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"Alright you love birds lets go" Tyson exclaimed ushering us out of the room and down to the restaurant. We spent the rest of the day just mucking around together and genuinely having a good time. I was the best day I have to of had in years; I forgot about all the problems in my life and just enjoyed the day. Like I use too. Before all the fame happened, For once in my life I was truly happy.

Halfway through the day we ran into Katie, Sam and Danielle. Apparently they had flown up to celebrate the engagement. Yes Jason proposed to Katie and they are getting married.

The day soon came to an end with the six of us arriving at the theatre. I slowly and hesitantly got out of the car before showing security my pass and walking through the door and into the dressing room. I walked up the hallway and went to turn into there dressing room but stopped when I heard voices.

"What did you think was going to happen Jason? Did you think she wouldn't care and just continue on her life as normal?" I heard Nate say. It was silent for a second before Shane spoke.

"You need to talk to her and have a serious talk to her Jason. You can't just ignore all this. You caused the problem and you need to fix it. Not anyone else and for everyone's sake you need to do it soon" I heard Jason sigh. I felt Tyson and David walk up behind up me and we made our way in.

I walked in and ran straight into the side of someone. I looked up and saw it was Jason. I scampered back running into Nate scared that he would hurt me again. I saw his face drop when he looked at me but I just ran out the door and onto the stage. Lucky for me it wasn't time for the concert yet and there was no one in the audience. I walked/climbed up the ramp too Nate's grand piano that was set up and I sat down, I pulled out my notebook from my bag and began to play.

Hear me

Hear me

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me

"Im sorry" I heard a voice whisper. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I tensed up. I moved from under there hand and stood up so I was facing them.

"Don't do this. Not here, not now" I sighed. They took a step closer and I took a step back.

"We can't just ignore each other for the rest of our lives" they said.

"Well at this point in time that's exactly what I want to do" I yelled quietly. I heard them sigh.

"What exactly do you want from me Jason?" I asked him wanting to hurry this up so I could get away from him. He looked up at me.

"I want this all to stop. I want us to be on speaking terms again. I just want you to know that im a so sorry for what I did too you." He said with sincerity clear in his voice.

"Jason I can't do that ok. I get that you're sorry I really do but I can't just forget about and go about my day pretending it never happened. It's not that simple to just forget about. Im not saying that I will never forgive you but I need some space and some time to think about things before you and I are even going to be close to ok again" I finished saying. I turned and walked off the stage just leaving him standing there.

2 days passed and we were now in Provo, UT kicking of the boys' world tour and the launch of their new album. I hadn't spoken more than 2 words to Jason and the one time I did we ended up in a huge fight which ended with me telling him I would never forgive him and at the moment I didn't think I ever would; in fact I hadn't really spoken to any of my brothers. David and Tyson had left a few days ago, but Sam, Danni weren't leaving for another week and Katie was permanently joining us on the tour. I was sitting back stage watching the boys perform praying that the concert would end soon as I had a headache and the screaming girls were getting old. When I heard Nate begin to play the start of one of my favourite songs 'Turn Right'.

"Okay guys we would like to dedicate this song to someone very special to us and would like them to come out here" I heard Jason say into the microphone. I heard the audience scream louder and I began to back up not wanting to go out there

"Okay guys here we go. This song is for you Mackenzy" Jason said into the microphone.

(Nate, Shane, Jason, all)

Pick up all your tears
Throw 'em in the backseat
Leave without a second glance
Somehow I'm to blame
For this never-ending racetrack you call lifeTurn right into my arms
Turn right, you won't be alone
You might fall off this track sometimes
Hope to see you on the finish line

Driving all your friends out
At your speed, they cannot follow
Soon you will be on your own
Somehow I'm to blame
For this never-ending racetrack we call life

Turn right into my arms
Turn right, you won't be alone
You might fall off this track sometimes
Hope to see you at the finish line

I did all I could
And I gave everything
But you had to go your way
And that road was not for me

Turn right into my arms
Turn right you won't be alone
You might fall off this track sometimes
Hope to see you at the finish line

By the end of the song I have to admit I could feel the tears burning my eyes. They finished the song and Jason walked over and pulled me out onto the stage. When I felt his skin touch mine I stiffened and prayed that he wouldn't hit me again,

"Im so sorry can you please forgive me" he said into the microphone. I could hear the audience all 'awe' and some cheer but I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I was ready to forgive him.

So heres the next chapter i hope you guys enjoyed it.

I wanna leave a special shoutout to dark eyed dreamer for helping out with this story.

Let me know what you think.

Oh and the first song is Hear Me - Kelly Clarkson and the second Turn Right- Jonas Brothers