Authors note-I havent wrote it yet but I thinks its gonna be fun. I have a very sore throat and I havent talked in *glances at clock* 5 hours. I am normally quiet person anyways. So here I am in my bed chugging down orange juice try to sooth my throat. I blame my brother for this.

Disclaimer- The cat as always.

BPOV

The past couple days passed by. I figured that I should better start packing. I already got boxes and tape.

I picked up my cell and dialed Alice.

" Hello sweetheart how are you on this fine day?" She asked

" Im doing good buttercup. Wanna come over and help me pack?" I asked

" Packing?" She asked

I sighed. " I am moving on to bigger and better things Ali. Edward convinced me to move in with him." I joked with the first part.

" That great.I mean you practiclly live there anyways. I'll be over in ten." With tht she hung up

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Alice and I already had all of my clothes packed and we worked on littler things. Edward said to bring things that are important.

Edward said to keep my couch. My end tables. For reasons of the unknown to my knoledge.

Alice and I covered alot.

" Ya hungry Al?" I asked her

" Starving." She said.

We walked down the stairs and I headed for my kitchen. I made us homemade burgers and salad.

" Bella Edward is so lucky this burger is amazing." She said

" So hows Jasper doing?" I asked

" He's great. He actually got a promotion." She said happily.

I smiled "Thats great Alice." I said

" Yeah. Everything is great. What about you and Edward." She said with a smirk.

I blushed " Everything is great with us." I said. I picked up both of our plates and washed them. I put them in the box and closed it. I taped it also. I had my plates in there. I lifted the box and put it on the oposite counter. I heard Alice gasp. I turned around.

" What?" I asked worried.

" Whats that on your left hand." She asked

Shit. I totally forgot about that. What the hell do I say. Oh its plastic and a joke. I dont think so.

" Umm nothing." I said. I put my hand behind my back. She stood up and ran to me. She grabbed my hand and stared at the ring.

She then screamed.

" Alice." I scolded

" Oh my god." She said excitedly " Bella our little Bella getting married." She said.

I sighed and mummbled to myself " It's not even been a week and I already broke my condidtion." I said to myself

" What condidtion?" she asked

" Well since you already know I might as well tell you. I told Edward I had to conditions. That it would be a longer engagement about a year or a little less and the second that we keep it from the family for awhile. Alice you cant tell anybody. Dont even tell Jasper becase he will spill to Emmett and Emmett just tells everyone. Promise me." I told her.

" I promise but can I help you with planning. I promise I wont be over the top." She said.

" Fine." I said

" YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY." she said while jumping up and down.

Cant beat the pixie.

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I practicly had all my stuff packed left an hour ago. It was nine thirty I decided to head back over to Edward's.

I drove over there and got my key out. I opened the door. It was dark. I closed the door softly and locked it.

I put my purse on the table by the door as well as my keys. I walked into his dowstairs bathroom. I slipped on my white shorts and took my top off I had a red tanktop under it. I folded my clothes and put it in my bag with my clothes.

I walked up the first flight of stairs then through the hallway. I opened the end door and walked up the next twelve stairs. His door was slightly cracked I saw no light. Just darkness. I walked in his room. He was under the covers I could see his messy bronze hair. I walked slowly to his room. I crawled into his bed and put the covers over me.

" I missed you." I heard his velvetly voice say.

" I missed you too babe." I said. He rolled over so he was facing me. He wrapped me in his arms.

He leaned down and captured my lips with his. I kissed him back passionatly. Our lips moved together. I pulled back and heard him groan.

" Alice found out." I said.

" About?" He asked

" The engagement. I was taping the box of plates and she saw the ring. I guess I already got used to it I forgot. I told her that she better not tell anyone. She said she wouldnt if I let her help plan it she also said she wouldnt go overboard." I told him

" Okay." He said with a smile.

" Whats that big smile on your face my dear fiancee." I asked

" You are used to the ring already?" He asked

I smiled " Yeah as weird as it sounds. I tok a shower today and took it off. I dont know it feels weird without it." I said. He smiled and kissed my forehead.

" I love you."

" I love you too." I said.

He held me closer to him. I then drifted off to a dreamless sleep.

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I awoke to the sounds of ringing. I darted up in his bed. I heard Edward groan. I looked at the clock it was three in the morning. His phone was ringing next to me.

" Who is it Bella?" He asked. I glanced beside me to caller I.D said Tanya.

" Tanya." I said angrily.

" Give me the phone." He said. But I didnt listen.

Instead I picked up the phone myself and answered it.

" Go to hell." And with that I hung up. I put the phone back on the cradle and laid my head back on the pillow.

" Thank you." He said

"Mmmhmm" I responded. I moved closer to his he put his arms around my waist and I put my head in the crook of his neck. I once again fell asleep.

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I awoke again to the sound of the doorbell. I glanced at the clock it was nine in the morning. I looked over at Edward. He started to get up and I followed suit. We walked down the stairs. Edward opened the door revealing Tanya. I just about groaned out loud. I seriously wanted to know what she wanted.

" What dont you get about us not wanting you here Tanya I have had enough." Edward said.

" Eddie you dont mean that." She said with a smirk.

" You seriously need to get your head on straight Edward wants nothing to do with you and neither do I for that matter. What do you want?" I asked

" Thats a simple question. Edward." He said

" You'll never have me I am not a not to you. Your hurt me and I dont want to see you ever again. I will file a restraining order for me and my Fiancee now leave." He said.

I saw her flinch at the word fiancee.

" Fiancee?" She said " Doesnt matter anyway. I was his first choice and first love." She said.

I was about to lung at her but Edward put his arm around my waist. " Bella." He warned.

" Poor sweet nieve little Bella. When will you grow up and realize you can live up to the standards of Edward Cullen. Only people like me can. Perfect body. Unlike yours its okay honey you just didnt get any curves. A pretty face. You didnt really score there. I guess you didnt develope perfect but hey were not all as perfect as me. This isnt over." Woth that she left leaving me struck. I stared after her.

" Bella." I heard Edward's voice say. It sounded a mile away. I just stared at the ground. I snapped my head up and walked back into his house. I headed for the sliding glass door in the back.

" Bella." Edward grabbed my hand.

" Just leave me alone." I said. I noticed the anger in my voice. He let my hand go. I walked out on his back deck and sat in one of his chairs.

I didnt care if it was cold or if I was wearing shorts and a tanktop in the middle of winter.

Was I not good enough for him. I knew I wasnt perfect far from it. Nobody is perfect. Not even Tanya because she is a heartless bitch.

Was I even fit out to marry Edward?

Or was this a mistake?

Those questions haunted me

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I dont remember how long I sat outside. But I heard the sliding glass door open. Edward was wearing his doctor uniform or what ever. A long white coat with a white button up and a tie with black dress pants.

" Bella are you trying to kill youself?" He asked

He picked me up in his arms. He carried me through the house and then sat me on the couch in our living room. I was sitting in his lap with my head on his shoulder. He wrapped the blanket around me.

" Bella. Dont let what she said get to you. Thats what she wants. Dont give her the satifaction. You are beautiful and you have a perfect body. I love you." He said.

I didnt say anything.

" Love, Please speak." He pleaded.

" Your right I shouldnt let her get to me. I'm sorry." I said.

" Bella, your perfect and dont let anyone else tell you otherwise." He said. He leaned down to kiss me. I leaned up and captured his lips. Our lips moved insync together.

" Thank you." I whispered against his lips

" For?" He asked.

" Making me feel beautiful." I said.

He smiled " Anytime" He then captured my lips again.

I may not be supermodel material but I dont want to be the girl who bounces around wearing short dresses and small skirts. But not everyone can be a perfect.

Authors note- Well That took a turn for what I didnt expect I surprised myself again! Ha ha *cough* alright ow ow my throat. Review