So I was reading through reviews and one from a guest was saying that Alyssa running into the NCIS building is unrealistic. That is FALSE! It is possible. She would need a visitor's badge, but it IS realistic. Anyway...for next chapter! xD

"Hey, don't you have work?" Ziva asked peering into Alyssa's room two weeks later.

"What?"

"Work, Alyssa."

"Oh no I don't have work. I mean...I do, but I don't feel good. Abby told me to stay home."

"Alyssa." Ziva said not buying what the teenager was saying.

"I can't go. Okay? I don't feel well. I'll go tomorrow."

"What do you plan on doing all day?"

"Sleeping."

"You have been doing that for the past two weeks, Alyssa."

"Well maybe it's cause I'm tired."

"Alyssa, I think you should just go into work today and talk to Abby."

"And how is she gonna help? She's never had a miscarriage. I don't even think she's even had a boyfriend!"

"Yes she has." Alyssa just stared at her. "My point is, you need to talk to someone and obviously I am not the one to talk to."

"I don't know if I can talk to her. She's too innocent. I don't want to break that bubble."

"Alyssa, you are hurting right now. You are hiding everything in and that is not good."

"I'll be fine. I've handled it well so far."

"No you have not. Please, just go talk to Abby."

~NCIS~

"Abby!" Alyssa called when she walked into the lab. "What do you need help with?"

"Alyssa!" The next thing Alyssa knew is she was being squeezed to death by her boss, Abby. "Ziva told me everything!" Abby let go of the girl. "How are you? Are you okay? Do you need to talk?"

"I'm done talking about it." Alyssa said. "I came here to work. What do you need?"

"Well," Abby handed Alyssa a box of evidence. "Go through this and see what you can find." Alyssa nodded and ran off into the the other part of the lab and began digging through it.

The day went past really fast and as Abby was closing down her lab, she saw Alyssa passed out on the couch in the other room.

"Alyssa," Abby whispered quietly when she reached her. She shook her by the side gently. Alyssa groaned and shoved Ziva's arm away. "Alyssa, come on. Ziva will be down here soon to take you home." Alyssa slowly sat up and looked at her boss. Her eyes were red from crying and she looked extremely tired. "Alyssa, were you crying?"

"Not that much." Alyssa lied. "Only a bit."

"Look, I know I'm probably not the best to talk to, but tell me whats going on in your brain."

"What if I'm never able to get pregnant again? Why is it always me? Am I so bad that God wants everything bad to happen to me? What did I do? Do I deserve this? Is this what I get for getting pregnant in the first place?" Alyssa blurted out. Tears were forming in her eyes and within seconds, they began to fall. "I'm sorry."

"Alyssa," Abby took a deep breath and sat next to the girl. "You do not deserve any of this. No one does." Alyssa moved closer and let Abby wrap an arm around her. "And trust me, God has beautiful plans for you because you," She pointed at Alyssa, "are a beautiful girl. You are not bad. Maybe you've made a couple of bad mistakes, but that does not make you a bad person."

"So why did he let bad things happen to me?"

"I'd like to think they make us stronger."

"I don't feel stronger."

"You will Sweetie, I promise." Alyssa hid her face in Abby's shoulder and cried while Abby did what she could by rubbing the girl's back.

"Abby!" Ziva called from the lab.

"In here, Ziva!" Abby called back. Alyssa looked up to see Ziva walking toward them.

"Good. You talked to her?"

"Yes. Maybe you could have her see a psychologist every so often." Abby suggested.

"I will talk to her." Ziva said as Alyssa got up.

"Sorry I didn't finish that evidence box." She said.

"It's okay. Just come back when you're ready."

"Thanks."

~NCIS~

"I liked that blue color on you, Ziva." Alyssa told Ziva during the big dress shopping day that weekend.

"Yeah, I did too but-" Ziva stopped. "Alyssa, look at that red and white dress."

"Oh my God, Ziva! They look like blood-stains! That would be perfect for you because you are an NCIS agent!"

"Oh my God is right." Ziva said walking towards it and looking at it more closely.

"No one else is ever interested in that dress because of the red." A woman said walking over to the pair. "Would you like to try it on?"

"Yes!" Ziva and Alyssa exclaimed. Once the woman got the dress in her grasp, she and Ziva walked into the dressing room. After a few moments, Ziva came out.

"Holy fucking shit." Alyssa exclaimed. Ziva looked absolute stunning. Her chest was covered with roses and white silk, which ran tightly across her hips showing her 3 month pregnant belly then flared out on the bottom. All over the dresss was dark red which looked significantly like blood stains. The dress had fit her perfectly. "Shit, Ziva. You have to get that one." Ziva laughed.

"Okay." She looked at the woman. "I think this one is the winner."

~NCIS~

"Hey, Gibbs." Alyssa greeted the older man when she opened the door. "Can I help you?"

"I think we should go out for a drive."

"That's fine with me. Let me just go tell Ziva really quick." She smiled. "Come in. I'll be one second." Gibbs walked in and waited for Alyssa to come back. "Hey Ziva, Gibbs is here and he wants me to go with him for a quick drive. I'll be back in an hour or so!" Alyssa said running into the living room.

"Fine with me." Ziva smiled. "Have fun." Alyssa smiled and ran back to Gibbs and they both walked out of the apartment. Gibbs unlocked the Ford Taurus and they both got in.

"What did you want to talk to me about?" Alyssa asked.

"I think you know."

"How did you know?" Gibbs gave her look. "Oh, Abby. I should've known."

"She's worried about you."

"I know."

"The whole team is, Alyssa. And so am I."

"I'm fine. Just...stuck is all."

"Why are you stuck?"

"I don't know where to go from here. I mean...should I just keep going?"

"Keep going."

"But...something did happen. Something horrible!"

"I'm not saying to forget it. Just don't forget, you still have a whole life ahead of you."

"I guess."

"Look at Ziva. She's 33, getting married and is having a baby. You don't have to be 16 to get pregnant. You have time. Find that right guy."

"So are you saying Jonah isn't the right guy?"

"I don't know, is he?"

"I don't know anymore." Alyssa said sadly. "To be honest, I don't think he's all that cute."

"Why are you dating him?"

"Because he likes me."

"And you think you should go out with him because he likes you?"

"What if he's the only guy that'll ever like me, Gibbs?"

"That's not true! I'm sure there is that one perfect guy for you. Just give it time, kid." Alyssa smiled at Gibbs and gave him an awkward hug.

"Thanks."

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