I am a little off from when I said I was going to update but not that bad, I sort of kept my word :D

Well I hope you guys enjoy reading this chapter because it was hell writing it. :)

As for the guest review, yes I love taking my time writing, it took a month to finish this chapter and the result is I think a decent length. I wasn't going to go for Gintoki being the one to express his feeling first but I feel that Riko was never going to do it, since she already got rejected once by him. As for Kagura's date, it could be whoever your heart desires lol. Maybe I might say who it is in the future, who knows. I hope you enjoy this chapter as well.

Chapter 20

Stubbornness

She hardly slept that night; those words of his kept ringing in her head preventing her from getting any sort of rest. Just thinking about it made her heart race uncontrollably. She sighed as she lay in her bed, trying to calm herself down while just staring at the ceiling; letting her mind wander to his blunt words made her face heat up for the umpteenth time that morning and she turned burying her face into her pillow; she really needed to get out. She needed some fresh air.

Riko walked down the street sighing for the thousandth time she still was not sure how she should feel about everything, she wasn't expecting it, and she knew he wanted an answer from her. She hoped she didn't see him for awhile; she wasn't ready to give him an answer yet. She sighed again taking a left as she walked, and she froze in place, she sees the said man from a distance along Shinpachi and Kagura, maybe they were on a job, she didn't know, she didn't care, she just wanted to get out of there; her mind wandered to his words again and she blushed madly stepping back, of course she would see him too, the universe clearly didn't like her, she was not ready to see him at all, since he hasn't taken notice to her yet, she turned away hoping they wouldn't notice her, but of course that wasn't happening for her.

"Riko-chan!" Kagura shouted running up to her, Riko sighed turning back around as she saw Kagura come closer, she looked over towards the two behind her and they were following Kagura slowly.

"Why couldn't he just stay far away…" she thought to herself, but she put on a smile "Kagura…funny seeing you guys here"

"Good morning, Riko-san" Shinpachi greeted her

"…Good morning…" she said then looked over at Gintoki, she blushed and looked away deciding to not give him any eye contact at all, instead she looked back at Kagura, "Ah, that's right, how was your date?"

"Well…" Kagura said looking nervous

"That expression of yours just makes me really want to know how it went now"

"I don't mind telling you Riko-chan…but" she said looking over to Shinpachi and Gintoki.

"Oi, it's not like I really care about what you did on your date"

"Well, Kagura, I guess you can tell me another time"

"Yeah"

"Well, I guess I'll be going then, you guys seem to be busy" Riko said happy to leave, she waved goodbye and turned away

"Wait, Riko," she heard Gintoki say, she turned back at them with an uneasy expression.

"W-What"

"We need to talk"

"What? Talk about what? What do we need to talk about? There's nothing we need to talk about!" she said nervously

"Is everything okay, Riko-san?" Shinpachi asked

"What? Of course everything is okay"

"Annoying" Gintoki muttered under his breath, but she heard him perfect clear

"Excuse me?" she said now sounding annoyed, Gintoki walked up to her closing the space between them, but she took a step back, "w-what do you want?"

"Expect to see me tonight," he said so only she could hear

"What?" was all she could say back.

"That's all I have to say" he said moving away from her, "let's go" he said to both Kagura and Shinpachi, they turned behind him saying their goodbyes to Riko. Riko couldn't even hear anything else but her heart beating in her ears, why was he going to come see her tonight? Does that mean he expects an answer from her? She didn't know if she was ready for that yet.

-x-

The day went by way too quickly, it was night time already and she knew he might show up any minute wanting his answer from her, but she wasn't quite ready yet, she didn't know what to do, she didn't know if she should go ahead and take that chance with him. She was scared; she doesn't want to jeopardize her family. What if things don't work out? What if he isn't really serious about her? What if he gets sick of her quickly? She promised her husband that once he came back they would work things out; if she accepted Gintoki's feelings, would that mean she gave up? She didn't know.

Just as her mind was in jumbles her doorbell rings almost giving her a heart attack, she walks reluctantly to her door and opens it slowly revealing the man she wasn't ready to see yet.

"So you came…"

"I told you I was coming" he said, she frowned turning her face away to avoid eye contact.

"…maybe I was hoping you didn't"

"You're a cruel one Riko," Gintoki said letting himself in

"I'm not…trying to be"

"If you were trying to be, that'd be worst" he walked further into her house, and she followed right behind him.

"Gin…"

"I'm sure you know why I came here" he said, "I want your answer now; I think I gave you enough time to think about it"

"…yeah…I guess" she said, "Maybe…we should sit"

"No, I rather not"

"…okay…fine" she said, "I thought about everything…and" she paused

"And what?"

"Gin…I just"

"Do you love him or something?" he asked she got a bit surprised at that question and looked up at him, "I don't think that's the case."

"W-what do you know?"

"Is this payback for that time you told me how you felt?" Gintoki laughed sadly, "if that's the case, I get it, you felt like crap"

"I'm not doing anything like that!" she protested

"Then…why?" she frowned at him, she really didn't want to get to deep into this, but she guessed if she wanted everything cleared out, she had to.

"Why now…?" she asked, "Why after all this time it's now this is happening"

"I guess you can say I got tired of denying it" he said, "I'm tired of just being your friend, I want more than that"

"You decide that now…when I have a kid, when I already have a family"

"Yes," he said, "you're clearly unhappy Riko, anyone can see that, don't use your relationship with that man as an excuse to not answer me" she frowned again at him, fidgeting her hand anxiously.

"What happens…?"

"What?"

"w-what happens if I tell you what you want to hear?"

"What kind of question is that?" he asked, "we'll be together"

"…it won't end like a fairy tale; it's just going to be a mess"

"I know" he said, she stared into his eyes, and they just stood like that for a few seconds until she looked away from him diverting her eyes to the floor.

"Say it again" she said softly, "I want to hear you say it again"

"W-wha…Oi, it was hard enough saying it the first time" he said scratching the back of his head, but she remained silent. Gintoki sighed and looked straight at her though she was looking toward the ground, "…I love you, Riko" he said and the words immediately pulled at her heartstrings.

"Again…"

"…I love you"

"…say it again" she said her voice cracking, she felt the tears now welling up

"I love you" Riko finally looked up at him with her tear filled eyes

"I love you too, you idiot…" she said, "Why did it have to take you so long to say that?" she said, "…why" she said, "I always felt this way…it never went away, not once…" she said wiping her tears away, Gintoki sighed relieved with her answer and approached closer to her, "But…this cant"

"What? Are you going to tell me we can't be together?" he said quite annoyed, "because of him"

"But…"

"I'm not going to leave you. I'm not going to say something stupid and walk out on you" he said, "if you'll accept me…I'll do my best to make you happy," he said, "and if I ever make you feel they way he makes you feel, I'd hope you leave me"

"Idiot…" she smiled, wiping the last of her tears, "Which movie did you steal that line from?"

"Shut up!" he said blushing, "those words are from the bottom of my heart"

"Is that so?" she smiled at him, she stayed silent for a few seconds before answering "Ok…"

"O-okay what?

"I'm accepting your feelings….mine as well"

"…seriously?"

"You expected me to do otherwise?"

"Well…I didn't think it would go smoothly…"

"You promise?" she asked, "do you promise…to not leave me"

"I can promise that" he said going closer to her, he pulled her closer to him lowering his face to kiss her but she turned away.

"…No…we can't"

"Seriously? After all that I can't kiss you?" Riko bit her lip looking away from him; she sighed then looked back up at him.

"…just one…okay?"

"Just one?"

"One"

"…fine…one" he said lowering his face and kissed her against her lips, and she easily melted in his arms, she lifted her arms, resting them around his neck, as he continued to ravish her lips. Things were getting heated real quickly; she opened her mouth giving him access to push his tongue through, which he did. She moaned as his tongue danced with hers, and he caressed his hands down her back as he walked forward until her back hit the wall. Her hands ran through his hair as he moved his kisses towards her neck, showering her skin with his lips, she hummed in satisfaction until she opened her eyes snapping out of her lustful daze, and reality hit her. She knew exactly what this would lead to, and she had to stop it.

"Gin…I said we can't," she said as she lightly pushed him off of her.

"Why not?"

"I don't want to do that to him…"

"…well I half expected this" he said moving his hands off of her.

"I'm sorry"

"Don't be" he said, "let's just go to bed" he said and she frowned at him, "what?"

"I didn't know…that you were planning on staying the night"

"Oi, you don't need to be so cruel about it"

"I'm not trying to be mean…" she said, "but…alright…I guess there's no harm…" she moving up from the wall, "I guess I'll go change"

"You're not going to sleep naked for me?"

"Of course not!" she said leaving to her room, "you better not come in and peek" she said. Gintoki chuckled as he waiting for her to finish, he hoped she would change her mind and just sleep naked, he wouldn't mind that at all; he found it funny how when they first met she wouldn't even care if she slept next to him in nothing but her underwear, she was always flirting with him, but now he didn't think much of it, he knew he just needed her to get comfortable around him like that again.

She came out moments later wearing a rather short night gown that showed a tad too much, all she had to do was bend forward and he was sure he would see her ass, not only that, it showed off a lot of cleavage. Gintoki didn't mind this at all, but what he did mind was her torturing him, "you can come in now" Gintoki couldn't help but stare at her breast; she wanted him to stare, right? Why else would she come out like that?

"Can you not stare that much?" she asked covering herself with her arms

"…You're really trying to seduce me aren't you?"

"What? I always wear something like this." She said oh-so innocently, he couldn't believe her, she wanted him to jump her bones, she was literately begging for it, right?

"…Yeah, when you trying to seduce me" he said walking towards her instantly running her hands against her lower back to her ass, "You are so gorgeous Riko" he said looking into her eyes making her face flush.

"You better stop, or I'll kick you out" she threatened not so convincingly, "I'm not trying to seduce you"

"Sure" he said moving away from her and entered her room, she followed behind him, and began getting undress, she couldn't help but just stare, as he removed each piece of clothing stopping with nothing but his pants on, she stared at his bulking muscles and rock-hard abs; sure he was muscular before, but he definitely added some more, what the hell was he doing these past years?

"You seem to like what you see."

"Don't get so full of yourself," she said looking away, "I'm tired, let's just go to sleep!" she said sitting down on her bed.

"Yeah, yeah" he said lying down, "I wasn't expected to crash here" he said, "to be honest I expected you to flat out reject me"

"…did you?"

"Yeah, you're fucking stubborn, I thought it was going to be a lot harder, to finally admit you true feelings"

"That's rich coming from you"

"Maybe" he said turning to his side, looking over to her, she was still sitting up, clutching onto the sheets over her, "what's wrong with you?"

"What?"

"Are you going to stay like that the whole time?" he asked

"No…well I"

"I'm not going to do anything to you if you don't want to" he said, "Just relax"

"It's kind of hard to" she said, "I…don't think it's a good idea that you're sleeping in the same bed as me"

"Why's that?"

"Well…you know…"

"No" he said with a grin, "could it be you can't control yourself if I do?"

"That's not it!"

"It's not?" he said crawling up putting her arms on each side of her body, "Because I'm not sure if I can control myself right now"

"You better!"

"Or what?"

"…I won't forgive you"

"You won't?" he said "you dare say that coming out here wearing something like that?"

"I wasn't trying to tempt you or anything!"

"Sure you weren't"

"I'm serious…" she said, he grinned at her as he ran his hand up her thigh, "Gin!"

"Don't worry Riko" he said, "I already told you, I won't do anything you don't want me to"

"It's not like I don't want to…but" she clutched the sheets closer to her body, "I can't…"

"I get it" he sighed, he wrapped his arm around her body and pulled her flat on the bed with him, "just lie there and sleep then", she sighed and turned her body around so she could face him

"Are you mad?"

"No"

"Sorry…"

"Forget about it" he said, "yes, I really want to fuck you, at this very moment," he said getting a blush from her, "but I'm not going to force you into anything; it's no fun unless you're into it as well anyways"

"I see" she said calming herself down, she snuggled closer to him, and looked up at him, into his eyes.

"What is it?"

"What?"

"Looks like you want to say something"

"Well…Gin, I just want you to know that there was a reason why I didn't answer you right away when you told me how you felt"

"It wasn't because you are stubborn as hell?"

"No…well maybe that had something to do with it…but there was a deeper reason"

"And that is?"

"Gin…I was so happy when you told me how you felt, but at the same time, I felt doubt…"

"That kind of, hurts"

"No, I don't mean it like that" she said, "I believe you when you say it" but I just…wondered how long would it last…even if I felt the same, would I want to start over…" she said, "I may have hoped for the best between me and Takeshi but I'm not a fool, what him and I had is completely gone, but it was there, I didn't want it happening again"

"You never loved him"

"I did"

"Then your feelings weren't strong enough" he said, "Riko, don't compare me to him, we are nothing alike" he said, "From everything you've been telling me, he doesn't seem to pay you much attention…I'm different" he said, "The amount of times you came crying to me about him, it did nothing but piss me off, my feelings won't fade"

"Why did it make you so upset?"

"…You know why"

"No, tell me" she said and he grimaced at her.

"As much as I despised that man I thought I was sure he loved you, and that he would treat you right" he said, "the moment I realized he wasn't…I felt I made the wrong decision in making him have you"

"Making him have me? I didn't know that it was you who decided that" she said sarcastically

"Shut up, you know what I mean"

"I do" she said, "Gin…if you told me how you felt that day I got married…at that moment I would have left him"

"I know" he said,

"You knew?"

"Yes" he said and she sighed at him

"I hate you for saying that"

"Sorry"

"It's okay," she said, "…I'm sorry I said all that …I guess I should have more faith in you"

"Jeez…you are such a troublesome woman" he said moving so he was on top of her arching his body over hers, so he can look at her straight into her eyes, "How dare you think I'm anything like him"

"…I wasn't really comparing you two…but"

"Should I show you?"

"What?"

"Show you how much I love you…" he said, "let me show you how a man is supposed to treat his woman" he said and her heart began to race, she wanted to give in to him, she wanted to trust him with her heart. She bit her lip nervously looking into his eyes

"…show me how?"

"There's many ways I can show you"

"Oh yeah?" she said running her hand up his chest stopping at his shoulders, "then show me" he smirked lowering his face towards her

"It'll be my pleasure" he said before laying his lips against hers kissing her softly, his hands roamed up her body, from her thighs to her chest, and he moved his kisses to her neck and began sucking, biting her sweet spot, making sure he left his mark behind, her hand went up into his silver curls running her fingers through them, sighing softly as he continued his assault on her neck. She wanted this, she really did, but she couldn't help but think about the consequences it brought, or the guilt she would feel later on.

"…Gin"

"Hmm?"

"Maybe we shouldn't" Gintoki moved from her neck and frowned at her

"Don't change your mind on me now, not when I am getting so into it"

"I'm into it too Gin...but I just can't help from thinking about…"

"Just relax Riko" he said cutting her off, "and stop thinking about him; it really pisses me off that he is on your mind when I'm doing this" he said surprising her, she didn't think about how much it must have upset him each time she brought it up.

"Sorry" she said bringing her hand to caress his check and smiled at him, "alright…I won't think about it anymore…can you continue showing me?"

"No need to ask, Riko" Gintoki began kissing her below her chin then moving his tongue along her cleavage and started to kiss her exposed chest; this gesture was turning her on more than she imagined it would she couldn't help but writhe with excitement under him. He ran his hands under her nightgown, giving her breast a light squeeze while kissing above her collarbone; he began teasing her nipples with his finger have her squirm under him.

"…Gin" she moaned softly as he continued his attack to her chest.

"Hmm...They are a lot more sensitive" he said pinching her nipples, making her moan again "your breast have been aching for someone to touch them, huh" Riko couldn't respond to him anymore, she wanted more, her body was screaming for more, her chest was heaving roughly and her legs twitched with anticipation, Gintoki simply smirked at the way her body reacted, "it's not just your breast that have been aching for my touch, huh?"

"Gin...don't tease me" she said, "...please…"

"It's hard not to"

"You're cruel…" she said and he swiftly pushed her dress up revealing her soft mounds, taking the image in, he licked his lips and went about sucking on her hardened nipples, not forgetting about her other breast he massaged, and pinched her nipples, causing her to moan and squirm under him. He continued sucking on her milky breast, his tongue twirling around her perky buds, he swore to himself he could do that for hours on end, he literately fantasized about doing this with her again. But he knew she wanted way more than that, her moans were beginning to sound more impatient, and so he popped off her chest.

"Jeez Gin…I thought you'd never stop" she said, "you'll make me sore"

"I missed doing this with you Riko" he said, massaging her chest with both his hands, "it's exhilarating, especially since your chest seems to have grown"

"…how many times must I tell you that they haven't?"

"They sure look bigger to me" he smirked pulling her nightgown above her head taking it fully off and took a second to admire her flushed appearance, she looked too cute under him, her hair tousled everywhere, her face as flushed as ever, and her breathing heavier than normal, "you are so beautiful, Riko" he said, he didn't know her face could have gotten any more red but it did.

"Don't say that…"

"And why not?"

"It's embarrassing" she said he looked at her in shock and chuckled, "what's so funny!" trying her best to glare at him, but it didn't come off very threatening.

"Nothing" he said lowering his face towards hers, instantly pushing his tongue past her lips, his hands locked into her hair and he held onto it tightly as his tongue danced around her mouth tasting her open cavern to its fullest. She let out a loud moan as her hand grabbed tighter to his silver locks, he parted away with nothing but a trail of saliva connecting their tongues together

She was panting heavily under him, which he was rather amused of. Just his kisses were sending her over the edge, she was hesitant before but not anymore, it's been so long since she's been touched like this and now the man she loved was doing this to her, she couldn't resist anymore.

"So beautiful" he mumbled to her again, she didn't respond this time, instead just turning her head away in embarrassment, "that man never told you how beautiful you are, did he?"

"…well…he didn't really say it often" she said, in all honest she can't recall him saying it to her at all.

"What a fool" he said laying his lips on hers again and she eagerly accepted him, she parted her lips to give him access again but he pulled away quickly to her displeasure, "you sure are into in now, huh Riko"

"…you got me like this" she said breathing heavily, "You better do something about it"

"Don't worry, I intend to"

"Then hurry"

"Patients Riko, I plan to enjoy this" his hand rubbed down her stomach making its way past her panties down her lower region, feeling at her entrance with his fingers "You're already this wet…" she shut her eyes tight waiting for him to go on further, but he didn't, she opened her eyes at him with a questioned expression. "You're not going to protest?" he said with a devilish smirk

"W-why would I stupid!"

"good answer" she moaned loudly when he stuck two finger into her womanhood, moving them at a steady pace, "ah…Gin…Gin" she moaned softly, Gintoki chuckled as he continued his rhythmic movements, taking his thumb to massage her clit, Riko's head arched back, and she couldn't hold in her moans anymore, it felt too good; she grabbed onto the sheets tightly when he curled his finger hitting her most sensitive area, "ahn...Gin...don't stop..." she moaned out as she felt her orgasm coming, but she was left with quick disappointment when he stopped and removed his fingers, she quickly looked at him with a frown in place, and he smirked at her then licked his fingers clean, Riko's face became unimaginably red at his action, he smirked at her licking his lips in the process; which she found too sexy "these are in the way," he said tugging at the band of her panties, he swiftly pulled them off and threw them across the room, he spread her legs open and positioned himself between them,

"Gin…please" she said tugging onto the waist of his pants

"Not yet…" he said, she groaned in frustration throwing her head back, and he couldn't help but chuckle at her suffering,

He kissed her cheek to the corner of her lips, followed by her chin, making his way to her breast, spending a little more time sucking on her breast, his lips began kissing down her stomach, getting closer to her core. Not heading straight to where he knew she wanted him to be, he lowered his head towards her thighs sending kisses along her legs making her moan impatiently, her finger made its way to his silver mane and he finally plunged his tongue into her soaked womanhood and slowly began lapping his tongue along her slit

"Oh…Gin…oh my god" she moaned aloud, he continued giving her quick long licks up her slit thoroughly enjoying the taste of her juices; licking upwards he began to flick his tongue against her clit, making her go nuts, not being able to think straight anymore, she moaned out loud, her head arched back, with one hand tugging at the sheets beneath her and the others grip on his hair became tighter. Her hips grinded into him and he accepted her opened mouth, she let out a long moan when he stuck his finger inside her moving them slowly as his mouth continued to please her, "I can't…!" she moaned out and bucked her hips Gintoki held her steady but didn't stop from sucking her dry, she let out a loud moan as she orgasms, but he didn't stop yet, he continued sucking on her clit, which only prolonged her orgasm, she moaned nonstop, her body squirmed under him, her toes curling uncontrollably, she was seeing stars, her entire body going through pure bliss.

He finally stopped and rose up to see the complete mess she was in, her body still was squirming clearly still going through her orgasm, she was panting loudly, her face completely red, he couldn't help but smirk at the state she was in. After her orgasm subsided she rose up wrapping her arms around him, going straight to kiss him uncontrollably, from his lips to his jaw, she continued to give him small kisses. Grinning at the way she was acting he held her body against his, running his hands down her back "You're truly amazing Riko" he said making her stop her assault to look at him

"Me? You're the amazing one" she said running her hands down his chest, "that was so good, Gin"

"I made you real excited, didn't I?"

"You think?" she said sarcastically and began working on his pants, first rubbing his length through his pants, she proceeded to slip her hands in his pants stroking his hard member

"Let me return the favour" she said, "after the way you just made me feel, I think you deserve the same"

"Don't you worry about that" he said, "you'll have a bunch of chances to do that in the future, but right now, I just want to focus only on you"

"…even though I really want to?" Gintoki smirked pulling her hand free from his pants, and pushing her flat on the bed

"I don't think I'll last long if I let you do that" she ran her hands up his chest, and rose back up wrapping her arms around his neck to kiss him again

"No?" she said in between kisses, "I know you'll enjoy it…come on, I'll stop right before you get close" she said, he couldn't help but grin at her. He found it amusing how her personality would change completely in bed, it wasn't too long ago she was refusing to get in bed in him, and it wasn't too long ago she was acting all embarrassed, but now she was clearly trying to take control, showing that freak side of hers. She pushed her weight on him making him go flat on the bed, and straddled on top of him.

"You're such a naughty woman"

"Don't act like you don't like that about me"

"I love that about you"

"hmm, you love it?" she said lowering her lips against his chest, giving him open mouth kisses against his chest and abdomen, he watched her intently as he stopped at his pants, "Jeez, why do you still have these on" she said as she finally undid his pants pulling it down freeing his hard cock from its tight prison. "It's been awhile" she said staring at his throbbing length

"You have no idea" she grinned at him and began stroking his cock in her hand.

"I'm started to think I should get you back for teasing me so much"

"Don't you dare Riko, you'll regret it"

"Oh yeah?" she said brushing her lips against his length earning a low groan from him, "…what are you going to do?" she licked playfully against his length to the tip of his cock, Gintoki's hands pushed her hair back holding in place, it took all his might to not just push her head down. She continued stroking his shaft as her tongue continued is running along his length.

"Ugh…fuck" he groaned beneath her, her tongue felt amazing, but he wanted her whole mouth on it. Riko smirked sensing he wanted more.

"You know…all you have to do is beg for it" she said looking up at him

"You know damn well that's isn't happening"

"Hmph…and you call me the stubborn one", she said engulfing him with her mouth she moved at a steady pace, her tongue running against his length as she went as far as she could.

He groaned beneath her loving the sensation she was providing, her mouth felt amazing, he had to wonder, where the hell she learned to be so good at this, but he didn't want to think about that too much. Her muffled moans against his cock was slowly sending him over the edge, knowing he wasn't going to last much longer, he suddenly pulled her up by her hair, she let out a small grunt of pain before her crashed his lips against hers, "that's enough from you" he said roughly pushing her on her back.

"Oh…?" she said playfully "is this what you meant when you said I'd regret it?"

"Shut up," he said as he kicked his pant completely off.

"You know I like it rough sometimes, I don't mind"

"What did I say?" he said lowering his lips over hers, "don't speak" he said and she shuddered at his words, her body couldn't help but react to his rather dominant demeanour, she hated to say it but she loved it, she blushed at his action, but still listened to his words and kept silent. He ran his hands against her thighs, pushing her knees up, he rose, finally pushing his hard cock into her soaked womanhood, she moaned loudly as he moved ever so slowly going at a torturous speed, she moaned softly hoping with each thrust he would pick up speed, but he didn't, she groaned at him, glaring in his direction.

"…Gin…go faster!"

"Why don't you beg for me?"

"Ugh…I hate you!" she moaned out,

"Well, I'll let you off the hook this time" he picked up speed, slamming into her roughly

"Gin…ahn Gin…that's good", he released his grip from her thighs pushing himself deeper into her core she groaned loudly wrapping her arms around his body, as he once again picked up speed hitting her most sensitive area. "Gin! I love you…I love you so much"

"Oi…is this you or the pleasure talking?"

"Both! I love how you make me feel too" she moaned loudly when she felt the knot in her stomach slowly unravel, she arched back as pleasure hit her, and her walls tightly squeezed against his cock, Gintoki groaned but still didn't stop from pounding into her core; once again prolonging her sweet bliss, she moaned in delight, her nails digging into the flesh of his back, as she felt another orgasm hitting her, not being able to withstand her tightness, with just a few more thrust he came inside her, filling her up with his seed, he fell on top her, catching his breath.

"I'm not going to get you pregnant am I?"

"It's too late to be asking that" she laughed softly, he lifted his head from the crook of her neck, and kissed her softly, she sighed when he pulled away from her, pulled himself out of her and rolled to her side, still breathing roughly,

"…fuck, that was amazing" he said, she giggled at him and he turned beside her pulling her closer against his chest, she sighed relaxed in his arms,

"Riko…"

"hmm?" she said looking up to face him, he pulled her chin closer to him and locked lips with her giving her an intensifying kiss only taking second for that kiss to get real heated, tongues were clashing for dominance, ultimately with her losing. She pulled away from him, "I can't believe we just did this"

"I can" he said, "Did you expect us never to do again"

"No…but I thought I was pretty dead set on not doing it yet"

"Well I'm very persuasive" he said making her roll her eyes

"Whatever" she said nuzzling into his chest, "Gin…tell me you love me again"

"Oi…"

"What? I want to hear it over and over again" she smiled at him, "also I want you to tell me everyday"

"I said it enough for today, haven't I?" Riko rose up from his chest so she could see his face

"What? Why are you still embarrassed about it?"

"Who said I was embarrassed about it?"

"So then just say it"

"You know, if I'm just saying it because you asked, it loses the feeling"

"Not for me, go on" she smiled waiting for him to say it, Gintoki glared up at her and frowned.

"I love you, idiot"

"Why did you have to add that at the end? You ruined it!"

"Because I mean it"

"You're the idiot…" she glared at him, he glared back at her but it didn't last long both couldn't help but smile stupidly at each, she laughed softly and took her place back on top of his chest, "I love you too, dumb-dumb"

"Now just stay there, stupid" he mumbled under his breath, while wrapping an arm around her, she giggled and snuggled comfortable on him

Just as she felt sleep catching to her she hears her phone ringing, not wanting to get up she leaves it, but it ceases to stop, she decided to just answer it so get gets up ready to see Gintoki probably looking pissed, but he was dead asleep.

"Seriously?" she said in disbelief as she looked at his sleeping face, she slipped from his grip going to the edge of the bed getting her phone on her night table. She looked at her phone and a wall of guilt washed over her face, it was her now husband calling, she just planned to turn the phone off, but now she was conflicted on what to do, she clenched onto the phone tightly and looked over to Gintoki who was still asleep, she turned so her back faced him and answered the phone.

"Hello?"

"Riko…what took you so long to answer?"

"I…I couldn't hear the phone"

"What are you doing?"

"I…I'm just in bed"

"I see…did I wake you?"

"No I was…I was just about to fall asleep""

"Sorry, I just wanted to hear your voice"

"…you don't need to apologize" as if she couldn't feel more guilty, her heart was breaking at her current situation and she didn't know how long she could keep lying to him, just as she was thinking that she felt Gintoki shift on the bed and wrap his arm around her waist, she gasped in surprise but quickly recomposed herself

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing…" she said, Gintoki now fully awake, cuddle up closer to her and kissed at her neck, and she blushed madly and turned to glare at him. Gintoki simply smirked back at her, slipping his hand to her breast giving it a light squeeze, she pressed her lips together to prevent herself from letting any lewd sounds...

"How long do you plan to stay on the phone? Hurry the hell up and hang up" he whispered in her ear, Riko frowned at him and turned away

"Riko, I know you're tired, so I'll let you go, I'll call you earlier tomorrow"

"Ok takeshi…goodnight"

"Goodnight" he said back and she hung up and sighed loudly.

"Why does that asshole have to ruin everything?" he looked over to her face noticing her discomfort, "what's wrong with you?" she clenched onto the sheets that were covering her body and looked away so he wouldn't see her, "you feel guilty don't you?"

"…how could I not?" she said, "Despite everything, he doesn't deserve to be lied to like this." She said, "no one deserves this" Gintoki remained silent at her words, "I don't regret it" she said, "but this makes me a really bad person" she said, "I cheated on my husband, regardless of everything we have been going through, I should not have crossed that line" she cried, "I became someone I hate"

"Hey…"he said trying to get her attention, she looked into his eyes with a frown, "it's going to be okay"

"Gin…" she said and he wiped her tears away, "no it's not"

"It is…Maybe I should have held back a bit; I should have known you would feel this way"

"I don't regret it though" she reassured him, "I wouldn't change anything"

"I see" he said kissing her on her forehead, "don't stress about it right now just get some sleep, okay?" he smiled at her, Riko sniffled and sadly smiled back at him

"…Ok" she said then snuggled back into his chest, she didn't want to think about it anymore anyways, right now she just wanted to enjoy the moment with him.

-x-

Gintoki woke up the next morning, he stirred in the bed looking to his left where he thought he would see Riko still sleeping but was quite disappointed that she wasn't there, he rose up and yawned feeling groggy, he slipped out of the bed put on his pants and left the room, in search of her. He yawned again scratching his stomach as he walked slowly in her house in search of her he found her in the kitchen, preparing what looked to be breakfast, she seemed to have been cleaning up, she was prancing about wearing nothing but his shirt; she had to have been wearing nothing under that. He walked closer to her, and she noticed him and turned to face him,

"You're awake"

"Yeah, I'm awake," he said tiredly approaching her, "what are you doing?"

"Well, I made some breakfast, I thought you might be hungry" she said dumping the dirty dishes in the sink

"I was expecting to see you when I woke"

"Aww, well I'm sorry" she said turning her head to look at him with a pout, "If it makes you feel any better, I saw you when I woke up"

"It doesn't" he said wrapping his arms around her body from behind, and began kissing and nipping at her neck.

"Hey…tame yourself"

"Tame myself?" he said "you want to know how long I've been holding myself back?"

"…oh yeah? How long?"

"The moment we started speaking again"

"You didn't give off that impression"

"I made sure you didn't notice" he said going back to her neck sending her love bits, she winced and moved her hands over his, trying to pry him off of her.

"Mm…Gin stop you'll leave marks"

"Oh? I already left some marks from last night"

"Seriously" she said clapping her hand over her neck, "why would you do that?" she said scowling at him

Why not?" he asked, "why can't I mark what's mine?"

"I'm not yours…" she pouted at him

"Oh yeah? Then am I not yours?"

"Of course you are"

"It doesn't work that way Riko" he said grabbing both her breast in his hands

"Gin…come on, stop"

"I finally get to touch you all I want, don't tell me to stop" he said, pushing his hand under her clothing to massage her breast, he chuckled at the fact that she really wasn't wearing anything under it, "such a dirty woman, you wanted this didn't you"

"I didn't want this" she said, "If you don't stop, I won't be able to control myself either"

"Who said I wanted you to control yourself?" he said pinching her nipples and she winced, biting back a moan from slipping

"…one of us needs to be the cool-headed one" she said, "or we'd do it all day if we could"

"…that's not sounding so bad"

"Breakfast first" she said finally slipping from his grip, "I went through the trouble to make all this, so you better eat it"

"I have something better in mind…" she said trying to get her back in his grip but she stepped away

"Oh, well you won't be getting any of that unless you eat this first" she said, "come on" she walked towards her table placing the food down and sat on a chair, he walked towards her sitting down himself in front of the food.

"Fine…I'll eat first"

"You act like it's a punishment" she said, he began eating her food and she just watched him while resting her head on her hands, he looked over at her a lifted a brow in her direction.

"Aren't you going to eat too?"

"I'm fine" she said, "Actually Gin, there's something I want to talk about"

"What?"

"Well, I was thinking…" she began, "maybe I should go and call things off, between me and Takeshi"

"Sure, that's exactly what I want"

"I mean…I should go over to him and do it right now"

"Why would you need to do that?"

"Because I can't live with this guilt" she said, "I already told you that I don't regret anything, but the moment I finally admitted and embraced my feeling for you, was the same moment I betrayed him"

"When is he coming back?"

"Another two weeks"

"Then just wait, I really don't want you around him alone"

"Why? It's not like he is going to do anything to hurt me"

"I'm not just worried about that"

"…then what are you worried about" she asked but he just stared at her, "what?"

"Just forget it, what's the problem with waiting until he gets back"

"the longer I wait, the more I have to lie to him, and the worst the situation gets" she said, "he calls me every day, and I'm just going to have to lie to him through the phone until he get back?" she asked rhetorically, "I can't live with myself doing that"

"Then don't talk to him"

"I can't do that either" she said "This is going to be really hard for me, you know" she frowned at him, "I never thought I'd do something like this" she said, "emotionally…and physically, he's going to hate me…and I know you probably don't care…but I didn't want him to hate me"

"Yeah, he might…" he said, "but if he really cared about you…he'll get over it…that might take some time, though" he said, "regardless I don't want him around you at all"

"I can't have him not be around me" she said, "We have a kid together after all"

"…right" he said a little bit bitterly, Riko smiled placing her hands over his

"But, if you really don't want me going…I guess I won't go"

"Really?"

"Yeah…I'll wait for him to return" she said, "but…we can't do anything"

"Anything…like"

"You know…nothing"

"Nothing? Nothing at all?"

"Yes, nothing at all"

"…you sure?"

"Yes, I am sure…Until everything is settled" she said and he grimaced

"He is not coming back for two weeks…"

"You don't think you can hold off for that long?"

"Of course I can,"

"Well…how about once you leave…this pact becomes sealed?"

"Don't say that Riko" he grinned pulling her closer, "I'll never leave" he said going for a kiss; he laid his lips on her, kissing her roughly, she smiled against his lips and wrapped her arms around his neck. He ran his hands down her back and lifted her up in his arms making her wrap her legs around his waist as he carried her back into her room, and fell onto her bed. If this was going to be the only time he can do this with her, he was definitely going to take good advantage of it.

-x-

After their rather wild morning activities, they both laid on the bed trying to catch their breath, Riko turned her body to look at him and smiled, "Well…that was nice"

"I can give you much more"

"that's sounds so great but, I can't afford to stay in bed all day," she said getting up from the bed with nothing but her sheets covering her body, Gintoki got up as well and sat at the edge of the bed watching her, she grabbed her phone from her night table and he pulled her back to him, pulling her between his legs, she sat there as she opened her phone and began texting away.

"Who are you talking to?"

"The devil" she said giving him a side glance, "also known as Takeshi's beloved mother" she said, "I am forewarning her that I going over to see my daughter, she can snap and sizzle all she wants, she can't stop me…"

"She's that bad?"

"She's horrible" she mumbled, "the fucking spawn of Satan"

"His father is like that too?"

"Takeshi lost his father a long time ago…" she said, "that's actually how I met him; his father and mines were close friends, he became close to my father after his passed away and he ended up being a father figure to him" Riko stopped texting and gave a sad smile, "he came by a lot at my house, and he would spend hours upon hours talking to my father about business, marketing… things I didn't even understand"

"…is that so"

"Yeah" she said as she began texting again, "my parent's always joked around saying that we were going to get married one day, and my father said he wouldn't be upset if it was him…well I wonder what they'd think now…"

"….uh-huh" he said losing interest with this topic

"Well it was all those jokes that made me end up falling for him…I mean he was pretty cool, and good looking, plus older…I have a thing for older guys" Gintoki was now fully annoyed with the topic, he bit harshly on her neck, "ouch what was that for?"

"Stop talking about him…"

"Sorry…" she said putting her phone down and turned to face him, "you asked though"

"I didn't ask all that"

"You're cute when you're jealous"

"As if I would be jealous of that asshole"

"Well…with all that being said, I need to go"

"Just a little longer"

"I can come see you later" she said, "It's not like this will be the only time we'll ever get to be alone together"

"This is the only time we get to be freaky together"

"Well…" she said turning her body around to face him, "maybe I'll change my mind the next time I see you" she said then swiftly got up from near him, "I'm going to go take a shower, you can join me if you want"

"Riko…if I join you in that shower, you'll never leave"

"I don't intend to do anything else but get clean in that shower, get that through your head from now"

"You forget how persuasive I am"

"And you forget how stubborn I am" she said, "No means no" she said making her way towards her bathroom, and he followed behind her

"My persuasiveness overcomes you stubbornness"

"So you think"

"So I know!"

In the end it was Riko who got what she wanted, she wanted to leave quickly, so she took her shower and got dress with haste. Gintoki watched her as she paced around back and forth getting things ready

"Why are you in such a hurry?"

"I don't want to hear that woman's mouth" she said, "I told her I would be there at a certain time, and I'll hear it if I'm a second late"

"She sounds horrible"

"Don't even get me started" she said, "I can go on and on about how horrible she is" she said then walked towards him, "let's go…I'm ready" she said, he got up, and walked out her home with her, he sat on his moped, watching her as she locked her front door. She ran up to him, giving him a cheery smile "Well…I guess I'll see you later"

"You plan on walking there?"

"Well…yeah"

"Is it far?"

"Hmm, it's probably a 30 minute walk from here"

"Hop on, I'll bring you"

"…you want me to get on that thing?"

"It's safe, and you'll get there quicker, you don't want to be late right?" he said handing her a helmet, "get on"

"…you have a point" he said taking the helmet and putting it over her head, she sighed and sat behind him, "I really don't like these things"

"Just hold on tight" he said, she wrapped her arm tightly around his body, and he drove off. The ride was soothing and comfortable only conversation was her telling him which way to go, she sighed, and buried her face into his back, when she noticed they were driving past a larger crowd, "What are you doing?"

"I don't want anyone seeing us" she said, "If the wrong person sees me, it can start some nasty rumours…I can do without that crap"

"Ah…that's right"

"You can stop here"

"This is where she lives?"

"It's about a 5 minute walk from here" she said, "anyhow his mother saw you drop me of; I will literately never hear the end of it" she said hopping off his bike,

"So you're just going to leave like that?"

"W-What do you want?"

"You know what I want"

"Hmph…didn't I say we can't do anything once I left the house"

"You're so cold, Riko"

"Besides…were out in public"

"It's not like anyone is around" he said getting of his bike, getting closer to her, she stepped back, and he smirked pulling her closer to him and he laid his lips on hers, she shut her eyes kissing him back, they stayed like that for a few seconds before he pulled away humming in pleasure "your lips are like fine wine, I can't get enough of it"

"Please don't say anything like that when I'm about to go!" she said and he grinned at her embarrassment

"Well, I better hurry and get going" he said, "I know I'm going to hear it from those kids when I get home"

"…ok then, I'll see you later…maybe"

"Maybe, huh?"

"Maybe…If I feel like it"

"Alright, alright" he said, "don't let her get you too upset this time"

"…I won't" she said, "just hurry and leave"

"I guess you had enough of me, huh"

"Yeah, I just want to see my baby"

"Isn't she like three?"

"She's still my baby!"

"Ok, I get it, later then"

"…bye" she said and he drove off, Riko sighed turning the opposite direction to walk to her mother-in-laws, "…yup…she's still my baby, and that woman needs to get that through her thick skull"

It is tough writing a lemon; it always was and always will be. Did you enjoy this? This is what you dirty mind people were waiting for, right? I actually don't like how it turned out, but I just had to push myself to post it which is why it I a little late.

If you guys haven't already realized it, this story is nearing its end; I would say about 5 more chapters at least.

I don't know how long the next chapter will take considering I didn't even start it, but I will try to post in a month…so maybe a chapter a month now? It really depends on how I feel.