Yay, Chapter 20 WOWWEEEE! Hope everyone likes, please review and tell me what you think ;)

I was outside, I loved the feeling of the wind against me, it was so reassuring. Some people didn't like it but I loved the wind, it was amazing something that would always be here, had always been here but yet it was still nothing at all. I wrapped my arms around myself, I couldn't believe I had played an instrument, I hadn't in a while and for good cause, it made me emotional while playing, it made me think of things I'd rather not think of.

Isobel, I loved her, not in the lesbian way but I really did love her as a friend, she made me feel like it would be okay, but of course me being me something had to go wrong, and that thing in particular was Isobel died, was killed.

It seemed everyone I loved was killed. A single tear escaped my eye, I roughly wiped it away. I'm such a baby, I thought.

I walked back in, it was dark out and stars were doted around in the sky, they were pretty but I wasn't in the mood for star gazing.

As I entered the room, I saw Blood in the bed already, great, I thought sarcastically and went to change into my bedclothes.

I sat in the bed a comfortable distance away from Blood, he just looked at me a smile on his face, I gave him annoyed look, I really didn't need him on top f the rest of my problems.

The twins came up to me, "Goodnight, Onee-san, boss sure is lucky he gats to sleep with you on your last night"

I just ruffled there hair my mind elsewhere. They seemed to notice and asked me why I was ignoring them.

"Huh?" I said

"Oh, Onee-san you really hate us because you ignore us so much" they said started to cry. I sighed,

"Stop crying, your acting like such…." I stopped myself from saying kids because that's exactly what they were, kids. I figured I was being harsh but I wasn't good at comforting people so just shut up.

"Stop it you midgets, your annoying Rosalie," Elliott said grabbing them and pulling them to their chairs.

"Goodnight" I said to everyone before I slept, uncomfortable that I was so close to a perverted mafia boss.

"Stop" I said, he was chasing me, I had nowhere to go, "Please, leave me alone" I said utterly defenceless. He came closer, he had me cornered.

"Alie, osalie, Rosalie, wake up" Blood said softly, I opened my eyes, it was just a dream,

Tears were running down my face, I must've cried in my sleep, I rubbed them away and looked at Blood, he looked annoyed, probably wasn't a early riser,

"Um, I'm sorry I woke you" I said making sure my face wasn't wet still.

Blood lifted his hand to my face " You missed a spot" he said getting rid of any forgotten tears, "So are you going to tell me why your crying?" He said with a raised eyebrow.

" I had a nightmare"

"What was it about?"

"…" I didn't want to tell him.

I was preparing myself for him to shout or get angry I wasn't saying anything but instead he held his arms out and pulled me to his chest, he was warm and smelled like tea, it wasn't the best smell ever but it was utterly repulsive either.

"Its only natural to feel this way for her , she is the foreigner after all," He mumbled to himself quietly.

"Blood can I go to sleep now" I asked, he was still holding me tight to his chest mumbling to himself.

"Ok, but you'll have to tell me sometime though, and when your better come to the mansion if your ever needing something to do" he said with a evil smile. It phased me but only for a second.

"Um.. thanks Blood, I mean for waking me up" I mumbled embarrassed then I put my head on the pillow moving away from him, he immediately pulled me back to him, "Oh you don't get of that easy for waking me up," he said going back to his usual, Mafioso self. I pulled away form him, "Stop" I said icily.

"Fine" he said "but next time your not getting of so easy",

(Bloods POV)

I couldn't believe I had wanted her so much, she was beautiful I had never saw a beauty like hers, What are you thinking I scolded myself, these feelings were only here because she was a foreigner and I had to play by the rules of the game. I looked at her now sleeping self, I sighed there was no denying it she was beautiful and I don't mean in the way that I love her she just had pretty features. Despite myself I wrapped my arms around her slender waist.

I wondered what it was that kept haunting her dreams, it was unusual, she never told anyone. Well not that I know of, and keeps all her emotions bottled inside of her. How stupid. I thought.

I was angry now, why did that stupid caterpillar have to know her weakness and get to comfort her, if he couldn't read minds he would be defenceless and so easy to kill…

I sighed, at least I got her for one night when all the other role holders were felling over them selves for her, my grip on her tightened and she mumbled something in her sleep, I loosened my grip again and closed my eyes drifting of to sleep listening to her steady heartbeat.

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(Rosalie's POV)

"Wake up" someone said, it must be Ryan I thought, did I have another assignment, I wasn't in the mood. "Go Away Ryan" I mumbled sleepily.

"Rosalie, who's Ryan?" What was Ryan saying of course he knew who he was.

I opened my eye, "huh?" I said where was I, then it dawned on me. Wonderland, I thought accusingly. I was in wonderland, of course I was. How could I possibly think I could be home,

" You were never happy there" Nightmare said,

"How would you know" I said annoyed, Nightmare really pissed me off sometimes, I'm never going to like wonderland and as soon as the stupid veil I drank filled up I was going back home.

"You really are stubborn" said Nightmare suppressing a laugh, I just shrugged, I wasn't in the mood this morning.

I finally sat up in bed , Blood was awake and changed already, I remembered what happened last night and was embarrassed, I hated it when I was needy like that.

"Rosalie we have got those trousers you wanted," Vivaldi said, she went and showed me them. I tried them on they were average denim but they were extra small it seemed the Queen thought I was much smaller them I actually was but it was ok because I was used to wearing skinny jeans.

I but on dark blue pants and a baggy white button up shirt, it was massive and I had to roll the sleeves up and it almost reached my knees, it seemed I hadn't thought about what shirts I would wear when I had pants on, I just ended up with a spare ones but it was a man's shirt and so was really big.

(Grey's POV)

She had just walked in, she was wearing trousers, it was strange, I hadn't saw a girl wearing pants before, they suited her somehow though, they were tight and clung to her body and she was also wearing a loose shirt, it was a mans guys shirt and the top button was open, probably because she wasn't wearing a tie. The shirt was white and slightly see-through if you looked carefully you could see the line of her bra through it, I could feel a blush coming to my cheeks and looked away trying not to think about it.

The doctor had just come in he had said that she was fully recovered and that she could go home, she looked happy, well as happy as she could look anyway, even though Rosalie seldom frowned she had a monotone look and I was only blessed enough to see her smile a few times and even then it was only a quick glimpse. It seemed she had a bad history while she was an assassin, so far only Nightmare knew about it but if she ever wanted to tell anybody I would be there to listen, she was leaving the Heats castle infirmary now, I was happy she was okay, I remembered the time I found her in the snow, I was so worried, she could be killed so easily but if she dies she wouldn't have a replacement, I was glad she was okay…

Hope everyone liked this chapter, my computer went a bit jacked up halfway through writing this so sorry if there is any mistakes, please review ! : )