Chapter 14:

"Sam!" I yelled out! I was ready to join the pack.

My father was part of it, my boyfriend is apart of it . My best friend Izzy is part of it as well because her uncle thought it would be best to since she phased as well. And now my brother Jake is apart of it too. So why can't I be apart of it. Sam walked out with Paul, Jared and Embry behind him.

"Yes?" He asked surprised to see me.

"I...I want to join the pack." I yelled Paul let out a laugh.

"Something funny Paul?" I said glaring at him and at that moment he stopped laughing and started glaring back.

"Look we both know since I'm part vampire that makes me stronger and faster then most of you... You could really use me.. And my father was Alpha so why can't I join." I stared at Sam for a while until I noticed Jared in the background shaking his head at me. Was my boyfriend not pleased with me joining the pack?

"Ok.. You're in.." Sam said bringing me back to attention.

"What.. Sam come on.." This time it wasn't Paul making a dumb comment it was Jared.

"What? She's right... I talked to her father about this before... He wanted her to join once she phased... Her vampire powers make her stronger and faster then any of us. We could really use her." Sam finished just in time to hear the other boys whine.

"These are my orders she is part of the pack and that's final." Sam said in his Alpha voice. I looked at Embry and Quil who were the only ones smiling.

"Aww baby Lena is part of the pack now! You are finally our pack sister!" Quil said with excitement.

"Come on let me introduce you to the others!" Embry said dragging me inside.

When I walk in I see a fairly short native woman who has a long scar on her face. That must be Emily. Jake told me the story of how Sam and Leah used to date and he dumped her for Emily his imprint and he got angry with her and turned in front of Emily and scratched her face.

"You must be Helena!" Emily said embracing me in a warm hug.

"And you must be Emily" she started to smile and then she turned to Sam and gave him a hug.

"Welcome to the family." Sam said.

"Lena can I talk to you?" I hear Jared's voice motioning me to the door.

Once I walked outside Jared spun me in the air while he was hugging me.

"You actually joined the pack! This is great now we can spend more time together! I thought it was a bad idea at first because I don't want you to get hurt but now I think you'll be fine. Plus you'll have me to protect you!" I didn't expect that at all.

"So your not mad?" I asked.

"Why would I be mad?" I couldn't think of an answer.

I said goodbye to Emily and my new brothers and went home. Now how am I supposed to tell Jake? Or does he already know? Will he be mad? A million thoughts went through my head as I walked home.

I walked in the front door and saw Billy.

"Hey Billy..."

"Hi... Is there something you want to tell me...? Here's a hint it has to do with werewolves.." How did he already know?

"How did you find out?" I asked.

"Sam just called to tell me"

"Are you mad?" I asked hoping he wasn't

"Of course not I just want you to be careful ok?"

"Yea of course." That was a big relief. "Billy did you tell Jake?"

"Nope I thought you would want to." I had a feeling Billy knew about our fight earlier and this was his way of trying to get us to make up. The only problem was I was still angry with Jake.

"I'll tell him later..." I was scared to talk to Jake I hated fighting with him and I didn't want him to be mad at me.

"Ok, but you can't stay mad forever." Billy was right. I couldn't but for the time being I could I wasn't ready to forgive Jake yet.

I spend the rest of the day in my bedroom. Crying... And thinking about Vancouver. How I missed Erick and Maggie and Tommy. Sure I had plenty of friends here just none like them. Maybe things will be different because I have 6 brothers now and I didn't know what to do with Jake.

I spent around 5 hours in my room. After I could hear Billy's muffled conversation with Jake.

"She's upset Jake..." Billy said.

"So what does that have to do with me!" A younger voice yelled I could tell it was Jake. I knew his voice anywhere it. Was he still angry with me?

"She's your sister Jake! You should care about her I know you care about her! What has gotten into you lately." Billy was angry now.

"It's not like were blood related... Or as if she's part of the pack... She's not my sister!"

"We'll the blood part is right... The pack part I think you should talk to her about." Billy said calmly.

"What do you mean? Whatever I don't have time for this I have training we'll deal with this later." And with that Jake ran out the house. I continued to stay in my room until Billy knocked on the door.

"Come in..." I said with a stutter.

"Hey kid... How you feeling?" Well that was a stupid question I felt broken betrayed by my brother and abandoned.

"Oh Just fine..." I said sarcastically.

"Jake will come around don't worry he's just taking his anger out at you." Billy said trying to make me feel better. It didn't really work but it was worth a try.

"What anger?"

"Well since Jake phased he can't be friends with Bella." Billy said with a sad look in his eyes. That explains so much... Why didn't I think of that before... Of course Jakes upset he can't be with Bella.

"Dinners ready you want to eat?" Billy said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Sure..." I said with a sad smile and walked to the dinner table. Dinner went in silence. Which almost never happens but I think Billy could tell how upset I was. Around 11 o'clock at night Jake came storming back inside the house.

"HELENA!... WHERE ARE YOU!" Is all I heard Jake yell and a couple of swear words in between that. His voice was sad not angry as I thought it would be.

"In my room..." I called out in barely a whisper. I knew he could hear me though. He could hear my panicked heart beat when he entered the house just as I could hear his. He barged in my bedroom to find me sitting on the floor.

"You know there's such thing as knocking..." I said coldly

"Sorry... I just wanted to say sorry for earlier."

"Yea I'm sorry too... I hate fighting with you especially when you're having problems with Bella." Just as I said her name his face showed more pain then before. Which made me feel more pain.

"Sam told me you joined the pack..." He said in a whisper trying to change the topic from Bella.

"Yea I thought it would be good for me. Especially cause I knew my dad wanted me to join." Now I felt pain talking about my dad. Every time I would mention my father it still bought me pain.

"Well its good you did... We need another girl Izzy was getting lonely and now I can keep a eye on you." He said with a smirk on his face.

"Hahahaha very funny I can take care of myself Jake..." I said rolling my eyes. Now Jake came closer and wrapped me in his big arms and hugged me tightly.

"I really am sorry about before I didn't mean what I said." He apologized in my ear.

"It's ok I didn't mean what I said either." I apologized as well. I really did mean it I hate fighting with Jake. It caused me just as much pain as it did to him.

"I'm going to bed I'm tired." I said. He kissed my forehead while still hugging me. "Ok goodnight... I'll see you tomorrow morning Sam said he wants you up bright and early for training."

"Ok..." I let go of Jake and he walked to his room. I got ready for bed and flopped on my bed and fell asleep. I had a nightmare that night. It was a good dream at first of my mom Dory and my Dad and Erick and Maggie coming to visit. It was perfect Jake and Jared were also there we were all on the beach. I was watching the waves when a red headed lady came faster then I've ever seen anyone more and she bit my fathers neck and drained his blood and snapped his head straight off his body. I screamed but I don't know if it was in my dream or in real life. I woke up with a jolt I was covered head to toe in sweat. My heart was pacing as I tried to catch my breath and I started to cry the dream felt so real.

"What happened?" Jake ran in yelling with Billy right behind him.

"No... No" I stammered starting to shake now.

"Shhh its ok it was just a dream..." Jake said pulling me into his strong arms. I always felt safe when Jake hugged me like nothing or no one could touch me.

"Its ok... Its ok.." He continued trying to sooth me.

"Try to go back to sleep again." He finally got me to calm down. I realized Billy had already left... Probably going back to sleep.

"You ok now?" I calmed down and started to breath normally again.

"Yea..." I said barely.

"Can I go back to sleep now.." He asked.

"Yea..." He got up to go to his room when I grabbed his hand.

"No please stay with me..." He exhaled looking at me trying to keep his eyes open.

"Ok... Ok fine.." He made his way under the covers and I fell asleep in my big brothers arms.

The next morning I got up early getting dressed for training. I decided on wearing my grey sweats and a plain blue tank top and a black, grey and white cardigan on top. With my uggs and my hair in a messy bun and my glasses. Although I phased my eyesight is amazing as a wolf but back in human form is still just as shitty as before. I walk out the room and realized Jake had went back to sleep in his room. He probably went back during the night. I walk to the kitchen and start to eat when I hear Billy answer the door and see Bella.

"I need to see him..." Oh god no Bella was looking for Jake and right out the window I see my brothers Jared, Paul, Sam and Quil coming to get me and Jake for training. Next thing I know Bella is walking up and yelling at Sam.

"Bella No!" I yelled running after her. Then she made the worst mistake possible she slapped Paul the one with the worst temper across the face. I get there just in time before Paul phases and I pushed Bella out of the way and hear Jake yelling behind me but I couldn't quiet hear because all I could concentrate on was Paul's wolf claw running down my face.