Okay so, the song used is My Guardian Angel – Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I don't own it . If I did I'd be typing this from a stylish computer in an upscale apartment...house...mansion...thingy D: in an air-conditioned room D: Here you go~ BTW: I changed my pen name to Kiera Controversy, which is my pen-name I use for almost everything XD Well besides Mabinogi. Which rules. Just btw xD
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Skin and Bones Chapter 20 – My Guardian Angel
White blurs that I presumed were nurses were pouring into the room endlessly, drowning me, and cutting off my air. I felt my arm being … elevated. A material that felt like a bandage was being wrapped all the way up my arm. As quickly as the thought of killing myself had popped up, Inuyasha had ruined it.
I can't stand it... the fact that she is gone. The only person that understood me was gone, she felt like a faint memory, so far away. I wanted to run after her, to catch her and hold her. To stop her before it was too late… but no matter what I'm never going to be able to go back and change it... and that thought is going to haunt me for the rest of my life. It's my fault that Alison is dead…
-Inuyasha's p.o.v-
They say I should give up on her, but I just can't let her go. If it's the last thing I do I'm going to help her be whole again. She's going to be happy again I swear it. I know she wants to get better... but this thing, this stupid illness is clouding her judgment.
- A few hours later -
Kagome sat in her bed, her eyes reflected what she felt, dead. The empty eyes followed Inuyasha's frame as he walked toward her slowly, careful of each step. His silver hair gleamed in the moon's light, care and fright crowding his always handsome features.
He held her hand with certainty and determination.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one
"Kagome… love. You need to try to eat. I know it seems hard, and impossible, and all you want to do is be alone with your disease… but god damnit I can't lose you!" Tears started to slide down Inuyasha's cheeks and onto Kagome's frail hands.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Upon hearing the words that had never been said, her dead eyes became glossy with tears. She slowly lifted her head and turned to his somewhat terrified face. She wiped his sultry cheeks with a fragile soft hand, which upon graceful touch he noticed was a deathly cold.
It's ok…
It's ok…
It's ok…
"I want too... I hate being like this Inuyasha. It's not what I want. I just can't do it, they want me to eat whole meals and I can't!" Kagome turned around , away from Inuyasha, to face the window in a one last ditch attempt to escape her reality.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
"Kagome, if you promise me you'll try, I'll negotiate something with them. Something much more gradual okay? But you have to eat love. I'll be with you here at every meal if I have to, I'll never leave you. I love you." Inuyasha awaited her answer, hopeful. He knew that if she refused… that if Kagome would wither away and be embraced by deaths cold destructing arms. His eyes would never see light again, if it could not be the light radiating off of her beautiful brown eyes. His lungs would never let him breathe in if it would not be the beautiful scent of his love. And worse yet, his heart would never beat in his chest, not one thump, knowing that hers ceased to as well.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Kagome looked down at her hand, coated in her shimmering tears. Suddenly a gust of wind chilled her right to the bone, causing her to look far out into the night. Unbelievable, yet undeniable would be the only way to describe what she saw. A beautiful woman sat on the edge of an old crumbling brick building. Her brown hair whipped around her face, the moons light reflected off of the golden lettering on her band shirt and her black skinny jeans seemed to flow endlessly into the cool crisp night. A smile began to play on the woman's beautiful pink lips before they whispered words that would change Kagome's life.
"Its time."
Cause you're my
You're my, my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away
"Kagome?" echoed Inuyasha's worried voice
"I'll try." Said Kagome, smiling out into the night, watching Allison fade away.
Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Yep. Allison is Kagome's guardian angel in the end. DO YALL HATE HER NOW!? XD lol. Well review review. And again I know it was short, but I'm a bit busy and I wanted to let you guys know what's going on Peace babes3 REVIEW :D
Bee-tee-dubbs : On the 28th I'll be out on vacation so I'm going to update that day before I leave to make up for the two weeks I'll be on vacation. AND CAN YOU GUYS BELIVE ITS ALMOST BEEN A YEAR SINCE I BEGAN WRITING S.A.B? =)3 Thankyou to everybody that's been here supporting me from the start I love you guys
