When Jessica woke up, she felt heartache at once. She felt empty, and in that moment she had no desire to live, inside her she wished she could die, the same feeling of half empty hit her again. Remus was asleep in an arm chair in front of her. Jessica sit up and not only her heartached, but her whole body felt like she had been beatten, her stomach feeling extremely sick.

Slowly Remus opened his eyes and saw Jessica sitting up.

"How are you feeling?" he asked.

Before she could answer she vomited. Remus quickly held her hair back and leaned her head forward.

"Scourgify" Remus cleaned up once she was done. "You should lay back down."

Jessica felt very weak so she agreed with him, silent tears were running down her cheek.

"Your mom is here," said Remus. "But I could put you back to sleep if you want."

She nodded. She did not want to see anybody.

The days that followed Jessica kept feeling sick, she slept most of the day, and reality was finally sinking in. Tonks was all better and she never left Jessica's bed side, her mom, brother and Remus would come and go various times during the day.

Even when she was awake she did not do a lot of talking, most of the time she would stay with her head sunk into her pillow crying, Tonks would sit by her and stroke her hair the whole time.

Jessica was still vomiting several times a day, but now she was used to it, so she had time to go to the toleit before she lost it. The only thing that got her out of bed was to go to the bathroom, and then was straight back to bed.

Remus was once again holding her hair while she knelt down the bathroom floor over the toilet, Tonks was leaning on the door frame saying encouraging words like, "it's alright, let it all out."

Jessica saw Molly arrive.

"How is she doing?" Molly asked

"Not good," Tonks replied. "This is all she does, she been vomiting and sleeping for days now."

Molly let an annoying giggle. Remus was helping Jessica to her feet.

"You are all amateurs," She stepped forward. "Move away from her Remus."

Jessica was really weak, when Remus let go of her she struggled to stay up, getting hold of the sink for support.

Molly started moving her wand around Jessica's stomach in small circles. White fog started getting out of the tip of her wand and slowly started turning blue. Jessica watched curiously as the blue fog started taking a shape, when it was clear to her she totally lost control of her legs and almost fell over, but Remus was now holding her with a big smile on his face. In front of Jessica's belly stood a shape of a fetus.

"Congratulations," said Molly excited. "It's a boy," Molly embraced Jessica with great love and whispered. "He lives, see? He lives."

Jessica started crying, but this time was out of joy. She felt a harmth inside her, her desire to live grew instantly inside her. Molly was right. Part of Sirius was alive, in his son. Jessica made the promise never to let her love for Sirius die, keeping at part of him alive as well.

As the days went by Jessica slowly started feeling that half that was dead inside her, come back. Her son saved her life, it was a miracle and Jessica felt honored to be carrying Sirius child inside her.

Every night before she went to sleep she said the words aloud. "He Lives."

THE END