Chapter 20

The rest of the day for Tilly had been a bliss, recently she'd been feeling like she was so much closer to Sinaed now rather than before. She didn't know weather it was because Sinaed could only talk to her about her personal situation or because now Sinaed didn't have a group to act all big infront of anymore. Either way Sinaed now seamed to turn into a whole new person for the better. Tilly was sure the reason was because now, being pregnant she'd finally realised she'd been acting like a six year old in the playground to impress others. That was the thing with Sinaed she always cared to much about what people thought about her, when really she should have only cared about what her family and friends thought of her. Where now, hanging around with Tilly, Tilly could show Sinaed a normal reason to be liked and make friends. Without having to impress people by being a bitch.

Tilly was someone who definetly didnt need impressing to be a close friend and this oppertunity of being so close to Tilly could really do Sinaed the world of good. With Tilly being so kind hearted, a real loyle friend, and generally a lovely person she could show Sinaed how to be that way to. Of course Tilly loved Sinaed exactly the way she was and would love her if she stayed the same or changed, but changing was the best way for her. Learning to act mature just like Tilly. Then it would possibly be a lot easier to get through the pregnancy.

Herself and Jen had also spend the day taking there secret glances and smiles to one another, touching hands as they walked. It didn't feel risky, it didnt feel wrong. It just simply felt perfect.

Tilly had stayed over at Sinaeds to keep her company. They'd just ordered a chinese and went upstairs for the night to just generally have a conversation, things Sinaed didn't want to say infront of her mother. They put on a few DVDs and ate there chinese in bed. Sinaed then falling asleep in Tillys arms again. It felt so much comfortable for Sinaed, knowing Tilly was going no where and knowing she'd always be there for her no matter what.

The morning shun and woke Tilly up straight away. Desperate for the toilet Tilly unravveled herself from Sinaed and made her way into the bathroom to wash her face ect...Then before Sinaed woke Tilly took the plates and cups back downstairs to wash up.

When she arrived downstairs with the plates and cups Jen was already awake sitting drawing on the kitchen table. Tilly just poliely smiled and walked passed placing the things in the sink and running the hot water before putting the kettle on. ''Coffee?'' Tilly asked. ''It's alright thanks, just made one'' replied Jen focusing back on her work. Tilly didn't think it was ignorant in any way Jen almost egnoring her because she was exactly the same when drawing. Even the slightest bit of distraction can put her off the whole thing so Tilly made herself a coffee, washed up the dishes and went into the living room to wait for Sinaed to wake up, touching Jen slightly as she walked past with a little giggle causing Jen to giggle along with her before getting back on with her drawing. Clicking and flicking through the channels to find something to watch. Until her phone rang. It was Laura, Tilly had forgot to ring her back yesterday so decided to answer and have a little chat. Jen in the kitchen or not, she wasn't doing anything wrong, she didn't feel any sort of feelings for Laura it was just a friendship, nothing else.

Ah Laura I'm sorry I didn't call. I had a lot on and forgot

Thats okay, don't worry about it. So how are you?

Yeah, I feel great. What about you?

Hmm, just packing up the rest of my things, a lot of hard work ha

Lazy, lazy. getting old hu?

Oi Cheeky. I'm not that old.

The general conversation carried on for about half hour in the living room until Sinaed came downstairs. Tilly made up her excuse and put down the phone to greet her friend on this early morning. Sinaed went straight into the kitchen and made herself and Tilly a cup of coffee before having to get ready to go to the midwifes to have her first check up. When Sinaed finished she returned back to the living room with Jen along side her. She'd finally finished her drawing and relaxed herself down on the sofa inches away from Tilly. She'd been finished for some time, but hearing Tilly on the phone to Laura she didn't really want to intrude the conversation. She knew Tilly would feel uncomfortable so waited in the kitchen until she was finished on the phone.

''I'm going to head off, get some work done for College'' Tilly smiled. ''Oh, Tilly I was gonna ask if you'd come to my check up with me?'' Sinaed battered her eyelids. ''Hu, how on earth could I say no to that face? Anyways what about your mum?'' Tilly asked. ''I don't want her to come, I just want you'' replied Sinaed. ''Ohh I feel so loved. right well I'll head home get a shower and get changed what time you need to be there?'' she asked. ''Got to be there for 3pm'' replied Sinaed. ''Okay, I will be back for half 2 right?'' said Tilly and Sinaed nodded. With that Tilly made her way home.

It looked warm outside but as soon as Tilly got out into the open air it was bloody freezing. Tilly was memorized by the sparkles which appreared on the floor as she walked. She definetly was so easy to distract but she couldn't help it, it just looked so beautiful. Obviously it was just the frost of the cold air but it looked nice. A look that inspired Tilly.

Tilly returned back to Sinaeds at the time she'd said. 2.30pm and Sinaed was already ready and waiting in the living room. She'd got herself shaken up a little with the whole idea, which was normal of course. The doctor did tell her after the accidant everything was fine with the baby but she really needed to get a check up just incase. So of course, the worst played on her mind and it was terrifying her. Tilly noticed this right away.

''Hey, whats up you?'' Tilly sat down beside her. ''I've been asking that for about 20 minutes she'll not answer'' said Diane. Tilly lifted Sinaeds face with her hands and looked straight into her eyes. ''Everything is going to be fine Sinaed. Stop worrying yourself right?'' said Tilly. Sinaed nodded and smiled. ''I'm just a little shaken up thats all Tills'' replied Sinaed. ''No need, everythings going to go fine'' reasured Tilly. Again Sinaed smiled and hugged her friend. ''So? Shall we get off?'' Tilly asked. ''Yeah'' replied Sinaed. So they up and left. Onto the bus and straight to the hospitle.

Sinaed and Tilly were only in the hospitle for about 20 minutes at the most. Where Sinaeds midwife checked herself and the baby over. Just like Tilly had said, everything was perfect and nothing at all came to be something to worry about for the midwife. So Sinaed was given a date to come back for her 12 week scan and given a number encase she needed to ask any questions. Back on the bus and back to Hollyoaks a relieved mummy to be it was.

''God my feet are killing is proper bad'' Sinaed moaned.

Without an instant she'd carefully jumped up on Tillys back to walk the rest of the way to Dianes. Tilly had started walking with her legs wide open causing people to look. Sinaed had laughed and laughed at the way Tilly was acting and loved the fact it was all to cheer her up. After Tillys five minute walk with Sinaed on her back they'd finally reached to Dianes. Sinaed reached down and opened the door and Tilly carried her to the sofa and plopped her down and sunk down beside her.

''Made me walk with her on my back from the bus stop'' laughed Tilly. ''Oi, my feet were killing'' Sinaed carried on. ''Doesn't mean i'm your bloody wheel barrer'' replied Tilly.

Sinaed could see Jen and Diane were sitting waiting for an answer. So Sinaed finally put them out there mistery. ''Everything went well, nothing to worry about. Diane sighed in relief as well as Jen. Diane liked how Tilly had been there for Sinaed, even with her own problems. She really was a mature girl for her age. She'd wished she could have been so mature for her age, and didn't question herself to why Jen had fallen for Tilly in the first place. She saw it all now.

''Well, i'm going to get off. I have a bit of work to catch up on. Looks like i'll be up late tonight'' Tilly smiled. ''Thanks for being there for me Tills I would have been a mess without ya'' said Sinaed. ''What are friends for eh?'' Tilly smiled. She gave her friend a hug said goodbye to Jen and Diane and headed straight home to get her work done for College tomorrow.

God how I wish we could spend the night together they both thought.