~Jennifer's POV~

"You're sure you know where you're going" Lindsay asked me.

"Yup, I know right were their room's are" I said as I jumped out of the car with Mikayla in my arms.

"Ok if you need anything just have Jess call me" Danny said.

"Ok thanks" I smiled and then walked through the huge hospital doors.

Mikayla squirmed in my arms.

"It's ok we are going to go see auntie Jess" I said as I kissed her head, I reached the elevator and pressed the button to the 5th floor.

The doors opened and I walked into the massive hallway with many nurses wearing all different colored scrubs.

I walked into Stella's room.

"Hey M…" I noticed no one was in the room, wait a minute I must have the wrong room, I walked over to the next room and there was Jess.

"Jess were did Stella go" Jess turned her head to look at me; she had tears in her eyes.

"Come here" she said.

Don held out his arms to take Mikayla, I gave her to him and he walked out.

"Jess please tell me what's going on?" I asked "were is Stella"

"Jen, last night Stella's heart stopped beating for over a minute, they tried to make her heart start again that's the last I heard, they took Stella to a different room, Jen I don't even know if my best friends heart is Still beating, the damn nurses won't tell me" Jess said, tears streamed down her cheek.

I bent over and hugged her, that's when I realized I myself was crying.

"Jess we have to find out, what if I say that Stella was my mom, do you think the nurse will tell me" I asked.

"It's worth a try"

I walked out of the room and walked up to a nurse.

"Excuse me?" I asked tears streaming down my face, the thought that Stella could be dead haunted me.

"Ye… oh are you all right" she asked as she bent down to my height.

I shook my head 'no', "my mom was in this room and now she's gone, no one will tell me where she is"

"Is your moms name Stella?" she asked me.

"Yeah that's her, do you know where she is?"

"Yeah I will show you were she is" she said.

"Can my aunt come with?" I asked.

She shook her head 'yes' and we walked into Jess's room.

"She knows where she is" I said, Jess got up and got in her wheel chair, I pushed her down the hall fowling the nurse.

We walked into a dark room with only one light on, I saw Mac leaning against a bed.

"Mac!" I said as I ran up to him and hugged him.

Then I saw Stella.

Her eyes were closed; she was hooked up to a bunch of tubes that went into her mouth, and a machine that was there to help her breath.

"Mac what is all of this" I asked

"She needs all this to live, isn't sad, she can't live a normal life, she can't even breath normal and it's my entire fault!" he yelled.

"Mac it's not your fault, she was trying to save you and herself" I sad, then I noticed Don Walk in with Mikayla. He must have noticed we were gone and asked the nurse were we went.

"Mac you couldn't control the fact that Stella flew out of the car" Jess said.

"I know, but if Stella doesn't wake up I will never be able to forgive myself" he said.

"Mac you can't think that way, you know most people who wake up from Acoma couldn't have without the support of their family and friends, she hears what we are saying she just can't respond, and soon enough she will answer us, she will wake up and be the same Stella we all know" Don said, no he was crying.

"Don your right" Mac said.

"Mac, you should go home and shower, Jen and I can stay here with Stella" Jess said.

"Are you implying that I smell?" Mac joked, it was good to see him laugh, "ok, I will go, Don if you don't mind can you head to the precinct, Danny and Lindsay are probably having trouble right now" Mac asked.

"Yeah sure, By Jess I love you call if you need anything" he said then kissed her on the lips, he is so good to her.

Jess and I sat down and we each held one of Stella's hands, I hoped and prayed she would wake up soon.

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