"Don't hesitate just follow the music." He says.
"If I do that I'll fall. Believe me." I say.
"Trust me Bella, I won't let you fall"
"Can you stop saying 'trust me'? It's getting on my nerves. I already trust you!" I say annoyed that he's always saying that.
"Good. I'm happy for that. But now follow my dikes and you'll be amazing!"
"Okay, I'll do it. Press play."
"Pressing play." He says smiling. The music starts and I'm lost. It's our song.
"Why did you choice this music?" I whisper.
"The first on my soundtrack" he says, trying to lie.
"Hum, hum…" And with that I start trying to dance.
That week was extremely hard, I was always falling but Edward was always there to catch me. And every time he catches me he stays with me on his arms and look at my lips like he wants to kiss them…hard.
But after that moment I flush and he realizes he's doing that so he pulls me up and we continue. It's always the same. I'm trying to feel like he doesn't want to be with me or he would already have kiss me.
On that Friday morning he wasn't there to give a ride to school… strange.
I drive school and he doesn't shows up.
Oh my God… It's like a year and some months ago…
NO!
I run to my Van and drive home thinking he would probably went hunting with his family. And In front of my house is Tanya sit.
I walk to her.
"What are you doing here?"
"I need to talk to you. Just don't freak out please"
"What?"
"The Cullens left, in the morning"
"They what?" I sob "Why?"
"Hey don't start crying! I don't want to see it! I don't know. I'm worst than you! So… well I'll leave too. I just thought I had to tell you this. I wish you the best Bella."
And with that she runs and leaves too.
No…
They couldn't.
What did I do?
No…not again. Maybe I should call Him… No. I can't pass through this….again.
I enter the house and start packing.
I'll leave too if that's what they want,
Charlie arrives home and calls for me. I ask him to come up to my room,
"Hey Bells…" he looks at my bags, "What are you doing?"
"I need to leave"
"Why?" he says sadly.
"Someone told me that they left again. And I can't do this anymore. So I'm out."
"Bella please. I'm sure that person is lying."
"I can tell you, that it's not."
"Bella. Then where are you going?"
"To Florida, I already called mom. She's waiting for me."
"Oh honey… I'm so, so, sorry"
"I know dad, I'll visit you often. I love you" I huge him
"Oh babe… I love you too!" he squeezes me.
And with that I left.
I went to the airport and catch the plain.
Why could they leave again? He promised me. I started to trust him again and now this!
I would not forgive him never again.
I just don't understand the reason… Well in our classes I could see how he looks at me but he never advances with me. Maybe he lost his love for me… And left to not hurt me.
Maybe…
I arrive home in Florida and lay on my bed all day. Just thinking why he did this, again.
I turn off my computer and phone. I couldn't be in communication with anyone but myself. Even my mom doesn't talk to me to left me thinking.
Why did he do this?
I love him.
I trust him again.
Just….Why.
Three days later.
I'm the same as three days before.
I'm numb again. I don't have that life in my eyes or in my moves… I can't live without him.
Now I talk to my mom… I just can't talk about what happened. I need distraction… I need him. But I don't have him, so I try to live that way.
In that day I hear the ring bells, my mom goes to open the door and when she does it she gasps,
I didn't care. Maybe was someone she didn't see long time ago, or her husband Jack is back from Ireland.
I lay on the couch and my mom starts whispering to someone. Now is suspicious.
If was someone she knew she was already screaming…
I get energy and stand of the couch and walk through the door very slowly.
I approach the door and when I look to the person who is there I gasp too… And I can't bear it so the last thing I remember is passing out.
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