Nightmare Chapter 20: Allie Falls Out Of Love

Drake and I got tired of sitting in the no name room, so we decided to go up to my room. We got up there with out my mother knowing. I guess that is good. She is already suspicious of the two of us and I don't need her asking me about him. After all, she had already seen the two of us cuddled up (twice), holding hands and who knows what else she had seen.

We were in my room. We were just sitting on my bed, our backs leaned up against the wall that my bed layed next to. My head was leaned up on Drake's arm and he had his arm around me. If someone were to walk in, it would look bad. Real bad.

I knew that what I was doing was wrong. It is Drake for crying out loud! Adam's boyfriend! And here I am leaned up against him. A month ago if you told me that I would ever have feelings for Drake like I do now, I would have told you that you are crazy and to make an appointment at a mental hospital.

I thought back to the night before. When Jessica made Adam and I kiss. Well he kissed me, but that isn't the point here. I thought about our relationship and everything that the two of us had been through together. We have been through a lot; there was no doubt about that.

I shot up out of Drake's arms. I had just realized something. I don't love Adam. Well, I do, but I am not in love with him. I realized that when we kissed there was… nothing. Just a brother sister thing maybe. But I still don't like being called his little sister. I guess that I am in love with him in an obsessed fan girl kind of way.

"What's wrong?" Drake asked me. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah," I replied to him. "I'm perfect," I told him. In a way, it was a relief to realize that I wasn't in love with Adam. I don't exactly know how, but it was. But I still have a major crush on his boyfriend. Yeah… my life still sucks.

"Okay. You know that you can come to me if anything is ever wrong, right?" he said to me.

"I know," I smiled at him.

"Can I kiss you?" he asked me for the second time today.

"For the second time, Drake, you don't have to ask to kiss me. You can just do it," I replied to him. He pulled me closer to him (if that was even possible) and placed his lips on mine. I closed my eyes and kissed him back. Eventually, we pulled back. Wow. Again. There was nothing they're when I kissed Adam, but when I kissed Drake, there was… there was something there, but I didn't know what it was exactly.

"A couple weeks ago did you mean it when you said that you cared about me?" I asked him, looking him in the eyes.

"Of course I care about you, Al. Why wouldn't I?"

"I dunno," I replied, shrugging my shoulders.

"I care about you Allison," he said, wrapping his arms around my neck. "Probably more than I should at this point." Oh my gosh! He cares about me! A lot! More then he should… Wait. What the heck does that mean?

"What does that mean?" I asked Drake. He kissed the top of my head before answering me.

"You're Adam's little sister-" I cut him off and pulled out of his embrace.

"So you just care about me because I am Adam's little sister?!" I exclaimed. Now I was loosing it.

"You know that's no true, Allie. I really do care about you. A little too much is all. I care about you. Not 'Adam's little sister'" he responded.

"I know," I sighed. "Plus, I'm not even Adam's little sister. I am his best friend."

"I know," he kissed the top of my head again as my phone rang with a new text message.

Josh: Wat r u n drake up 2?

I put in MYOB, but Drake said something before I could finish the text. "What does MYOB mean?" he asked me.

"Mind your own business," I replied, still texting Josh.

"Geez, I was just wondering,"

"No. MYOB means mind your own business," I replied. I finished the text and sent it.

Me: MYOB. Ps. not in luv wit Adam anymore.

"Oh… I knew that,"

"Sure ya did," I replied. I leaned back up in Drake's arms and Josh texted me back.

Josh: WHAT!!!

Me: U heard me. Ova him.

"Over who?" Drake asked, leaning over my shoulder, reading my text message.

"Stop reading my texts," I said.

"Sorry," he replied, leaning back against the wall.

Josh: What happened?

Me: When we kissed last night felt nothn. With Drake I feel somthn. Easy as tht.

I hit send but then realized that he didn't know that Drake and I kiss all the time. Crud!

"Well this cant be good," I mumbled.

"What can be good?" Drake asked me. At that same time, Josh barged in to my room.

"This," I told him.

"WHAT?!" Josh yelled at me.

"Did I forget to mention that to you?" I asked him.

"Uh… Yeah!"

"Well, I'm telling you now. Now get outta here!" I grabbed a pillow and chucked it at him.

"Fine. I'm leaving." Josh left and he shut the door on his way out.

"What was all that about?" Drake asked me.

"You don't even wanna know," I replied. I turned over and kissed him lightly on the lips. I just hope that Josh does not tell anyone that Drake and I fool around a little. He probably won't. We keep each other's secrets. No matter how bad they might be. Like this one.

Yeah, does anyone even still read this at all?