p class="MsoNormal"Hey guys I apologize for not giving any updates or even letting you guys know I'm alive. Truth is I've been in and out of the hospital this past little while so that's been keeping me from writing also my dad's cancer has gotten really bad and we don't know if he's gonna make it even to my birthday… (which is in September so…) I just haven't really been in the mood to write because of all of this and some dumb personal stuff I'm not gonna go into. I don't even know if this story is any good… but I remember it being so fun to write so if I feel up to it I might try to get long awaited chapter 20 up! As I'm writing this I know I should go back to the hospital but I'm ten hours away from home so it's not really an option. Also sorry for posting this as a new chapter I wanted to add it to my last chapter but couldn't figure out how. I hope you guys are all doing really well and hopefully you'll still be interested in this story (if you even are) when I come back. School is starting up soon so I might have time between work, homework, being on two soccer teams, trying to keep my family from falling apart and trying to get better myself to work on this little project. Anyways if anything changes I'll leave an update but hopefully the next time you hear from me it'll be with the next chapter! Bye for now and take care of yourselves! /p