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This is the last regular chapter.

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Chapter 20 - Amazing

"Yes, Bella. Fuck me hard, baby."

"Yeah?" I breathed against his lips, covered in his sweat and mine, rolling my hips and working his cock the way we both loved. "You like the way I fuck you?"

Edward's eyes widened but darkened further at the same time. I wasn't that shy eighteen-year-old anymore, and he still wasn't quite used to my filthy mouth during sex. I loved being able to surprise him and ramp up his lust at the same time.

"God, yes. Fuck," he bit out as I slammed down on him. He pressed his face into my breastbone to muffle his loud moan with my skin.

Lily was asleep down the hall, and Edward and I had been sharing our bed since the night of our first date. We couldn't be separated any longer.

Lily didn't really think anything of it because she was five and had no concept of sex. We'd been waiting for her to ask about the change, but she hadn't. It'd been about three weeks, and even though things were great between Edward and me, we hadn't told her yet that we were back together.

It still felt too soon, but I'd been wanting to so badly. I could already anticipate the way her face would light up with happiness.

Edward bit out another curse against my chest, and I buried my fingers in his hair, holding his head against me. He kissed me there, and my insides melted further.

An idea popped into my head then, and I started to move off of him. He clamped his warm hands around my hips, pushing me back down and burying himself deep, making me clench around him as he filled me back up.

I was burning for him, as always, but I'd already come. It was his turn, and I'd been wanting to taste myself on him.

After circling my hips once more and pulling a low groan from him, I pushed up again.

"No, no, no, no," he babbled.

"Yes, yes, yes, yes," I responded with a light laugh. "Trust me."

Edward relented and released me, and I lifted off, moved to the side of him, bent down, and slid my mouth down his cock.

"Oh… God." His hands found my hair, and long fingers sank into the strands.

My smile would've been smug had my lips not been stretched almost to their limit by his girth.

His girth… unf.

Edward gathered my hair up into a ponytail and held it so he could see me working him. His free hand began to roam over my body, gliding down my back and smoothing over the curve of my ass. He then dipped two fingers into my slick heat to gather some wetness and slid over to my clit.

I convulsed at the jolt of sensation and had to pop off of his dick for a moment.

"Shit," I whispered. "Keep going."

Edward gave me a cocky eyebrow lift and slipped his fingers back into place, pushing me toward another orgasm.

It was hard to concentrate on what I was doing, but it didn't seem to matter. Within a minute, Edward was gasping and panting, legs twitching and hips tilting toward my face, silently begging me for more.

His hand fell away from my pussy, but I was close enough that when he slid himself further between my lips, I found my release, clenching around air.

It never failed to turn me on to know I was bringing him so much pleasure, to where he was twitching and moaning and couldn't even form coherent words.

"Fuckgah, loveyou," he groaned just before he came in my mouth.

A knock sounded on our bedroom door half a second after I swallowed.

"Mommy? Are you in Daddy's room?"

With a sigh, I pulled on my robe while Edward sauntered to the bathroom and closed the door, smacking my ass on the way and grunting his appreciation for what I'd just done for him.

I had to watch his bare ass for a second before opening the door for our Lily-bug.

"Hey, baby girl. You okay? Bad dream?" I led her over to our bed and sat down with her.

"No." She clutched Olivia to her chest. "I'm firsty."

This was becoming a nightly occurrence, but it was late, so we'd thought we were in the clear.

"Uh-huh. What happened to the water in your room?"

"I drank it."

"Well, honey, if you drink any more, I'm afraid you'll wet the bed."

"I won't! I promise. Pleeeease?" She looked up at me, making her pretty eyes all big and round. "I'm sooooo firsty."

It wasn't even fair. I couldn't say no.

My shoulders slumped in defeat against my five-year-old. "All right. Let's go."

After getting her settled again, I went back to the bedroom. Closing the door, I leaned against it, my eyes widening as I realized something. Edward emerged from the bathroom, and I pressed a hand over my mouth.

"Bella? What is it?"

"I just talked to our daughter with cum-breath. Oh, my God." I covered my face with both hands. "Mother of the year, ugh. You sure you want to have more kids with me?" I asked, peeking at him between my fingers.

Surprise registered on his face because I hadn't brought up what he'd said that first night we'd slept together. We'd both laughed nervously when he said it, and then he'd distracted me by flipping me onto my hands and knees and making me scream his name.

Edward's gaze dipped to my mid-section, and a gorgeous smile bloomed on his face.

"Yeah," he said simply. "I'm sure."

Overcome with emotion, I rushed forward and hugged him tight to me. He smoothed a hand down my hair, and when I sniffled, he squeezed me.

We stayed like that for a long minute, his warmth so solid and reassuring against me. No other words were needed.

It was heaven.

"Okay," I said, stepping back and wiping my cheeks. "Seriously need to go brush my teeth." I moved around the bed and toward the bathroom. "And gargle mouthwash. And repeat."

"Thanks," he said drily.

"Hey, it was both of ours," I replied with a smirk.

"Mm, that was fucking hot." Edward's eyes darkened again as they roamed over my body, and he approached me, snaking his arms around my waist and yanking me against him. "I'll never get enough of you, you know that?"

Sighing, I laid a kiss to his chest. "Ditto."

"You're working tomorrow, right?" he asked, resting his chin on top of my head as he held me close again.

"Yeah, all freaking day. I'm working my shift and then covering a few hours for Evan. Why?"

He released me so he could pull his boxers on. He was already half-hard again, but we needed to actually get some sleep tonight. "I should be able to leave work a little early and pick Lily up, and then maybe we could all go to Pike Place when you're finished and grab some food?"

"Oh, God yes. I've been craving the clam chowder from that one stall. You remember where?"

Edward chuckled. "I do." He leaned down and kissed me. "It's a date." My robe had loosened from being up against him, and he groaned, looking me up and down. "God, please put some clothes on or we're not getting any sleep tonight."

"Hmm." I looked down at my exposed skin—the soft curves of my breasts, my navel, my pussy. "I'll have to take this off first." I ran my fingers teasingly along the edges of the robe.

"Bella," he warned through gritted teeth.

Turning toward our dresser, I dropped the robe and heard his sharp intake of breath. I peeked over my shoulder to see him palming his cock.

Bingo.

Our coffee the next morning required double the number of espresso shots.

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School was starting back up for me in a few days, which meant my free time would be cut way down. After taking Lily to the zoo and out for ice cream, we settled on the couch Sunday evening with popcorn and told her to pick whichever movie she wanted to watch.

"Enchanted!" she exclaimed, clapping her hands.

Edward and I groaned together.

We'd only seen it about a thousand times. She was even planning to dress up like Giselle for Halloween. Again.

Lily settled in between us, and Edward slung his arm behind her so it rested on the back of the couch, his fingertips grazing my shoulder and sending a pleasant shudder through me. I shot him a coy smile over Lily's head, and he smirked back.

She squealed when the first scene started, like she hadn't also seen it a thousand times, and Edward and I shared another grin at her cuteness.

We made her. Together. And now, the family unit that had eluded us for so many years was finally within reach.

It was equal parts terrifying and exhilarating to think about having that.

Terrifying because I'd become used to being left behind by Edward, and having him the way I did felt too good to be true.

Exhilarating for obvious reasons. Edward was my soul mate. There was no doubt in my mind about that. If I ever lost him again, it would break me… which brought me back to terrifying.

"Hey," he whispered, gliding the back of his index finger over my cheek. "You okay?"

I was. More than okay. He'd done nothing but shower me with love since the day we talked everything out. We had a smart, funny, beautiful daughter together. I was so much more than okay.

Edward's brows furrowed as I shook my head at him, but I turned to kiss the hand touching my face. "No. I'm perfect."

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The next morning, Edward and I worked like a well-oiled machine, going through the routine we'd perfected in the last few weeks. Once we were dressed, one of us would get breakfast going for everyone while the other would help get Lily ready for the day.

Edward was scrambling eggs, and I was braiding her long hair. I cherished even the mundane things like that because it'd been just Lily and me alone for so long.

When he set a plate of bacon, eggs, and toast in front of Lily, he dropped a kiss on her head. Anticipation prickled over my skin as he rounded the table with my plate in hand. Just having him close to me was a thrill I didn't think I'd ever get used to. Though he'd woken me this morning with his fingers and tongue, there still seemed to be constant sexual tension between us. My insides clenched at the memory of waking up and sinking my hands into his silky hair as he turned me into a shaky, incoherent mess in our bed.

Our eyes locked as Lily hummed happily and dug into her breakfast. The lust in his gaze mirrored mine, and I almost moaned out loud when his fingertips grazed over the heated skin at my nape, sneaking under my hair and squeezing lightly.

"Yum, Daddy. Thank you!" Lily said, snapping us out of it.

"You're welcome, sugar pea," he said back to her, clearing his throat and walking back to the kitchen for his own plate.

Instead of eating, I'd tracked the movement of his sinful body, and as he slid into his chair, he smirked at me and tilted his head toward my plate. "It's going to get cold," he said silkily.

Edward chuckled as my cheeks heated up, and I sent him a glare. I wasn't embarrassed that he knew how sexy I found him, but I should've been able to rein myself in a little better around our daughter. But all the stuff he was doing… adjusting his tie, checking the large silver watch on his wrist, wrapping his naturally berry-colored lips around his fork… Rude.

"Do you need anything from the store?" he asked, once again snapping me out of my perusal of him. I really needed to start eating. "I'll stop on my way home tonight."

"Oh, you don't have to do that. I can go after I pick Lily up from school."

"It's all right. It'll be easier on you if I go," he said, and I knew he was thinking about how Lily asks for every single thing she sees at the store and how exhausting that can be. "And I have a few things I want to pick up anyway."

Smiling at him, I said, "Okay, yeah. Thanks. I'll add stuff to the list."

We'd started sharing a shopping list app a few weeks back, so if either of us added things, the other could also see them. It was such a simple thing, but it felt so domestic and coupley.

He grinned back at me and snapped off a piece of bacon with his teeth, and I couldn't help but remember how his teeth had closed around my nipple in bed less than an hour before.

Damn. I was starting to think my mind would never leave the gutter again as long as I was around Edward.

After finishing eating, we all got ready to leave the house, and that was when my brain just decided to skip out on me altogether.

Edward unlocked and opened the door, and before I realized what I was doing, I got up onto my tiptoes, slid my hand around his neck, and kissed him square on the lips.

The high-pitched gasp and squeal from behind me made my eyes pop open.

"Oh, shit," I whispered, dropping my forehead to Edward's chest as he started to laugh and rub my upper arms with his warm hands.

"Mommy, you kissed Daddy!" Lily shrieked, clapping her hands. "He looks happy."

I peeked up at Edward, whose smile only widened, his blue-green eyes shining and crinkled in the corners.

I still wasn't ready for this, but it was my slip-up, so I had to face the music. I turned around slowly and smiled at our gorgeous girl.

She gasped. "Are you going to get married now?" she asked, bouncing on her toes and holding her clasped hands to her chest. "Will it be like my dream?"

"Slow down, baby girl," Edward said.

"I knew it!" she exclaimed. "I knew you were gonna start kissing Mommy."

Edward chuckled again. "Technically, she kissed me."

"Semantics," I muttered, glancing back to give him the side-eye. He was being awfully casual about all of this. "We really should get going. Maybe we can talk about this la—"

"It's simple," Edward interrupted. "Yes, Lily. I'm kissing Mommy now, and Mommy's kissing me too."

"So we're going to be a family?!" she squealed, vibrating with her excitement.

Stepping forward, I knelt down and skimmed my thumb over her soft cheek. "We've always been a family, sweetheart."

"I know, Mama. But not like—"

"I know, baby. But we don't need to sing and dance around in homemade dresses to be a family." She giggled at my reference to her favorite movie. "Your dad and I have always loved you more than anything else, and we always will, no matter what." I hugged her to me. "Things have… changed between your daddy and me, but it's still very new, so we wanted to make sure everything would be okay before we told you."

Lily pulled back from me and beamed, laying her small hand on my cheek. "Everything will be okay, Mommy. Don't worry."

My brows, which I hadn't realized were pinched together, relaxed at her words. Tingly warmth raced all over my body as she kept smiling her reassuring smile at me and Edward laid a hand on my shoulder, giving it a light squeeze.

"You're right, Lil," he said. "I love you and your mommy more than anything, and I'm going to do everything I can to make you both the happiest girls in the world." He tapped her on the nose, eliciting another sweet giggle. "My girls," he said, sliding his arm around me and making me melt.

"Group hug!" our little girl shouted.

We laughed and obliged her, and in that moment, I could see it all so clearly. I could see our little family solidifying and then expanding with even more laughter and love. And with the warmth of their bodies pressed to mine, I truly believed what my little girl had said, that everything would be okay.

No.

Everything would be amazing.


Thank you again for reading! xo

As mentioned, I have an epilogue in the works. I wanted to have it ready today, but it wasn't cooperating with me. I'm crossing all the things that I'll have it up within a week.

I truly hope you've enjoyed following along with these two, though it's taken a while to get us here. Much love to you all!