he would drop a few bombs on Brooke.
"Uh, correct me if I'm wrong, but didn't you just the other day tell me the same thing about you?" she questioned with a slight giggle and he rolled his gray eyes, twisting to face her.
"That's different. Felix is into shit that I'm not. He hits on the right stuff and he can really bring out a side that I don't want you around," he explained because that part was very true. Felix was into shit he didn't understand how no one caught. And when he did that stuff he flipped into a person that was scary. The last time he saw that side, Felix had grabbed Quinn the wrong way and Clay beat the shit out of him. A moment that Lucas didn't even try to stop, someone who was actually his friend, at the time.
"He doesn't know me Lucas. What are the odds that out of all the girls in the party he would come to me?"
"Because you aren't just any girl Brooke," he told her like she was dumb. "You're my girl. That in itself will make him search you down."
"Then I guess you just have to come with me," she shrugged like that settled it all. "Because I already told Rachel I would."
"Damn you being nice," he growled and she giggled flipping her book closed.
"Well I'm ready to head home," she stood up and grabbed her bag. "You still want to come over? My parents won't be home for a while," she told him nervously biting on her lip.
"I could be for that," he grinned leaning his forehead against hers and gave her a sweet kiss. "You're so damn cute Angel…" he shook his head at just how innocent she was.
"Whatever," she gave him a playful shove and turned on her feet. Hearing him chuckle as he started to jog after her.
"Mmm…" she moaned against his mouth and he felt a chill run down his spine. Every time a sweet noise passed those soft lips he couldn't control himself. He didn't know what it was, maybe it was the whole she was so innocent, maybe it was because he knew for a fact no one made her feel like he was before, maybe it was a million things he couldn't come up with. But one thing was for sure; her pureness just made him want her more, however, at the same time scared the shit out of him.
In the gest of their make-out session his shirt had been removed and his hand had gripped on the side of her jeans yanking them down a faction to reveal her dark purple lace underwear. Something that the image of her in turned him on just that much more.
"Let me make you feel good again," he whispered out between kisses, knowing if he didn't get too seriously touch her again he would go insane. Her small hands planting on his shoulder as she nervously pushed him back to look at him. "Just trust me?" he asked as she bit hard on her lip and her breath raced quickly in and out of her. "Trust me Angel," he repeated, dropping his mouth back against hers and her arms got lost in his hair.
"Ok…" she mumbled nervously against his lips and felt him smile. Trailing a line of kisses down her stomach, he pushed her shirt up and drug his teeth down her sweet skin. Knocking the button on her jeans, he heard her heart thumb hard against her chest as he started to tug them down. "Lucas…"
"It's ok," he gave a gentle smile, rolling up her body and pressing a sweet kiss to her lips. "Don't be nervous," he told her and she swallowed hard. "Just trust me," he repeated and she slowly nodded. "And lift your hips for me," he whispered in her ear and felt her body press up against his as she lifted them. His hands hooking on the sides tugging them down and slowly he ran his hand over the soft purple material.
Wiggling down the bed to rest on his stomach, his arm curled around her leg as he leaned down to kiss across the material. Hearing her suck in a breath as he pressed a kiss to her center.
"Lucas…" she swallowed the largest lump that had ever built in her throat and dropped her head into her pillow. Biting the tip of her finger as she watched his every move. His eyes cutting up to hers and a chill ran down her entire body. Him slowly smiling before tugging down the underwear to reveal her most private area. A smirk flickering across his face as he ran his thumb over the sensitive skin and felt her shake. Curling his arms around her thighs, he tugged her closer to him as he leaned down and slowly ran his tongue along her and her leg twitched.
"Mmm…" she moaned as his mouth worked against her. Her heart slamming into her chest and her hand dropping to grip his hair and he growled. Gripping his arms tighter around her nails dug into his scalp. Lucas doing almost a painfullyslow lick over her before sucking hard, slowly bringing her body to a point she had never experienced before, before he once again pulled back and again going with the lick that she swore was his own form of torture to her body.
"Lucas…" she swallowed the lump in her throat, her eyes slamming shut, every muscle in her seeming to clutch and she swore if his arms weren't holding her down she would have completely floated off the bed. "Mmm…" her body collapsed back down, a wave washing over her as she tried to catch her breath.
The dark haired boy sat up running his thumb over his lip and her eyes locked on his as she slowly tugged her underwear back up. Her body still feeling things from what he had just done.
"Come here," he chuckled, gripping onto her thighs and yanking her into him, her releasing a giggle as his arms came around and lifted her up in his lap for a kiss. "That wasn't terrible was it?" he teased brushing her hair back and she quickly shook her head.
"No…I liked that," she admitted as she felt her body still tingle. "Just feel bad…like I'm being unfair to you."
"You aren't being unfair to me," his brows pulled and she offered a shrug. "Brooke…" his tone became serious as his hand gripped in her hair. "I greatly enjoy making you feel good…" he made sure she knew. "I don't do it in hopes for something. Believe it or not as a guy we do enjoy the look of pleasure we are giving our girl. It's a major turn on."
"Yeah, a turn on that doesn't get taken care of," she mumbled looking down. "I want to do things with you Lucas. I want to do things for you," her dark eyes cut up to his and he swore she never looked so sexy with the fire in them and lust flickering through. "But I just need you to be patient with the fact I might be bad at it at first."
"Impossible," he grinned catching her mouth on his and dropping them back on the bed. Her sweet giggles sounding like music in his ears as he went and deepened their kiss.
The music was annoyingly loud, the girls annoyed him more than they usually did and the smell of weed in the air made him cringe. He hated that smell. Now, he wouldn't lie and say he had done it, used to enjoy a nice high every now and again but not in a long time. Over two years he was sure.
"Aren't you having fun?" Rachel wondered, slapping her friend's shoulder and he just shrugged as he continued to nurse his only beer of the night. He wanted to go home when this was over, he wasn't going to get smashed and leave. "Lukie Loo what is wrong with you?"
"Have you talked to Quinn today?" he questioned and swore he watched her entire buzz leave her. "I've called her a few times and text her but she won't respond."
"Uh…she is having a bad day," she mumbled, not wanting to tell him what all that had happened. She might be drunk, but she would never sell her friend out.
"Why?" he pushed and she awkwardly shifted on her feet and glanced around the room, landing her eyes on the blonde girl and already hating the lie she was about to share.
"Someone started a rumor that Abby hooked up with Clay again," she lied and slowly turned to face him.
"Did he?" his temper flared up and the red head quickly shook her head.
"No, that hasn't happened in years and you know Clay hates Abby. However, you also know Quinn isn't really completely over him," she watched her friend to see his reaction. "She loved him a lot, thinks it hurts to imagine that love might have not meant the same for him and her supposed friend would go after him again. Even if she was over him completely, there is a girl code. You don't go after your friend's exes."
"You think she still loves him?" Lucas questioned, his heart hurting a little to think his friend was hurting. He thought she was over it. He honestly never really cared about someone before and thought that idea was completely stupid, so he didn't see the big deal at all if the two broke up. Yet, over time he had developed feelings for someone, some very strong feelings and he wouldn't imagine someone telling him he couldn't be around her anymore.
Made him feel like the worse person ever for making his friend feel that pain.
"I don't think she will ever not love him anymore," she confessed and watched something flicker through him. "But she also knows you two hate each other…" she flipped her hand around and his head snapped to her.
"He hates me," he reminded her. "I don't hate him. I honestly don't care anymore…I just wish we could all just…forget everything that happened," his eyes trailed around the room and landed on the girl dancing with Tony. She looked good tonight, but she looked great most nights. However, lately she had been holding a confidence in her he hadn't seen before. She had on a loose black sleeveless top that flowed longer in the back with a pair of white shorts that fit her well. She was so perfect and he smile made him so happy. He enjoyed seeing her smile.
"You can't forget it Luke," Rachel frowned and brought him back into focus and she shook her head. "I'm sorry, but you can't…"
"Yeah…" he sat his drink on the counter and rolled his eyes. "I'm aware of that. I get reminded of that every damn day," he growled, pushing through the crowd to reach the only person he really wanted to talk too. "Hey baby girl…" he whispered in her ear and watched the hairs rise as she spun around to face him.
"Boyfriend!" she lit up and he let out a small smile as her nickname. He knew they were something, but he didn't know exactly what that was. Plus in that moment any silly thought he always seemed to get about her dancing with Tony or talking to Stephen quickly erased knowing they didn't mean anything. "I was wondering where you went…"
"I was talking to Rachel," he told her, slipping his arms around her waist. "You a little drunk?" he teased, seeing the glass over look in her eyes and she giggled and shrugged. "Well I'm going to go to the bathroom. You think you can just stay right here with Tony for me?"
"I can do that," she promised and he chuckled at how cute she looked.
"Alright good," he gave her a sweet kiss and swore he tasted all the alcohol she had drank that night. "Hey man, I'm going to take a piss," he yelled over the music to tell his friend. "Will you watch her for me?"
"I can do that my man!" he slapped his hand on his shoulder and wrapped his hand around her small hand. "Come here my love!" he tugged her close and started to move to the music again.
Lucas pausing a moment looking at them and again felt that feeling bubbling in him, Brooke however sending him a wink and as fast as that feeling came it once again disappeared.
"So…what is up with you and my dude?" Tony nodded his head after the dark haired boy disappeared.
"What do you mean?" Brooke twisted her head to look up at him.
"Come on kid," he chuckled shaking his head. "You two aren't just friends anymore. And you don't really seem like the type to just kiss a guy you don't have a thing for…" he pointed out and she blushed biting her lip. "Ya'll are a thing?"
"We…we are something," she shrugged. "He knows I care a lot about him."
"Wouldn't ever screw him over, right?" he questioned because though he really liked the young girl, he didn't want his friend getting screwed over.
"No…" she grew confused turning to face him fully. "I would never hurt him. Why would you think that?"
"I don't," he told her quickly to erase the nerves. "It's just I know Luke really cares about you," he told her honestly. "And I also know he isn't great at expressing his feels and he's definitely never had a girlfriend before."
"Never?" she swallowed a large lump and he shrugged. "But all the girls are like in love with him…"
"Doesn't mean he is into them kid," he chuckled and she reasoned that made sense. "I just don't want him to screw something up because he doesn't know how to handle all of this. I just hope you give him a little extra time on it all because he is really rusty with that whole sweet boyfriend shit…"
"Yeah," she laughed a little and reached to give him a big hug. "You're such a good guy Tony."
"I'm not that great kiddo," he frowned, knowing if she knew the truth of why Lucas really started to talk to her, she wouldn't be thinking that.
"Yes you are," she dropped back down on her feet and smiled.
"Well hello," a heavy arm planted on the tall boy's shoulder and he groaned. "Who do we have here?" he shuffled a drunken step toward and Tony grabbed his arm steady him.
"Oh um…I'm Brooke," she gave an uncomfortable smile and moved a step back.
"I know," he tilted his head to the side and took a sip of his beer. "Seen you around school…never seen you so hot though," he ran his eyes over her and licked his lips. "Anyone ever tell you that you have great legs?" he reached up to run his finger along the side of her thigh and she cringed back.
"Ok," Tony gripped the back of his shirt and yanked him back. "Felix, man, I wouldn't do that shit."
"What? I'm just telling a pretty girl she is pretty," he waved his hand at her not getting the big deal.
"Well you don't need to touch her," he told him, trying his best not to let things escalate.
"Prefer if I touched Rachel?" he smirked and Brooke watched as Tony's eyes flashed with a rage and his grip on the guy's shoulder tightened.
"Felix!" Brooke grabbed his wrist and he jerked around to face her. "Oh, I'm sorry," she apologized glancing at his wrist and releasing it. "But um…did you say your name is Felix?" she tried to defuse the anger Tony had and pulled the dirty blonde's attention to her.
"Yeah," his lip corked into a smirk as he spun on his heels.
"So this is your house," she glanced around taking it in. "It's gorgeous."
"Yeah, well you know," he flipped his hand around the room. "Dad's a lawyer; we get rewarded with nice things."
"I can see that," she slowly nodded and Tony tried not to laugh at the fact Felix clearly didn't know what Brooke had. Sure, Clay wasn't short on cash; however he had a single mom. His dad was so in and out of his life that Clay and Greg didn't even take his last name. But once Tony met Brooke he quickly realized why Clay's family didn't suffer. Though his mom worked hard, very hard, he realized that though he hadn't met Brooke's family, if they were anything like Brooke she would never suffer. "Must be nice…"
"What must be nice?" a heavy arm curled around her waist and tugged her back a step.
"Lucas…" she flashed him a smile and rested her hand on his chest. "There you are…"
"Here I am…" he agreed, his eyes burning into the guy before him. "What must be nice?" he repeated and Felix chuckled rolling his eyes.
"Having nice things like this home," Brooke explained and his brows pulled confused. "Felix's father is a lawyer…"
"Yeah, but…" he glanced up at his friend who chuckled and shrugged. "Must be nice…can't imagine having loads of cash."
"Me neither," Brooke mumbled and thanked everything when everyone seemed to relax. "But Felix, it was nice meeting you. However, I need to go to the little girls' room. Lucas, you think you could show me where it is?"
"Yeah…" his gaze stayed locked on the guy before him. "Come on…" he gripped her hand and tugged her through the crowd.
"Cute little thing isn't she," Felix watched her go up toward the stairs.
"Back of Felix…"
"Why? Because Scott placed some lame ass claim on her?" he let out a bitter laugh. "Scott puts claim on all girls and after a week is over them. What makes her so damn special?"
"What makes her special is she is my friend," Tony's eyes turned dark as he stared him down. "I don't know what is up with those two, I don't think anyone does," he lied, but not wanting Felix to know how close Lucas and Brooke really were. "But if you mess with her or get within ten feet of her I can assure you that you won't have to worry about Luke, because then I will hurt you. Got it?" his lip flared up, knowing he wouldn't handle someone messing with Brooke well. She was probably the only good person in this whole damn town and he refused to let someone mess that up. "Now you go enjoy your party," he patted his head and spun on his feet toward the back door.
"Tony…" Rachel called when he pushed past her to walk outside the back door. "Tony," she jumped off the counter she was on and quickly followed. "Hey…" she gripped her hand and spun him to face him. "Hey, are you ok?"
"Fine…" he pulled his hand away and ran it through his hair.
"You sure?" she stepped closer toward him, hating she hated talked to him in a week. She tried, but he ignored her completely.
"What is wrong with us?" he threw his hands up confused, his tone rising and she swallowed hard.
"What?" she wrapped her arms around herself confused.
"All of us are just so…so fucked up," his eyes slanted looking at her. "We are all plotting the pain of someone else and it's just so damn ridiculous. What is wrong with being a good person? Why is seeing a good person so weird and out of place?! It's not supposed to be like that Rach…"
"I know…" she agreed knowing that was right. It seemed as time went on and the older they got they all just seemed out to hurt and mess up someone else. She didn't understand it. It was just how it was. "I know it's not…"
"God, I can't wait to get out of this damn place," he dropped down on the porch steps and looked up at the sky. "Away from all these people and the damn drama that everyone brings…"
"You're a good person you know," she moved over toward him and eased down beside him. "You're kind and sweet, caring…funny," she told him and he cracked a half grin. "You deserve so much better than what this town has to offer…what the people here have to offer…"
"Rachel…" he turned his head to face her and saw the tears building in her eyes.
"Are you at all aware of how much I care about you?" she whispered pulling in a long breath. "I mean, who wouldn't be nuts about you. You're perfect…and you have this amazing heart and I just…I want you to know you deserve so much more than what I can offer you," she told him and felt the hot tear trail down her cheek. "And I'm not saying those things to hurt you, I hate hurting you," she ran her hand through his hair and rested it on his cheek. "But in the end I know all I'll do is hurt you…and I'm sorry for that because you truly do deserve the most amazing girl out there. You…you deserve a Brooke," her voice cracked as she stood up and moved back toward the house.
"Rachel…" he grumbled, jumping up and grabbing her hand to make her face him. Her heart pounding in her chest as he pushed her up against the wall. "I don't want Brooke…or a Brooke. She's great, yes, but…but that isn't who I want," his finger knocked her tears and gave her a gentle smile. "I just want you…" he whispered and watched her eyes search his. "You keep pushing and pushing me away but…but I'm not going anywhere," he gave her a short shrug and she bit her lip. "Can't you just accept that? Can't you just-" his hand flipped to the side and he glanced away, her small hand coming to his face as she pushed up on her feet and smashed her lips against his.
"Want me to just wait here?" Lucas knocked on the bathroom door to make sure it was empty.
"I don't have to go to the bathroom," Brooke giggled, glancing at the empty bedroom door and grabbing his hand and tugging him in.
"Then what do you want to do?" he smirked pushing the door closed as she swayed them into the room.
"Oh I don't know. You and Tony just seemed like you both were about to snap, so I was trying to calm the situation…" she explained and he chuckled.
"Come here," his hand slipped around her waist and she slid her hands up around his neck and pushed up on her toes to catch his mouth on hers.
"Mmm…" she moaned against his mouth as they swayed over toward the bed. Her legs crashing into the edge and collapsing on top. Lucas's hand clinging onto her backside and rolling his body into hers. Her small hands running down his chest and he sucked in a quick breath when they grazed over his jeans.
"Whoa…" he grabbed her hand when it started to push down the front of his pants. "Wait a minute Angel," his hand curled around her and let out a small laugh. "What are you doing?"
"Did I do something wrong?" she pushed up to rest on her elbows confused.
"No, no you didn't do anything wrong," he shook his head at that. "Just trying to figure out what is going on…no matter how much I truly want to and believe me I do, we aren't going to sleep together at some party. Especially if you've been drinking…"
"You're too good to me," she grinned, flipping him on his back and straddling his waist. "But I wasn't trying to sleep with you…" she let him know quickly, because that wasn't her plan.
"Then what were you doing?" he reached to brush her hair back, seeing a look in her eyes he had never seen before.
"I want to make you feel good," she gave a light shrug. "You make me feel good Lucas, I mean really good," she blushed at all he had done to her and he chuckled. "And I want to do that for you."
"You don't have too Brooke," he resisted everything in him that said shut up and let her do whatever she wished. He wanted to be good to her, but he would be lying if he didn't admit he was in much need of some relief.
"I know I don't have too," she agreed. "But what? We've been whatever we're doing a couple weeks. For someone who goes from having sex constantly to none for two weeks, I'm sure it's hard."
"Longer than two weeks," he grumbled dropping his head down on the pillow.
"What?"
"I…" he opened his mouth to speak but shut it as he thought. Running his hand through his hair he let out a groan and rubbed his hands over his face. "I haven't been with a girl longer than just two weeks."
"How long?" she wondered, curious to know how long it had been.
"Honestly?" he raised a brow and she nodded. "Summer…" he admitted and her eyes widened.
"Summer?"
"We had a huge party the last weekend of summer. I honestly don't remember much of it," he confessed. "But then I met you the first day of school…"
"Yeah, but you didn't like me," she pointed out and he let out a dry laugh at the whole reason he talked to her to begin with. "I mean, I figured up until homecoming I kinda figured you just…" she blushed as she waved her hand over the bed.
"Yeah, I figured I would have too," he groaned a bit, knowing Brooke through off his entire sex life. "But…I guess I was in school and had practice and when I wasn't doing that I was hanging out with you and I just didn't have time for it…"
"I'm sorry," she apologized with a frown and he chuckled, sitting up to look at her.
"Are you seriously apologizing for me not having sex with other girls?" his brow rose and she shrugged biting her lip and he chuckled. "You're too much baby girl, way too much," his hand gripped in the back of her hair for a sweet kiss.
"Don't laugh at me," she mumbled against his lips and he groaned a bit when she bit down on his bottom one.
"I'm not," he promised, leaning back on his back as his tongue danced across her lips and begged for entrance. Brooke biting the tip of his tongue a moment before allowing it. Her hand going against to play with his belt and he grabbed it. "Brooke…"
"Please…" she begged, dropping her mouth to kiss up his neck and nip at his ear. "Let me make you feel good," her voice raspy in his ear as she repeated his words and a chill ran down his spine. His hand slowly releasing hers as she smiled and slowly tug his belt undone, hitting the button on his jeans and lowering his zipper slowly. Her eyes cutting up to his and she bit her lip making his body tingle.
Pulling on his boxers she slowly danced the tips of her fingers along his lower stomach and he shifted on the bed at the feeling. Swallowing a large lump as she tugged them down a little more and her eyes widening when she released him from it. Her eyes shooting up to his he chuckled as a deep blush danced across her cheeks.
"Just do what you think feels good," he whispered to her, trying to relax her and she slowly nodded as she studied him. Twisting her head to the side, she slowly danced her nails once again along his thighs and watched when she started to get a reaction from him. Slowly taking her hand she again ran the very tip of her fingernails gently over the length of him and his body shot with a sensation.
"Brooke…" his heart slammed hard into his chest as she continued that simple act and his entire skin tingled all over. It felt good, so damn good but almost in a painful way. It didn't hurt, not at all, but every time her nails would do that gentle stroke of barely touching him, he felt it from his toes to his head. Like when you have an itch and someone with nails scratches it. He felt like a damn dog getting his belly rubbed with the way every nerve ending in his body was getting a reaction from the small touch.
"Does that feel ok?" she worried and he let out a deep growl and laugh as he dropped his head on the pillow.
"Yes…" his voice hoarse as he ran his hand over his face. "Fuck yes that feels good…"he told her and watched the confidence grow in her as she fully took him in her hand and started stroking back and forth over him. "Come here," he gripped his hand in her hair and brought her up to kiss him. Her hand still working on his lower parts as he felt her suck on his tongue before wrapping it around hers.
Her thumb rubbing over the tip of him, his body tingled when she once again ran his nails over him, before gripping him and coming back up his length. Brooke kinda enjoying the moans he would release against her lips as they kissed. She never had that before, never been in control over someone's body before and she liked it.
"Mmm…" he moaned, dropping his head back on the pillow as she trailed a line of kisses up across his neck. Lucas pulling the side of her shirt to bite hard on her shoulder and she gave him a tight squeeze making him growl. Twisting his head he searched to find her mouth and pressed a hard kiss to her soft lips.
With every stroke she felt his mouth add more pressure to her mouth and she soon found him moving his hips and thrusting into her hand.
"Brooke…" he growled kissing down her jaw line and behind her ear. Searching for her pulse point he bit down on it making her moan. Him enjoying it as much as he could before it started to reach a point and he knew he had to stop her. Knowing with the position she was in it wouldn't end well. "Baby, stop…" he grabbed her hand and dropped his head into the pillow panting. "You have to stop…"
"What? Why?"
"Because I'm about too…" he swallowed hard and tried to catch his breath. "If I do it now it will get on you," he told her and she slowly pulled back releasing him.
"What do I do then?"
"Nothing…" he shook his head, feeling the tightness and knowing he had to relief it soon. He didn't know if you could suffer some serious damage from it, but he really didn't want to find out. "I can just go to the bathroom and finish…"
"No!" she answered quickly and his brows pulled. "I want to do it; I want to make you feel like I did…"
"Trust me baby girl, you have," he told her, honestly completely impressed with how good she was at that. He never had a girl do that nail thing before and he swore it was the most amazing feeling ever.
"Well I want to all the way," she searched around the room and grabbed a towel that was folded on the dresser along with a pile of clothes. Crawling back up the bed to him she dropped the towel over his lower half hiding him and readjust on the bed and slipped her hand under the towel and continued her strokes. It not being a few more minutes before he released into the blue towel and his body went limp.
"Shit…" he stared up at the ceiling as he tried to catch his breath. Not knowing how great it was to get a release after so long. "Oh fuck…" his heart pounded in his chest as he threw the towel to the side and tugged up his jeans and boxers. Still feeling his body tingle as he latched his belt back. "Thank you," he glanced over at her and she giggled leaning to give him a sweet kiss.
"Well you're welcome," she told him as she sucked her bottom lip.
"Can I be honest with you about something?" he wondered and she slowly nodded, nervous about what he was about to say. "I've never in my life wanted someone the way I do you," he confessed, twisting on his side to look at her. "You're so beautiful Brooke, so perfect and amazing and I'm so crazy about you," he reached up to stroke her cheek and she swallowed hard. "And I want you baby girl…so bad…" he growled a little and a slow smile danced across her lips.
"I want you too," she told him and gave him a kiss, resting her head against his as his finger stroked her cheek. "And I also want you to know, just like you're being so patient with me about this sex stuff, that I'm going to patient with you about this whole relationship stuff," she told him and he glanced down. "I don't expect anything from you…don't want to rush you on anything and if I ever make you uncomfortable with labeling it, just tell me ok?"
"You don't make me at all uncomfortable with it. I just sometimes am not sure how to be in a relationship if that makes sense," he confessed and not to hurt her feelings but to be honest. He never had a real girlfriend before. Though he knew he wanted to be with Brooke and not let any other guy around her, he didn't know all of the other stuff he was supposed to do. "I'm trying really hard not to screw it up…"
"I don't think you could ever," she grinned and he let out a dry laugh. If she only knew. "I care a lot about you too Lucas," she told him, knowing he mentioned his feelings and she said nothing back.
"Then I guess we're on the right track with all this stuff," he joked a little and she laughed.
"Want to go back to the party?"
"No, not really," he admitted. "Would much rather go back to my place and maybe watch a movie. Mom went to visit Stephen for the weekend and isn't home…"
"I could be for that…do you still have to sleep in the spare room?" she teased, knowing every time she stayed over he slept in another room. His mom's very strict orders about them sleeping together.
"Not if you promise not to tell her," he joked and she giggled curling into him.
"I promise," she agreed and he chuckled giving her a kiss.
"Then let's go," he rolled off the bed and helped her off it. Taking her hand and walking out the room. Ignoring the few looks they received as he let her step in front of him and out the door.
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