DISCLAIMER: THE TWILIGHT SAGA IS OWNED BY S.M. – I just like to screw with the characters a little.
I have NO EXPERIENCE IN BDSM and this is a fictional story – it is not politically correct and is meant to be fun! I have a wild imagination and that is what this is – my flight of fantasy as such. Now enjoy!
Quick note: I am totally overwhelmed by the response to my last chapter!! You guys were as freaked out by Edward's behaviour as I was!! Really, I was merrily writing and the next thing Edward does this 180 on me and I'm like WTF was that? So, I will get back to the story.
At the end of Chapter 19
Edward nodded and pulled out his phone just as it rang. "Alice? WHAT? Nonononono..."
Jasper grabbed the phone as it was about to fall, "What is the matter Alice?"
"She's not here Jazz. She's gone. I'm going to look for her. Stay by the phone."
Jasper watched as Edward's eyes filled with tears.
"Jazz, what have I done?"
And so here we go –
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CHAPTER 20
Bella woke up with an awful feeling and she knew that Edward wasn't there. She couldn't feel him in the house. She didn't panic. She didn't look for him. She got up and changed the sheets and made up the bed. She tidied up and picked up the side table and the arm chair.
She had tried to sooth Edward this morning. If the truth were told she was probably still in shock a little by his totally out of character behaviour. She had seen the horror in his eyes. He was appalled at himself. Yes, she had been afraid when he had picked up the table. She knew that he had been more in danger than she had been.
She was confused by him calling her 'Isabella' and by making her kneel for him. The confusing thing is that she had done it willingly. She should have told him to fuck off. But she knew that she couldn't provoke him.
She went to shower and tried to calm her nerves. She touched her neck where her collar should be. It felt tender. When she got out she looked in the bathroom mirror and saw the two marks that he had left. One on her neck below her ear and one on her collar bone. They were tender to the touch but she was happy to have them. Almost like a collar – a mark from her Master. How sick am I?
"Come back, Edward..."
She blow-dried her hair and dressed in a pair of jeans and a tank top. She took a shirt of Edwards and put it on over her top and tied it in her waist. She put on a pair of sandals and picked up the hamper and went downstairs.
She began a load of washing and went to pour a mug of coffee. There against the coffee maker as a sheet of paper. Bella felt her heart leap in her chest as she picked it up:
Bella,
I'm so sorry. I can't believe I did that. I have to go and clear my head.
I love you,
Edward
"Are you even kidding me?" She understood about running. She understood all about being afraid of the darkness inside ones self. She was mad now. She was mad that he had run.
Her first instinct was to hurt him as much as he had hurt her with his careless words. She picked up her bag and was about to walk out when she realised that she didn't have any way of leaving.
No, she needed to think this through. She needed to talk to someone. She wanted to phone Alice but then she decided against it. She couldn't involve the Cullen's in this.
She sat down on the bottom of the stairs. Suddenly she remembered Kate and Garrett. She pulled out her phone.
Kate arrived within fifteen minutes. Bella opened the gate and climbed into the car. "Did he call?"
Bella shook her head. "I tried to call him, but he didn't pick up."
Kate just gave her hand a pat and smiled, "Come on sweetie. Let's go and get some breakfast and talk, okay?"
As they drove out of the gate Kate looked across at her young friend, "It will be fine you know. Edward is crazy about you. But the two of you have been like a meteoric rise. Like two shooting stars. Now you need to back peddle and get to know each other. The fact that Edward is who he is means that you have some added pressure".
She pulled into what looked like a parking lot of a house. "This place makes the best breakfasts. Garrett and I come here often when he is home. Come on."
They walked through the 'house' and into the back garden, which had been enclosed by glass. There was a little fountain in the middle with tables and chairs all around it.
Bella and Kate were seated and Bella looked around 'Garden Splendour". It looked like a hot house or a summer house. They were given menus, but Bella was thinking about Kate's words. They would be okay.
Kate's phone rang. "Hey Babe….no she is fine. I am with her now. No. Garrett, we will be there when Bella is ready to leave. We are having breakfast….yes, well let him sweat it for a bit. Love you too. "
They gave their order even though Bella didn't have much of an appetite and then Bella's phone rang. She rolled her eyes. "Alice." She said.
"Hi Alice. I'm fine. Alice! Calm down! Thank you we will be there…I just need someone to talk to... Of course Twister, but I didn't want to put you guys in the middle. Later, I promise. Bye."
"Family can drive you crazy hey?" Kate said. Bella laughed. It felt good to laugh again. She felt some of the tension leave her.
"Okay, my friend. Tell me what the hell happened this morning." Kate smiled over her coffee cup.
"Maybe I should go back a little and tell you why he is so freaked out by his own behaviour first." Bella said quietly.
So she told Kate about Jacob and how she and Edward had connected. She told her about their BDSM relationship and even shared some of the scenes they had done as well as her punishments.
Kate listened quietly. When Bella brought her up to speed on the morning's events she was blushing as she told her how they had made love after and then he left.
She had been looking at the table, but raised her eyes to Kate, "Kate? Will we ever get this right? The line between sub and girlfriend - how do we do this? Edward wanted to punish me this morning, I know he did and he forgot that I wasn't wearing my collar. So should I wear it all the time? Will he abuse his rights when I have it on? I am so confused right now. I know that I will do whatever he asks but I can't let myself be in an abusive relationship again."
Kate got up and hugged Bella. "I am so sorry that you had to live through the bad stuff, Bella. This takes time."
She sat down again and reached over and took Bella's hand. "You know about my history with Garrett. It was never all this easy. Even now, marriage takes work and a marriage where we have an alternative lifestyle takes even more work. On top of that Garrett is often in the public eye and so I have to have my own life especially when he is gone. You have to be your own person. All the time. Even when you are wearing your collar. You are not an extension of Edward. You are Bella Swan. You choose to give yourself to him. He doesn't take what you don't want to give. If you let him, then your relationship becomes about power and not love and respect and trust."
Bella nodded. The server arrived and Bella realised that she was hungry when she began to eat the pancakes that she had ordered.
"Do you miss your collar Kate?" she asked.
"At first, I didn't want to take it off. When we realised that a 24/7 relationship was not what either of us wanted Garrett decided to make a ritual out of it. It is part of the weekend for us. It helps to get us to focus as well. For us it means that we come together and choose to do this. When he is away filming we will only do a scene or maybe an evening at a time."
"That's what Edward suggested. He obviously spoke to Garrett about it."
Kate nodded. "He would. Garrett and Jasper have mentored him for seven years. He loves you Bella and he wants to do the right thing with you. He is also afraid that he will push you too far. So talking about that…did you enjoy the other evening?"
Bella blushed. "Actually, I did. I've never done something like that before, so when Edward suggested it, I was intrigued and a little stressed out, I didn't want to let him down and I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of you and Garrett. I know how much you mean to him. But you made it really comfortable. I learned a lot. I realised that I want to please Edward as my Dom. seeing the pleasure that you showed at pleasuring Garrett was … enlightening and well quite a turn on." She couldn't help the shade of crimson that she was sure she was turning.
Kate grinned and wiggled her eyebrows, "So you are learning more about yourself too. That's really good. Don't be embarrassed by that. As long as you keep talking to Edward, when he's not being a total asshole, you should be fine."
Bella looked down at the table and bit her lip. She looked up at Kate. Kate saw the vulnerability in her eyes.
"What is it, Bella? You can be totally open with me. Whatever we talk about it just between us. Unless you or Edward is in danger of harming yourselves I won't even talk to Garrett about our conversations." She said quickly.
"Well, has Garrett ever lost control, you know, like hurt you or lost his temper and become violent when he is punishing you?"
Kate was suddenly very serious.
"Bella, listen to me, Edward would not be allowed to be a Dom in this community if he was cruel or violent. Garrett would never have mentored Edward if he couldn't control himself. With a sub there is no emotional involvement. Well there is, because there has to be respect, but there aren't feelings of jealousy or insecurity. There aren't those heightened boyfriend/girlfriend issues."
"Your relationship is different. You love each other very much and you are both very passionate people. It seems to me that you both need to become secure with each other in your love relationship first and then the security will grow in your D/s relationship. Do you understand?"
Bella nodded again.
"You have to have very strict rules that are not to be broken. Ground rules if you like.
Don't play when you are angry;
You need to be loved up first to be able to go into scenes. If you are feeling neglected or unsure, you have to speak to Edward first;
No punishment in anger – have a cooling off period;
And now to answer your question about whether Garrett has ever been out of control – yes it happened once and I safe worded immediately. That stopped the scene immediately. Never be afraid to use your words – that's why you have them."
"I forgot to use them this morning and then when I remembered I was afraid to in case it made the situation worse." Bella said softly and her eyes filled with tears for the first time.
Kate took her hand again, "Oh Bella! No! He loves you. You know, I think that you need to sit down with Edward and Garrett and perhaps Alice and Jasper as well. You need to express your fears out in the open. This miscommunication has gone on long enough. You both need to say what you mean. What do you think?"
Bella wiped her tears away, "I think that's a great idea Kate. Maybe you and Alice can help put things into perspective for me and you can help Edward see my point of view without him getting upset with me?" She was wringing her hands together.
"Perfect. Let me make a call." Kate got up and moved away from the table.
She felt better now. This was just a bump in the road and they would get through this. Kate wondered back and sat down. "Okay, we will meet everyone at Jasper's place. We can go as soon as you are ready. Do you feel ready to face him?"
Bella felt her stomach give a little twist, "Yes."
Kate paid the bill and they left.
The car ride back was quiet. Bella was lost in her thoughts. Will he be calmer now? Will we be able to talk about what really happened and why? Will he even want to?
Bella suddenly realised that they were sitting in Jasper and Alice's driveway. She felt as if she couldn't breathe for a moment and she began to shake. She hated confrontation and normally avoided it at all costs. Alice was waiting for them on the front steps.
Alice came down and opened Bella's door and saw what state Bella was in. "Kate! Help me!"
They helped Bella from the car and they sat down on the front steps. Alice rubbed her back and told her to breathe slowly.
Bella took some deep breaths. She willed herself to calm down. He loves me. He makes me safe.
"Oh Bella! For fucks sake – of course he loves you!" Alice said and Bella realised that she had spoken out loud again.
"Bella? Are you okay? We don't have to do this now you know. I can send his sorry ass away and..."
"No!" Bella almost shouted. They needed to resolve this. She needed to face up to him and make him see that they were good for each other.
"Sorry Ali, I didn't mean to shout at you. We need to talk and I really need you and Kate to be there for both of us. Help me, please?"
Alice pulled Bella into a tight hug, "Jazz and I will always be here for you and Edward. Even when he's being an ass or you're being a bitch or whatever. We are family. We Cullen's stick together."
Kate got up from the step. "Come on, let's put Edward out of his misery."
As they made their way into the house Bella saw Garrett and Jasper standing in the hallway. Jasper made his way over to her. "Exciting morning Darlin?" he smiled at her.
"Alice, Honey, you've got to let her go." Alice had her arm around Bella.
He turned and winked at her, "You okay?"
"I will be" she said and gave him a weak smile.
"That's our girl."
"Seriously Alice? You need to back off a little Babe. Do you want to get some drinks?"
Bella thought she heard Alice growl but she let her go.
"I'll be right back, okay?" she smiled at Bella and then turned to Jasper with a frown "Make sure he fixes this!" She spun on her six inch heels and marched off to the kitchen, Kate followed her.
Jasper sighed and rolled his eyes at Bella, "Fuck! She is kinda hot when she's get all riled up like that!"
Bella giggled at him, "God Jasper – you are such a pussy!" she said.
He grinned and led her down the hallway, "We are going to move into the den okay? We'll be more comfortable."
Garret came out of Jasper's office and smiled at her. Bella didn't see Edward. She gripped onto Jasper's arm. "Where -?"
"Relax. He's waiting for you in the den."
Bella took off and almost knocked Garrett on his ass as she pushed past him.
Edward was standing with his back to the doorway. He was facing the deck and back garden. Bella saw none of it. All she saw was Edward. His shoulders were tense. His white t-shirt pulled across his shoulders as he pulled his hands though his hair.
"Edward" she breathed.
He swung around and Bella launched herself at him. She almost knocked them down but he braced himself and caught her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his hips.
"Bella" he groaned into her neck as he nuzzled her hair and breathed her essence in. They didn't say anything. For long moments they stayed locked in their embrace. This was enough, for now.
The clearing of throats and some laughter bought them out of their trance.
Edward looked up unrepentantly at his friends, "What?"
Kate spoke up, "as cute as it is to wear Bella like an accessory it is not going to resolve the issues you two need to talk about." She tried to sound firm, but Bella could hear the smile in her voice.
They reluctantly let each other go and Bella looked into his face for the first time. His eyes were bright. He looked tired and stressed out. Bella reached up and traced the frown lines on his forehead. She took his hand and squeezed it and sat down on one of the couches.
Alice came in with glasses and a pitcher of iced tea. She put it on the centre table and stood up to frown at Bella and Edward. "You two had better behave!" she said and went to sit next to Jasper who was grinning at her like a fool.
Once everyone was settled, Garrett spoke up, "Okay, we all know why we are here", Bella tensed up and Edward put his arm around her and pulled her closer.
"First off, let me say that this is a safe zone. Whatever is said in here stays here. Everyone may speak freely and openly. I expect everyone to be upfront and honest. Are we all on the same page?"
Everyone agreed.
"Bella, Edward, we are here to help you both. We will not be taking sides here or judging you in any way" He looked at Alice at this point and she pouted a little. "We will try and be objective. Kate and Alice, I know that you are both close to Bella, but can you be objective and supportive?"
Kate nodded at her husband.
Alice glared at Edward for a moment then she saw Jasper frown at her, "Oh! Okay! I'll be objective as long as he isn't being an as..."
"Mary Alice! Enough." Jasper spoke.
Alice sighed and was silent.
Garrett looked at Bella. "Do you want to tell us what happened today?" Edward stroked her shoulder. She re told her version of the morning's events while not going into detail about their love making.
When she finished she turned to Edward and felt a lump I her throat. "Please don't run away again. If you need space you need to tell me. Don't run and leave me a note. You hurt me."
He pulled her into his arms, "I'm sorry." He whispered.
"I know." She whispered back.
"Edward, Bella needs to tell you about some things that she is worried about." Kate said.
The lovers pulled apart and Bella looked at Kate.
"No, Bella. You need to talk to him. One of your weaknesses by your own admission is communication and you need to work on that."
Bella was surprised to see Alice nodding. "She's right sweetie. Trusting someone means that you not only trust them with your body and your heart, but also with your words."
Bella suddenly got up and everyone looked at her in surprise. "I talk better when I am moving."
She took a deep breath.
"Edward, I trust you. But this morning confused me. You were angry and yet you refused to talk to me about it. You called me 'Isabella' and you wanted to punish me, but I wasn't wearing my collar. I was afraid that you would strike me in anger. I was afraid that you would lose control. Anger scares me. Temper tantrums scare the shit out of me.
I am afraid that if I stand up to you that you will either hit me or leave. You are nothing like Jacob. I know that in my mind and my heart but I still have scars from what he did. I am sorry that I come with baggage, but I do. So if you want me, you have to want all of me.
I love being your submissive and I know that I have given you a hard time, but I want to learn. I want to please you. I want to learn everything that I need to - to become the best sub you have ever or will ever have."
Bella stopped pacing and looked at him. She could feel the tears burning in her eyes.
"I am so sorry for what happened in Italy. I know that I fucked up and that you were hurt and angry about it. But I am not going to leave you, I love you and I want this to work, I want all of our relationship to work. I promise that I'm in this with you. I'm all in."
She almost tripped over her own feet as she began to cry. Edward made to get up, but Kate and Alice got to her first and pulled her into a hug. They led her over to another couch and sat down.
"Fuck!" Edward jumped up. He was pulling his hair. How did I fuck this up so badly that my beautiful girl thinks that she has to do better? Fucking moron!
"Edward! Calm the fuck down! We are talking and you can't get upset just because someone says something that you don't agree with. I know you love to beat yourself up over things but this is about both of you. Now sit the fuck down." Jasper had spoken from where he sat. He didn't raise his voice, but it was quiet and commanding.
Edward threw himself back into his seat.
"Edward" Edward tuned to look at Garrett, "You both need this. You need to really listen to what Bella is saying and how she is saying it."
Bella had stopped crying, Edward looked across at her, and "Are you okay?" he asked quietly.
"Yeah" she gave him a watery smile.
"Edward" Jasper said "You want to tell Bella what was going on in your head this morning and now?"
Edward didn't take his eyes off Bella. "Baby, I'm so sorry. I've been having these stupid fucking dreams about you leaving and shit like that. It's no excuse, I know. I didn't really think about them. But this morning when I woke up, I looked for you everywhere and I thought maybe you left because you didn't enjoy that I pushed you a little last night. Then I thought that it was just too much for you and when I still couldn't find you I don't know I just got pissed."
"I think that I was mad because I was scared. I am scared that you are going to leave. I was worried yesterday that it would be too much and that you would run again. I know that I am overbearing and a prick but everything that I do is for you, Bella. You don't tell me everything. Sometimes I can see that you want to say something and then you just get quiet and that worries me. It's like you don't trust me enough."
"I am your Dom and I love being that for you. I am sorry that I crossed a line this morning." He looked at Garrett and Jasper, and then back to Bella, "I should never abuse the trust that you put in me as your Dom and use it to punish you just because I am feeling insecure as your boyfriend. I fucked up Bella. Big time. I can't promise that I won't screw up again, but I promise that I will try every day to do better."
He smiled at Bella for a moment and went and kneeled at her feet. His face grew serious again. "Baby, you have to use your safe words. You also have to talk to me. I will never physically abuse you or strike you in anger. NEVER. I do have a temper, sure. I am impatient and an asshole sometimes, but you need to learn to handle me. I also come with baggage, there isn't one of us in this room doesn't have baggage, and you need to know that and call me on bullshit when I step out of line. Don't put up with my shit. I won't fly into a blind rage and smack out at you, I promise. So, maybe I'll shout for a bit or even kick something, but Isabella, please hear me because I am as serious as a heart attack, I will never kick or hit or strike you in anger. I think we need to work on this before we go further."
He got up and stood in the middle of the room staring at her.
Bella looked at him and he could see the wheels turning in her head. Bella was touched by what he said but she was also angry. "So what, you get angry and throw your toys like a petulant child and I scold you like I am your mother?"
"Where the fuck did that come from?" Edward shook his head at her. "And you fucking jump the gun every time I open my mouth. Jesus! Don't you ever listen?"
Bella jumped up, "When I am not your sub, it cuts both ways. You can't always have your own way!" she raised her voice.
She stood toe to toe facing each other.
"I don't expect to always have my own way. You see a situation and make up your mind about it. You don't ask questions or anything. This morning you should have safe worded. You should have shouted "RED" at me? I called you 'Isabella'! You fucking knelt at my feet! Why didn't you safe word?" He was shouting now.
Alice looked ready to slit her brother's throat. Kate looked concerned. Jasper and Garrett looked on quietly.
Alice looked as if she was about to intervene, but Jasper shook his head at her.
"Well? Why didn't you?" he shouted.
Bella let out a frustrated groan "Aaah! Because I forgot!" She shouted back at him.
Edward stepped back from her in shock. "What?" Now he looked really pissed off. "YOU FORGOT? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?"
Bella blushed and looked contrite, "I forgot to. I'm sorry." She squared her shoulders, "I'm not used to this... I didn't know if I should...I wasn't wearing my collar." She walked away and took a sip of her tea. She turned back to him with a glare and he could see the beginnings of a pout.
And here we go, he thought.
"You took it off! I told you I didn't want to, but you did and then you went all Dom on me! You called me 'Isabella' and the next thing I know you were all Domward on my ass! So I forgot! Big fucking deal!"
Garrett looked at Jasper with raised eyebrows, "Domward?"
Jasper laughed quietly, "She has some unique pet names for him."
Edward and Bella ignored them.
"So if I went Dom on you, WHY DIDN'T YOU SAFEWORD? You can't forget Bella. FUCK! I could hurt you or do something that you hate and what if you don't safe word then? How can I trust you? Don't you understand yet? You. Control. This!"
He took a deep breath and tried to calm down. He ran his fingers through his hair. "Bella, I take my lead from you. If you are silent, I assume we can continue with whatever we are doing. You can't cop out and leave it all up to me! You have a huge responsibility in our relationship! So don't get on your high horse and point all the fingers at me!"
They stood glaring at each other.
Garrett stood up."Enough! Both of you back off and sit down! "They turned to glare at him, but he gave them his famous 'I'm the Director, so don't fuck with me!' look and they moved to sit on opposite sides of the couch.
Garrett stood in front of them with his arms folded. "First of all, you have to calm down. Both of you!" He gave them a hard stare and they nodded. He sat down again.
"Alice, do you have any advice for Bella here?"
Alice looked at Bella with concern, "Twister, Edward is right about one thing. You absolutely can't forget to use your Safe words. You also have to let him finish what he is saying before you jump in and say your bit. You say that you want to learn, and then do it, Sweetie. Kate and I will be here for you." She rolled her eyes at Edward, "Edward is your Dom and you need to listen to him. He will guide you. It's not about just giving in. When you are wearing Edward's collar you are submitting your will to his. You are agreeing to obey and respect him at all times as his submissive. Obviously this sometimes filters into your relationship, but that's when you really need to talk. Tell him that the lines are blurring."
Kate looked at Garrett and he nodded at her, "You want to say something, Angel?"
"Yes, I don't think that they should play just now..."
Bella sat up and protested, "What? But why?"
She turned to Edward and was shocked to see him nodding. Alice and Jasper were also nodding at Garrett.
Bella looked at Edward, "But why? Is it me? I won't forget again!" She looked at Edward with uncertainty and bit her lip.
Jasper answered her, "Bella – look at me." She reluctantly turned to look at him, "It is absolutely not because of you. Do you remember what I said to you in Italy? One step at a time. You BOTH need to work on your relationship as lovers first. You are always lovers first. I would suggest that you abstain from D/s for a month or so, maybe more because we are away filming. When you BOTH feel that you are able to, then you can nurture that side of your relationship."
Bella was rubbing at her neck. She turned to Edward, almost looking defeated, "You agree?"She said sadly.
He moved across and took her hand away from her neck. "I totally agree. Remember what I told you yesterday when I took it off? We are so much more than a piece of jewellery. We are this." He put his other hand on her infinity bracelet. "And we are this," he let go of her hand and put his hand on her chest, over her heart. "Let's do this together. There is no rush; we don't have a time limit. We aren't going anywhere, except together. I love you and I want to get to know you and not just the physical side of you but the little things. Let's try it for a month. No play. No collar." She was glaring at him and he gave her his crooked, tender smile.
"Come on Miss Grumpy, you can fight with me all you want to. You can even be sassy." He raised his eyebrow, and lowered his voice, "No play doesn't mean no sex, Babe... I have ways..." He grinned at her and they heard a collective groan from their friends.
She really wanted to be mad at him, "A whole month with no punishment? How will I live?" He laughed and hugged her. "Oh! I can think of a couple of ways..."
Bella hugged him back, "I love you, Edward." She sat up and looked at Alice, her eyes dancing, "Ali, wanna go cage dancing?" Alice let out a rebel yell "Yeah Baby! Kate, are you game? "Jasper and Edward groaned and Garrett looked confused.
"I think that sounds..." Kate was laughing.
"...like a whole heap of trouble!" Garrett said.
"You have no idea!" Edward said.
The tension was relieved and Garrett spoke up again, "You two need to keep talking and you need to come up with a set of ground rules at absolutely will NOT be broken. Write up a contract, sign it. Commit to it. We can even have a commitment ceremony when you are ready. Give yourselves four weeks and then we will meet again. In the mean time, Bella and Edward, we are here to talk to and to advice. Okay?"
Everyone agreed.
Alice served lunch, which was a lively affair. Bella and Edward kept touching and at one point Bella gave up trying to each and went to sit on Edward's lap and he fed her from his plate. Bella was very aware that Edward was leaving in two days for two weeks. They were eager to get home and left as soon as lunch was finished.
They didn't talk in the car and when they got home Edward took her hand and led her silently upstairs to his bedroom. He turned to face her and held her hands in his as he looked at her with intense, dark eyes.
"Will you let me love you?" he said quietly.
"Please." She responded.
Their clothes fell away as they kissed and touched. Edward saw the marks on her neck and felt a thrill at the sight of them. She was his. Their touches grew frantic and Bella was kissing his chest and neck.
"Edward please."
"Tell me!"
"I need you now, please!"
He picked her up and almost threw her on the bed and climbed on top of her, his legs between hers his hips gently bucking against hers as he rested his weight on his arms. He looked deep into her eyes.
"I love you, Bella. Trust me; believe in me, in us."
She looked up and saw the love and concern shining in his eyes.
"Edward, I do love you and I do trust you. I believe in you and in us."
He kissed her hard. Their tongues were duelling for dominance and Bella gave in to him. He groaned into her mouth and pushed against her sweet core. He could feel how wet she was! Bella felt every inch of his cock against her. It was thick and hard against her stomach. She bucked her hips up and gripped his ass to pull him closer.
He hissed, "Fuck Bella! You drive me crazy!" He raised himself above her and positioned his cock at the entrance to her pussy. He ran the head through her juices and she growled at him. He laughed "Ready Baby?"
"Fuck me, Edward!" she yelled at him and he pulled her legs over his forearms so that she was more open and exposed than she had ever been. He eased his cock into her slowly. They groaned together at the feeling.
"Oh Bella!"He shouted and began to slide out and then he slammed into her filling her completely. She brought her hips forward to meet his thrusts as she sought his lips again.
Bella braced herself on his shoulders and Edward took her nipple in his mouth. He sucked and licked it and then bit down hard. Bella screamed in ecstasy.
"You like that love? Do you want more?"
"Yes! Suck me Edward! Bit me!" Edward laughed against her chest and the vibrations sent thrills down her spine.
He turned his attention to the other nipple and paid it the same attention. Bella felt herself spiral out of control and she screamed Edward's name as she came.
Edward thrust harder and faster into her. He eased her legs down and she wrapped them around his hips.
"Bella, you are magnificent, you are beautiful. I fucking love you, Baby. Your pussy is wet and hot for me. Can you feel my cock inside you? I love to be inside you, Baby."
He took hold of her nipples and pinched them. "I love your tits. When I pull on your nipples and pinch them can you feel it inside you? Hmmm?"
"Fuck Edward, I'm so close again..."
He twisted her nipples and was relentless in playing her body like an instrument. His voice was low and rough and Bella couldn't hold on any longer.
"Edward, cum with me..."
He slammed into her one more time and pinched her clit and they shouted as they both came.
Bella couldn't think straight, she could only feel. She was mewing, making noises that she couldn't control.
Edward lay with his head against her chest, panting and he was gently sucking on her nipple. Peppering it with light kisses and licking it until he took it into his mouth again.
He turned his head and did the same to the other one. Bella stroked his hair and felt each tug of his lips and teeth in her womb. She gently scratched her nails against his scalp which made him hum in contentment and she felt the vibrations and did it again. She closed her eyes. She knew that she would to anything for him.
"What time to you leave on Wednesday? " She asked quietly. He shifted slightly and covered her nipple with his fingers. He stroked Oh! So gently, barely touching, but she was so sensitive now that her nipple puckered and hardened to his touch. She moaned softly and he smiled against her skin.
"We fly at nine p.m. Why don't we have an early dinner and then we can drop you at your apartment before we leave? Do you need my car? Yours won't be ready yet." Edward almost stopped breathing. He didn't want her to leave. He didn't want her to live so far away! She should be in his home, with him every day.
He moved off her and she protested for a moment she tightened her hands on his hair. She smiled and settled against his chest as he lay against the headboard and he pulled her against him and tucked her between his body and under his arm. He kissed her hair and took a deep breath.
"You know," he said trying to sound casual, "you could always stay here for the rest of the week until Emmett brings your car back. He said it should be ready on Monday. What do you think?"
Bella was so tempted. She loved this house. It felt like home to her and it felt like Edward.
"Um, can I think about it? I'm in a new city and I have to go to my place sometime. Thank you for the offer though. I'll let you know before Wednesday." She kissed his chest.
Well, it's not a 'no'. He thought as his hands began to skim over her body.
"I love to feel your skin under my fingers and my mouth and my tongue." He whispered.
"You are so responsive to my touch. Can I touch you Bella?"
Bella gasped at the image that he created with his words. She imagined his hand running over the keys of the piano in Italy, she could see his hands as they covered her breasts, his mouth as he lapped at her skin, stroking, touching.
She moaned and quickly turned over so that she was hovering over him. She took his face in her hands and looked deep into his eyes, "Play me like your piano, Sparky." She whispered.
Edward growled and rolled her onto her back as he lay above her. "Lay still my little Bella. We are going to play a little."
Her eyes widened, "But I thought..."
He had a mischievous smile on his face; his eyes were bright with excitement and arousal. "There are lots of ways to play...this is not about D/s; this is about me Edward wanting to play with you Bella. You are a fully consensual woman in this. Do you trust me?"
She nodded.
"Good girl. Do you want me to make you feel good, Baby?"
"Please" She needed him. He had other ideas.
His mouth moved down to her breasts. He suckled on one and then the other. He alternated between his mouth, tongue and teeth. He pinched and twisted and stroked the other. Her nipples were hard and the ache in her core was almost unbearable.
Bella tried to find some friction as she twisted her hips against him, but he gave her a light tap against her hip.
"Hmmm. Not yet, you need to have patience, Bella." He said against her nipple as he lightly took it between his teeth and pulled.
"Edward! Please!"
He twisted her other nipple and pinched it hard and Bella felt her climax explode.
"Aaah! Fuck! Oh my ...Oh!"
This man was fucking lethal!
Edward was lapping at her breasts, moulding them in his hands, stroking them softly. Gentle kisses.
"You are such a good girl. You are so responsive. Do you want more, my Love? Hmm?"
Bella felt as if her body was a bow and Edward's mouth and hands was the arrow. He was pulling her, stretching her. She had never felt like this before. She was satisfied, but she needed more. She was sated and yet she was hungry.
"Edward, please. I need more – I want more. Please can you...um, will you use a vibrator on...me, please?"
He looked down at her with an unreadable expression. Bella bit her lip but kept her gaze steadily on him. "Please can we? Or is it off limits too?" She was a little uncomfortable but she knew that she needed to tell him what she wanted. He wanted to know her, well this was a start.
Edward cocked an eyebrow, "Well hello my little minx. Finally!"
He smiled and kissed her hard. "Bella, we can use whatever you want to. Can I use my imagination or would you like to choose some toys?" He looked like a kid in a candy store. Bella grinned at him. She was positive that if he could he would be jumping up and down and clapping his hands.
"You choose Babe. And Edward? Surprise me okay? Don't hold back!"
"Ohmygod! I have unleashed a monster! Lucky me!"
He got up and walked over to the dresser that stood in a corner of his room. Bella turned and propped her head up on her hand as she checked him out unashamedly. Fucking Hell, he was beautiful! She was almost salivating at the sight of his ass and hips. She looked at his back and watched the muscles ripple as he opened the top drawer. He looked back at her over his shoulder and she blushed as she was caught eye fucking him.
He chuckled and rolled his eyes at him as she bit her bottom lip. "Definitely lucky me." He smirked. "FYI this where we keep our toys and things."
He turned back and pursed his lips as he looked at his selection.
"Close your eyes Sweetheart. I want to surprise you." His voice was low and sexy and Bella whimpered and had to rub her legs together. She was blushing and she pulled a pillow over her face and giggled into it.
"Fuck! He's going to be the death of me!" She squealed into the pillow. She heard Edward laugh and groaned. Busted!
She giggled again but it quickly turned to a gasp as the pillow was whipped away and the Voice whispered in her ear. "Ready to play, Bella?"
Her eyes shot open wide and she stared into his emerald green gaze. She licked her lips as she looked at his mouth.
"More than ready!" She pulled his face down and kissed him, pushing her tongue into his mouth, drinking from his lips.
Edward felt like he was going to explode! His cock was pulsing against her thighs and he knew if she continued what she was doing he would never last. He pulled away from her.
He flicked her nose "Hmm, greedy little thing aren't you?" he smiled.
She was unashamed in her lustful gaze. She looked down at his peen with unsolicited lust, "I am always greedy for you." she said softly.
FUCK ME! SHE'S GOING TO KILL ME!!
"Close your eyes." He said. Bella closed her eyes and lay down. Edward kissed her neck and her collar bone over her love bites. He nibbled at her breasts and her nipples, suckling and teasing. He took little nips from her, making her moan and arch her back.
Edward reached behind him and picked up the vibrator as well as the small butt plug and the lube. He set the plug and the lube next to her and turned the vibe on. Bella smiled and wiggled when she heard the low sound. Edward trailed it down her arm, up her stomach and gently over her breasts. Bella gasped and arched her body again. "Is this good Baby? Can you feel it deep in your pussy? Tell me how it feels."
"Oh! God! I'm on fire! Edward, my pussy is so hot and wet for you. I want to cum but I don't want to loose this feeling! I feel empty, please I need more. Please..." she was beyond being self-conscious. She would do whatever he asked. Anything.
"You are such a good girl. I'm going to make it even better. Do you trust me? Can I push you a little?"
Bella opened her eyes and looked into his. "I trust you." He saw the truth in her eyes. He smiled at her. "Close your eyes again."
He moved the vibrator down her stomach and Bella thrust her hips up. Edward held her down with one hand.
He swept the vibe over her Mons and gently between her lips. Bella felt the gush of her juices as the vibe entered her body. The vibrations were low but enough to make her inner muscles clench around the tip.
"Fuck! So good! More please!" Edward wanted to lap at those lips. He could smell her sweet scent.
He moved down her body and pulled the vibe up to lightly move around her clit – not touching it as he sucked on her entrance. Bella screamed "Edward! I'm – I 'm ..."
Bella's body twisted and shook as her cum poured into Edward's eager mouth. He kept sucking and licking with long sweeps of his tongue. He had moved the vibe off her completely and switched it off.
He continued to lap at her pussy as she came down from her climax.
"Edward" she said and gripped his shoulders, "I need you in me. Now!"
Edward sat up and pulled her up, "Can you turn over and get on your knees?"
He asked her. She bit her lip. "Damn straight!"
Edward moved back and Bella turned over put her head on the pillow and brought her knees up with her bottom high in the air.
Perfect. Edward thought.
He moved behind her and slid the head of his cock through her folds gathering her juices.
"You are so wet for me." He said.
He slipped his index finger into her and coated it with her cum. He felt her clamp around it. He pumped it gently in and out of her and then took it out.
As he placed his cock at her entrance he used his other hand to palm her ass cheeks and parted them a little. Bella gasped again.
"Is this okay?" he asked.
She wiggled her bum, "Yes, please!"
He slowly eased into her heat with his cock and at the same time he pushed his index finger into her ass.
Bella moaned and he stopped and let her lead him.
She growled at him over her shoulder and pushed against him. "FUCKING MOVE!"
He began to pump into her core as he moved his finger in a similar rhythm. He held her still at her hip, "Bella stop. I want to try something." He picked up the plug and the lube and showed it to her.
"Okay?"
"Y-yes. I want to try that."
He could see the flush of excitement in her cheeks and the gleam in her eyes as she turned to look at him.
"Okay, baby. Relax." He spread a generous amount of lube onto her hole and onto the plug.
"Ready?"
"Fuck! Hurry up!"
He smacked her lightly on her ass and laughed, "Always impatient."
He pushed the plug into her slowly and at the same time began to rock against her. He used short movements as she got used to the plug inside her.
Bella pushed back against him so that the plug was in her fully.
"Move faster and harder, please, Edward."
With one hand held the plug and he pulled back almost all the way out and then he rammed back into her. He began to pump into her faster and harder than ever. Bella went wild. She was moaning and tossing her head from side to side. She had never felt this full or this over the top. It was too much – it was unbelievable.
"Fuck! Edward shouted as he pumped her centre. He was not going to last long at all.
Bella felt full, complete, and heavy. She felt Edward reach round and pinch her clit and once again Edward exploded into her.
They lay sweating and gasping. Bella lay on her stomach and Edward lay next to her with one of his leg over her hips and his hand buried in her hair. After a while he got up and washed up in the bathroom and brought back a warm, damp cloth. He turned Bella over and washed her gently. He took the toys and cleaned them and left them to dry.
Returning to the bed, he lay down again, next to her, nuzzling in her hair and breathing her scent in. He closed his eyes. He was totally content.
Eventually Edward moved and pulled her close to his side. "Bella, I need to take the plug out, Baby."
Bella turned to look at him. She was still flushed from their lovemaking, but he could see a blush rise in her cheeks as her eyes met his.
"What if I wanted to try doing that with you? I mean...you know...not with a plug or a vibe, but with your...um... peen." She was scarlet and buried her head in the pillows.
Edward's heart gave a jolt...Fuck! Did she mean....? He turned onto his side and gently stroked her back. "Bella? Come here." She turned onto her side but kept her eyes down.
"Hey...Look at me. No need to be embarrassed here Love."
She looked up at him. His eyes were blazing with an intensity she hadn't seen. He brushed her hair back from her face and stroked her cheek with a finger.
"So did you enjoy that?"
"Yes". She whispered.
"You want to try anal sex?"
She bit her lip" Uh ha. Yes, please. Is that okay?"
Edward pulled her into his arms and hugged her tight.
"It's better than okay!" he pulled back slightly, "You need to prepare yourself for me though. You will need to wear a plug for a couple of hours a day to stretch your passage and to prepare you mentally for me. Would you be willing to do that?"
He was stroking her cheek. Bella was turned on by the thought of having this feeling everyday.
"Yes, please." She blushed as she realised what she had said.
Edward grinned at her, "You are amazing and beautiful." He leaned over and kissed her lips and jaw line, "Does the thought of having me here," He reached down and gently pressed down on the plug which moved inside her. Bella moaned softly. "Excite you?"
Bella moved fast and wrapped her arms around his neck, effectively pushing him onto his back, "You have no idea how turned on I am!" she bit his bottom lip and sucked it gently into her mouth. Edward felt his cock twitch.
Bella's stomach growled and Edward moaned. He pulled her arms off his neck. She whimpered and pouted at him.
"Come on woman! Let's shower and then eat some dinner, okay?"
Bella was still pouting and looked at him from under her lashes, "Okay, but you have to promise me one thing – pleasepleaseplease...pretty please for your Baby....."
Edward was standing staring at her "You shameless hussy...yes, my Baby, what is the one thing that you have to have?"
She grinned at him and got up very slowly, she groaned slightly as the plug moved again. She was standing on the bed and put her hands on his shoulders for balance.
Edward gripped her hips, God only knows what damage she can do while standing on the bed with a butt plug in... He held her even tighter.
"Can we come back to bed early tonight? I think you are feeling very tired my Honeybunch!"
She was actually licking her lips! OMG! I have sold my soul for a butt plug and the promise of anal sex!
Edward burst out laughing. He picked her up and slid her body down his, "You are insatiable! Yes my little sex maniac, we can come to bed early. Now for fucks sake get off me and let me take the plug out, Baby."
She shook her head and walked to the dressing room and turned to look at him, "No can do, Honeybunch, I am in training remember!" And with that she disappeared into the bathroom.
Edward stood staring at the door. "I have created a monster and I will die a happy man!"
He said to the room and sprinted to the shower.
A/N: OMG! I am FINISHED!!! Was it good for you? I decided to finish on a happy note this time – the reviews were far too heart wrenching. I hope you agree that the kids seem to have resolved some of their issues.
And don't worry, the month won't take so long and then we will be back to our Master Edward and his disobedient sub. I get the feeling sometimes that she disobeys him to make him cross to the dark side....
So, my little chickens, the votes are in and I will be doing Esmé and Carlisle first (Edward arriving to visit when they are just finishing playing 'Doctor' and 'Naughty Nurse') and then Emmett and Rosalie ( and the story behind sex in the Jeep).
Remember I am totally boring on twitter as justginger007 and on The Writers Coffee Shop under peoplelikeus and on ff as justginger – no I don't have a split personality (well okay, I do, don't you all?) I just couldn't get the same name on all three.
Take care and have a great weekend
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